What am i, in terms of sexuality
>6-9 yo
>fucked a girl in the ass
>laid naked on top of my mother and tried to fuck her (saw it in a porn mag)
>let a cat who just gave birth lick my dick
>....let a bitch (dog) lick my dick
>9-11 yo
>Touched dicks with neighbors kid
>male cousin who was older (14) sucked my dick and convinced me to suck his (came in my mouth, even though i did not want that shit, looking back it feels like rape also very emasculating)
>11-15 yo
>Let 2 to 4 dogs lick my balls/and or dick while masterbating
>Came in a neighbors kid mouth and sucked him for a moment
>Fucked neighbors kid and best guy friend in the ass for few moments, with condom
>Sucked each other off with 2 other friends
>17-22 yo
>Fucking my gf daily, most of the time licking her till she comes
My "problem" is that i dont find men sexy or attractive, quite the opposite. But to be completely honest i remember that sucking dick was waaaay more fun than licking pussy for me.
So, what am i? I never look at a guy and go "oooh hes so hot" or whatever, i dont feel the need to hook up or anything with men, nor have i ever kissed or wanted to kiss a guy but i do like dick.
Tried self-sucking and it was pretty fucking good, but my back hurt like a SOB after that (still does btw).
I should also make a note that i had exactly 16 girls trying to hookup with me from the age of 13 to 17, yet i never did anything with any of em cause i started watching porn at 9 and absolutely convinced myself that my dick will never, ever please a woman, also no self-confidence and dropped my spaghetti (most of em found that cute, nevertheless)
I'm of the school of thought that our experiences dont really define our sexuality, especially when we were young.
I have NO interest in sex with dogs, but on several occasions experimented with animals cuz i was a horny fucking kid and just wanted some sort of experience with something touching my dick. people have done CRAZY things hwen their horny, especially at that hormonal driven age.
today im gay, but just a few months ago i experimented and did a three way make out session and other fun stuff with chicks. was nice and i definitely love boobs, but im still gay.
so what do you feel like? from your post-experience description of your feelings it sounds like you are just straight.
you might be a little gay in terms of sucking dick, but if thats all you ever want to limit to, what does it matter? you seem to have mixed feelings on Sing the D though. first you say it was like rape and emasculating (at least him cumming in your mouth) but now you seem to really want to try it.
it may also just be that you watch too much porn where a girl suck a dick. you are suppoed to proxy into the dick. sometimes we proxy in to the woman.
>>16622393
> did a three way make out session and other fun stuff with chicks. was nice and i definitely love boobs, but im still gay.
Sounds like me but in reverse
>Tried some stuff with guys, definitely liked the dick but im still straight
>you watch too much porn where a girl suck a dick
No shit! The same cousing who convinced me to suck his dick was making fun of me few years later cause absolute majority of my porn were blowjobs,
he (the guy who came in his 11 yo cousins mouth) made fun of me for being gay (cause all the blowjob porn).
You have definitely made a major breakthrough for me.
How can i not feel like sucking the d if i spent basically my entire life watching other men (with enormous dicks, compared to pre/teen me) getting blowjobs on camera?
>but now you seem to really want to try it.
Thats the thing, if i could suck a floating dick without swallowing, i would probably do it.
Sadly, most dicks are attached to people and i find that repulsive, not to mention it would just not feel right, what with me being a big, manly guy and all making other men feel good instead of getting "served".
I think the main (and probably only) thing i liked about the dick was the simplicity.
>If its horny, its hard
>You can just do each other when feeling horny, no bullshit, no drama, no emotions, no romantic attachment
And of course, at least for me this was a big one
>Not feeling bad about having average or above average dick at all, as compared to having sex with a woman, there is always this performance anxiety with women, but with a guy its all about getting off and nothing else
Also, it might be because i had sex with just one girl but quite a few guys.
And she is not exactly miss horny, i specifically chose the girl with whom i felt the smallest chance of getting cheated on.
Maybe if i finally hooked up with this uber slut who is after me, i would realize that having sex with a woman who is really horny is way more fun than dick-sucking.
This thread is so fucked up
>>16622481
your logic works for the time being, so follow it.
just a headsup almost every guy i ever knew with your mindset (i like cocks, not the people they are attached to) late realized they were gay. i cant think of a single one who hadnt. they just didnt realize it because they are used to seeing only straight romance in media.
the idea that it feels not right becuase you are serving people 'inferior' to you physically is probably whats getting you off, the taboo of it all.
as for the no bullshit, not drama, no emotions, and no romantic attachment, those eventually become the romantic attachment. a lot of guys are turning to other guys becuase they are easier to be with as well as to get with, and you can have sex without any of the drama as well.
either way theres no need to really 'come out' or do anything if you dont want to. just know that 'i only like dicks; is often how it starts.
>>16622373
>What am i
A seriously messed up individual by the sounds of things.
>>16622520
Well im not scared of turning gay, maybe because i really do not feel anything (occasionally repulsion or jealousy lol) when seeing men, with or without clothes.
You say its because guys like me are not used to seeing gay romance in media, but the thing is i truly find that thought- of being romantic with a guy repulsive.
I love touching women, being around that sweet feminine aura, the flirting and the curves, nooks and boobs, the "coy" giggling....
>those eventually become the romantic attachment
Sry man, but i just cant imagine being in a close proximity to a naked man. The masculine traits both physical and psychological do literally nothing for me, even the traps are just weird to me.
>>16622572
>but i truly find that thought of being romantic with a guy repulsive.
so did all my ex boyfriends in highschool. even i did.
i remember the first guy i fooled around with, i said when/if i start dating the girl i like we wouldnt be able to fool around anymore.
but here i am ten years later, waiting for you to ask me out OP.
>i love touching women
for now. maybe forever. but you also like dudes so...
>i cant imagine being in a close proximity to a naked man
unless of course you are sucking his dick, right? just sayian, from someone who's been there, thats how it starts.
a lot of it is shame you feel, not recognizing whats what because you never really saw gay media, etc.
but in about five years you'll be dating chad and ill be asking why senpai never noticed me.
whats worse is you are a bottom so its pretty much a guarantee.
>>16622510
>>16622544
Thing is, i always thought that this is normal (cause for me it was).
Maybe i am and was just waaaay more hornier than y'all fools
Also forgot to mention that i
>masterbated next to my blind great-grandmother (she was 80+)
i bet anything that she could smell my teen dick.....that and the memory of trying to fuck my mother truly repulse me, but hey i was horny.
and also my uncle took few pics of his erect dick and showed me those for absolutely no reason, then showed me his dick (fucking pedo) and would probably try to do stuff with me but he was scared shitless of me not deleting those photos (he couldnt operate a digital camera) .
Yep, yep, yep, normal as a sunny day.
>>16622604
like i said man, ive been there. i inflicted my penis upon multiple animals, masturbated to my mother, fucked all sorts of furniture, had sexual activities with my brother, masturbated to the thoughts of my uncles molesting me (lucky you) etc.
its not juts people on anonymous image boards that have done this. ALL men have done this sort of thing, they just dont admit it on facebook because ew.
boys are all horny bastards even before puberty.
>>16622594
>but here i am ten years later, waiting for you to ask me out OP
You are a funny little man, aren't ya laddie. I would seriously get high or do shrooms with you but no homo.
Last time i met gay guy in real life (he "joked" about blowing my junkie friend off in a bathroom) i just felt the urge to either punch him or get the fuck out of there.
>unless of course you are sucking his dick, right? just sayian, from someone who's been there, thats how it starts.
Not to get all technical with you, but i never sucked man off, only boys. There is a very large difference mostly in the fact that boys are not men (yet). Do not have those characteristics or bodies.
Like a girl with tiny boobs, she looks exactly like a teen boy, there is nothing masculine about either of em.
>whats worse is you are a bottom so its pretty much a guarantee.
Wiki tells me being a bottom means getting fucked....however did you get that from what i wrote? With the boys i fucked them in the ass, not they me.
>for now. maybe forever. but you also like dudes so...
But i dont like them, thats the point. I just remember having fun sucking dick as a pre/teen das it. Anyway, if i ever feel the need to perform oral on an actual living male then i could live with being a bisexual.
However, i spent the first 2 years with my gf convincing her to do a threesome with other girl and preparing her for a future where i have my own harem of women, so....that doesnt seem gay or bi either
>>16622651
>i want to suck dicks!!1!
>but i want to punch guys who suck dicks
theres your issue. this pretty much proves my point. you WANT to do this but you are trained to hate it. those are some conflicting feelings you will work out as you suck more dicks and stop caring about it all.
pro-tip: keep it in the closet as long as possible,e asier to deal with imo.
>i only suck off boys
you already noted that traps even turn you off, and the true image of a trap is one that is essentially a flat chested girl, so lets be real here. and thats fine, many gays like fems anyway. the fact that you like to be the one sucking them is awfully telling though.
>it means i like to get fucked
bottom is generally the submissive role. as of now you are only talking about how badly you want to suck dick and not much else, ergo you are an 'oral bottom'. yeah, thats a thing.
most people in your position rationalize they are straight becuase they only use men for pleasure 'a hole is a hole'. but being a bottom you are specifically attracted to cock and want to please it. you havent experimented anally yet, but its possible you are an anal bottom as well. we shall see.
>harem of women
seems like you're trying to compensate op.
etiher way good luck, enjoy some cocks.
what do you think of trans girls op
>>16622634
Wait, so i was right?
I thought that most guys do shit like this, yet noone ever confesses anything (even as anon).
The only guys who seem to admit doing this shit are either gay or bi.
So every guy did this shit and keeps lying to everyone and himself and ONLY gay guys have the gull/shamelessness to admit it?
>masturbated to the thoughts of my uncles molesting me (lucky you)
Dude, why...up to this point you seemed like really chill guy, but fantasi.........
Wait. Women usually fantasize about being molested too. Might be some connection and i just understood the difference between gays and straight guys.
>>16622693
Now you are just twisting my words mang.
For one i never said i WANT TO suck dicks,
I just said that i have done so and it was MORE FUN than licking pussy.
What does keeping it in a closet mean? If it means keeping it a secret then thats not true for me cause i told all about it to my gf.
I said it like it is-I was horny and felt inadequate around women.
>Harem means compensating
Maybe, but compensating for all those girls i could have fucked if only i wasn't telling myself my dick is tiny and could never please em.
See man, this is exactly why i wanted to punch that gay guy and felt repulsed by him.
Its like this overwhelming notion of
>I am gay, so you must be too, lets touch dicks or whatever
Just because i had fun with guys as a kid/teen does not mean i want to actually suck a man off. I liked the dick but hated the fact that they are attached to guys. Come to think of it, i like the pussy but i hate the girl.....
Maybe my problem is something entirely else, like just being a horny bastard who does not give a shit where he gets off as long as he gets off.
>>16622708
Well if they look like a petite women then i like them until the moment i see a dick on them. Its just so out of place on woman-like person and instantly turns me off.
>>16622634
>all men do this
No they don't you furfag freak
Kill yourself
>>16622651
>>16622373
Im confused about something.
You fucked boys who were of the same age as you?
U also wrote you fucked the neighbor's kid and only sucking and fucking boys in the ass.
And that your uncle wanted to fuck you?
Clarify if this is true because i might know why u are battling with this desire to suck cock.
A fucking savage, that is what you are.
>>16622790
I rarely agree with tripfags, especially shit ones like Derp Peg Me, but he's right.
Very few guys experiment with animals, you degenerate furfag.
Yif in Hell. Also acknowledge that you want the D, sissiboi.
You can't unswallow that jizz.
Once a faggot always a faggot, faggot.
kek
this thread makes me feel better about that time i put canned cream of mushroom on my dick and let the cat lick while i was fantasizing about fucking this one girl in middle school
thanks anons
