Long story short, I just jerked off watching my friend jerk off without him knowing. I don't want to be gay and I'm attracted to women but does what I did make me gay?
did you enjoy it?
Figure it out. Yah, if you like it. Then you faggot. Jah or homosexual.
Very interesting, but stupid!
Tu sabes, que es mio pendijo!
Tu sabes, he ho!
Tu es un pendenjo!
Venti a la casa and dormir, cabron!
>>16621427
Well, it's certainly not the straightest thing you've ever done, but that just means you aren't what Kinsey would have called a zero. Kinsey believed that true zeroes were rare: that even most straight people (and most gay people, for that matter) experienced at least one or two out-of-orientation attractions over the course of their lives.
In other words, you aren't straighter-than-straight, but by itself, that doesn't mean you're gay. Do you do this often? Why did you do it? These things matter more than the single incident.
So you got carried away with excitement of surreptitiously watching him jack off? No big deal, it's not like you wanted to go join him? Or, did you?
Sexuality is a complex spectrum, very few people are completely gay or straight. I'm pretty far on the straight side (as in I've never looked at a guy and thought "I want to have sex with him), but I've had a few situations similar to what you're talking about, and I've had those same concerns. Once I accepted that sexuality is more complex than gay/straight/bi, I was a lot more comfortable with stuff like that. Now I can jerk off to Trans port completely guilt free
I think in your case I would be more concerned with the voyeurism aspect, rather than sexuality. But in any case, you're not gay, if that's still somehow a problem.
OP here, I didn't want to join him or anything and I'm not attracted to penises or want to do anything with one besides my own, but I got excited I guess. Thanks guys.
>>16621427
it depends. why did you do it? how did you feel. tell us.
>>16621718
i think the bigger issue here is 'guilt free'. you say that as if being gay or bi should make you feel guilty, but since you arent 100% gay you think its okay.
thats the kidn of thinking that has to stop. jerking off to trannies is far more deviant than being gay man.
the issue shouldnt be
>oh thank god, im not actually gay, so i can still fap to penises, whew
it should be
>it doesnt actually matter what i fap to, yay penisessss
>>16622778
tell us more abotu the experience.
Not that exciting, my friend was jerking off and I was watching a video on my phone but jerking off under a blanket, on a different couch. I looked behind me while I was getting into it and I watched him until I jizzed. I felt bad about it afterwards and the entire experience is gross to think about desu.
>>16622842
And man, I want to be straight, I don't want to fap to penises cuz like I said, they're just unattractive as fuck to me.
>>16622938
>i dont want to fap to penises
>becuase they are unnatractive
>which is why i like to fap to them
>guilt free
i think the issue here is you dont like the associations that come with liking penises, so it makes you feel guilty. you do in fact like cock. that is why you fap to cocks.
>>16621427
>but does what I did make me gay?
Yes, you are definitely gay.
>>16622949
I've only done it once, you act as if all I do is jack it to dicks. You're not much help lmfao
>>16622938
>I want to be straight
Oh boy, do I have news for you...
>>16623016
i was talking to the guy who talks about how he doesnt feel guilty about watching tranny porn cuz hes still 'straight'.
if ur just the OP, ur situations hot, and id like to know more, but those comments werent directed at you
