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i have been really close to a certain girl(18 y.o), we shared so much, i'm really fucking in love with her, i've never experienced these sensations, my head is about to explode every time we smile to each other or just stay close and cuddle, i won't explain the details but i found a conversation with someone who knows her really well: crush (*)

-i can overcame the my last relationship easily , unlinke you, you did it the first time with "some guy" and one never forgets the first time
* i forget everything
-are u sure?
* yes

i don't know how am i feeling i feel sick, idk, she doesn't seems like a girl that does that kind of things and i feel like a fucking idiot by feeling so happy for simple things like, innocent smiles, cuddling, cooking for her, sleeping while i play with her hair, i don't feel on the friendzone either because she behaves different with me, and when we are alone. i feel disappointed, iknow that that sounds so sexist but i can't do anything about what i feel.