this world is fucking stupid. nothing works and everything good comes to an end anyways, who cares. the "ride" of it isnt even fun, so lets just get it over with and die. seriously who the fuck actual enjoys this torture, its not fun and I fucking hate it. every day is either spent pretending to have fun and faking a smile and feeling like trash, or feeling like trash and being angry and not talking to anyone. i never am aCTUALLY happy. i dont remember the last time things worked correctly in my life
literally nothing
has ever
been good in my life
i crashed my first car and it was a new lexus my mother bought me for my birthday
i just barely drive it now cuz i dont want to mess up again, and i dont want to go anywhere anyways. seriously i just sit in my dorm room all day and lay in bed or play video games. nothing is fucking "fun" i dont remember ever having fun besides masturbating. LITERALLY masturbation is the ONLY thing I enjoy now. nothing else gives me pleasure. video games make me mad and aren't fun but for some reason i play them anyways. I dont want to talk to anyone on my floor and i dont want to meet girls. life just feels so fucking DUMB and pointless, i dont want to get into it or invest in it.
now I know why random people join ISIS. cuz theyre so fuckig sick of their mundane and fucking worthless lives and they figured out, like i have, that its fucking pointless and were suffering like 90% of the time for enjoyment and happiness 10% of the time. how is that worth it.
>>16460112
>nothing has ever been good in my life
>i crashed my first car and it was a new lexus my mother bought me for my birthday
So you had it good enough to get a new lexus and fucked that up, probably because you're an immature moron and couldn't drive safely.
Look inward anon, it's not the world that's stupid, it's your dumbass
>>16460112
>>16460112
>now I know why random people join ISIS
shit white people say baka senpai
Try smoking marijuana if you can get your hands on it, you are in college after all. It is a great fucking anti depressant.
>>16460139
how do you get your hands on it
>>16460163
move your hands
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qchPLaiKocI
>>16460121
what the fuck do u think a car does for you
having a lexus hasnt improved my life at all. i just went "wow thanks mom" and then everytime i look at it I think "looks cool i guess" and thats it. i dont drive better, i dont feel better, it doesnt make you any happier.
Have you played a fallout game?
>>16460166
this board fucking sucks too
you guys are all autistic and offer fake ass help
go somewhere else if youre not gonna give legit advice, you just come here to make fun of people or look for interesting stories, go to /b/ for both of those
>>16460173
this one goes out to all my fuckboys that crash mommy's car
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DksSPZTZES0
>>16460168
yes what does that have to do with anyhing
>>16460168
Fallout 4 sucks ass though
>>16460179
youre tripfagging on a fucking adv board
jesus christ
you know what
ty
I feel a little bit better knowing that there is someone in this world lamer than me.
sometimes it helps you feel better to remind urself that there are people that go on anonymous advice forums with a stupid name like pegasus and spend their time harassing random people because they have literally nothing better to do, not even jerking off
i think u should be asking for help on here not me
im just gonna try and find as many pathetic people as i can to make myself feel better thruough the power of google searching
I agree, op
>>16460198
I'll dig up a classic for you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPjUsu2-QMQ
All I can say is in order for things to change you must change. Think of it like this, you are angry and bkame the world for it. Seems to me like its not the world thats the problem, it's YOU. So suck it up and change instead of whinning and shit do something else with yourself. If you hate the people around you then go hang out with more interesting people sign up to shit. It's what I did and it's what most of my friends do. Hope it helps.
I:
am not Autistic
am not Poor
am not Unintelligent
am not Hideous
dont waste my time tripfagging like a downs syndrome fucktard on a website all day
have an ok family even if its a small one
have a small grtoup of friends even if its a small one
dont have any life threatening or major life quality ills
live in america and not a shitty trashcan country like france or japan or greece or russia or pretty much every SA country
can play the piano and i actually just remembered how much i enjoy it (which is a decent amt)
forgot that some video games are not worth my time like league. fuck that shit. i cant remember the last time i played a REAL video game, not a fucking life sucker like league or some other moba/f2p time drainer
happy i got netflix i dont know why i took so long to get it its a pretty good life improvement
not a drug/alcohol addict (closest thing is porn addict which isnt nearly as bad)
quit going on 4chan + other forums i dont feel like mentioning (i still visit 4chan and other forums rarely during extreme cases like now when i felt depressed)
im gonna go text some friends i havent talked to in a while and im gonna go buy GTA 5 as soon as the next sale comes.
you know what fuck it im gonna delete my porn stash i feel like its transformed me into a hardcore porn user and id raher just be a dude that casually masturbates a couple times a week not like 5 times a day
anyone here wanna suggest some crazy wacky zany life changes for me to try besides killing myself, im saving that as a last resort
>>16460112
Effects of over population friend. This is undisputable as numbers increase people end up not being able to find a place to fit in society.
Recommendation is to get the fuck away from civilization. I recommend moving to Canada or Alaska
>>16460206
just your existence on this board for today only is cringier than my entire life will probably be
on another note i stopped buying video games because i just worried that id spend money and then not enjoy them and feel bad so i just played f2p games like league because theyre low risk so if i feel like I "wasted" my time i dont feel as bad cuz i spent like $5 total when i wouldve spent like 60 dollars
>>16460233
your tears are delicious
>>16460240
how is canada away from civilization
unless you mean the northern less populated parts
im learning a language that has nothing to do with either of those places, and I went to new york for vacation (thats another thing I just remembered that im grateful/happy about me) like 2 years ago, and I liked the vibe i got from there. it felt like i could enjoy that type of atmosphere, i spent my entire life in a suburbs atmosphere which i hate now. I also dread the idea of living rural. urban sounds like its where everythings happening, like i want to get in on it all but it seems like too much work which is where the whole laying in bed and doing nothing comes from
id honestly rather explore cities in video games than do it irl
traveling sounds cool at first but again movies or video games or books are usually what id rather do than actuallly go to a place. would rather read a story that takes place in england than go there, etc.
i went through this phase where i stopped buying anything unless my parents got it for me because i felt like i didnt contribute to society and i didnt want to. honestly id rather have nothing + do nothing than work hard + get alot
>>16460248
Canada's growth is actual pretty constant and the population is mostly spread thin except at it's major cities.
And I'm not talking about traveling I'm talking about settling. Shit Iceland would also do, but not quite as easy as Canada to find a nice small town that could use a hand
if it makes you feel any better, in my humble and entirely honest unbiased tumblreddit faggotron 6.1 opinion two litres of pepsi in five minutes tastes like suicide??
is it normal to feel like your body is always hurting in sme way
