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SAVE ME
PLEASE SOMEBODY SAVE ME
I DON'T WANT TO BE WHO I AM TODAY
WHY CAN'T I MAKE MYSELF A BETTER PERSON
WHERE IS MY BETTER TOMORROW
SAVE ME
Get out, I'm busy with my games.
stab stab stab
ITS BEEN 10 YEARS THEY PROMISED US A REUNION
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Ei2izPLpHc
The OST for that anime is like daggers to my gut.
>>139202693
Nope, it was 17 seconds into Monday at the time of your post.
but does it really matter for your NEET existence? isn't everyday Friday for you?
DONG DING
WHO WHERE
We need to finish our game for comic market
If I ever off myself, I'll play this soundtrack as I do it.
>>139202124
Thanks but I'm pretty happy with my life. I'm glad I'm not like this guy >>139202434
This may be your last chance
Yui Makino why doesn't she do more roles.
>>139202434
A miracle will not happen.
go away, I'm fapping
>>139202124
*Lock* *Lock* *Lock*
>>139203714
That's a sin ya know.
like my dreams are a tent I'm turning inside out
the pattern made of happier times becomes plain and boring again
just like paper rots and turns yellow
all my words freeze up inside this machine
knock knock knock
embracing a silent space,
hitting the walls uselessly,
leaving everything unsaid
knock knock knock
embracing the pitch black night sky,
traveling into the boundless universe...
welcome to loneliness
loneliness... loneliness
at the city left at the bottom of the sea
your smile disappears into a green shadow
you speak to me only of regrets
like Othello, while breaking up light
knock knock knock
overflowing with the heartbreak of our fantasies
a flood in my mouth and ears and eyes;
the all-pervasive media is soaked up by my brain
knock knock knock
because of the loss of gravity
I realize my empty uselessness...
welcome to loneliness
loneliness... loneliness
Its too late to change my hikikimori ways.
Who's there?
>>139204433
a cute girl willing to take away all the pain and loneliness
>>139203892
That made me feel.
>>139204487
Nah, she just wants to be near you to feel better about herself.
>>139204487
LIES
>>139203829
then why was I given a penis
>knock knock knock
>naku naku naku
>cry cry cry
>>139203829
To fulfill your duty as a man by getting married, having kids and working to support your family
>>139202124
Would a happy person be glad someone like Misaki rang the door?
>>139204706
She was the main catalyst for bring him outside.
>>139204487
even if she's just out to manipulate me, I'd open the door at this point anon, I would, I would
>>139204706
Yes. a most definite yes.
All memes aside, at which age is it too late to change your hikikomori ways?
>>139204828
when you die
>>139204697
my duty is towards myself to leave a less shitty world behind. and to achieve that I shall father no children, fuck no woman and work for the realization of my utopia.
take from them everything and give nothing back
>>139204828
You can change whenever you want anon! You just have to believe!
>>139204842
victory in death
>>139204828
Its already too late. might as well stay with us forever.
>>139204542
She wants to feel better about herself by making someone else feel better. There is nothing wrong with that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZlqGD2FIs8
I watched two episodes of this and I couldn't continue it because it makes me feel so identified, depressed and sad at the same time that I thought I was going to kill myself if I kept watching....What should I do?
>>139204828
Never. I've seen people in their 40s come back with therapy, and I bet it's possible to come back even later, I just haven't seen someone that old who has that problem. It does get a bit harder after 30s, but it's definitely possible.
>>139204706
just imagine
>get to snuggle and cuddle under the blankets on a wet day with the rain lightly tapping on the windows as you both watch 90's movies together
>comfort her when lightning strikes and tell Misaki how everything's gonna be alright, giving you a little kiss on cheek as thanks
>waking up to see her cook your favourite breakfast in the morning in nothing but an apron
i watched it about 4 years ago when i was in a much better state emotionally.
i dont know if i can bare to watch it again, only to associate with it more than before
>>139205117
The novel is better but the anime is good too. finishing Atleast one of them is a must.
>>139205131
I just want to hug her and tell her she isn't unnecessary. I almost don't want her to exist just because of how awful I would feel if she were sad.
>>139205117
>>139205193
I'm pretty much as NEET as you can be with depression plus panic attacks for good measure and this series made me feel better.
I've been enjoying the fact that I could die anyday.
Will probably pull the trigger in a year though.
>>139205193
As long as it doesn't make you suicidal, it can't hurt.
>>139205457
this
>>139205117
If you're really that depressed, anime ending is good
>>139205671
>the only way out is slaving away on a dead end job for the rest of your life
I wouldn't call that a motivating message
Misaki does everything she can to help youbecause she needs you to need her
>>139204828
25 is the crossroad of adulthood
t 4chan anon
Use the doorbell, you cunt.
Why do they take off the use of internet ordered drugs in the anime?
YOUKOSO
HITORI BOCCHI
>>139206340
Broadcast regulations
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCgr3dj5mqY
SUKOSHI
What if Tomoko came knocking at your door?
>>139206548
would never happen
>>139202124
*Fuck off*
>>139206340
well they don't really. You still get most of the trip sequences, they just aren't really explained.
>not a NEET anymore
>reasonably successful "young professional"
>still no cute girl to help rescue me from myself
Why live?
>>139207296
Have you considered looking forcute boysormanly mento rescue you?
>>139202124
>jehova's witnesses knock on door
>open it because was expecting someone
>too beta to turn them away
>read bible verses with a retarded nigger and his handler
>>139207460
What the fuck is wrong with you. They get turned away several dozen times a day and you're afraid of just saying I don't have time for this or making up an equally suitable excuse?
>>139202434
The only one that can save you is yourself.
>>139207296
What do you do, faggot?
>>139205131
No
>Bullying her to keep her down and keep her dependent on you
>Having sex with her all the time
>Every time she cries you leave her alone and go for a beer with your friends
>Every time she talks about getting help, you shut her down
>Not driving her to kill herself
>Not visiting her grave on pissing on her grave stone
Seriously, she's not a good person. Never ever date crazy
>>139207648
Business Analyst
I do spreadsheet things and recommend how my department can work better. I enjoy it quite a bit, since I get to listen to music all day, work how I want to, and think for myself and stuff.
It keeps me deep in figures.
>>139204587
to remind you, that you will never use it in it's actual respective usage
>>139207843
How did you get into it?Please don't say college
>>139207798
Misaki did you leave your room without my permission again?! GET BACK TO YOUR ROOM OR I'LL HIT YOU SO BAD YOU WON'T WAKE UP AGAIN!
>>139207559
>They get turned away several dozen times a day
Exactly. I feel sorry these people wasting day after day like they do. Maybe after countless failures, my faux interest brightened their mood.
>>139202124
Go away! Baitin!
>>139207907
I have a biochemistry degree from imperial college. Anyone can do it if they learn Excel and some basic business process stuff on their own time. A couple of the analysts I work with were uni drop outs.
>>139207296
women are a distracting from your work.
>>139207577
No, anon.
>>139208055
Biochemistry gets you into an office job? What the fuck. Thanks for the words of encouragement.
>>139208524
No, being intelligent/diligent enough to obtain a degree gets you props towards a job, though it still takes a while to get your foot in the door without job experience. The actual content of the degree is largely irrelevant, unless its the sort of thing they might consider airy-fairy, like literary analysis or something.
I have a biology degree and work in a chemistry lab, but an unqualified high school student could do my job (hell, a monkey could do my job), it's really simple. It's just that potential hires are thick enough on the ground that they can afford to be picky.
>>139202786
Soon
>>139207949
Those faggots don't deserve your time. Brightening their mood is only going to make them more likely to continue annoying people.
>>139207949
>Exactly. I feel sorry these people wasting day after day like they do. Maybe after countless failures, my faux interest brightened their mood.
You're a good person, anon : ) I'm personally one of Jehovah's Witnesses and knowing you're doing this makes me genuinely happy, since most of us do get rejected, unfortunately.
>>139207194
I figured they were delusions brought on by his paranoia since they were pushing the conspiracy angle.
>>139209519
Can I cancel out the good feelings you got from that anon by telling you to kill yourself?
>>139204929
;_;
>>139209540
i mean that is kind of how the anime presents them but they are pretty close adaptations of the trips from the LN
just think anime=paranoia
LN=paranoia exacerbated by drug use
>>139209626
Not a chance in hell :^)
>>139209814
Well kill yourself anyway.
>yamizake gives up his otaku life to work on a farm
>gives up his dreams after the game they make is shit
>sato becomes a wageslave with only one friend (misaki) who is going to go to college and leave him anyway
>senpai takes tons of black cock while her husband works long hours to support his family living in a mansion
>megumi and her brother actually kind of have a happy ending
this anime makes me incredibly depressed.
>>139204828
I think that it get's worse with the time, so I'd say getting help as soon as possible would be the best solution.
However, after getting help you should start getting social.
In my case I just slowly went back to hikikomori after my therapie, since I had no need to be outside anyways. Now I do have causal friends, which is a start.
>>139209831
Sure, after you.
So I didn't watch NHK, nor I will probably ever bother to watch it, considering my backlog.
Wasn't Misaki catch that she helped because he wanted someone more miserable than her to feel good?
>>139209907
The moral of the story is you can never win no matter how hard you try.
>>139210188
>the entire purpose of the story was to bait neets into thinking they could have a happy ending just to switch to a ultra depressive story.
NHK was fucking cruel, I wonder how many neets killed themselves
>>139209907
>>megumi and her brother actually kind of have a happy ending
Damn, it was the happiest scene of this anime. It made me feel warm inside.
>>139210382
was it because you got to see megumi's juicy tits in the bath?
>>139210157Yes but by helping him, he becomes less miserable than her, leaving her feeling unneeded and attempting suicide.
>>139209907
>yamizake gives up his otaku life to work on a farm
that's also a happy ending you faggot
did you see how happy that nigga was
>knock knock knock
>konoku konoku konoku
>mfw "konoku
>TFW no qt to pull you out of the depths of betahood
>>139210795
he settles for it, but come on man it was his dream to make games
>>139210967
It's mine too, but so is owning a farm. I suppose I'm biased.
>>139210967
He wasn't that deep into being otaku. He might pretend to not like 3d girls (still 2d :^) ), but he had crush on that girl.
>>139210278
I'm sure right now everyday another NEET goes to Gensokyo. I wouldn't be surprised if my time isn't coming up soon also.
Bump for depression.
>>139213885
I dropped the show around episode 4, maybe I'll pick it back up someday.
>>139202124
This is one of those shows that brings /a/ together. I fucking loved it, I think I'm going to read the LN soon.
>>139213885
I watched this show like a month ago, shortly after talking to my family and going to the doctor for my depression and anxiety. I'm making steps towards getting better, doing a lot of walking these days, also cooking my own meals and generally being healthier. But I still have fucked up sleeping hours that I need to fix.
Watching this anime when you're depressed is really fucking painful.
To give context, I finished uni in 2014, worked in a warehouse for a few months at the end of the year, volunteered most of 2015 and I've been NEET all of this year because my depression and anxiety got so intense that I didn't even want to leave my bedroom let alone the house.
>>139215990
>someday
Now.
>>139216405
Simply brilliant
Why was the novel so different compared to the anime?
>>139216603
How so?
>>139216603
How are they different? I'm part way through the manga and so far I haven't enjoyed it much. All the characters just seems like huge assholes compared to the anime versions, especially Misaki. I've been wondering if that's how the LN is too or if they just fucked up on the manga.
I don't care about cute girls, I just wanted to have a bro like Yamazaki.
*BLAM!*
>>139217009
i just want a bro to make gal-games with
>>139217217I'll be your galge bro, anon
>>139216405
So....
>>139217217
>>139218182
It's no use when there's two Satous but no Yamazaki
>>139218239
harsh
I can at least write scripts and music
Getting a job doesn't make you any less of a loser. Okay well maybe a little, but not a lot.
>>139202124
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSCiMbMVDLI
SAVE MEEEE
>>139202124
*Open door*
So it was just my imagination, heh... hehehe.
>>139219153
It make you the kind of loser that is alive.
>>139219459
Physically, yes, but getting a job will kill the last remnant of the NEETs soul and drain all happiness from them
>>139205117
You should keep watching Anon
I feel very identified too and this anime help in some way
>>139202434
You can't because you don't have to.
It's not your fault.
You are not programmed to meaninglessly expend stored energy.
Find out what it is you really want out of life.
Set long term goals.
It will give you purpose.
It wont turn everything around immediately.
Life will still suck a lot.
But at least you will be the one writing the story.
also have this drawing I made for you
>>139205932
I was motivated to start lifting. Felt better ever since, even without a job.
>>139219744
If you've been a NEET for nearly 30 years, working is a change of scenery. Plus, you're making fucking cash. NEETs already don't live on much, so a wage slave's job is actually decent if it's above $10 an hour.
>>139202774
hot a what bahabbiahat
What happened to the author in the end?
I heard he was a hikki who tried to get out of hikki life by starting to work but the novels success ended up making him go back to his old hikki life. did he ever get his life in order?
>>139221704
No, there's no way out.
>>139204697
Anime?
>>139222771
there is an out anon. there always is.I was actually inspired to go back to school and try to get my life in order due to NHK. although honestly cant my life got any better, possibly got worse
>>139222915
I dont understand what my husband is saying.
I just finished this anime yesterday
The last episode had me crying like a bitch.
>>139215990
pick it up now anon. I did the exact same thing you did a couple months ago and just marathoned it.
One of the best anime ive seen
>>139222771
I dunno anon, I got out a few years ago and I'm pretty happy. It's not like it's always sunshine happy fun times but life can be pretty good. I hope you can get out too someday.
>>139202434
I wish somebody other than my parents would tell me that they love me and mean it but instead of making somebody love me by being needed to them I am going to mope around and then, one day, I am going to finally kill myself. It's just a matter of time.
Who /bladee/ here?
>>139222952
i can relate to this, im not a NEET anymore, but i hate my life
>>139224646
You're lucky, not even my parents say that to me anymore.
>>139216405
This is me. As long as the state grants me pension and housing, and my mother does my laundry I will be a hikikomori.
>>139225177
pension? how old are ya?
All roads lead to the same place.
>>139221704
It's nominally a sad story, but to me Takimoto is my fucking idol. To be a neet, who finishes a book, and has it connect, really connect with a large number of people who were just like him. I can't imagine a better feeling. And then he gets royalties, and can continue living as a neet for as long as he wants with no pressure from the outside. Anything he does from that point on is purely for his own benefit, to satisfy his own drive.
Even if that still sounds like a depressing place to be. Even if he never writes again. I would trade anything to have that. I just wish my book in progress wasn't so shit.
>>139227067
its kinda depressing. the guy wrote a book about salvation of neet/hikki life. his own hopes and fantasy I presume only to fall due to it. dont forget that Some people become hikki because of social pressure. Imagine the pressure he was under
>even misaki's number one fan is gone
Oh well
>>139204828
Never too late to change your ways.
I've only been a hikikomori since I turned 55.
>>139207847
I urinate regularly
>>139228208
come on. if you're gonna troll atleast try to be believeable. no 55+ year will ever be on /a/
>>139228293
There is quite a few of us actually.
>>139209814
is the NHK a parent or daughter organisation?
>>139210845
Is this a Steins;Gate 0 or anime scene? Don't remember any suit like that in the VN
>>139216405
>that tee in the first frame
his face looks kind of cool in this scene
>>139202124
>read NHK
>decide to stop being NEET and start living
>get the job
>coworkers are bunch of cynical old men
>12 hours shifts
>shit pay
>still no social life
>no qt3.14 in sight
>no prospects
>less time for anime, manga and vn to fill the void inside
>start drinking
IT'S ONLY GOT WORSE
FUCK THIS MOTIVATIONAL BULLSHIT
LIFE IS SHIT AND THE ONLY WAY FOR IT TO BE LESS SHIT IS THROUGH DELUSION, BE IT RELIGION, DRUGS OR 2D.
>>139216948
Yeah, manga was alot unlike the other two according to some fans
>>139228661
Having goals to reach and working toward them is what living is. Inside the house or out. A job is only a stepping stone if you want it to be.
>>139228056
RIP misakifag
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>>139228760
>Having goals
>working
>>139229038
I used to never need anything but my tulpa, media consumption and schizophrenic delusions that would bring me literal bliss in ignorance.
Always do what makes you the happiest.
>>139228661
yeah thats not living. the point of the story is to stop being closesd in and go out and LIVE.
being enslaved into 12hour/day work isn't living. its trading one enclosed space into another. Get a better job, go back to school if you need a degree.
>>139228661
> get drugs
> use work time as drugs time
> ?
>>139224646
Why do you need someone to say he loves you ?
Are your parents not enough ? Are you not enough for yourself ?
The word "love" has lost it sense in this socity so don't be this sad about not being loved.
>>139210188
I think it's more about dealing with your shits youself to live. And there are things that make you want to continue (in this case making games)
But the interpretation of the story is kind of different for each person.
>>139204828
>tfw 20
>tfw want to change
>tfw don't know where to begin
I go outside and do normalfag shit all the time, I just don't know where to begin. I didn't even finish high school.
>>139230390
>I didn't even finish high school
this is where you start. Finish highschool or something equivalent to open your doors for better jobs or better education.
>>139230390
If you can keep leeching your parent you don't have to change as long as you're prepared for the shit that might happen after they're gone.
Find a job. If you can access internet, use it to learn many things. Stop browsing this hellhole, anon.
>>139229038
My goals are to keep the reptilians and various alphabet letter government agencies off my back. So far so good.
>>139230390
Learn a skill of some kind. Learn how to program or web development. Your parents won't be alive forever and you seriously need something that resembles a skill.
>>139228661
>IT'S ONLY GOT WORSE
Exactly. Now you understand why we said being a hikki it's a luxury?
I worked for the last three years. But now i'm a useless piece of NEET shit, and it's actually much better.
>>139202693
>>139207949
Fuck off.
>>139231403
>Now you understand why we said being a hikki it's a luxury?
Yeah, but for a moment there I fell for this bullshit about things getting better if I try.
Now I work just so I didn't have to leech off of my mom.
>>139231403
It's only gets worse if your only option for a job is some really shitty one that'll hire any low skilled worker. Look into self employment, it's much better.
>>139231894
>Look into self employment, it's much better.
In my country that's probably the worst option possible.
Also all jobs are shitty.
>>139231992
>Also all jobs are shitty.
This. That's why they pay you to do it.
>>139231992
Jobs are shitty if you hate what you do, otherwise it's fun. Besides, if you're getting paid good enough. I see no n reason to complain.
>>139232280
>Besides, if you're getting paid good enough. I see no n reason to complain.
Not that anon but no amount of wage is going to make working a shit job worth it.
I don't believe in the soul but the saying "Good for the wallet, bad for the soul" pretty much sums up what working at a shit job does to you.
Well?
>>139232554
this tbqh
> be working
> be good at it, but not very happy, still the pay is good
> have literally no goals in life
> all I do is work & play vidya & watch animays
fuck this. How can I find my goals & passions? I feel like I'm dying
>>139232733
3D is more stimulating for my senses but 2D is more stimulating for my heart.
>>139232878
See, I'm in your position except I'm working minimum wage, all I do is post on /a/. I've lost the drive to do anything else.
Anyone that claims that "there is someone out there for everyone" is an idiot with twisted views on the world.
It's a well known fact that real girls will inly go for the top 20% of men, and when they can't do that they settle for some beta that they know will support them even when they are fucking 3 men on the side.
Real women are selfish disgusting creatures. All of them. Not some of them, not most of them, all of them. They are biologically programmed to be unfaithful attention grabbing whores with no respect or appreciation for anyone.
>>139232733
dude's way more honest than most people here
most 3DPD type posters would like women if they found their ideal one
the others are the lazy sort who would rather settle for their 2D ideal existing in their mind than work to make their 3D ideal happy
>>139234316
Lower your standard. I'm sure there's oneuglywoman who'll need you, anon.
>>139234522
> settling for an ugly 3d when I can have perfect 2d
Fuck that.
Also a word to all femanons. You have no right to say "3d is pd" because there are plenty of good men that are loyal loving and pure. Unlike you pigs we have moral standards.
>>139232733
Haram
Honestly, you guys need to suck it up and start shaping your lives. Most of you live in first world countries with ample opportunity. I am from a third worldish shit hole and still latch on to every opportunity to create a better future for myself. Remember, you came to this world as your forefathers did and bear the same responsibility to conquer all weakness and strive to improve and grow ever further. You are most likely above the average IQ and thus easily prone to succumb to depression, for you realize the world is shit. Do not fear. Go forth and do what you will to do! Remember, women are simple beings of intuition and once they sense your improvement will flock to you. Opportunities would come short after. Go forth and be what you are - MEN!
>>139234316
Don't need to be upset about that, it's just how nature works.
We are ugly nerds and women are particularly uninteresting creatures, so it's okay if we are far away from each other.
>>139234316
All women are whores, except my mother, but then again, she is a woman! - Napoleon
>>139234980
Reading this makes me wonder why we even bother living in this disgustingly materialistic and superficial world.
3d truly is pd
>>139235174
Because there's reasons to live other than mating.
But before that we must embrace acceptance.
>>139235174
Because we're unable to bring ourselves to kill ourselves.
The best option at this point is probably just to exit out of society and just let ourselves go wild.
>>139235763
Acceptance that if you work you're just a slave and you only do it just to survive a bit longer in this hell. Probably be better to just go to Gensokyo.
>>139235763
>there's reasons to live other than mating
Like what? Serving your country?
>>139235676
Pussy.
>>139235933
Like all the books you can read, all the movies you can watch, all the languages you can learn, all the porn you can fap, all the music you can listen.
And none of them needs a female to be enjoyed.
>>139235906
I was talking about acceptance of what you can actually expect about a relationship with a woman.
>>139236164
>all the languages you can learn
>implying I have the brain that can absorb all those languages in my lifetime.
>>139236238
You have the brain, but not the time. Same with everything.
>>139204697
Abe please go.
>>139235174
Just a few decades ago this wouldn't be that much of a problem because monogamous relationships were promoted, with the help of things like religion. However lately culture has devolved our sexual habits to be more liberal and polygamous. And of course this is because the men allowed women to be in any positions of power. I fear that if this trend continues the western white male will basically get replaced by niggers.
Daily reminder that if you're a NEET, you need to short your shit out before it's too late.
>>139232733
Doesn't he say that shit after he falls for that girl, but then afterwards changes his tune again?
>>139237046
I'm 29 and it's not that bad.
>>139237046
I don't give a fuck. 32 years old NEET reporting in. Occasional despair might struck once in a while but it's better than go out and living normally.
>>139237214
How long have you been living as one?
>>139237046What if, it's already too late?
>>139237294
Since I dropped out of college years ago.
>>139237046
>mfw never finished high school
>>139238021
Neither did Misaki
>>139238021
You must not worry, i have two degrees and i'm still a NEET looser.
>>139238475
>two degrees and i'm still a NEET
What the fuck are you doing? Go and get another degree.
>a jobless loser in his shitty 23 gets a prime 17 year old qt.
it seems like your average otaku pandering shit.
>>139238942
Watch it again, faggot. He didn't get anything.
>>139202124
looks like some saleslady marketing some shit. pass.
>>139228252
qeq
>>139202124
>open door
>>139204828
when your parents died, left you with a fortune, and you still won't change your hikki ways.
if they die and leave me with such fortune (in my case, its a guarantee already), I'll probably gonna start interviewing some 3dpd post-puberty girl around age 14 if she could possibly fill in what a wife should do to her husband. of course, she'd get monthly allowance from me.
>>139240232
So the first thing you think about it's the fastest way of wasting all that money.
>>139220870
if you just wanna "feel better" then it doesn't have to be limited to lifting anon-kun.
you're just putting the limiter to yourself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WmgHAT7IdDQ
>>139240355
nah mate, I could use that fortune to start up a small business. I know 4chan hates being wageslaves (and for a good reason) which is why I'll take this route instead.
>>139204697
>working to support the state
ftfy goldstein
I know full well over half of the taxes you rape me for pays for Latisha's and Maria's future democrat voting babies.
>>139234949
>Remember, you came to this world as your forefathers did and bear the same responsibility to conquer all weakness and strive to improve and grow ever further.
Not like I asked to be summoned in this world full of pain and suffering. My parents are 3dpd, they were selfish enough to put me in this painful 3d life.
because sex is fun.
>>139241206
Where did I say support the state? Dodge taxes as much as you fucking want. go rob the state for all I care, its a job too.
I am simply talking about your biological duty to Impregnate and bring your children up to this world so they too could continue the legacy set upon the countless of generation of living organism that had succeeded in copulating just to bring your sorry existence to the world.
>>139216405
The traditional career of the societally disaffected but above average intelligence is actually just criminality.
>>139241464
>biological duty
Look at this baka thinking that the mere fact of ancestors bearing children leads to anything normative of you doing the same.
>>139241464
I would like a kid simply to get the experience to raising a monster. I don't care about my legacy or what came before me. The world was trash before I was born and it will be trash after I am gone.
*KNOCK* *KNOCK* *KNOCK*
YOUR RENT IS TWO MONTH LATE YOU FUCKING GOOD FOR NOTHING WEIRDO YOU HAVE TEN MINUTES TO OPEN THAT FUCKING DOOR OR I SWEAR I'LL BREAK YOUR RIBCAGE WITH MY BROOM STICK
>>139241464
>continue the legacy
Let's not. What kind of sick fuck would willingly bring another life into this shithole of a world to suffer?
You must be some kind of sadist to even consider it.
All hope is lost.
>>139241574
>hate begets hate
don't do that anon, please. yes I know the world is a shitty trash, but shouldn't that be ALL THE MORE REASON not to bring another poor soul into this suffering?
>landlord is kicking me out in a few days without even an eviction notice on false accusations and hearsay
>cant get legal aid because the accusations are "drugs"
>family doesnt give a fuck
>cant afford a lawyer
>live in the South so laws protecting tenants are fuckin terrible
>nowhere to go
I guess its the end of my hikki ways guys...
Its been fun posting with you
>>139241956
The upper class brats will need slaves when they grow up, goy! Get kids!
>>139202124
Still I one of the best OP songs from any anime
>>139242028
Can't you rent another place?
>>139242028
Rob a bank. You'll have somewhere to go even if you failed. If you're lucky you might be able to get access to internet once a month.
>>139242028
>the suffering is real
Wish I could have helped, but we all gonna face our time one day or another.
>>139242093
Did you like the 1st or 2nd version of the OP better?
>>139242070
>oy vey!
no, seriously, don't bring poor soul in this world.
>>139242028
Don't do what >>139242142 says. That's silly. Banks don't actually carry a lot of money anymore near the counter and they aren't going to go out back to get you more.
>>139242093
There are all those Kenji's songs and you chose to praise the opening.
>>139242192
The poorer the better!
"If you don't see her, you won't fall in love. If you don't fall in love, you won't get hurt."
>>139242186
Both are good but the 2nd one has an emptier feel to it that goes along great with the anime since it starts during the time when everyone satou knows is leaving him. I guess I prefer the 1st
It is not true, Anon! You are not a pebble on
the side of the road, you're a human being. That's it, you're made of flesh and blood, even
if you are a failure ... because you see, I finally found a human being again ... even more bleak and pointless to me, a hikikomori more miserable than a stray dog. I need you, Anon, I need you! So ... so you ... you can not die, Anon, do not die!
>>139238942
It seems like that because you didn't pay attention. There is no love story here.
>>139242625
Right... well I think I am going to off myself.
>>139242625
Deshu kage bakuzare
>>139242680
Lies!
LIES! They'll get together and happily live a long life, bound by genuine love and a suicide pact.
Has there been a show like it since then?
>>139242680
It kind of is. Just a bit more subtle.
>>139242598
This, you've perfectly described what I feel regarding the versions of the OP.
>you will never get sucked into a pyramid scheme
she didn't help him get better she just had a superiority complex and tried to make him dependent of her, she's a narcissistic sociopath. he got his shit together and found a job once his parents told him they were no longer supporting his sorry ass.
>>139242625
She really wanted make sure he actually offed himself huh?
>>139243222
>implying this is a bad/good thing
>>139243222
I've seriously considered joining some cult before just so something would change in my life.
>>139237046
>>139237127
Turning 25 in august and things dont seem bad at all. I dont even know how to drive/have a licence but having 8-9 good friends make life easier. Besides the occasional nagging from mom that im too old for vidya, its ok. I DO need to learn how to fucking drive though.
>>139243273
She was more of a rotten person than him, really.
>>139243395
> disliking 3DPD is now a bad thing
What haplened to you /a/
>>139243323
I've considered becoming a priest since it looks like a 30yo virgin should fit in for the job.
>>139243346
>friends
>>139243222
My older brother and sister got into a MLM once, even held presentation at our parents home a few times over the summer. It attracted a lot of desperate people to our house at the time. Their friends managed to sucker them into the scheme and when I said I wasn't interested in it, they told me in a passive aggresive tone to leave when the held meetings.I keep bringing it up long after they quit to rub it in their faces.
The only thing i remember from this is that glasses-kun dreams were crushed and went to live to his parents house again to get married and become a farmer.
What problem did the girl with MC has in the series? She tried to kill herself in the last chapter.
>>139243621
I hate 3DPD too but you don't have to be so pathethic
>>139243626
>I've considered becoming a priest since it looks like a 30yo virgin should fit in for the job.
I know forcing priests to remain virgins is this big controversial topic, but it never seemed that hard to me, soon I will have done it without even trying.
>>139243649
>What problem did the girl with MC has in the series? She tried to kill herself in the last chapter.
Satou rejected Misaki's love.
>>139243649
Many years passed, but as far as i can remember, glasses-kun was trying to live his life on his own because before he moved, he only did everything their parents said, like a puppet.
MC had the problem of being a faggot rejecting everything and being locked in his place.
>>139243875
As far as I remember he didnt love her but wanted to bang her sometimes. She was using him as a guinea pig.
>>139243840
We should all become priests since we have no problem at all protecting our virginity.
Also that pedophilia thing.
>>139243794
> lecturing people about being pathetic
> while posting on 4chan
We are all pathetic. If you aren't a kissless virgin loser you don't belong here.
>>139241842
>What kind of sick fuck would willingly bring another life into this shithole of a world to suffer?
9/10
>>139243626
>>139243840
>>139243989
>being this catholicucks
>>139244025
Not a virgin, but all my friends have better jobs and social life than I will ever have in my life.
Does that counts?
Well, /a/?
>>139241733
We'll have it next week.
>>139244156
Absolutely.
>>139244146
>Does that counts?
No, fuck off. I despise successful people like you, flaunting and blogging it every chance you get.
>>139244156
Can knock her up and have the husband raise my kid without him knowing? If yes then sure.
>>139244146
>not a virgin loser likethe rest of us
>>/out/
>>139244146
>friends
Kill yourself. Or better yet, kill them.
>>139244225
>putting another poor soul in this shitty world
>>139244358
Misery loves company.
>>139237046
I was doing fine until I started working and transferred from a CC to a University. Now my motivation for school is dead, and I only do well at work because I feel obligated to.
>>139244214
Lol losing my virginity is being successful? Its not even the great thing at all, it happened in high school when I was not a pathetic fag like now.
>>139244347
Well, I cant call them friends anymore since they found out I was a failure at life and dont call me for anything.
>>139244456
The Satou is coming from inside the thread!
She can't save you, anon.
She didn't even save the MC.
The MC saved himself.
Only you can se yourself.
>>139244440
Satou: "Just how many doctors are you seeing?"
Sempai: umm.. four I think?"
>>139244517
That scene spoke volumes on how fucked up she is. The fact she needs so much medicine just to make it through the day really tells you how amazing working is.
>>139244456
>losing virginity at early age
>not considering a great thing
>literally did what most people on /a/ will never do
>you will never become a wizard
Fuck off go to /b/ or /pol/. You dont belong here you fucktard.
My sides
>>139244456
You have the worst of two worlds since you failed at being a normalfag and you are still rejected here for not being a pure race looser.
I pity you.
I wish I could just be a hikki who spends all of his time browsing 4chan and watching youtube videos...
>>139244456
As a Wizard, I had the feeling that sex wasn't that great to begin with so I never pursued it even when I was in my 20s.
>>139244641
Careful with that wish, anon.
>>139244456
>>139244631
How can you fail at being a normalfag and a loser? Are you a multitasktard or something?
God this shit is a whole new level.
>>139244641
Why can't you be? I have a good paying job and my own office and all I do is browse 4chan and watch videos on the internet.
Helps when you don't have a wife (or girlfriend anymore for that matter) and kids.
REACH FOR THE STARS. On the negative side I can't watch too much anime with romance into it due to the incredibly sadness it brings me.
>>139244025
>>139244214
>>139244581
>>139244631
Reminder that Satou lost his virginity in high school
>>139244746
>multitasktard
wut? WTF does it that means? speak sense you piece of shit.
>>139243955
I thought glasses-kun character was pointless since he was the most normal from all the fucking cast.
>>139244859
relatively normal
As I grow older, I realize that Hitomi was the better girl.
>>139244715
What else would I do with my time? Normalfag things? The only thing I might miss is anime and vidya since 4chan and the internet are that effective, but they're both shit anyways
>>139244828
What kind of job do you have anon? Apparently being a night guard is goodbut it's pretty spooky
>>139244963
Sr. Systems Analyst (Helpdesk Jockey who sits at his desk all day).
>>139244835
Pity-fucks don't count, and he knew it. In fact, it's one of the reasons for his state.
>>139244923
I know right?
>>139244859
>>139244915
the 4 Main Characters were kind of fucked up.
from 1 to 4 (being one the closest to being a normalfag and 4 to be the most fucked up)
1.- Yamazaki
2.- Satou
3.- Misaki
4.- Hitomi
>getting a job will fix your life
This anime was fucking stupid.
>>139244025
>kissless virgin loser
Am I still virgin if I had my dick sucked?
>>139245156
Depends, if it was a girl then get the fuck out, if it was a man or yourself you are still welcomed here.
>>139245154
It doesn't. Now you only have money and independence. The sadness still follows.
>>139245154
It's more a matter of survival and less of a job will fix you.
>>139245154
my screen is only 1280 pixels wide so frankly i'm impressed it could contain the considerable distance by which you missed the point
>>139245154
When did it even imply that getting a job fixes your life?
>>139245154
>Satou's life was fixed
Did we watch the same show?
>>139244923
>Hitomi
Is that sempai?
>>139245313
Yes.
>>139245154
Working and living on your own only give you freedom, but not happiness.
>>139245127
You didnt consider Satou pre-meeting Misaki and Yamazaki. He was the most normalfag till those events, thats why your list sucks
>>139245216
>get the fuck out
Even if I couldn't get it up and embarrassed myself and haven't been with a girl ever since?
>>139245371
>working
>freedom
What?
>>139245371
>working gives you freeedom
AHAHAHAHAHa
>>139243222
kek i remember when my sister got caught up in one when she was like 19 and still in her rebellious phase
>i so can make a living selling steak knives mom
>>139245371
>Working and living on your own only give you freedom, but not happiness.
I know that feelings. I need to stop with the anime that has romances in it. I am depressing myself, specifically since I am older and all the romantic subplots are between teenagers and 20 something year olds.
Here I am in my early 30's with nobody anymore. I never even experienced what I have considered love.
>>139245485
How do I not end up like you?
>>139245485
>I have considered love.
Do you love yourself? That's the only thing that truly matters.
>>139245337
>it took him years to realize sempai was the best girl
Huh
>>139245485
>I am depressing myself, specifically since I am older and all the romantic subplots are between teenagers and 20 something year olds
Are you me?If so kill yourself already.
>>139245527
Not sure. I focused too much on my career. I look successful on the outside but haven't had a meaningful relationship in my life
>>139245528
Even with all my complaining I still am happy with who I am as a person. It's one of those things where you wish you had a meaningful relationship but you also like who you are as a person
>>139245533
She even said when they met up again that Satou may not have become a hikki if they went out in high school.
>>139245371
>>139245445
>>139245463
>>139245485
Anon, working gives your freedom, but from your parents. You are still a slave from the great conspiracy.
You're late for our meeting anon.
>>139245607
Just get a gold digging gf then.
Or date a single mom, they are always looking for a real man to "man up" and provide for them.
So these are the types of books you like you read huh, anon?
>>139245607
>Even with all my complaining I still am happy with who I am as a person
Please tell me your secrets.
>>139245647
WTf is that? Michael Jackson?
>>139245127
You forgot "Pyramid Kobayashi girl".
1.- Kobayashi
2.- Satou Pre-Meeting Misaki
3.- Yamazaki
4.- Misaki
5.- Satou Post-Meeting Misaki
6.- Hitomi
We gotta admit it, best girl sempai was pretty fucked up.
God I was fucking mad at Satou for not paying attention to Misaki..
>>139245897
>WTf
Fuck off
>>139245897
Do you think sempai would've been better if Satou had pursued a relationship with her?
>>139246027
No, she's dead inside.
>>139246027
>>139246114
But seriously she's fucked up, she's bipolar she will alway have these problems.
>>139246027
No, she literally needed someone would could support her 100% so she wouldn't need to do anything at all. Impossible for Satou.
>>139216948
LN is basically supplementary material to the anime
But it's pretty short, thoigh
So, no Suicide arc of MMO arc or MLM arc
Also, they pretty much give up the eroge game thing after they think about it in the LN
and LN original incidents are also pretty fucking good (Yamazaki making a homemade bomb, Sato trying to find out Misaki's past)
Not to mention you get the full picture there (the hallucination being actually caused by drugs, their game being actually a lolicon eroge game, all those pics actually being CP, etc.)
>this thread
Somebody post sad music.
>>139246318
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lpM4mXJlxc
>>139246185
It's impossible for everyone, she's too dependant and she won't change.
>>139246318
>misaki is voiced by the same person who sung the Aria opening songs
Its fucked up
>>139246027
No anon, she's totally fucked up.
Experience and TV taught me crazy girls will end killing you at the end.
Is it okay to read this if I have a depression?
>>139246378
no she hitches up with the rich guy
>>139246243
Read the manga instead.
It's great and poignant.
>>139244641
It's not as fun as it sounds. I wish I could spend all the time learning a skill or some shit
>>139246414
I really enjoyed it it, go read it. It's short.
Speaking of music, does anyone have the lyrics to Ashita wa Tabun Daijoubu?
>>139246414
Read the manga.
It has lewd pictures.
>>139202124
I'm sorry, I don't welcome aliens into my home.
>>139246414
The LN will literally fuck you up if you have depression. The guys who translated the novel really captured how relatable but miserable perspective Satou brings.
>>139246243
The LN seem more fucked up than the anime.
>>139246243
>all those pics actually being CP,
I already got this impression in the anime though.
Go away, I'm busy doing drugs and talking to my fridge.
>>139246522
you should though
>>139246526
I think author share a similar fate, isn't? He lives alone and and the only income he has is the LN, or so I heard.
>>139246451
Eat shit, faggot
The manga may as well be a gag manga
>president's brother actually becomes an alpha and fucks Misaki
>Yamazaki collecting money to pay for that trap waitress's sex change operation
>Sato fucking off back home with his parents and just continue living like a hikki there
>that bullshit with his high school teacher
>>139246551
Well, it pretty gets all detail-y in the novel
Sato actually goes to the chans for collecting CP
Seriously man, that incident hit way too close to home; since I'm a pedo sick fuck too
I watched it like a month ago, and it didn't touch me until the end...
The fact that the girl had a mental illnes all along, and they couldn't be together at the end, more like in this suicide pact, really depresses me...
>>139246750
LN sounds a bit too dark for my tastes. If I don't want to see the sun, I just have to look at my life.
>>139246823
but it's so short, what do you have to lose?
>>139246823
>dark
Nigga what? It pretty much clearly showing what the anime hinted at
>>139246894
So is life anon.
>tfw ignored my Misaki and she got tired of me
>>139246750
>The manga may as well be a gag manga
What? Did 4chan fakespoilered you?
>>139246750
>Spent a week closed up in his room hoarding 30GB worth of CP and jacking off to it
>Not to mention goes full-on sick fuck and tried to get creep shots of elementary schoolgirls
>tfw I have become as degenerate as him
Literally felt like killing myself after reading this
If only I wasn't such a big pussy
>>139247215
I'm not fucking kidding, man
The manga is total shit
>>139247294
Does that mean the anime isn't?
>>139247294
I read it. You're making shit up or misunderstanding.
>>139247239
Yeah, that's pretty bad. Glad I never hit that point as a NEET.
>>139247440
Not him, but it really is shit. Sato goes through so much stupid stuff, like the timehis parents lend him money and he decides to waste it like an idiot.And then there is the whole subplot with the teacher.
>>139236713
You think monogamy would fix any of this? People would still marry for the same damn reasons. There is a reason relationships are tilting away from that as the decades pass: it just doesn't work.
I think the problem with everyone here is they just take life far too seriously. What's wrong with flaws, just work with them. If this world was perfect it'd be the most boring place you could imagine. If you really want to make the world your bitch just understand those flaws and exploit them. Hell, a world without suffering is a world without happiness.
I've never particularly been a neet, ive always been employed or in school, but hell - living that way is just boring.
>>139246750
>>president's brother actually becomes an alpha and fucks Misaki
>explainfurther.jpg
Anyone know what was the reason of Misaki in the manga? In the manga the whole incident with her parents never occur, not even that, but the people she live with are her parents, I never really understood that part, she was just fucked up because.
>>139249851
It's bullshit.
>>139250667
Who's the president and his brother?
I'm sorry I watch the thing a long time ago and I don't fucking remember.
>>139249851
That never happens. He doesn't even get close, Misaki rejects him.
>>139251676
Ok, didn't know, also who's president and brother?
>>139209519
>I'm personally one of Jehovah's Witnesses
What the fuck are you doing here?
>>139209443
>ake them more likely to continue annoying people.
As an ex JW's myself they'l keep annoying you until you tell them to add you to an exclusion list, the "No visit-list"
>>139207460
>not telling them you're beyond God's redemption
works every time
Who /hikikomori/ here?
It's kind of comical that the anime series /a/ most relates to is all about autism and NEETdom.
>>139252818
Third world, neet, hikikomori, here, enjoy the perks of living with seven hundred dollars a month.
>>139253035
Never had a job myself. I have no income.
>>139253035
I've been a NEET for nearly 16 years and I don't get autism bucks. I don't like leaving the house.
>>139253120
Me netheir, my father works, and contains a family of five.
>>139253224
My life style isn't any different from your average japanese Neet, Hikikomori.
>>139252964
>autism
Fucking retard.
>>139204542
This
>>139204880
Or starvation
>>139252818
BAHAHAHAHAHA
>>Sweatshirt
>Woman trying desperately for you to stop being a NEET who isn't your mom or family member
Only in 2D.
>>139247239
Are governments cracking down on that shit that incompetent?
>>139205958
Fucking perfect
>>139241733
kek, I wish this would happen if my rent was late.
All I got for late rent was an eviction notice quietly taped to my door. Seriously, they didn't even bother fucking knocking and I didn't notice until 2 days later. Good thing I noticed it in time (and it didn't get blown away by the wind or something) and they decided to drop it.
>>139251754
I think the president he's referring to is the girl who gets sucked into the pyramid scheme, with the other hikikomori as her brother.
>>139245154
>>getting a job will fix your life
he was still fucking miserable at the end, and that's why it was great
the moral was "life sucks, but if you don't work, you'll die"
>>139204542
I can work with that
>>139202434
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
>>139254713
Government probably just sweeps that stuff under the rug for the most part.
>>139255503
What's wrong with dying?
>>139256754
Anime and manga is produced by and for the living, Anon.
>>139253138
Wow.
>>139253035
They have autism bucks in the third world?
Nobody is coming for us broken people. We've been left alone to rot, to suffer and no one cares whether we live or die.
Hello, I've come for you broken people.
>>139260032
It's too late. Everyone is dead.
I-It's just me now.
The only way to change your hikkikomori ways is to suffer and die, anon
are you prepared to rend your own flesh and break your own bones, and wait dressed only in excruciating pain that a new little ife maybe blossoms from your living putrefacting carcass?
come dance in the morning sun anon, we'll waltz around the ashes of our skin floating in the air like falling prunus flowers in may, and we'll get drunk of light until our eyeballs drip down our bleached skulls
i'm here outside anon, waiting for you to abandoned yourself and come die with me.
i'll wait here
for you
forever
Don't give up anon-kun
Raise your skinny fist anon
raise it like an antenna, to catch signal from heaven
>>139252818
>can't remember the last time I left my home before yesterday for a Easter family dinner which I only went to for the free food
>>139261030
Easy there, Coldsteel.
>>139262773
That forest sounds like a nice place to die.
>>139254711
No it happens in real life.
>Meet boyfriend when he has $15 per hour job.
>He likes anime too so we spend days watching classics together that we havent seen, smoking pot, fucking, the dream.
>Doesn't realize he got fired from his job for no show and has been staying in my apartment all day playing LoL when I'm at uni.
>Finds out and tries to support him through this rough patch.
>Ends up lasting 4 years of taking care of a NEET.
NHK taught me the only way is to starve him out by abandoning him until he gets out there and works or dies.
>>139263949it didn't work, did it? Or did it?
Honestly, now that I think about it, I'm not sure which would be sadder
>>139263949
Faggot
>>139263949
Anon, you should make a Yandere simulator.
Please God, let me meet her. All I want to is to find that perfect girl I know exists. She’s sweet and shy and my age and likes all the things I do, perhaps even is on this site itself. The girl who won’t secretly think I’m a loser, the girl I can cuddle with (even if only possible online) and spent nights talking to and laughing and sharing happiness. Someone who can reciprocate the love I put in, the girl who I can make feel safe and secure unconditionally and can fill this gaping, empty void in my heart. Please, just let me find this person. I’ll change everything about me if that’s what it takes Please, I just can’t take the loneliness anymore.
>>139265442
>All I want to is to find that perfect girl I know exists
Please tell me we're talking about 2D here. No matter what you do, there will always be a flaw about someone.
>>139265615
>>139265442
One of you need to dress as a girl. Problem solved.
>>139265442
>Misaki
>perfect
yikes
Can I kill myself now?
>>139265915
No. Because you're already dead.
There is no easy way out in relationships, mates.
If you wont save me please dont waste my time.
![[Exiled-Destiny]_Welcome_To_The_NHK_Ep24_(942BB5D7).mkv_snapshot_08.26_[2015.10.19_23.25.58].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/prFUzPX.jpg "[Exiled-Destiny] Welcome To The NHK Ep24 (942BB5D7).mkv snapshot 08.26 [2015.10.19 23.25.58]")
>>139266565
Anon, no one can save you except yourself. Don't feel bad if it takes a while to save yourself though.
>>139265442
Maybe someday VR and AI will be good enough to make anime real. Then we can all have our Misaki.
>>139267648
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHUz2l_iQUg
>>139269672
This girl may be perfect, but I saw that eye-twitch of her's. If you betray her, she will fuck you up.
>>139269829
As if it's a bad thing.
>>139266771
what does saving yourself actually mean?
I don't really fucking understand this thinking. all of us are gonna age and die.
I mean, let's pretend you're the only person in this world. not really hard seeing the outside is just 3dpd shit. still, how are you gonna save yourself from aging?
>>139202434
>where is my better tomorrow
Ask Joe.
>>139265442
You're putting your potential partners on a pedestal they could never reach. Accept that whoever you find will be flawed, will have trouble understanding you and will have different interests. And they can't rescue you, you have to do that yourself. Instead of thinking of one person with the magic touch, think of a person with whom you are willing to do the work to maintain a relationship.And she won't be a virgin.
>>139269951
Fuck
>>139269896
You'd be okay with a girl trying to kill you? I know she's pretty, but that's no reason to die just because you took one wrong glance at another female. The power of the visual is something that a man can't possibly control.
*memes* *memes *memes*
>>139269951That's a girl, right?
>mfw mildly successful shut-in
I will never have a qt gf, but at least I have some dough.
>>139271208
What made you mildly successful?
>>139234980
That's pic depressing.
>>139234980
YES. THE ALL TOO FAMILIAR STING OF THE TRUTH. I LOVE IT.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gg_31jJiZaI
pururin purupururin
pururin purupururin
rinrin purupurupururin pururu
>>139234980
>Dan Kim
Painful.
>>139271440
I'm an autist that likes to make stuff. This prompted me to code things.
Long story short:
>Somehow make a tech company and move to Silicon Valley
>Crashes and burns after 2 years
>Back to my third world shithole but I get paid decent enough, much more than the average in my country and age
I still get back home as soon as I'm out of work because being outside is shit.
Lesson: Use the power of your autism to learn something useful. This is almost always code, music, or art. You'll still be a fag with no gf, but you'll be self sufficient.
>>139271825
Coding almost made me kill myself. I won't touch that thing ever again.
>>139271825
>Lesson: Use the power of your autism to learn something useful.
As a hikikomori, this is pretty much all I do with my time. I've somewhat made a name for myself in tech, anime, and vidya, but I'm far from successful.
>>139271866
I hated it at first. Most good skills take about 4-6 months to take a liking to, mainly because you are always shit when starting out.
But the boner I get from building software and have it be useful, and maybe even produce money? It's sweet, anon. I'm making small web projects, and they can probably at least maintain themselves.
>>139271906
Pretty much. You can harness the love for other things to learn. Like drawing your waifu, or making videogame music, or making 3d models, etc. The possibilities are endless, you just have to grasp them and still afford to be a shut-in fapping to sadpanda.
>>139272002
I've been a writer for two years now. It's literally a dead end in terms of earning an income.
I've been attempting to learn a few programming languages, and I know they aren't too difficult to get a grasp of... I just never have the motivation.
>>139272057
Have you tried drawing, modeling, music composing, and the like? If you got into writing, maybe those are more up your alley.
>>139272135
I've never been good at drawing, I could practice, but once again, a lack of motivation.
3D modelling I have tried, but I just gave up. I've never tried making music though.
If anything I'd like to broaden my writing. I'd love to write the narrative for a manga.
>>139255555
waste
Who /siblings/ here? Sure I'm a friendless failure, but at least I have two close brothers to spend time with.
I know that I might be asking the wrong people and I don't care, but I'm starting to notice my parents sleeping in the same bed less and less. In fact, my mom falls asleep on the couch every night and I see her on the couch in the morning. Is this just a symptom of being in a relationship for a long time or is the shit about the hit the fan?
>>139272634
The shit's hitting the fan.
>>139272685
This.
>>139272685
I'm 20, so I'm past the age where this would really affect me a great deal, it's honestly none of my business, but I can't help but pity them.
how do i get a job if i have classes everyday and dont have a car resulting in me taking 2 hour-long bus rides to and from my university
>>139269951
燃えたよ... まっ白に...燃えつきた... まっ白な灰に
>>139271739
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXM5r-vjNog
>>139237046
This is me except I went to college so it's not as bad.
I'm 26 and "how did everyone suddenly get married" sums it up perfectly
I haven't done anything with my degree and have to settle for mediocre $13/hr jobs that I get laid off from every year. I have my own apartment at least. I have no interest in real women, but I haven't socialized with a person not on the internet in ages and I can't get any motivation to actually do the things that might progress my life, mainly because I still can't decide what I want to do with my life. I'm just kinda waiting for something to fall in my lap and it never comes
>>139244581
>>139244214
IM NOT A VIRGIN EITHER HAHA I HAD SEX AND YOU DIDNT AND YOU NEVER WILL HA HA HA FUCKING PATHETIC BABY MAN
>>139272634
Relationships always die out anon. It's a normal process and there's always an underlying reason for parents growing apart.
Just remember that whatever happens, none of it is your fault. Never try to take responsibility for their falling out.
>>139202434
This.
A simple and easy thing to do to make yourself feel less worthless and more productive, even as you stay a hikkiNEET, is to teach yourself how to cook and reward yourself with good food.
If I was god I would atleast make sure nobody suffered.
Am I the only one who feels more or less ok with it all?
I used to get depressed years ago until I realized that an even half-decent women probably doesn't even exist, and if she does she's probably living in some asian country right now and fat as fuck.
This isn't just something I told myself, but a legitimate epiphany because I pretty much haven't felt depressed since.
I'm 27, was a neet for 2 years but went back to university and got a masters degree. (like an idiot I decided to try for a PhD which is where I'm at now but I think I'm just going to drop out).
I really feel like I could be happy with just some desk job (hopefully involving computers in a cubicle so I could slack off from time to time) and that's it.
I also realized the truth in the last sentence of the 27-29 category here >>139237046 which is why I stopped giving a shit about "normalfag" status or whatever. I plan on making some normalfag friends some time soon. As long as we at least share interests I think it won't be so bad, I'll just have to suffer through some stuff for a while like going to comicbook stores or various events, maybe some conventions or whatever.
No need to find a girl or anything, maybe I'll take up drinking so I can go to a bar every once in a while and fuck some drunk girls or something. Worst case scenario, I buy a 1-way ticket to Japan and marry some desperate otaku.
It's all daijoubu.
>>139273356
Some of us are just stuck.
You were lucky to be able to get back into education.That's something I'd love to do, but I don't have the money.
>>139273356
I spent my entire childhood up until I got into college being told I was "gifted" and "smart" and got straight As and a full-ride, and then after that I just couldn't handle real life and haven't succeeded in any tangible way.
So no, I'm not okay with being a failure
>>139273044
bitch please, I can get 10/10 14 y/o post-pubescent girls the moment I mention them how my parents left me with a fortune.they're still alive though. thank goodness.
>>139273683
you got brainwashed. that's really it. time to wake up and remove those scales stuck in your eyes.
>>139273953
All the hikkikomoris should come together to make a video game
>>139274676
>wagecuckery
nah, I have a job. self-employed (very small) net cafe owner. its more than enough to provide my hikki ways and shitposting and basically NEETdom /a/ aspires to.
>>139275040
I know what net cafes are but I decided to google it anyway and this was the first result I got
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Net_cafe_refugee
I think google knows too much about me.
Also that sounds like a pretty sweet job if you live right next to the cafe or something.
>>139275206
behind our house is a studio type apartment that had seen no rental income for about a full year. that was actually what prompted the pseudo net cafe in the first place.
at first it was all "practice" and those shit, or that if it gets better we'd go for a much more commercial area. until we found out that the cafe is earning more than 3 apartments combined, so it stays. plus no commute, which is always a plus.
>>139204929
>tfw misaki will never slap yoir head in the dark cold.
>tfw my life recently went through a series of events like satou's and even had hallucinations like his
>>139265442
What is it, that you have lost, anon-kun?
>>139277085
Is that the stupid fighting manga that starts with MC killing his parents?
>>139251676
I thought he rejected her..?
>>139277124
>stupid
Is that a hidden blade drawn out of the cane in his hands?
About how much money does a NEET spend a month?
>>139277321
Those must be custom made.
2 day old thread, im surprised.
Guess NHK really bonds people
>>139271825
Too bad i'm only seem to be able to learn useless stuff.
>>139278505
On boards like /a/ and /r9k/? Yeah it does.
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