c-CHAT THREAD(??)
Where the Fug Did Everyone Go Edition
>didn't save the copypasta that was the header someone pls
>we've been doing this for so long you already dream about it
>summoning Aus, Pious, Koreanbbq, Barbara Jane, Bish, Hindi, Chaz, Sweediepoo >all ya dirty motherfuckers
>pls
Rouge revival.
>>23741899
Not on the list, I'll just invite myself in.
>>23741911
Who be?
>>23741926
Random squire who can't quit /soc/.
>pious
did that guy really get that nickname
>>23741911
>911
Stay then Anun.
If it ain't white it ain't rite.
>>23741899
Pious reporting in.
How are you all doing?
I've been procrastinating and been generally useless in life, it's been great.
Tell me about your routines, what did you eat today friends? What do you enjoy in life? Fucking tell me.
THERE'S TWO THREADS
I'M LOST
SHEPARD GUIDE ME TO THE LIGHT!
plz
White master race reporting in.
Who hath summoned moi?
I'm also a nigger.
>>23741899
Reveal yourself.
Don't listen to the whore, save your dignity and save face, stay in the shadows my padawan.
>>23742517
>>23742468
Reviled.
>>23742289
>>23742504
I'm so confused.
>>23742406
No public speaking/work lately?
I've eaten a disgusting amount of health food, so it levels out well enough. Bulk season bruh.
Go go go!
>>23741974
Transcendental
>>23741960
Pls stay pls
>>23742826
I knew it, I figured it out while showering kek.
If I had seen this thread before and knew beforehand I would've came here first.
Quick response since I am going to die rn, how are you though?
I'll answer wherever you responds so smell ya then.
>>23742406
Waiting for job to call me.
Worked out today. I need to get a gym membership asp.
Ate eggs and tortillas.
>>23742826
>Pls stay pls
Will do. I confess to be an addict and it sucks.
>>23742938
this a gud place to chill?
>>23742942
nah
>>23742947
thnx for the heads up ill be going now
>>23742956
nah stay
I'm withdrawing, it's all good.
Unironed shirt and just good I guess:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6ko1n_uyzM
My bad for blogging.
>Anonymous (ID: qiDyQnqQ) 05/06/16(Fri)05:57:53 No.2374385
One more:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcBej7bCKGw
Good morning. I'm feeling much better than yesterday.
>>23742826
Same, my friend.
plz talk to me I'm so bored it hurts
>>23742406
Sick hair. I ate some cheese sticks today. It was great.
>>23742826
You seem like a neat person.
>>23744035
>2016
>being bored
Start by saving a collection of smug frogs.
>>23744035 oh hello there.
this seems like a cool thread to chill in haha.
Why is one submissive act shit?
>>23744057
Well, I feel like I'm late to that train. If I started now, I would just be a nobody. Plus if I save them are they even genuine anymore?
>>23744060
Hey there!! This is gonna be such a weird compliment but I love your build. It's very nice
Well, there goes my blog 1o1.
>>23744063
That phase when normal people used to use frogs has already passed. I've ascended memehood in my long hours of shitposting. Here is one I like, although saving it is strictly forbidden.
>2016
>Caring about being genuine
Are you DFW?
>>23744073
haha thank you! you look really cute. what is your tattoo? (:
>>23744088
Damn. That's a nice one.
>DFW
I'm... I'm not quite sure what that means.
>>23744096
Ohh gosh thanks! It's a leaf outline with the blue ridge inside with a Muir quote. You def look like a cutie
>>23744121
It's short for no one other than David Forster Wallace.
>>23744121 thank you so much. I have a tattoo basically in the same spot of no face if you ever watched spirited away!
>>23744164
Of course it is
>>23744183
Ooohhh myyy gooooddd that's so cool. Marry me asap
>>23744198 will you marry me?
>>23744205
Yes!
>>23744212 okay you're my wife now, luv u wifey lmao, i can't believe it's 3:30am already ugh
Single lonely Jewish white man lf love or a hot bimbo to "date", respond to this post if interested.
>>23744236
yay!!!! do you have kik?
Do something autistic lads. Here is my attempt. I think I pulled it off, being autistic and all, very well.
Rate autism.
https://clyp.it/biwbyl5b
>>23742826
Rougey, looking qt but sad
What's wrong ;-;
>>23742515
Yes
It's obvious, we post in Rouge's thread
>Someone new becoming an OP
Blasphemy.
>>23742536
A la Stirner? :x-d
>Can't go through with one trip
>Nothing will ever happen for me
Only natural first few times, what other bullshit
Yes, mostly upset at everything, I'm tired I long for a pleasant moment
I had almost gave up before I started coming here, please don't.
>>23744256
yes, it's Spirited.S
>>23744286
>>23744286
Yes what?
Rouge hasn't posted if you didn't notice. Something is wrong.
It should have always been like that.
>>23744302
I hope he hasn't done anything to himself ;-;
Yes you're faggot.
>>23744302
This one.
>>23744308
Fuck off, like you really care.
Ok, what does that have to do with anything.
So are you gonna entertain me now or should I just not bother.
Kinda already in a bad mood since my lungs are killing me and I have to deal with bullshit today.
Also kek at the thread archiving just I was gonna respond and confess.
>>23744319
Ok, but I still will have to reply to everyone over there, fuck, you reply for me ok sweetie :*
I just went for a swim. The water was extremely cold as I took to sea and it was morning hours, worst time to go swimming. I didn't go deeper than waist level as it is potentially dangerous, getting cramps, drowning and all that fun stuff. Still, it was worth it. I'm going deeper tomorrow, cramps or not.
>>23744286
A là. *
It's still discouraging. I might go there still, it's just that it's tad more complicated. Like unexpected bills, some shit going on in my relatives household and what not. Hopefully things tone down by the end of the next week.
Speaking of pleasant moments, I'm going to swim everyday now. I'll go deeper and deeper everyday. I want to be able to reach the nearest buoy, which is anything from two to four kilometres from shore, I'm unsure of the actual distance, and in deep water, by the end of June. It is very dangerous, but
>caring about that in the slightest
I really wish you had a beach like mine all for yourself, I'm sure it would improve your mood.
I won't. I'm extremely disappointed with myself for being so whiny yesterday, I would've just stopped posting. I resolve to write every time I'm down. One of those times I was really down and talking to you, you mentioned some of my writing was kind of nice. Maybe I'm more expressive when struck with strong emotion? I should take advantage of this. Anyways, I am in a much better mood now. Keep going neen, I certainly will despite all the doubts. Hopefully, I will be able to make something beautiful out of my unrest. That's what I yearn to anyways. I really want you to get where you want to be since it would be really sad seeing you fail, almost right before the end.
So you're going over to your friend today?
This is the most pleasnt place on /soc/ I've stumbled upon. Nice work
>>23744616
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY THREAD YOU NORMALFAG REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
kek, what?
>>23744621
Never.
>>23744634
NORMALSLIME!
>>23744658
Omg look at me as I update my instagram about all the things I do with my friends and my gf. I go to parties and all the time I was in school i had loads of friends.
I'm so normal it fucking hurts.
>>23744621
>MY THREAD
Is that your face then? Your ugly af lololol xD
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aiuXP_Zyvv4
>people think the wrists are sharpie
)':
>>23744616
Hey thanks bud.
Stick around.
What's your plan for the day?
>>23744488
GET.
Are the waters relatively safe there? Sharks are spooky as fuck.
>>23744286
That was after a ride in 97F, it was not a happy affair.
How's life?
>>23744269
http://vocaroo.com/i/s10zvjAZgbdA
>>23744249
Very interest.
>>23744060
Nice ink, baseball-tee bro.
>>23744035
Hey you seem pretty neat too.
Did you kill that boredom yet?
>>23743859
How dare you blog in a chat thread.
Video won't load for some reason(??) sup?
>>23742942
Nope!
>>23742938
Gotta start weening mang.
>>23742853
Oooh shower (;
Fuggin this thread was here first.
Just extremely poorly made.
Not too bad, sunburned but swol.
Yourself?
Pious reporting in.
I actually can't read.
t. not pious
>>23745074
>can't read
I bet you like audio books.
>>23745070
Never heard of that OK go song before but I really like it, ty for link
https://youtu.be/UJKythlXAIY
This one always boost spirits for me
>Wrist game strung
>>23745070
>Very interest.
:D
It's when I'm relaxing and masterbating that the eureka moment strikes ;)
I have no clue kek, was funny tbqh.
Aww it's allright, the same format gets rather boring anyways.
Sunburned? What happened?
It's getting better as It gets closer to leave. I can't wait till I get home and hopefully everyone else gets here.
Hoi
>>23745338
Hoe
>>23745070
https://clyp.it/sbmf5l0k
Baltic sea. There are no sharks, but it is very cold.
>>23745074
>>23745114
Dumb subhumans.
Hindi reporting in.
Give me more attention.
t. Meme Grille
xoxo :* -:<)
>>23744326
And you do
It has to do with everything
NYPJ
What's wrong with your lungs
Serves you right bish.
>>23744488
>44488
Such conditions should be somewhat manageable when you get a job
I don't want to say I envy you cause it's known that it works, my family genes are known for their jinx ability
Don't die pls
You actually whined more in earlier times, yesterday wasn't all that bad
But yes you should start with something to give you a sense of accomplishment.
>stealing my hand over face pose
>>23745070
What's a 97F
Why cri Rougey
Alright, trying to get my shit over with, less than a month and it's all over.
>>23745070
>How dare you blog in a chat thread
Other places are not very gentle
>sup
Woke up to a Friday, sucks but it'll be fine.
How's you man?
>>23745443
I'm getting a grip.
It's a good way to go, tbqh I'm pretty scared shitless every time I go into the deep water, but I like swimming, so I want to systemically repress my fears, every single day while I am still here by doing what I do.
Pls go swimming meen, it's great. I'll sell you that strip of land one day and you will be able to become a date farmer on that beach whilst having refreshing swims kek.
I guess, but enough of that. I must deny myself such ways of releasing my emotion. This must stop. Don't even reply to me if I start doing that. I'll do everything to make the best out of my worst. My sadness will become the sadness of some character I will make up or some landscape I will paint with my words.
That pose sucks anyways, have you tried pants on head pose? I think I look fabulous, like my oma said.
How are you? :-D
Post view from window lads.
That's the sea you're looking at, but the camera distorts it so that it doesn't become that apparent unless you've got some really keen eyes.
>>23745541
Very nice view.
When you get a cramp pinch the cramp really hard, the muscle should relax.
>>23745571
I actually had a cramp only once, and that was in very warm water. I just swam my way out on my back. There was nothing to be scared of as I wasn't in deep water though. I'll take a note of that if I do get a cramp. Thanks m6.
Who /style gallant/ here?
https://youtu.be/Sl_enPgIjJQ
This here is an interesting piano transcription.
https://youtu.be/yq9VFb6iuag
Swol Team 6
>>23745444
This is the rough kind of gentle.
What's sucks about a Friday?
Good good, hyped to garden.
>>23745443
Dayum Hindi.
97 Fahrenheit ):
Helps me sleep.
Oh jeez, what's your plan once you're done?
>>23745362
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1lSf3UsNA96
Oh but those fuggin seals, careful not to look like mackerel.
>>23745195
It's weird how much stuff doesn't come up until you sit through an album.
>link game stronk
Nice.
>>23745337
Pretty sure that's how most inventions and music are started.
Fuark. It's true but man BJ had that shit down to a science.
A 20~mi ride in the peak of day in the middle of the desert will do that to gingerinos.
Don't count the hours now.
>>23745610
https://clyp.it/1dbgxjiw
I think I was actually five then lel.
#triggered
Oh shit. You just made my phobia worse since those faggots are pretty huge. Though I suspect that they leave swimmers alone. R-right?
>tfw will constantly be thinking of man eating seals whilst overcoming my fears
W-where do they sell ceramic diver knives?
>>23745443
Think whatever you want.
Everthing about, can you please explain, I don't really wajt to play games rn.
Ok.
Didn't I tell you about the dust and shit and dirt.
Oh well, you'll never know the truths.
>>23745610
Which member am I?
I must masterbate often, maybe it will increase my vocal range.
Kek, i guess.
But why? You don't look that burnt though.
I try not to, but thank Allah I am leaving rn, I can have a momentary breather.
https://youtu.be/P_VNdpzt-EI https://youtu.be/RCQxNCLR9Hw
Russians are pretty passionate people and they write pretty good music tbqh.
>tfw can't visit Venice to listen to this piece to fully understand what that Russian faggot meant by this
>>23745682
>Venice
I'm retartet. I meant Florence. Venice is my cityfu a well.
>>23745610
Shit man that's hot, I'm enjoying the cool breezes here
Get a job hopefully move out after a while, get drunk
What are you doing these days.
>>23745655
Idek remember what the question was anymore
I meant are they hurting a lot, is it hard to breathe even in clean environment
You'll tell me if you want to.
>>23745518
At least you feel something
There is nowhere to swim freely, and alone
Deal, I will contact you when I've saved enough money
I do not mind replying
It sounds interesting tbqh
Ew lel
Never, I have to remain the sufficient amount of "Shiny" to get all them qt boiz
We just went out to by alcohol then after half an hour walking we chickened out cause too many people were around the store
I'm so pissed atm drinking 0.0% Bavaria.
>>23745775
Answer anyway it's your turn today cuz idk what I'm doing later, unless you are busy ofc.
It just feels like I have bronchitis, or if I smoked a lot. Idk, kinda hope to sufficate rn.
Not at this particular moment for obvious reasons.
>>23745792
Answer what exactly, later ?
Don't ;-;
Can't you see a doctor or something
ok.
>>23745775
You must feel something, maybe even a small bit of emotion, but still, in think you do.
Have you tried one of those inflatable pools? It's not like a proper swim, but a lot of imagination and wishful thinking can get you places.
There is this one technicality, I don't legally own it, but I can sell it as in I give you the freedom to be a kang there for some fingerpaint.
I know, but it's for my own good, besides misery is highly contagious.
You can't escape the shininess as your jaw is too grilly. And also lips. Faggot.
I thought you were resistant to qt Bois.
>there are people who still have to fool around to buy alcohol at age 22
I did that when I was 13 lel. lmaoing @ your life
>>23745805
Anything, I have asked alot, I might work again :/
Why not.
I didn't pay health insurance kek.
Ok
>>23745610
>What's sucks about a Friday?
It comes too quickly and I might garden myself a little
Well, it is a payday, not like I work for nothing. Catch you again sometime, maybe.
Post audial feelerinos.
https://youtu.be/oDDFtoyQD0U
>>23745898
I got payed yesterday yet I dunt have monies.
Alcohol is in my future, why do I do this to myself.
>>23745852
I am human after all, I want something other than what I have rn
Kek yes, we have one we set for the kids
>Fingerpaint
As in Zuzu?
Won't fall for ty-Get meme again
Did I say bois, I meant grills
Besides no qt bois around so I wouldn't kno
My life is a joke.
>>23745867
Where tho
Death is mercy
What do you do when sick tho.
>>23745931
At the school again. Maybe not I am tired and infuriated honestly.
I actually cannot wait.
Nothing I just wait it out duh, hoping it gets me
Deadpool?
>>23745911
How does one spend an entire paycheck in a day. Alcohol sounds like a nice idea though.
>>23745931
>>23745942
Depends I'm about to reach the shop. If I don't respond I either kms or committed sudoku. Or gone drinking.
>>23745947
I haven't spend it yet, I haven't exchanged it was what I meant, but I might as well spend it since it feels like one of those days and I honestly don't want to think rn.
>>23745953
It might as well be one of those days. Spend it well... I might do the same.
>>23745610
Right? Some albums deserved to be played with headphones for sure too. Makes the whole experience that much better. I was listening to In Rainbows the other day and there are so many little things I've never noticed. Going to try and pay a little more attention from now on
Good weekends to all!
>>23745931
>I have no feelings
>has a yearning for feelings
>yearning isn't a feeling
You should take a dip in it, if anyone asks, tell them it's for university classes.
Yes, Zuzu.
I'm not memeing, your jawline is very soft and shiny. (^:
Ah rite.
>no qt bois around
y u making my oma mad at you for disagreeing with her notions of male attractiveness
won't fall for insecurity meme this time, wew làd
Now, now, don't fall for self wallowing pity.
>>23745985
Y-you too.
Yo, are strange new people welcome ITT?
How's everybody doing? Finished working for the weekend?
>>23745070
I killed the boredom by spending money I didn't have!!!
Found this on /lit/ and it hit me right in the feels.
VII
Dark house, by which once more I stand
Here in the long unlovely street,
Doors, where my heart was used to beat
So quickly, waiting for a hand,
A hand that can be clasp'd no more—
Behold me, for I cannot sleep,
And like a guilty thing I creep
At earliest morning to the door.
He is not here; but far away
The noise of life begins again,
And ghastly thro' the drizzling rain
On the bald street breaks the blank day.
>>23746028
I really like the theme of that, though for some reason the meter seems irregular to me.
Who is that by?
>>23746045
Tennyson, "In memoriam". The meter does sound irregular. Well, elegies might be just the thing for you.
I'm going to spam this poem for the hundreth time, picture related, as it has some really admirable use of meter. It's fairly known poem, so you might know it already.
>>23746028
Nice bit, was listening to a rap song the other day when they dropped this verse
I am the ashes scattered amongst the sand of an empty beach
No land can save me from the tide
I am complete when the waves roll by and take me in the deep
Nothing super amazing but it was jarring to hear amongst lyrics of drugs and suicide
$tuck with me kek
>>23746057
I like it. It's imaginative. Great sense of fatalism with "No land can save me from the tide". I don't really listen to rap though.
>>23745961
Cheers bro, may we feast and drink like kings tonight.
>>23746076
Kek I was going to ask if they have Latvian rap
I really enjoy when rapper's put effort into lyrics, it can be very poetic.
Would like to hear Stoic philosophers
drop some lines on a fire beat
>>23746022
Doing okay anon, glad it's the weekend. What about you?
>>23745985
Dawh, you too friend
>>23746141
We actually do, I have this track I really like. It's very depressive and doesn't translate really well, but the chorus more or less goes as this
>Did the drunkard mother ever ask you wether or not you want to live in this world?; for the truth to be told, it isn't your fault that you were born retarded and not so happy
https://youtu.be/kr-F95O1FJY
There are few others, but you need to know the language to really appreciate them.
Rap doesn't translate at all.
>>23746116
>Cheers bro, may we feast and drink like kings tonight.
Might just get warm milk tonight. I'm too fucked up to get fucked up.
>>23746141
>Dawh, you too friend
I can't escape and it's tortorious ugh, but somehow it feels alright.
>tortorious
meant tortious
>>23746169
t. Corncob Tortilla MemeCarthy
>>23746159
Track beat was chill and he has a solid flow/voice. It's strange hearing rap outside english and spanish for me. Are the words still "rhyming".
I could never dream of pronouncing the words of your language so fast kek.
This track came on after the one you posted
I still like even though i have no understanding of what they are saying
https://youtu.be/d75E_UDSeq0
I love depressive rap
Here's another verse that stuck out from same artist posted earlier
I see the reaper creeping as my blood is seeping
Sleeping deeper through the night so I can face my demons
My weakness seems to be that I cannot stop breathing
Death keeps cheating on my life, but on my soul it's feeding
(It goes on) leading to the fleeting of an endless dream
Screaming and needing
Yelling and bleeding that things ain't as they seem
In the cut sneaking and tweaking because I can't stop seeking this pain
This torture of horror that I'm always conceding
Might seem edgy but I like
Sorry for the delay. Attempted but failed to walk the neighbor's dog for her. He's an odd duck.
>>23746052
Oh shit, I feel stupid I didn't recognize Tennyson. Especially "In Memoriam A.H.H.". I do actually enjoy elegies.
Also, this is such a good poem, but every time I see "immortal eye/ fearful symmetry" I wince because it sounds so strange.
>>23746141
I'm good mang. Just relaxing, painting some Warhammer. Debating between running an errand or cracking a beer.
>>23746199
He is one of the better ones. Most of what he made was ages ago, then he fell quite silent. I don't really listen to rap though, so I wouldn't know if I can recommend anything similar.
Yes, they do rhyme, but I've noticed it's almost impossible to notice rhymes if you are listening to foreign language set to music.
I haven't heard that one.
That does sound good. Who cares if it is edgy, it's not like I shame myself into liking or not liking things because they are "edgy", unless we're talking about edginess taken to comical, obviously cringe inducing proportions.
Here is a Russian track I can recommend, it is sort of like Russian punk music. It captures the nineties Russia vibe very well, the caption shows somewhat accurate, albeit awkwardly lyrics if you're interested. Not that I Russian too well, more than half of it is unintelligible.
https://youtu.be/n3cCopXDNs4
>>23746277
I haven't read any Tennyson beyond this and that one poem about the charge of lancers in Crimean war ( I think I butchered the title as I don't remember the exact one ).
As for fearful symmetry line, it should sound different as the meter goes to iamb. I think Blake wanted to give the demiurge godhead figure more attention by differentiating that line metrically.
Am I wrong? Have I run too far to get home?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nco_kh8xJDs
That feel when I should be preparing for my presentation and other shit for uni, but I feel empty. I was tired and slept 5 hours during the day.
I think I should meet up with that semi-MILF grill from tinder, but I'm afraid it's going to go nowhere like the rest of my dates.
>>23746364
'The Charge of the Light Brigade' is the poem that got me into Tennyson. It's so good with the galloping rhythm.
Also you people discussing your foreign hip hop... too clever for my ilk. I can't stomach most rap in English... I doubt I could handle it in a language I don't understand.
Though, for foreign rap I like the equivalent of shitposting... 'Watskeburt' and Jack Parow.
>>23746439
Yes, that one. Tennyson wrote a lot military and patriotic themed stuff from what I am reading about him. I'm fairly new to poetry myself, having been mostly seeped in prose for what has been the last few years of my life. I have some definitive understanding of what I like and what my favourites are, so I could say I'm somewhat above entry level there. Poetry is virgin ( (^: ) soil still. I'm pretty drawn to Ezra Pound, despite him and his stuff being high level stuff. Still, I read snippets from this and that and I like it thus far, although it's still very far away from mature appreciation that comes with being well versed in poetry. Byron is my other favourite, I can relate to him and his work. Childe Harold's Pilgrimage is good.
Normally I don't talk about foreign hiphop. Not my interest, really.
I might check those names out.
>>23746475
>I might check those names out
You're... not missing much.
Tennyson's popular stuff has a lot of militarism because of the era, where that was A Big Thing. The Charge of the Light Brigade was actually a criticism of the blind loyalty and unhesitating obeyance of orders by the military; specifically following orders that are at best dangerous and of no significant gain and at worst suicidal.
He also wrote The Idylls of the King, an Arthurian epic poem.
BJ here, god damn, I've been gone so long I don't even exist anymore, the format changed, I am a ghost now :c
If I can get my webcam running I have changed locations, I am a new man.
>>23746502
Prove it.
>>23746502
It actually changed yesterday, there is civil war amongst us, which side are you with, Captain America or Starkboyz.
>>23745942
Same, a couple more years tho you're close
Really, I mean in a serious way
Deadpool?
>Drinking
;-; lucky bastard.
>>23745994
Es pat nezinu what I have anymore
Hence a feeling I do not currently have
I did kek, once there were water left in the pool and nobody there so I just went in fully clothed
T-t-ty :x-d
Your oma is slav she wouldn't understand the Arabian aesthetic
I fell into something, I cannot determine its nature tho.
>>23746511
Have to change IDs to use laptop with webcam, I don't have all my things anymore.
>>23746519
I will be sure to write a letter once I die to let you know.
Yes really, I rarely went to the doctor, I might have kanker or sti's for all I know, I don't care tbqh, it's only recently that my health has started to plummet.
I sprained my finger today but it popped back in, I have a huge pain tolerance, it actually makes me laugh and a bit excited...hence the Deadpool. I would've said Wolverine but my sideburns aren't there, and besides Hugh Jackman is uber qt, which I am not :/.
No I want to but I promised myself I wouldn't anymore idk. I had it planned and everything but something else came up so I might not at all. Besides I would start making a fool of myself and would start actually confessing, no thank you.
Am almost home, I had to go out and do a few errands for tomorrow and later maybe just in case
>>23746559
You let your family die, nigger.
>>23746490
If you say so.
I don't those themes at all. As for that poem, I liked it because of the fatalism present there. I somehow find myself clinging to that current. Mostly because much of what I do fatalistic in a sense, but I'm too sleepy to seriously talk about any of that.
Name which I haven't either.
>>23746502
I tried to keep the format, more or less, but other people started hosting these and I didn't care to interrupt that. Lot has changed, not only in the format. People have come and go, thoughts have formed here and dissipated to be replaced by some other train of thinking, feelings have been expressed, felt and ultimately, forgotten. Drives, causes, means and ends have changed for some of us. If it is you, it is good to see you. I'm bit changed as well. Still, I'm very much the same clueless kid that I was when I first stumbled in one of these.
What has changed and happened?
>>23746532
I for a moment thought you decided to become productive for once and stop posting during the duration of your assignment. Kek.
Have you any outlet for what you have now?
Why would you go in all clothed? Last time I swum like that was because I was half drunk and flipped myself in Gauja.
It's n-nothing really, h-here you go.
>balts
>Slavs
Anyways, enough about that, these trends in our conversations make me somewhat self aware of things that I normally ignore for the sake of my mood.
At least I'm aware of the causes why I am in my own pit. I know my origin, I know in what smithy was my situation cast and made, I know what steel I am, what was my smith and what do I need to do to become my own smith. I'm terribly verbose and serious. Please don't take me seriously.
>>23746559
>baby face
What a massive fag. Anyways, story time làd. TL;DR of what happened?
>check back thread
>no (You)'s
>>23746613
I feel like most people find themselves attracted to fatalistic or melancholy themes. Sometimes it feels good to really immerse yourself into a mood of sadness or discontent that you can usually shake off easily.
>>23746511
>dubs
oral surgery has caused my face to swell. I've moved locations, two of my friends have just died over the past week, It's been a pretty tumultuous time these past couple weeks but hopefully shits gonna be alright. Pretty much it's a long story.
>>23746631
JUST DO IT
MAKE YOUR MEMES BE DREAMS
YESTERDAY YOU SAID TOMORROW - JUST DO IT.
I'm clueless myself lad tbqh, what advice can I give when it is guesswork.
>>23746633
Thing is that I am quite immersed in those thoughts and it is, for the most part, embedded within my thinking, my feeling and doing. There is a sense of aesthetical justification, a satisfactory in my thinking, for whatever ills plight me. Reminded me of this kek.
>>23741975 →
>I regret talking shit about wiping since I just had a sudden visit of the bubble guts.
HAHAHAHAH
Feel the burn of the mexican food
> "valuable gift cards"
I don't understand how people can accept that bollocks.
>Glue Laxatives
I like your mind set.
I'm disgusted but pleased.
>>23741882 →
>rage inducing moments.
Just...gotta...wait till summer.
>Sound
Liked most, that voice is terrible though .
Way to contracted, haha.
>>23741693 →
>I want it to stahp. What's the safe word?!
Your safe word?
I forgot. >:3
>ABORT ABORT MISSION.
No one can escape the /soc/ening
>>23730918 →
>What's wrong with coke.
>Asked this
>Doing
Trying to understand why I feel conflicted on going to sleep. Humans are odd.
Music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJ4-vj4zBcw [Embed]
THERE'S TOO MANY THREADS IT'S TEARING ME APART!
I have been lazy, people. This sudden realization and confrontation with reality has made this apparent. However, due to my laziness I've forgotten how to do the do.
So I ask you
>What are your hobbies, your hopes and your dreams, what do you do that makes you smile?
Answer me you ,sensual, filthy figs.
>>23741899
MFW Not on list
>>23746654
SO I MADE A BIG MISTAKE
TRY TO SEE IT ONCE MY WAY
that feel when I am hollow
We are the hollow men, we are the stuffed men
THE QUEEN IS BACK
>>23746676
Icant remember what I wrote last time but check the other thread kek.
It's say all you dirty motherfuckers so...
>tfw not on the list either
Does this mean I am free?
>>23746631
Here lad, have a (You).
Didn't happen to see any posts of yours, but I'm a latecomer.
What's the news?
>>23746162
Warn milk is also good, what did you do lol
>makes you smile
You do.
Hold the fone, where is that schizo gril, show youreself demon!
>>23746691
I am anything but hollow. I'm over brimming with all that soul stuff.
>>23746654
I've managed to shake that off for a good while myself. It's no reflection on you, but I used to stay immersed in malaise and melancholy for long enough that it was unhealthy for me.
>>23746406
It's alright, bro. You can't always be on your A-Game, and sometimes it's just a matter of taking a break and finding your way back. Have some self-confidence, take a breather, the nget back into the game. Also, give the MILF a try. What's the worst that could happen?
(Thanks for Would, I was thinking about giving them a listen to soon.)
>>23746631
Here's your second (You)
Here is a thumbs up for motivation.
>>23746726
Universal doesn't work, that much is true. I'm not just all melancholy, I just in general experience feeling rather strongly and would say that I am rather tempestuous. That's probably why I got into literature in the first place.
>>23746721
To what end
All is pointless t b h
But yeah, I know your f*els too
>>23746562
>When I die spread my ashes across the internet
STDs
Hugh Jackman is ugly btw
We all know you're a fool already
What came up wink wink
I'm fucking board this shit I'm doing is taking forever.
>>23746613
Never I'm an Absolute Madwoman
>Outlet
What ?
Cause I'm retartet why else
>accidentally mentioning river name
I'm somewhere in between not wanting to ruin your mood and wanting to know what is it that causes it
Make your choice
Tolerate my handicapped comprehension tonight, but staring at screen all day is making me
I'm not sure what mine is tbqh but too many contradictions in my life, too many lives, too many personas
I'm tired, tired af I would like some rest from all of this
Stress is killing me
Not take you seriously?
>>23746634
I'm sorry man hope you doing alright
If you have time post what happened.
>>23746741
The internet are you fucking this autistic or something lys for realsies.
I never had sex only once though and it didn't even go in.
I'm gonna pretend I didn't read that.
I know but I meant acting a fool on purpose is one thing I can live with that. But when I have no control it's totally different subject. I turn into the total opposite of what I am, have you seen the Mask, that's what I akin it to as.
Not my benis, especially when I saw your face. One of my little sisters has this flute recital/test that she has to go at fucking night tho wtf. I'm pretty damn tired now I'm in a bad mood again ugh.
Don't do it then hoer.
So are you gonna entertain me or ehat or must I always be the sole idiot who does it all the time.
>>23746695
>other thread kek.
B-but
>Does this mean I am free?
You're as free as you want to be.
>>23746778
Stop being lazy niqa, fine I'll respond here as well, what was the question?
I actually will be the most free out of everyone here, in about 3 years kek.
>>23746741
>what?
This.
>a means of expressing one's talents, energy, or emotions.
Did you fall in or...?
You can't really ruin anything at this point. It's the typical brand of insecurity every other person has, that pertaining to looks, and I don't really want to think about something like that, something very superficial and unrelated to my problems at large.
>it's another pious tries to make sense of him and ends up confusing everyone along with himself episode
kek
This might seem to be out of the blue, but when was the last time you had a moment of happiness that lasted for some time?
Now do you?
I'm really dying for this weekend to end because there is a lot of stuff happening tomorrow and the day after, celebrations and what not. I really need some undisturbed calm so I can write something because I strongly feel an urge to write out a poem. It's going to be shit, but I shouldn't expect to turn our masterpieces at my first proper attempt. It should take a day at most to figure out and crystallise my thoughts, do the first draft, edit heavily, change things, and then come to some conclusive thing, finalised work. Next week you should be able to see some pottery from me lel.
>>23746364
bout to go on a quest through youtube to find based foreign rap
Sorry anun, I've gotten use to the circle jerk that is music discussion with my peers in the local scene down here. Most stuff that isn't "hip" get's shite on, so it's refreshing to see someone who doesn't care about that.
Russian rap was interesting to hear
I think I saw the word drink about 20+ times kek, seems fitting with the vid too.
I like the Latvia rap a little more still, Some Russian words sound so harsh sometimes.
Last one I'm going to drop
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uGWtL-17y0
Lyrics in the first verse always get me
They figure me a dead motherfucker, but I'm just a motherfucker that want to be dead
Snow leopard with the lead in his head
Turning me into a sweater
Bitches use me as their fucking bedspread
I be the silouhette of a sunset
Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression
Stare into the violet fluorescent lights makes me violent
I'm trying to get the highest I can get before I overdose and die
My ribs are nothing but an empty cage
Black hole in my chest
Big bang
Yung Plague on the tip of a wave
In my head it feels like I'm a guest so I will throw it all away because when I am dead I will be nothing decomposing in a grave
I'm matter but I don't matter
I can feel my skull shatter from the dull chatter
Brain spattered on the wall
Grey stains won't dissolve
Going to have to paint it all
posted because he is hard to understand sometimes
bleak and honest but I appreciate how real/emotional it feels
>>23745999
siq trips
>>23746162
>it's tortorious ugh, but somehow it feels alright.
Speak your mind friend, what are you trying to escape from?
>>23746277
>painting some Warhammer
This sounds pretty cool. I may be misunderstanding this but do you do it electronically or physically? Anything you can post by the way?
>>23746781
>what was the question?
How do I help myself help the person that helps the helper which is me?
Help.
>Most free
You know as I know that you know you've become part of the ship and part of the crew.
>Otter trid
>>23746113
I'm always on your plate
Headaches just make it more exciting. Will you throw up, will you have a concussion, will we ever know?
>Give
TFW never been named
>>23746676
If you have coke why are you here.
>>23746764
Ew don't tell me
Fight me irl he's fugly
Green?
Yes a pretty bad mood, which is not going well with mine, mine is more of sad/stressed one
What do you want, I'll see if I can.
>>23746842
Don't think just do.
I've been on this boat for so long. Making mutinies undercover of the shadows, and no I am the captain.
Idk I am coughing my lungs out. Maybe I should check it out xD
Niqa you got the name bbanon or pickles, if you don't like none just state what you wish to be called.
Fegit.
>>23746844
You wanna hear stoori? Is about my first time kek.
Come here then and for like a few minutes actually since I will hacking blood everywhere.
I am the same, what's wrong.
Just talk to me, I just want to read shit honestly, I really don't want to think rn, and you probably don't as well. I'll make it up to you I promise.
>>23746882
>bbanon or pickles,
I fear I have been here too long.
People know me.
What do they know!?
>Don't think just do.
I don't think the judge will accept this. D:
>Idk I am coughing my lungs out.
Depending on where you are try Mullein.
I was considering growing/buying some for my slowly developing beautiful black lungs.
>Fegit.
Save it for the bedroom...and behind McDonald.
>>23746804
>Talents
Don't make me kek
Yes alcohol but even the process of acquiring is stressful
Nothing easily obtained that I can think of
Feeling like one is alone in this world sometimes gets to me tbqh
No I just(as I said earlier like an autist) just stepped right in without thinking
This is somewhat understanb=dable
When I almost killed myself with vodka?
I can't remember tbqh I scanned the past four years, I can't find meaningful moments to me
I do
What kind of celebrations
That's nice to hear, looking forward to it
Will you do so on your beach.
>>23746909
And you already have nn's kek.
I've been here for a while causing mischief you might see one of my known works still active even now, it isn't me anymore tho.
But as you say, what do they know right? It is better that way.
Don't do just think.
I don't even smoke, I might as well with all the fumes I'm exposed to.
You sly fox, someone reads the threads as well. ;)
>>23746882
Yes I do
You will after I beat you up with all my cousins
Idk I'm holding my tears cause I don't want to be questioned for the rest of the night, and I know she won't stop asking
And despite fact that I blab here a lot I hate talking irl, it makes me uncomfortable
If I didn't post here I think I would've exploded
Idk what's wrong, all week I've been feeling like chest is going to explode, not physical pain
No idea what it is, but it is killing me with stress
I'm losing my appetite too, I wake up with a headache Idk.
>>23746833
They ought to read some Baudrillard. But then again, they shouldn't. Anyways, ignore them. There is really no aesthetical evaluation in that, it's just a matter of seeking acceptance by having such and such and tastes.
This is surprisingly good. I'm definitely giving this a listen every now and then. And yes, the first verse is explosive. Some compressed feels there.
>>23746912
Didn't you like solitude the other day? Not mocking you, don't get me wrong.
That does sound autistic.
If that is happiness, you've clearly never had any. It's just sad meen. Plain, vanilla sad.
Just some dumb festivities, it's very distracting and annoying. No, it is littered with seagull shit and it's too wet and windy for it to be practical to write anything. In my room, during some late hours, or maybe early morning, when all is silent and I have no one to disturb me. That and I need to draft the general premise of Euracyklon. I'm still unsure of why I'm using that horrid title. I've considered trying out writing pottery in Latvian and submitting it to some literary magazine right here in Latvia, but I don't think it will amount to much. I should really get in touch with Anglophone literary magazines and bombard them with whatever I'll see as my best for some recognition, but getting published like that is practically impossible.
>>23746967
>Yes I do
I was not actually expecting this...I thought you were gonna say no so I have to make sure. Yes I do what?
Wait you can't do that wtf, wasn't this 1v1. You cheater. I am calling my cousin then, which is probably triple yours kek.
You should probably talk to someone irl though, I know it's weird or something. But it's better that way. Idk how don't ask me how or why cuz I rarely talk to anyone about my life, and I don't want to because simple I don't trust anyone. Idk honestly, my own thoughts plague me, I think today will be an exception.
You have to let it all out I think. This is what I am feeling currently. I just want to shout at everyone and fucking tell everyone that they are idiots and whatnot, but how if I am one as well.
Your arms are flabby...I wish I could help honestly, but I can't even help myself.
Sorry for the late replies, I've been feeling generally unmotivated to chat with people, not sure why I stay on /soc/ anymore. Figured I'd hand out some you's though.
>>23742826
Well I'm generally not in charge of the field work but more so management. If I could go to more public speaking events I'd do so most definitely as they are the highlights.
I like your hair, it looks nice and red.
>>23742857
Worst moments I suppose, I've never actually failed a job interview and so I'm not sure how I'd handle the defeat but a job is a job. I hope you find the one you're looking for.
How did you work out if not in a gym?
That doesn't sound too appetizing I'm gonna be honest.
>>23744035
I like yours aswell, thank you very much. Always preferred shorter or tied up hair on women, not sure why someone would clutter their face with an uncomfortable amount of hair.
Cheese sticks do sound good, I only like the seasoned ones though as they taste like heaven and obesity in one.
>>23745648
I can't even compete with that accent holy shit.
Well, sea lions are dickheads and will get very territorial, but fur seals can track a pin prick of blood from over 300 yards and feed like lampreys. Make sure to wear your chain mail.
>Soviet ballistic ceramic diving knife
>>23745655
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=O83tLiYdSko
Well...you're both Spanish.
Gotta hit those highs some how.
It's mostly a farmer's tan...soon to worsen.
Oh jeez, I hope you're done yet?
>>23745775
A little, but cool breezes trump.
Heeey we have the drinking plan in common, what's your drink?
>>23745891
Might as well enjoy it while it lasts.
Whatcha gardenin?
>>23745983
Very true, and In Rainbows is so subtle, that's perfect. If you ever get a chance, The Bends is great through some good headphones.
>>23746024
On what?
That's super important.
>>23746502
HOLY SHIT HALLELUJAH
>>23746999
I know I do, but weakness gets to me sometimes, you might not know this but I am human sometimes
Seriously tho, I haven't achieved that superior state of content with ultimate solitude yet
I'm not there yet not that there's anything that hinders that
I do not even know what I'm writing, I do not know if that is the proper word or description, I just know my chest feels so heavy
My father once mentioned that he worries for me most, because I'm incapable of happiness
Will you ever tell what the title means
You should, it's real easy these days, and would benefit you later on when applying for university.
>>23747025
Tell me stoori pls
My cousin's kids have kids m8
I do not want to, I do not know what I want tho
anyway I whined enough for tonight
Nothing much to be done anyway
Never mind that tell stoori.
>>23747096
>Whatcha gardenin?
Roses, I still have to buy them
>>23747082
I had mine from pizza hut. They were just..... Oh god. Yes.
>>23747096
A new harness!!!! (booty in harness included)
>>23747096
I'm repressed and pleb I've only had so many drinks
Two times drunk in my life, but I do plan on expanding my horizons that's best case scenario
What about yours.
>>23747096
You showed me this already and I listen to it a couple times more lel.
Yes, I am white then? I wish I could go that high, I can't even talk right now anyways.
Maybe get castrated before I hit puberty, oh wait...
You were farming in the desert, are you Bear Grylls?
Yes for now.
>>23747110
Um...
So do mine idiota.
There must ve something, everyone does, even I but I am done as well.
I wonder about that.
Non niqa I was actually joking about that why would I tell something so personal here wtf is wrong with you. How about you tell one for a change.
>>23747096
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grey_seal
Sweet Jesus. This is making me consider making a trident just so I can go swimming.
This certainly ups the fear factor. I'm going to ask whatever experienced swimmers have they ever run into a seal.
>mfw can already imagine myself a kilometre off the coast and having a three metre specimen grow curious of me
I imagine they aren't generally aggressive against humans, but they probably do get curious and would come near, which could induce some major panic.
Fuck fuck fuck
fuck me and my autistic drives
I still got to do this.
>>23747110
And I was getting worried about you weren't a human bean. Anyways, I think that I've already said this, but I do sometimes feel pretty alone, not so much because of some tfwnogf or lack of people to go out, but more so because not having anyone with my set of interests or goals anywhere in sight in person.
As tempting it is, I don't want to feel content. I feel like I feel somewhat very alive feeling all tempestuous, I think that is life showing that it is indeed alive.
>my chest feels heavy
That is articulate enough. Right there. iktf
I don't believe in a perpetual state of happiness. There are plateaus, fleeting moments. I don't even look for them, I don't think that is a satisfactory end... I don't think you are incapable. Maybe there hasn't been a right of set of circumstances for that feeling. For now I'm chasing extreme fear, as in that swimming thing, it's scary as fuck with God damn seals included. It should also produce something different, sense of overcoming, I hope. Doing something that my body doesn't want to, my brain screaming that I need to stop, my limbs palid and stiff with dread. If it is scary to think of it, it will be terryfing in the sea.
Honestly, I don't know myself. It just popped in my mind. I googled it. It means nothing. I don't think it is just a coincidence.
>>23747110
>>23747192
I want to study physics though. I'm not sure if it has any bearing on that. Still, it's for different purposes, I shouldn't worry about it being a benefit on my scholarly pursuits.
>>23747118
dat work booty doe
>>23746833
>Stare into the violet fluorescent lights makes me violent
>I'm trying to get the highest I can get before I overdose and die
>My ribs are nothing but an empty cage
>Black hole in my chest
>Big bang
>Yung Plague on the tip of a wave
>In my head it feels like I'm a guest so I will throw it all away because when I am dead I will be nothing decomposing in a grave
>I'm matter but I don't matter
>I can feel my skull shatter from the dull chatter
>Brain spattered on the wall
>Grey stains won't dissolve
>Going to have to paint it all
This is actually absolutely amazing. Thanks man. It hits hard after first few listens.
>>23747201
Right? B)
>>23747192
I've surfed with seals before, and they're probably a lot different considering the other side of the planet, but they've always been very cool. Indifferent or playful, but the aggression would be more of a probably during mating season. Have you ever run into anything out there, or first season swimming open water?
>>23747140
It never gets old. Those pops in his voice.
We're all white on the inside. Our bones, mostly. Lose your voice?
Oh wait......
Yessir, cactus farmer.
For now.
>>23747118
Was the booty a package deal?
Neat harness, what's it for?
>>23747138
Have you tried Jager yet?
It's better to be a fresh drinker than an alcoholic.
>>23747116
Oh baby, going for rose hips or more of a decorative species?
>>23747082
Ah I see. You're pretty young to already be in management, how did you get so far along yet? Sounds like hard work.
Hey thanks man, I've to confess some jealously over that flow you've got going though.
>>23747281
Hahaha that would be nice! And It's for facilitating ziplines and ropes courses and stuff.
I am tired, will reply in the morning
Goodnight.
>>23747281
I've only seen dead, washed up seals. Always had their eye sockets empty as the seagulls feast on those first. They weren't that big, maybe a metre in length at most. Never have I encountered them whilst swimming and I've swum by my beach for entirety of my life, but I haven't really been far off the coast.
I wouldn't be afraid of a metre long seal as long as I see it coming, as in I don't suddenly feel something poking my legs as I'm resting midsea. But a large, male bull is potentially bigger than me. I'm not even sure how common they are around my waters. I've heard of live seals on coast maybe twice in my life. Only thing I've been attacked has been seagulls since I was close to their nests.
Thing is, it's probably highly unlikely I'd run in a seal, but the mind is powerful and all too imaginable and already conjures up images of deadly scenarios midsea.
>>23747324
Night, same here in a few minutes.
Check em dubs BTW.
>>23747281
It really doesn't, some people are blessed with beautiful voice.
That's tr00, also my virginity ;). Yeah d00d, I think I am getting sick or something but my lungs probably have dust in them from work.
:'(
What are for realsies? I don't understand you gotta explain real well to us low-int beaners.
Tomorrow I work :/, and I am tired af rn, I can't into night owl. But I will wake early as usual to respond. Sorry for leaving you soon bby, but the weekend will be redemption.
Night for now rouge.
Smell ya fegs l8er, hopefully I choke tonight kek.
>>23747281
>Oh baby, going for rose hips or more of a decorative species?
Just something to keep the neighbors away, the more spikes it has the better.
Filename is new kik, phoen broke somehow.
>>23747281
I got into the organization at the age of 16 and I'm 21 now, I guess if you're consistent about your visions people will eventually realize you're being serious. It can be pretty tedious work at times but I've always felt happiness in helping other people and so the rewards outweigh every late night.
My hair looks like dog biscuits irl, believe me.
>>23747358
>Smell ya fegs l8er
l8
>>23747324
>Goodnight.
nit
Seal genocide when?
>>23747401
Weaponize belugas.
>>23747368
You sound like the kind of guy that needs to be in such a forward moving position, for good reason. Fuck dude run for government some day.
>dog biscuits
Zoinks. That sounds pretty dope.
>>23747365
Ocatillo are great for that, if you really want to build an offensive defense.
>>23747358
Regina Spektor on that level.
Oh bb, kinky.
Have you been huffing the paint again mang? Seriously that wall dust is nasty, gypsum is not meant to be inhaled.
Now I'm confuse.
Gnight beandip!
>>23747326
Dead from the even bigger seals insatiable blood-territory, obviously.
Ah seeing it coming wouldn't be so bad, they look like wolves made of Kevlar. Being that they get near 3 meters is insane, so having one pop up right next to you or between your legs would be terrifying understandably. You're not one for deepsea spooks? Stick to innawoods eh?
>>23747299
Ah jeez, that's how mine came...maybe it was a limited offer?
So you're quite the outdoor explorer, or job as well?
>>23747736
>Ocotillo
All I need is a showel.
Well good night all!
>>23747203
>>23746999
lovely trips
Awh man I feel so ignorant, I've never heard of Baudrillard. Care to give a quick sum of his works if it's not too much trouble? Yeah, they are really just closing themselves off from potential music they could really enjoy. Will ignore tho
Really glad you like the song man, I'll try to think of some more you may like and link
Some of their lyrics have made me imediately restart the track so I can hear it again, I love moments like that with music. Such a powerful and unique feeling when a song can move you a certain way.
I love their cover art for their mixtapes
>
Be careful out in the Baltic Sea tho, still have multiple books to be written. Should definitely invest in a trident. Post pics in aqualad attire
On the real though watch out for dangers, you a bretty cool dude Latvian lad, be safe.
>>23747324
hey mg, feel like we haven't talked in a bit
I feel you on what you said about the weight on your chest. I keep waking up in the middle of the night with the same feeling, and just a few hours ago too around my friends. I practically had to force myself to talk, kind of made me feel sick.
Sucks you're feeling that way tho, really hope everything gets better for you.
nite
>>23747808
gnite anun sleep well
>>23747736
that seems like it would be pretty scary to see underwater,
>dat tail whip
>>23747736
Hahahah. It's a little of both!
>>23747371
Early.
>>23747736
Wow she looks like a gril I knew...that voice doe.
4 u.
No it's the old buildings that are just filled with harmful shit. It's my fault for not wearing a mask.
Confused about what?
Morning redhawk.
Who else wakes up at godawful hours?
>>23749171
>https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY
Oh, well, were you not born in the darkness, molded by it?
Life.
Ay boothang.
>>23748869
Nice, how long have you been into it?
Always wanted to zipline, but smacking trees kind of kills the man.
>>23747989
Just don't front homie g.
>>23747797
A shower shovel?
>>23749655
>shovel
;p
If anyone wants to gentle give me a motivational whipping right now that'd be cool.
Really losing the will to continue revising.
>>23746937
>active even now,
I knew you were the founder of these dick threads!
> it isn't me anymore tho.
You sound like Hilary Clinton, leave.
>It is better that way.
As long as they don't know about the bodies in the basement what's the harm, ey?
>I don't even smoke, I might as well with all the fumes I'm exposed to.
I think it all just depends on what position your body is in, There was a website with different smokables and one causes coughing so..if you want to cough up those chemically burnt lungs...I'd like to watch and laugh.
>>23746844
>If you have coke why are you here.
Because I'm more of a Pepsi kinda girl! :(
>>23746559
ur aliv?
Where you been?
>>23746022
>are strange new people welcome ITT?
You must be new
>>23746022
>How's everybody doing? Finished working for the weekend?
I could and will ask that same to you.
How's you doing? What do you work at?
>>23746277
>painting some Warhammer.
Do you have any tips?
I was thinking of scrubbing mine down and starting over.
>>23747736
I talked to some folks, apparently there have been quite a few spottings of seals by the coast. It is advised to stay away. They are there, lurking underneath the surface. Dear God.
I'm mostly afraid of the dark waters. Baltic is quite dark by the bay of Rīga, even when it is sunny. Cloudy weather makes the water somewhat gray, although that color wouldn't be fitting. You can't see the sand underneath your feet even if you are at chest deep water at times. And seals. They could be scary, but I suspect they aren't dangerous.
I'm not afraid of woods at all. I'm cautious of wild boar and occasional moose, but I would know how to act if I ran into any of those things. Now being in sea I feel much more vulnerable.
Belugas did nothing wrong, seal genocide for lyfe.
>>23747989
Whatever preferences becoming as symbols that people wear as social validation, clothing. Etc. It's pretty convoluted like all modern French philosophy.
I think I listened to it for about hundred times yesterday. And I did restart it for that verse a whole lot of times.
Cover art seems bit masturbatory, reminds me bit too much of vaporware and their aesthetics meme.
I'm a competent swimmer and my lungs are fairly powerful despite being suspected of asthma when I was really young, small volume and my years of smoking. I quit though.
It's very hard to drown in calm waters. Thing is it is easy to rest midwater by completely relaxing your body and laying on your back. Head always remains just above the water, so you can breathe whilst being almost motionless. Waves make it bit tricky as they wash over your face, but you can catch their timing easily as they are surprisingly rhythmical in their coming and going. Hard winds can make large waves, but it would be madness to swim too deeply then anyways.
I've been gone for a while and I'm kinda surprised these threads are still buzzing
Congrats
>do I have to post a pic of myself?
>>23749655
Well fuck... is it all right if I cry now...
I didn't see the light til I was a woman.
Same here.
I woke up rather late and missed work kek, so what you up to?
>>23749713
I recognize that bulge!
It ain't me, I'm just a unfortunate soul. No u
And the terabytes of necro midget clown pr0n ;)
I am actually dying ugh, my lungs feel weird. It's the stupid ass old building that used lead and whatnot.
>>23749779
If you want to be stalked again, yes.
>>23749797
No u r stahp bully me.
>>23749802
Stalked again? What do you mean?
There is a cray gril here that stalks and "doxxes" people.
Just don't do it if you value your privacy :[
>>23749806
>>23749812
Meant for you but might as well P.S.A it.
>>23749814
Well I'm pretty sure I've already been doxxed on here but I'll still be careful. Thanks anon
>>23749800
>necro midget clown pr0n ;)
>Thinking I am ashamed
>Thinking I haven't proudly hung each filthy picture on a frame.
>Thinking
>lungs feel weird
>https://www.zamnesia.com/blog-top-10-tobacco-alternatives-for-joints-n449
>http://www.globalhealingcenter.com/natural-health/9-best-herbs-lung-cleansing-respiratory-support/
...Don't ask or do.
Google; it has the answers.
> lead and whatnot.
W-what? Asbestos is yummy.
> I recognize that bulge!
What bulge?
(Buuuuurn)
>>23749820
No problems I'm here to help, just post face so when she inevitable comes we tell her to leave you alone :)
>>23749821
I was joke, I don't watch porn, I am pure and untoucged in mind and body.
If you had shame, you willn't be here.
Most people don't like to think.
I'm not looking for answers, I'm waiting it out until my lungs fail me or I am kill.
But it gives you retart babbies?
The one you hide mister :)
>mfw a latvian enters the room
also weather forecast for the next 4 days
IT GON RAIN
something like 40mm expected over the 4 days, so I'll be indoors for a while. Not like I was always indoors... heh
>>23745999
very cute, mate
>>23746022
yeah, why not? we're all retarded tho
>>23745443
nice meme
>>23745074
yes this was me
>>23745070
loving the (You)s here
>>23744035
good angle
>>23742406
hi chad
how have you been?
>>23749840
I might hold off on that. Australian anon who just posted doesn't like me. But I appreciate the protection
>>23749856
who are you?
>>23749863
A beautiful human bean
>>23749866
I like you anon <3
>>23749869
I don't think you do :)
>>23749840
>untoucged in mind and body.
That's not what you said this morning!
Can I haz your comp and pets when you do final dance?
>Tarts
I hope so, I'm not eating it for nothing. I want some some sass out of my baboons.
>>23749848
>Rain
I hope you have your rowing boat and mustache ready.
>>23749875
I like you.
>>23749856
>being intimidated by an abo
Hmm some animosity I see. Interesting, very interesting.
But as long as I am here, all shall be protected by my white wing.
>>23749848
DELET
https://clyp.it/1bpkmarl
>>23749877
If you say so
>no bully pls
>>23749878
Thanks boo
>>23749878
t. mejico
>>23749877
they are
>>23749875
oh I do!
>>23749879
kek is that your voice? that's awesome
>>23749877
I don't know what you're talking about ;)
I don't have a computer and my pet left me for somebody new :'(
Not those tarts silly, I meant the ones that strive for attention, just like the Palestein hoer.
Why baboons?
>>23749883
Lizard detected.
Fuck ples dunt scroll up...
>>23749883
oh it's you! where did you get the idea I don't like you? apart from responding with "mods"
>>23749886
Guarantedd response :)
Thanks for the (You) my friend ;*
>>23749886
THIS TOO
https://clyp.it/1pqbdkjx
>>23749889
Just the constant reporting. Which I get why you do it. It just makes me feel like you don't like me
>>23749887
What will I see when I scroll up?
>>23749893
I know how to get my (You)s
>>23749895
https://clyp.it/hmgqucvw
>>23749896
I've never actually reported you. I've just said 'MODS' because shitposting
>>23749856
>>23749779
I love you for posting Bautista.
>>23749848
>40mm
Is unusual for the area?
It's all for (You)
>>23749800
SOMEBODY
Do you need a shoulder?
Was it flashing?
It's a disease.
Oh jeez, just fuck it yeah. I've been on a binge lately so today and every other day of the week is dedicated to getting swol.
>>23749756
The most worrisome thing about them would be that they fuck up harbor porpoises for "nutritional value". Which are roughly the size of a human.
That sounds pretty sketchy, but there aren't many sharks in that area, or skates or rays I'd bet either. Even still, the spoop of the unknown.
So I've heard some other countries refer to Alces alces as elk, not the case over there? Wild boar must be good food in the fall.
Belugas and dewgongs for premier.
>>23749709
Nah, just barehand them, show your neighbors you lack the proper faculties to process fear.
>>23749902
Well thanks then m8
>>23749904
Sadly I don't know where those pics came from. I just thought they were really purdy
Every time you click this picture, you make the frog happy.
fuck, I feel so bad now.
>>23749904
yeah, melbourne gets light rain mostly. Amounts like this are considered significant, especially since the average for the whole of may is 30mm
>tfw every time you see your teacher to discuss project he suggests you commit suicide
>>23747281
I haven't yet, what does it taste like
I think I will try again tonight, hopefully there won't be too many people.
>>23747140
What do you wonder about
Tell you what exactly, I don't have anything of that sort
Man I'm tired and that homo changed his mind about the project today.
>>23747192
I meant something close to that, anyways no point complaining
That is probably the truest description, the circumstances that is, but sometimes I do not even want to try to get to better ones for it is exhausting
The homo strikes again
Submission is tomorrow and he starts criticizing shit and asking us to change the design
It's bad enough that it's the most pretentious project ever because we listen to his BS.
>>23747989
Ayy same
Been busy working for I have a prefinal submission tomorrow at 4 pm
>tfw bringing us to school on Sunday to submit project when the presentation is not till Tuesday
I feel you on the sickness, yesterday a tear slipped and the rest was too dramatic
Same
What are you up to.
>>23749883
Ayy Izzy.
>>23749883
Underage!
Post llama.
>>23749886
>they are
Est-ce une une fourrure ?
Je ne pas quoi dire ...
Bon bon .
>>23749887
>pet
That's what you get for having a standard pet.
Get back to me when you have a Mermaid.
>Attention
...I'm not your father, luke.
>Baboons
Because a gorilla wouldn't fit in my basket. :(
>>23749919
Hey gorgeous.
You should murder your teacher :*
>>23749921
I will always post llama. This little girls name it Georgia
>>23749655
Well, on good ziplines one does not smack trees! And a few years now.
>>23749848
Well thanks
>>23746676
Well shit just saw your post, been in the other thread but don't think it's going to strong right now unfortunately.
And idk why folks even trade their shit for gift card, idk what kind of cards they actually are. Could be some TGI $50 gift for all I know.
Think the first year they did it I saw some young folks trade in a WWII handgun which made me rage a little.
But seems like the only kinds of ppl who do that are the ones despite for some cash and have their g'pa old service gun.
And the fish shit up the lake then you know you'll get some bigger fish creeping up from the bottom. That's a pro tip from your nigger friend.
And idk if I should just start posting here or stay in the other thread I have to baby sit but have a nifty king photo I took yesterday in the rain.
>>23749896
The face of death.
Where is the caiman?
>>23749904
CAN SOMEBODY FIND ME
Yes actually :'(
No it just burst on to my face.
Hopefully.
Binge on what?
>>23749919
You should listen to him.
Not now, you know when. Besides it's my time to shine watch this.
Anything. I didn't even mean that anyways ew gross you perv.
I slept kinda late and missed work :/
What project?
>>23749921
You can say she is standard and I would love a mermaid actually.
But I am your son, Ani.
What about spider monkey?
>>23749938
Right here bb
>>23749932
Ay drawanon
Kek do you just squat everywhere
Respect.
>>23749926
You're right I dream about it everyday
How you been, and how's the llamas.
>>23749928
But the feeaaar.
Nice, jealous of your life choices.
>>23749919
Sex and cough syrup.
Shy of other drinkers or?
>>23749916
>May
>30mm
What the fug. No monsoon?
>>23749908
http://www.chiarabautista.com
>https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5rE15hKyXUc
>>23749938
COOOME HOME.
I have no shoulders )':
Oh oh god.
Transmissable.
Lifting mostly.
>>23749902
https://clyp.it/rfx3ten5
>>23749904
Tell me more pls.
Actually I meant live ones beaching. The dead ones probably died of some disease or old age and wound up being washed ashore. The ones I've seen didn't have bite marks or anything like that.
Moose or elk, I don't know, I just the former when speaking English. We call them aļņi, singular alnis. Boar tastes very good, however it carries disease and needs throughout cooking. Best stewed IMO.
>>23749919
>2016
>still being a Palestinian
https://clyp.it/y1krlpa3
I think your teacher has guessed your deep down desires right there.
Whether or not you complain, the discontent is obviously there. Ignoring it doesn't really work, as to ignore something you have for acknowledge that there is something in the first place that is deemed to be ignored.
How bad is it? Can you make it until tomorrow?
Anyways, hey! How was your day? Are you feeling any better? I'm pretty great myself. Went for a swim, water was much warmer than yesterday, pretty much had no one bother me when I expected that I would be today and I am reading upon how universities work. And I dug up some old physics and mathematics schoolbooks for high school, so I'm going to study them so by the time of the Autumn I know my shit and can advance quickly in my schooling so I don't lose my time.
Here is the picture of that beast I am faced up against. I don't think I will be able to feel satisfied until I've gotten as far it goes. You're higher than me on those steps, so I have a lot of catching up to do.
>>23749945
Is pretty qt for an iguana...
And dunt call me bb am not gay ew.
>>23749953
SWEET HOME ALABAMA?
Why what happened?!
Oh god what?
Don't say that.
Ooh lifting weights or lifting hearts <3
>>23749950
I've been decent and so have llamas
We've actually been dealing with a lot of parasite shit and one llama drowned in the creek so I've been working a lot over there to get rid of parasites and block the llamas off from the creek
>>23749987
It'd an alligator bbbbbbbbbbbb
>>23749953
I'm afraid to click that
>>23749953
>sex and cough syrup
Kek both foreign to me
No, I told you before I think but I'm not suppose to be doing so
If someone recognizes me I will get into trouble since muslims and all.
>>23749938
If I go down he goes down with me
Watch what
I will tell you sikrit, I raped a chicken
Lel idiot what happens to you now
Stupid graduation project.
>>23749977
Nah I just implied that he should kill himself once, and ever since he been telling me to odd myself
Not totally ignoring, just not bothering with rn
It's bad, and probably not, we will give in something unfinished
That's great, and comforting to know
>Final boss battle : Doctoral studies
Just maybe one day
Been fucking annoying seeing his face, and listening to his BS but got to put up with him.
>>23749977
>https://clyp.it/y1krlpa3
Fuu
>>23749996
It looks like a fucking gecko to me, what's the difference niqa.
I SAID YAMATE OMG Y R U SO R00D?!?
>>23750008
May I see and take vid?
The chaos I was about to create but I got turned off already :/
A cock or a hen? Stoori nao.
Idk and idc, probably nothing I didn't get a call yet kek.
"Graduation project" I heard this for a year now wtf.
>>23750019
I'm evil bb
>>23749953
Nvm. Those drawings are beautiful. Do they follow a story line?
>>23749950
Hey there palestchan, I try my best just want to represent my passion of squating to you all since I found out I can squat for hours.
And shit drawanon shouldn't be my name since I haven't drawn anything in weeks. I've lost tha passion chef Ramsey, I'm sorry /;'^{
Have another squat truely a painful experience
>>23750038
Ples stop...I'm a sensitive soul...
Am crying nao thanks a lot.
>>23750048
You're welcome boob
>>23750059
At least you didn't call me a faggit or a taco or a beaner or a sunpraising, heart-taking subhuman :')
>>23749904
>Nah, just barehand them, show your neighbors you lack the proper faculties to process fear.
But gardening :_:
>>23749953
I'm a big fan of my life desu. I'll coach you through the fear. It's my job!
>>23750008
By the way, speaking of suicide, I had this spark of creativity just about right now and these lines darted in my head.
As for the disappointment,
There won't be none to see;
For the greatest of them
Has now ceased to be.
I have this edgy now that I want to write an elegy for a weeping mother upon her son's suicide. I think I will write this as my first poem. I need to fix the clanky metre and some glaring problems in that stanza, but I'm bombarded with ideas for the rest of them.
What do you think? Too edgy?
What's with you and suicidal fags? I'm not a fag, but fug, you sure attract suicidal folk. Not that I'm suicidal, but the idea of poem dealing with suicide seems oddly coincidental.
Will it pass the grade?
Is it, really?
Would you like to be an academic btw? I can imagine you burying yourself in work in some cosy European country, drinking wine all day. Without fear of being caught btw kek.
Call him out?
>>23750015
Pls record something for bantz.
>>23750067
Do you even praise the Emperor?
>>23750107
I praise nothing.
Only this man.
>>23750120
You praise a man that is not the glory of humanity. Have you no shame heathen?
I slept in and it feels bad missing those hours, get feels good to be rested.
>breakfast
Peanut butter and no I have no bread
What have you eaten today?
>>23749926
What do you actually have these llamas for, do you ride them?
>>23749938
Same, I could go to Atlantis!
B-but...I'm your son!
But, hear me out.
Bat pigs.
>I bit bullet and got insta for the pics, do any of you guys have it so I can creep on you and have a better feed?
>>23750135
Breakfast of champions. I however must one-up you. I've had only the junk in my nose that I've been snorting back down to prevent the dam from flooding.
>>23750135
And half a leftover beer, maybe some cold steak.
>>23750148
>Breakfast of champions.
Yaeh
>junk
Nay
I forgot I have oatneals, might just splatter peanutbutter there
>>23750125
Are you a retart?
This man was the pinnacle of humanity. He was too good that death took him early.
Lys.
>>23750141
Go then, and send me postcards.
And I am the mom?
Spider pig is better. Gtfo you break my heart.
>>23750155
Toss in some butr too, make it nice. That actually sounds hella good.
>>23750159
>Pinnacle of humanity
Do hoho, I think not, heretic!
