Don't you want to feel every possible emotion?
Why would you want to die?
There are drugs out there and achievements you could reach
but you die
Life - 90% negative emotions, 10% positive emotions
Death - 0% negative emotions, 0% positive emotions
Death is objectively a better deal
>>25120203
I want to explore my psyche and dig deeper down the rabbit hole of negativity
>>25120203
Negative emotions aren't bad emotions. They're just negative.
Fear, anger, grief, sadness, etc. are all beautiful and worthwhile parts of the human experience. You're not supposed to feel happy all the time. Feeling sad is not a disease. Feeling sad a lot, or even mostly, is not a disease.
We live in a culture that tries to tell us that if you're not happy all the time, that's something you need to fix. It isn't.
Sure, depression is definitely a problem, but that's not the same as feeling 90% negative emotions. Depression is this soul-crushing, spark-quenching, horrendous feeling of numbness and fog that makes everything look, smell, sound, taste, and feel grey and dull. It's what gives rise to self-harm just to feel anything, and that alone stands as proof that feeling nothing is worse than feeling hurt. There's some spark more vital and intrinsic to the human soul than happiness is, it can keep you going even when all you feel is sadness and hurt, and when you lose it and find it again, sadness and hurt become something to cherish because you can feel them again.
A life that's mostly pain and sorrow is still worthwhile and beautiful. a 90/10 negative-positive ratio of emotions is still a kind of balance. People create sad music, tragedy, rage porn, horror stories, etc. for a reason.
want and hope are the reason loss,sadness and disappointment exist.kinda like how the only reason a shadow exists is because of a light.let go of things like this and you will be free of all fear and pain.just dont give a fuck
>>25120190
one ice coffee please
post seoyoung instead
>>25120190
1 piss jug please
>>25120335
This was beautiful.
Thank you anon
>>25120853
You're welcome. I'm honestly glad that somebody even read it.
