Who /given up on life/ here?
>30
>Alcoholic
>no job
>HS education
alcoholics unite
i gave up after i got raped by tanned german
i have.
>>73887743
Reporting in
>>73888177
after 7:0
>>73887743
how can you give up on something you don't have
34
Alcoholic
Divorced
Three kids
Day laborer
Kill me
>>73888088
>"I'll just have one beer after work to unwind"
>pass out in bed drunk off of a 6 pack of craft beer and two 24oz cans of cheap shit I stumbled up to the liquor store to get after I ran out
>>73887743
Go to Alcoholics Anonymous you faggot. They'll be hella chill and will LITERALLY help you get a job.
>29 turning 30 next month
>still delivering pizza
>handholdless virgin
There's no point in trying anyway
>>73887743
>alcoholic
>no job
Who pays for your booze nigger? Also get a degree or better yet learn a trade.
>>73888244
Guess I'm lucky. I live with my dad who is also a drunk. He makes good money. Supplies my drinking.
Starting to have pain in lower left back. Probably from drinking. Hoping my kidneys fail.
>>73888267
>try to have at least a vodka bottle at home at all times "just in case"
>always fail because I empty it while being BO drunk
>>73887743
well god damn man, i'm sorry. it's never too late to move forward though. i wish you could get out of the hole you're in
>>73887743
This will sound silly but it is true.
I grew up preaching unbelief in God. Recently I got so depressed that I thought about killing my self.
Then I remembered all those folks I know who are Christian, and feeling so hopeless I tried prayer.
I ask God and Jesus to help me no be so prideful and wrathful (two things I am very much guilty of.)
Felt better. Didn't want to kill my self anymore.
Currently working up the courage to go to a fundamental church to hear the word.
Christ Chan (the wholesome pictures) helped.
I can preach the logic against faith better than most people I've ever heard. I know the difference between faith and science.
Faith gave me the courage to go on.
Drinking alcohol and complaining about life on 4chan.
You can't reach any lower grounds.
>>73888304
>>>handholdless virgin
No one cares about that shit faggot
>>73888302
Agoraphobic. Can't really go anywhere
>>73888410
Always wonder about this.
>>73887743
>23
>no gf
>NEET
JUST
>18
>well off
>plan for the future
>still manic depressive
>still desperately alone
death cant come soon enough
>>73887743
Start by cutting back on your booze and saving the cash. I used to be an alcoholic. I stopped drinking for a month and guess what? I only need 6 tallboys to get drunk now. Still drink on weekends, but not if I'm going to work the weekend.
Get a part-time or full time job doing whatever you can. If you're half decent at anything mechanical, look for something that requires that. You'd be surprised at how much cross-over there is in construction and landscaping.
Next take some online courses to upgrade your marks.
Then go to a trade school or community college.
After that, get a better job.
Next ????
Profit.
>>73887743
>>>/r9k/
Listen faggot, life sucks and its a struggle every day. Do something about it. Enlist in the army. Backpack across europe. SOMETHING.
>>73887743
Right here, buddy.
>25
>almost murdered by father twice at age 8
>get molested by brother's friend two years later
>best friend dies due to a freak accident three years later
>ex-fiancee cheats
Never had alcohol or did drugs so don't use those as a suppressors for fear i'll get addicted to them.
20 and have already given up.
>>73888601
>Backpack across europe.
stop repeating this please. what will that accomlish
>>73888540
I read that as anglophobic, I've been on /pol/ too long
I always wondered why you deadshits don't just travel around, you have nothing to lose so why not have a look around the country while you're doing fuck all.
>24
>Canuckstani Master Race
>Civil Engineer
>Live in Toronto
>lost virginity at 18
>at least 3 women I could call to hook up with at the moment
>easy to buy weed since it's basically legal from all the dispensaries
>spend my off days smoking bongs, watching Infowars and reading history books.
>mfw Donald Trump is about to become President.
Life is worth living.
>>73888413
you don't want kidney failure, just kill self instead
>>73887743
>36
>youtube memer
>earn 1 dollar a week
>5 months back on rent
>>73887743
Not entirely, but close to it
>21
>not addicted on anything per se, but get a "now I need to use something, anything to get me high" feeling from time to time
>part time job which grinds my gears like slave labor because my mental capacity for physical and mental tolerance is near to nonexistant
>college education
>almost no friends, used to be total chad until I was 17 and for some reason lost all interest in social contact
ITT: A bunch of miserable faggots that can't control themselves or grow the fuck up. Jesus christ no wonder civilization is collapsing. Get your shit straight and go do something with yourselves.
>>73887743
Can't you join the military?
>>73887743
>5 months ago
>18
>well off, good education
>lonely and depressed af
>now
>19
>started doing drugs
>big social circle
>3 really close friends
>still somewhat okay off financially
>Have Gf
I'm 90% sure the drug meme is something in place by jews to keep us lonely and weak, just don't do that stuff every fucking week and it's the best time you'll have in your life.
>>73887743
I'm thinking about suicide a lot, yeah.
>>73888472
Go forth and sin no more.
>>73888667
Meeting new people, making new memories, broadening your horizons? That sounds gay, but it will boost your endorphins or some shit
t. Not a scientits
>>73888540
Get help. Sitting in your house all day isn't going to fix it.
>>73888472
Go late to service. Skip the worship. It's boring as shit but the word is good depending on the preacher.
even if you're 70 and dying it's never too late to get your life back on track.
you only get one.
Remember the feelings and hopes you had for the future when you were young. What you wanted to be when you grew up. Take a quick inventory: what event(s) WITHIN YOUR CONTROL (not outside issues) caused you to be in the state you are in now? You CAN overcome them.
You're gonna make it.
>>73888805
Stop using drugs or I will invade Denmark.
>>73888413
You've got a hair in your drink, dude
Me:
>21
>Skinny af
>Hate going anywhere
>Only have long distance gf's so I rarely have to go out with them
>Fired from my last job because I rarely showed up
>No motivation to get a new job
>Broke as fuck, not even making NEETbux
I used to be completely different, but I haven't been the same since my ex stole all of my money and ran off with another guy. Everything has been downhill since then.
>>73887743
Dear OP, that sucks.
I was you at 29.
Quit drinking, smoking, decided to get my act together after taking care of my dad while he died from cancer. (I took care of him.)
So at 29, i went to college and am just now finishing with an associate of science and general associates degree.
Dont drink anymore, i am updating my resume and looking for full time work, while scheduled for criminal justice certificate in the fall at same school.
Depending on happening, may stay working or go in the fall.
No student debt.
Find your cause/purpose and if you do go to school, do not take fake classes.
>>73888575
same
26 with debilitating alcoholism. Start drinking liquor the moment I wake up until I black out. I resist the urge to blow my head off with a shotgun every moment of the day. I fantasize about the alcohol killing me in my sleep.
>>73888805
DAHAHAHA Ask ANY drug user how they started.
Dont be to Hygge guy
>>73887743
24, shitty gas station job, not even a GED.
no car, living in a garage of a friend who feels sorry for me.
bought a gun last year and i think about it every day.
>>73887743
Same here but 35. NEET for the last year too. Keep applying for desk jobs but I'm not getting them. Wondering if it's better to try and move into something different. I hated sitting a fucking desk but don't want to grind my body down doing manual labor. My family and making music are the only thing that keep me from an hero.
>>73888630
You sound fucked. I'd have blown my brians with all my drinking as motivation
>>73888898
i've seen enough Kurzgesagt videos to know life is pointless.
>>73888630
Did you ever tell your ex about getting molested?
Take that shit to the grave with you, anon. Unless you have some real bros to vent to and know won't look at you different just make sure you show yourself ur a better person.
You dodged a bullet btw. She could've been your cheating ex wife if u didn't catch that shit early. Now get back up and fail again.
>>73888719
Meh i don't care anymore. Really. I'm a bad person. Fundamentally flawed. I use to beat my mother. One time I threw a toy car at her and broke her nose. I was like 13. Didn't help that she used to make fun of me for being a chubby kid. She was also a drunk.
Just look at the flag.
Moving to the third world is giving up and then some.
>>73888834
>Sitting in your house all day
>25
>no high school education
>never held a job for more than 2 weeks
>friendless virgin
>never taken any drugs or alcohol
>living comfy neet life on $400 a month
>have not given up. I'm more optimistic than most people
>>73887743
You can always change that to
>30
>non-alcoholic
>job
>education
>>73889125
It's only as pointless as you want it to be. Life is about you; not the whole entire universe.
>>73889176
cheap AKs though i'm sure.
>>73889014
I meant to post this pic.
Find your cause/purpose you goys and get your acts together.
Though people's horror stories are making me feel slightly better. Going to crack a Raging Bitch and finish laying out the track I started last night.
>>73889051
>implying I'm stupid
I have old school friends completely destroyed by drugs.
Just stay away from acid and have a bit of self discipline and you'll be alright ameribro.
Have ya even tried drugs before you say stuff like that? People can drink each week without becoming alcohlics.
>>73888978
Sven du kan jo ikke slås for en skid.
>>73887743
>Wanted to teach history
>Took a BA
>Got ambitious and took Latin and Greek
>GF goes insane
>Makes me miserable, complains when I talk about anything related to my interests
>Fuck up school in my LAST year
>She leaves
>No GF, no money, shit degree with shit gpa, only a seasonal job
>Have to go to Korea to get a job
now
>No expenses
>2k/month pure profit
>Sexy film student gf
>she thinks its sexy when I talk about politics and history
>my main inconveience is that porn sites are blocked here
>>73888472
Faith is good to have because church normally treats each other like family. But if they have literal interpretations of the book, get out.
I was raised Christian, but don't believe a word of it. They can be nice people though.
>>73887743
hello are you me?
>>73888472
>Faith gave me the courage to go on
of course it did, that's what religion does, it gives meaning to life, it give meaning to suffering.
>>73889021
Im the same with valium oxycodone and alcohol.
>>73887743
I want to die
>>73888552
saved up a bunch of money when I still had motivation
>>73889265
Danskjävel. Du vann denna gång.
>>73887743
>26
>functioning alcoholic
>getting medical doctorate in a year
I got a contract to work with a small community which means I'll be seeing most, if not everyone. Licensure rules prevent me from dating current and past patients which means I have to go hour+ drive outside my community to date someone.
>>73889147
>Did you ever tell your ex about getting molested?
Good god no. I've only told one dude about it and that's after knowing him for 8 years. If he wasn't as fucked up as me I probably wouldn't have told him.
it's all just a dream
>>73888985
I know I'm talking to myself here, but it's something nonetheless.
I'm over the girl, but can't get over how I let her walk all over me. Not only did she make me drive my friends and family away, she left me in debt with nobody to talk to but other anons.
Started making shit up about how I was abusive so that she'd get away consequence free and be able to use victim points.
Genuinely amazed I'm still alive from the amount of drugs and alcohol it took me to get to sleep at night for the first few months.
>Turned 38 today.
>Broke.
>Been trying to get back in school to go into the trades (I like fixing shit) after years in EMS, leading to nightmares and depression.
>Go to the gym 5 days a week (I'm skinny).
>No friends.
>Gave up on wanting to be a writer
>Gave up on dating
>Haven't seen the sun in years
I feel nothing today.
21
finishing college
functional alcoholic
gave up on trying to have friends after realising most of them were just kiked in disguise
haven't had a girlfriend in three years
depressed most of the time, haven't left the house in three months.
I'd kill myself but that'll just put more pressure on my mother, since my father's a jobless alcoholic currently living somewhere else.
>>73889386
I've thought about doing pills but with the amount of vodka I drink (4-5 gallons a week), I fear it will basically be the same as putting a bullet in my head so I may as well do that when it comes down to it.
>>73889304
Living the dream Korea Bro...
Throw in some Bulgogi and I'm jelly...
>>73889021
Alright buddy. Its time to convert.
http://pastebin.com/xMQ9wAwW
You've already given up on the world anyway.
Damn, so many sad /pol/acks
>>73889206
Vet du om det är möjligt att få mera om man inte är sjuk enligt doktorn?
Oh yeah, i also live in a shithole country ran by people that only want to line their pockets with more money and don't give two shits about whatever people want.
But i guess that applies to everywhere.
>>73889260
Why does everybody nowadays think they are a musician? Takingdrum dMples, throwing them into ableton and putting a shitty preprogrammed MASSIVE synth over it is a)not music and b)not mkomg music
Your tracks suck and nobody wants to hear them. You'll never make any money off of them and it's not a hobby. Stop.
Just stop what your doing trashman.
>>73889602
Want a friend?
>24
>Finished highschool
>Held a job for a couple years
>Saved 75k, living off savings.
>Haven't had sex in 6 years
I just live in my bedroom. I barely leave the house and have no friends. I've completely lost all the aspiration I had when I was in schooling. I've booked a plane ticket and got my mum to help me get a visa so I can train at a Muay Thai gym in Thailand for 6 months. When I am done with that, I'll either kill myself or join the army.
>>73887743
>32
>Alcoholic
>CTO at successful Tech startup
>2m net in first year of operation
>HS Education
I'm still a autistic neckbeard who hates life. I go to Dubai and plan on ordering hookers but chicken out because I think they'll think i'm too nasty to fuck even for money.
Going to go order a steak and get drunk now...
Just remember, if you don't have your sanity or health, all the money in the world won't make a difference.
>>73889394
How does one stay motivated in Iceland?
>>73888447
Why do you get shithoused? Fuckin fed up with Germanic tolerance or something?
I sympathize with all of you, I'm not happy with my situation neaither but this thread made me double check if i didin't land on /r9k/ by accident
>>73887743
>be me
>married. Wife can't stop spending money.
>she spends more time with her friends than me.
>no sex
>find myself with another girl for 4 months.
>she's in same situation as me
>other girls gets pregnant
>she stops talking to me and disappears
>8 months later I get an email that says "it's a boy".
>we talk
>it's mine but she doesn't want me involved at all. Because she fell in love with her man again.
>But said she'll keep in touch and send me pictures.
>wife still spends money like it grows off trees.
>sex is like once every few months.
>we took a whole week off to spend together this past week. She spent one day with me, the rest with other people.
>not a day goes by where I don't feel like a piece of shit and want to kill myself.
>>73888472
I have faith, but in more morose things like I have faith that one day the barbarian Muslim droves will make their intent known to the west and the west will finally stand up once enough blood has been shed and wage world war with unprecedented brutality.
The first people to die will be the traitors.
>>73887743
>wasted 3 years going to university right after high school
>was on scholarship for first 2 years, screwed up on second year
>made terrible decision to take out a loan and try to get back in the groove
>now going to community college, trying to get associate's in nursing
>made 88 on HESI exam, A's and B's in everything, 3.5 GPA
>won't hear anything about if I make the main or alternate lists, or if I don't get in at all until beginning of June
I just feel like all of my eggs are in a basket, and they're slowly rotting
>>73889799
Happiness is a lie.
Life is pain, but unlike /r9k/, we try to go past crippling depression and move on with our lives while shitposting on an imageboard.
>>73889784
choose life, and life more abundantly!
>26
>black out at 8 PM every single day
>college education but no diploma
>4 years professional software development experience but never get past job interview
>always have had lots of social anxiety and self esteem problems that I developed from growing up homersexual with a paranoid, mentally ill Mormon mother who has random mental breakdowns and honestly believes that God throws meteors and earthquakes at random brown people on the other side of the planet because of the gays
My last ditch is going to be getting a job shoveling ditches or flipping burgers and trying to work on a personal project in my spare time
>>73889784
Make the best of it and enjoy life, you goddamn faggot.
>>73889065
and i thought i had a shitty life.
>be almost 40 sorber for two years
> get gf all good for six months she grows angry because i like to stay at work and never go our
>two months ago says she needs some time off i told her to get the fuck out
>i think she's cheating since she got a new job, turns out sister giving her the shits for dating an asshole
>have a relapse start drinking every day for the last two months
>browse and shitpost all day and drink at work
>people notice that i'm drunk all day and bitch
>ex gf calls and tells me why am i being rude and drunk all day
>tells me she's not coming back and moves to another city
>last night i'm drinking outside with a friend and she was outside her okd house, she just pases and don't say a word
>on fouth beer and not even noon.
i want out.
>23
>finishing law school
>hate it
>no job perspective
>country fucked sideways
>depressed 80% of the time
>family struggling because of the crisis
They are the only thing keeping me alive tbqh
mfw> 32 HS education
> 5'7" complete manlet
> God tier facial symmetry
> Neet all day cause wife is a lawyer
> Using feminism to my advantage
Feels beddy gud
>>73889962
>4 years professional software development experience but never get past job interview
iktf
>God throws meteors and earthquakes at random brown people on the other side of the planet
Wish this were true
>>73889757
I honestly don't know. Why should someone have to suffer through the Hell of putting up with me and my Redpill?
I really want to meet an Estonian, though.
>>73889818
Why don't you just throw down the gauntlet and tell her enough is enough?
I say this as a married man with two children who has had to do this several times. The most recent time was when my wife was unemployed for a bit because of a move we made for my job and all she did was sit at home and buy shit off Amazon.
>>73889706
Ja, skaffa dig en asperger diagnos och begär aktivetsersättning och bostadsstöd. Du måste vara solbränd-svensk eller ha barn för att kunna söka andra bidrag.
>>73889781
>couple years
>75K saved
>with a hs degree
doubt it was legal at all
>>73889745
Says the worthless drunk who lives at home with daddy.
Never said I was a musician anyway. It is also in fact a hobby. I'm glad I came into this thread because knowing there's fags like you in the world makes me feel better about my own situation.
>what the fuck is a "dMples" anyway
>21
>Work 40 hours a week as a line cook
>going to transfer to a four year school after getting my associates
>weed is cheap, money is decent
>just biding my time, grinding
What should I major in if I want to go into advertising? The degree program at the University is communication studies but that just seems like a waste. I want to create, write and film and get paid by company's to "advertise" for them.
>>73887743
Turning 21 next month
This happened which I posted in another thread >>73753362
>2.5 years into EE degree
>gpa issues spring up after school randomly charged me 4000$
>Literally calling other school transfer offices right now to see how many of my 54 credits will transfer
>They are all leaving me about 24~30 credits
>That pushes me back a whole year
>Started in 2013
>Might not have my BS degree until 2018 or 2019
Its this or risk academic dismissal from my current school
Something even the military will scrutinize. With that on my record I would never be accepted to another school again
>>73888267
wew iktf
>>73890089
>Why should someone have to suffer through the Hell of putting up with me and my Redpill?
>tfw you drop the redpill too hard and your friends think you're just a paranoid racist
>>73887743
32. Part time job. Lives with grandma in attic. Degenerate artist.
>>73888472
See I'm 100% atheist, but this is why I've never had a problem with religion (unless someone's trying to mix religion and politics.)
It helps people like you out, and changes lives. I'm a psychiatrist, and I see so many people like have their lives turned around by the church. Now I've also seen people who's lives would've been infinitely better if they had never stepped foot into a church, but those are few and far between. Religion is one of the biggest psychological placebo effects, but it works amazingly. The best advice I could give almost everyone with any problems is to think them over logically and with more reason than emotion, come to a decision, and then to stop thinking and worrying about said problem. However that's obviously extremely hard to do for most people. Religion however helps people do exactly that. If you have someone looking over your whole life now and making sure everything turns out ok; that takes a whole lot of pressure and stress off of you, and it helps you make some much more logical decisions and changes in your life. Now there's definitely some people that this backfires on, because they just sit around letting their problems get worse and worse expecting them to just be magically fixed by a god.
>>73889561
It's okay, anon. You just need therapy. I'm in an almost identical boat, starting therapy tomorrow.
>>73888888
Stay strong OP and the rest of you in here who are depressed. The bad times pass; even if it feels like you can't remember the last time you were happy and there appears to be no end in sight. Bad times are temporary. Pick up a Bible and start reading. Sincerely reach out to the Lord and you will feel His love. Things will get better.
Haha I am an actuary and I make six figures. Haha Haha Haha.........
>be me, last year
>on my way to office
>have crippling depression
>start sobbing on TTC
>everyone is looking
>its my subway stop
>take out napkin, wipe my tears
>go to work
>>73889265
Implying acid is worse inherently worse than anything else. Like weed, it only destroys you if you are an idiot. Otherwise another good way to reset. Like a long vacation that only last a day.
>>73888691
kek well we are
>>73890303
I've done that more times than I can count. Well except for the subway part.
You're not alone, friend.
>>73889818
Just leave that bitch! If it is already darkest timeline anon what do you have to lose?
>>73889940
>choose life, and life more abundantly
lol, my mother use to quote that bible verse all the time to me.
>>73890005
How? I am clearly insane or have some mental issues that keep me from enjoying my self.
>>73888472
Sure
>>73890082
damn what drove her to you? what ethnicity are you guys
>>73890166
Let's hear your 128bpm beatz deadmau5
>he thinks it's a hobby
>>73890100
Låter dystert. Tack.
>>73890089
You could believe in reptilian overlords and Id still be your friend. I'm being sincere.
Ive been where you're at I think.
>>73887743
try some magic mushrooms or lsd, OP
>>73890092
Seems like driving off a cliff would be much easier. I tell her... She changes of a bit then just goes back at it. The frappe part is, she spends money on food. No she's not fat but she eats at only organic places and buys organic foods to go along with her organic smoothie. put a fucking bullet to my brain please.
>>73887743
24
G.E.D
Most progressive state in U.S.A
Part-time work
Heroin junkie ( clean 2 months ) but can't wait till my next use
>>73888472
http://pastebin.com/xMQ9wAwW
Some resources for you.
>>73889701
If there is hell that's probably where most of my family went so I would rather join them.
>>73887743
>26
>Barely drink
>Work out daily
>Job in Telecommunications also unionized
>Hooked up with an ex-gf I hadn't seen in 7 years in March
>Love Donald Trump
>Hate Weed Man
>>73887743
Don't give up OP.
You're 30, not 60. It's not too late.
>>73888703
i do a bit of traveling, but it requires money and takes some spirit as well. I'm generally just too unhappy/poor to do so.
>>73888715
didnt fuck Til you were 18? Jesus lol
Quit whining. Become a man above, or even against time. See through this illusory world and its nonsense.
>>73890514
You really don't.
>friday morning, making plans with gf
>go on /pol/
>see resident /pol/lacks bitching and whining
kek
>>73890264
What happened with you, anon?
>>73888267
>at a party
>steal a bottle of vodka on my way out
>have to be sat down by worker at train station because I keep almost falling onto the tracks
>drop vodka bottle to open my front door
>realize what i've just done
>cry at my own doorstep over wasted vodka
>passed out about 2 minutes later anyway
just
>>73890303
>>73890375
What is the source of your depression? Something specific or the downfall of the west?
>>73889014
So...what'd you learn in college? :^)
>>73890264
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLrnkK2YEcE
>>73890492
sounds like portland?
>>73890590
Just try to help them out.
>>73887743
If you have given up on life why not kill some niggers?
>>73890486
Why not just lash out and cheat on her or something, like even more and start bring women over for sleepovers?
I mean if nothing works and you're delving into insanity why not at least have fun with it
>>73888233
Kek'd and checked
>spent 18th birthday in hospital
>19th birthday spent working delivery
>worked Ass off 3-4 days a week for minimum wage, $4.90 while on a delivery
>never trained, burn both arms badly with scalding hot sanitizer while doing dishes every night
>go back to smoking weed because it's the only way besides ingesting a bullet
>become a daily smoker, still depend on it to keep away the bad thoughts
>one manager constantly tried to still my tips, others treated me as shit but whatever
>store run like shit. Hardly organized and every manager completely inept
>quit after 3 months due to a panic attack, my first since my suicide attempts 2 years earlier
>bosses refuse to pay me for 2 months after, claiming they "lost" the checks, plural
>shift blame to me
>Acquire documentation, get one check for $150 for 3 weekends, 20 hours each of work
I literally can't
>>73887743
>tfw finishing college
>all peers are gloating
>"that's the way to go anon you'll make it"
>these fucking dolts don't even know and/or don't care about global jewish nwo overtaking
>all is meaningless
>I wish I was at the eastern front killing bolsheviks
>I wish this diploma was a maschinengewehr
>I wish this stupid graduate cap was a stahlhelm
why even fucking live?
>>73889602
Happy birthday faggot
>>73890670
Seattle
Does Portland paint their crosswalks rainbow colored?
>>73890643
In my case I have no idea. I've been struggling with anxiety and depression since primary school.
Exercise, diet, friendship, relationships, none of those things helped. Medication makes me functional but numb.
I can honestly not remember a time when I was ever happy.
>>73887743
Anymore of that fine white lady?
>>73890751
Same
Just remember, if you want your situation to change and better yourself and I know it's not this easy. You gotta change yourself to get there.
I think about killing myself all the time, I've held loaded guns to my mouth, knifes to my throat. You may think you have nothing coming for you and thst nothing is worth it, but it is. It's okay to think it but killing yourself is fucking degenerate and you're an even bigger pussy for taking that way out as opposed to working your problems out yourself. You can do it.
Follow your dreams
>>73887743
College education
Functioning alcoholic
At work on break
>>73888244
Typical baby boomers kin right here guys
26 yo
No kids
Church: head of maintenance
45k a year salary
Longterm gf
Cats
Ferrets
3 bedrooms
2 cars
No drinking
Smoke weed everyday
Feels gud man.
I never gave up
I had times I was unemployed and homeless
You're a coward who gave up
>30
>Don't want kids or marriage.
>Need to go to school or something.
>Make a comfortable living off getting finger banged for money.
>Can't do that forever.
>Hate everybody.
The ride never ends. It may not get worse, but it won't get better.
>>73889818
Was in this same situation, she's lost all respect for you. I left and my life is fucking incredible now. Upgraded to a Korean girl too.
>>73890776
This type of shit is strange to me, I dunno, I saw everything going to shit around me and decided to do something that was not degenerate. I sought out a profession that was kind of badass and didn't have room in it for "transgender rights" or whatever.
So, I started fishing
>>73890595
Sorry you're in this situation anon. All the best
>>73890431
Sure why not. Probably get more honest feedback here than /prod/.
https://clyp.it/3gzrkqne
>>73890983
I find the way everyone else feels to be strange. Maybe I just haven't found my place in the world yet.
>>73887743
27 male
Marine Corp veteran
Paramedic currently
Miss being deployed
Miss firefights and rounds coming my way
Going to go french foreign legion.
I rather die on the battle field Than anywhere else.
I have the warrior spirit and civilian life is making me sick. Bt non of my civilian friends understand. They never will.
>>73887743
>25
>struggling through a meme degree
>no friends
>no gf
>no job prospects
>too tired to do anything
>surrounded by tanned people
I just want it all to end tbhfam.
People, it's never too late to change. The power to change is always within your self, as cliche as it sounds. Don't give up.
>>73891052
I'm with you man, it seems so alien to me that people do things and enjoy them
>>73891052
How old are you?
>>73890762
Kittos.
>>73891040
Mediocre ambient techno. I'd give it a 5/10, honestly.
>My life is disaster so instead trying to improve quality of my life I will go and look for sympathy on 4chan.
You are all disgusting westerners, go and drink fucking bleach. You all deserve to by replaced by fucking sandnigers. Jesus Christ, this is what this place become - bunch of losers whining online, discussing why holocaust is myth, calling people names and masturbating to trap porn. KILL YOURSELVES! I'm fucking out.
>>73891040
My only complaint would be that the "phasers" I dunno what you call them the "tzewt" sounding things sound a bit too harsh.
>>73890643
its quite complex. at times my mind wonders into all kind of possibilities that couldve happened. All the pasts that I missed, and all the futures that couldve been made. It also has to do with me being a perfectionist, and seeing the world in alot chaos and dysfunction. I see /pol/ as an organized body that can bring out order and balance, and before /pol/ i truly thought i was the last of my kind alive since everyone around is a nihilistic pseudo-prophet
>>73887743
Whats hs stand for?
Human shiet?
>>73891150
27 in November.
>>73891172
See ya later ivan
>>73889602
Hang tight EMSbro, if you can deal with someone having a heart attack wo freaking out, you can deal with the lows in life. And write if you feels like, if something just comes to you write it down and work from it later; I always keep a little pad and pen on me-EMS habit.
>>73891142
Thank you
>>73890422
I'm white, she's a light skinned hispanic.
What drove her to me? IDK. I guess because I don't give a fuck about anything and she can't understand that aspect of me. It excites her.
She's dumb tho.
>>73891166
>Kiitos
>>73891172
based poland, thank you
>20
>hs like education
>cant hold jobs for very long
>im pretty sure im at the beggining of becomeing realy sick
>feel like dying more and more often
>so socialy unstable cant even go to doctor
please take my life fast and painless
>>73888447
>always have a bottle of whiskey in the freezer even if I don't plan on drinking that night
That reminds me, I need to pick up a bottle after work. Getting a bit low.
>>73891069
> an hero
27
dropped out of hauptschule without a degree
never had a job because Germans are discriminated against in the job market today
will probably live off welfare for the rest of my life
We have a board for beta faggots
>>>/r9k/
>>73890200
Go to a school specifically for advertising, many art schools have professional departments for advertisement/ graphic design and illustration. It will give you more relevant training and meet people that are actually planning on doing advertising.
>>73891217
Yeah, you know, you just gotta go out and figure it out. I knew from an early time that I did not fit in with regular society, even in the south. 280lbs, bearded, hyper conservative, don't give a shit brawler, I was like meh.......So when I graduated school at 22, I went to Alaska, I fit in well up there.
>>73891067
Just hope that by the time WW3 happens you wont be too old for service
>>73888304
>>73891229
I was alcoholic, crashed 2 cars (drunk driving), had no gf, no future, useless degree
I now have a job ,am married to a wonderful wife, have a new car, I neither drink nor smoke
It can be done. Just make a little positive change every day, even if it's super small
And I know atheists will hate this, but look for something deeper with your self ... you don't need to become Christian or read the Bible, I am not Christian myself --- just forget about all labels and look for that "God" , that Self, the "Big Person" , the background consciousness, the Witness who is the true YOU, not "John" or whatever label your parents put on you
>>73887743
but you have really nice tits and a great thigh gap
>>73888244
Dude, life will get better. You will find happiness and look back at your life where you are now and you will appreciate your new circumstance. You will appreciate it because you know what unhappiness truly is. I have been there and life gets hard and you think when will it get better. It does. You have to work on it though.
>Life is what you make it
>>73887743
She looks like my next door neighbour.
>>73891338
>never had a job because Germans are discriminated against in the job market today
This is just an excuse, and you know it.
>>73890717
It's not just that. That's just the immediate problem.
I have a very fragile relationship with my dad and he's pretty much dying. Had a heart attack last week. He's has diabetes that has fucked up his life. He had both his kidnies fail. He has a donor but has to wait until his health get better. The entrance where his dialysis port is got infected.
My step mom that I've have unresolved issues with tells me my dad had a heat attack a week later. Didn't even call me once a few years back to tell me my dad almost died from pneumonia.
My whole family thinks I'm don't care about my dad because she refuses to tell me anything.
I'm kind of an outcast in my family and with my wife.
The girl that had my kid won't barely talk to me. I feel pathetic for not raising my own child. If she hadn't moved if just show up or serve her for split custody or at least visitation. Only reason I have to live is to just save up money to at least put him through college maybe get him a car. Of course I couldn't give it to him I'd have to transfer it to his mother and let her give it to him.
I just want out. I was looking at those exit bags. Do they really fail as much as people comment about them failing, or is that just people trying to deter people from buying them?
>>73888302
if i pretend to be an alcoholic will they help me get a job?
I've pretty much given up.
I can't remember what it was like to have feelings. I just laugh at shit on /pol/ or get angry at shit on /pol/. Nothing in real life makes me feel anything.
The only reason I have a job is because guns are fucking expensive as shit.
If it wasn't for this one hobby of guns I probably would've killed myself 6 years ago.
My older and younger brother are NEETs, parents are too old to work, I have the house under my name, dropped out of college to pay the bills, make $45k/yr.
I'm fine with taking care of my parents but I hate my life because my brothers are living for free. My parents are also trying to get NE into an arranged marriage, I just want to die so this all goes away.
>>73888413
>hair in your pint
>>73891300
At least you have the courage to get a job at all
My social anxiety prevents me from almost everything which involves me talking to people.
I want to work and do stuff, I just can't get out of my shell
kill me please
>>73891321
You are probably right.
>>73890902
If I ever leave I'm jumping on the MGTOW life. Just me and my dog.
Anyone else here have to deal with the curse of only underage girls finding you attractive?
Girls my age (23) find me repulsive but for some reason teens (like 13-16) find me extremely attractive, just last week I noticed a girl about 13 just look at me and say "I think I'm in love with him, he's awesome"
I guess I got a bit of a babyface, makes me look a few years younger than I am, how the fuck do I deal with this curse? This better fucking pay off in a few years.
>>73891246
Haven't had enough coffee yet. My mistake, kiitos paljon for the correction.
>>73891226
I'll try. I do keep pen and paper handy when ideas pop up, but I seem to lack follow through. Always get bogged-down in Act II.
It's never too late to get your life back on track. How?
Start working out. It will make you wanna be more and more healty.
It'll start with making you wanna eat healthier, later on stop smoking, later on stop doing destructive things to your body.
And when you got a healthy, fit body you will be much happier cause of the endorphins, which will make you feel more confident.
And when you'll feel more confident about yourself, you'll start talking to girls and expand your social life.
And also you'll get more productive with your life.
There you go, from a crappy life to a happy life.
Yes, it's a kliché, but it really works.
It did for me.
>>73891401
Based as always, Serbro.
I think most of us in this thread have issues with motivation.
>>73891232
>She's dumb tho.
Why do you have to cheapen the relationship like that, man? She probably loves you more than you think.
Fuck /pol/ it's getting maudlin in here
>>73891509
Try silent contemplation
Sit down with your back straight and witness your mind
You are not your thoughts and repetitive thought-patterns
If you think this is "Eastern bullshit", look into all the scientific research that has been done that proves the efficacy of mindfulness for (social) anxiety and depression
>>73887743
>20 years old
>drunk pothead
>hs education
>no job experience apart from porn
>>73890089
Everyone needs at least one friend man who cares?
>22
>do job in compliance work 14 hours a day, promoted to head of compliance and given my own office
>grandfathered in, didn't need a degree
>bosses love me, coworkers value my input
>secretly an alcoholic
>people think I have an elaborate social life on the weekends
>sleep, drink, play with my dogs all day
>staff hate me because I'm hard on them
>subject of many rumors, staff actively try to sleep with me or try to ruin my career
Life isn't entirely bad, but I don't like people in the least bit.
>>73891593
Thank you Ameribro! I'm Slovenian btw but that's fine. Close enough :)
Good luck, you can do it!
>>73891630
Where can we see your porno?
>>73891469
>arranged marriage
Are they American born?
Good for you for taking care of your parents.
>32
>Good paying career with good benefits
>My own place, my own vehicle
>No girlfriend or wife for going on 6+ years now
Not sure if happy or not. I am just getting my financials in order and trying to lose a bit of weight. I definitely haven't given up on life but I don't think I have been happy in over 10 years no matter how much people think I am a success now.
>>73889021
How much do you drink daily and how long have you been living like that? I am impressed what your body can tolerate.
>>73888129
underrated
>>73891509
all of the jobs i had where forced jobs from arbeitsamt
>all but one
>fried from fried from dad
>was able to hold for 2 month
>fierd
>job was also forced on me
at least i have nothing my friend
>>73891552
I'm with you on this one, Golden One
>>73891538
>things that never happened: the post
>>73891172
Indonesia is right guys.
Guys you have problems. But your problems are not insurmountable. I don't care what your circumstance is, you can redeem your situation. But you have to do it. There may be people who can help you sure, but you need to stop wallowing in your situation and act.
It may take years. But you don't have to have reach the summit to be a little higher than you were yesterday. The best time to plant a tree is 20 years ago, the second best time is today.
>>73891691
Haha mobile phone
>>73888575
At least you aren't a gypsy.
Y'all motherfuckers need zoloft.
>>73891466
See, just from what you posted. Work around or with guns. Become a gun specialist, go work at a range and teach people. Get out there nigga, take the necessary steps to make yourself happy. If guns make you happy, spread your knowledge and passion about them to others
>>73891538
That's your fault. It's because you come off as a beta spaghetti spiller around chicks your age because you'r nervous and care whether they like you or not. Around underageb& you have confidence and come off as more alpha becase you know you can't have so you're less likely to start spewing spaghetti
>>73891630
Pot is cancer to motivation, quit that shit ASAP, it's degenerate.
>>73888805
Ask yourself this question at 27 its different as a teen
>>73888304
>20 turning 21 in 15 days
>still washing dishes
>kissless virgin
welcome anon, you are not alone
>>73889818
Why are you not going for a divorce?
Is it the laws in US?
What you described is probably my biggest nightmare, only would get worse if you actually raised a kid alone while your wife would run around (and probably cuck the fuck out of you).
>>73887743
I never gave up on life, I just think it's a waste of time. If I was a billionaire that wouldn't change my view of life and the world.
>>73891446
Rough shit, but, you have to move on from your family issues. Get some counseling and some medication, something to neutralize it at the very least. Life is going to break everyone, the people who are worth a shit are the ones who can pick up the pieces.
>>73889799
I thought r9k now had flags too and got excited
>>73891819
Can you mail me some? I know you guys have a shitload for cheap.
>>73891653
The closest thing to a friend I have is this adorable little Ukrainian bartender at my local pub. We knew each other through other people before she started working there.
I'll see her tonight, she'll likely buy me a shot for my birthday whilst I drink alone, surrounded by happy-ish people.
Then comes the painful part: when I leave, she'll come from behind the bar and give me a long, hard hug (yes, probably for better tips).
I'll go home and cry myself to sleep, trying to hold onto the memory of human contact, since it's the only touch I get from another human.
>>73891921
Are you going to go back now?
>27
>Work in Advertising
>No GF in years
>Live at home with overbearing mom, meth addicted brother, and passive father
>Desperately looking for a job away from home
>Only one friend to talk to
>Only hobby is lifting weights
I'm not sure if this considered running away from my problems but I think I need a new start. I got some promising leads in Dallas and New Orleans.
>>73891769
Well it did happen but it's nothing to brag about since I can't act on it. You could brush it off as them just being young and not having a solid idea about what they find attractive, extrapolate all you want, but it did happen.
>>73890828
not bad actually m8
>>73888088
Pint of Smirnoff and 2 16oz beers 3-4 times a week. Really thinking about therapy.
>>73891450
Yes
I do find myself wondering about the odds of surviving as a homeless person more and more recently because that seems what's ahead of me. Do Muslims by any chance have something in their quran that tells them not to behead those who live at rock bottom of society?
>>73888129
>tanned German
Underrated post monicas
>>73890064
Where do you work mexibro?
>>73891877
dude you're 20 theres still time, join the marines and serve one contract of 4 years, get some money and the free college and make it happen.
>>73892053
You don't need to become homeless man... do you have any skills or education?
>19
>suicidal
>memes are my only mates
>>73892036
If you're thinking about taking that step, you're already half way there. Try it out and see what's up
>>73888805
-goysexual
>grew up with cuck father who didnt really instill any strong values in me and always bent to my mother
>mother babied me too much and let me waste my time rotting my brain with videogames for like 12 years of my life
>had 2 star atheletes and academic honors siblings who got all the attention
>parents never helped nor cared about my school or future
>when I went to enroll to college they flat out told me they didnt save for my college because they didnt think I could go
>have ADD but never got treated because my parents didnt care
>because of all this I adopted a perfectionist mentality that I wont get anything I want in life unless I do it perfectly without error so people will notice me
>in retrospect this has made me fear failure so much that ive given up trying to get a job, succeed in college, get a gf, etc
>23 years old living with divorced dad barely passing community college while my friends are graduating from university
>this immense pressure that ive already fallen so far behind in life has forced me into making an important career decision soon amd I have no idea what to do
Im not good at anything. I dont know how to talk to people. My own siblings dislike me.
What the hell am I supposed to do with my life?
>>73887743
Sort of a similar boat, but I'm pulling myself out of it
>30 in 5 months
>Almost completely bald
>Overweight and not motivated to take care of it
>Probably be really attractive if I lost the weight since I already look decent at 240lbs
>Single, nothing ever works out
>Can't bang girls at bars or through online anymore like I did in my early 20's because reasons above
>Have a good career but not sure I really love it, not making the money I deserve and can barely afford to save anything or get into investing
>Still paying debt down and will be for forseeable future
>Becoming an alcoholic and spend most of my time staring at a computer screen
Just kill me
>>73887743
Loser
Kill yourself
>>73887743
Kill yourself.
