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Last thread is shit thread
>>6311798
creampied cunnies
hi
so
i came to ask some of you transgendered degenerates why you come in the women's restroom to pee?
why not just pee in a bush?
you can't deal with the consequences of your lifestyle choices????????
Literal who edition
>tfw no drugs but don't want to be sober right now
mediocre edition, especially following the last 4
>>6312648
Iktf. We'll make it through these trying times together
>>6312626
Fuck dude i seriously dont know what these levels mean. Is it expensive to goto a clinic
>see the needle that faye posted
>anxiety instantly goes up
fuck
im okay im okay im okay
>>6312648
Where can I get drugs from? I don't know anyone and I live in fucking finland ;__;
>>6312645
>>6312668
Darknet
i love y'all
please give me a hug
>>6312682
I love you red
>>6312648
Does this make you feel better?
http://i.4cdn.org/gif/1464912566180.webm
>>6312666
Help me grace, before the testosterone consumes me
>>6312660
no idea I mean I seen an online one charge 70 dollars ish for just estrogen (E2), testosterone and 2-3 other things
you could always google some near blood places and call them up how to get a blood test for this and that and a cost range.. Or if they have one go to their website if they have one. Or find a online blood like private md labs and order their kit.
>>6312690
terrible taste, opinions, and social etiquette [3]
>>6312696
boop~
>>6312681
I heard the customs busts silkroad stuff at a pretty good rate and I can't afford to get fined/busted in general. I don't have my trans diagnosis yet and getting a drug offense would probs get me forever banned from a diagnosis.
What happened to Kayla? Havent seen her post in several days.
So last night I skipped out on my sisters birthday dinner to play children's card games for money
I thought it was okay, but now I'm taking her out to dinner myself according to my dad
She wants to go someplace in the mall, and we're gonna be stopping at the beauty store Ulta there, which she has a gift card to
I'm just gonna wanna buy my own make up and I'll be miserable the whole day because I can't
If she insists on doing clothes shopping too I might murder her out of jealousy
>>6312685
i love you too!!!
big hugs and headpats!
>>6312668
I thought Finn's just get wasted.
>>6312704
I'm telling kaylee you're posting again.
>>6312701
she is living her life.
LIKE A GUD GIRL
please be nice to sex workers y'all!
>>6312690
>>implying needles are scary
YES THEY FUCKING ARE
>>6312691
FAYE PLEASE
bluh
okay
im just
gonna stare at it until i feel nothing
exposure therapy
>>6312676
>>6312678
>>6312690
let me meme goddamnit
>>6312682
*hug*
?
>>6312621
are you sure you don't want anyone to shove it into your butt?
So, I was going to post an image of my bio-mom holding me when I was younger but...
Well it seems cruel.
I'll point out that her chin and forehead are almost exactly the same size and shape as mine...
I pity her.
>>6312708
no!
Please don't!!!
I want to be a good boy for her!
>>6312706
They generally do, all drugs other than alcohol are treated like heroin by the authorities who own the alcohol monopoly. Alcohol is a depressant tho isn't it? I've never been drunk but it doesn't seem fun to do by yourself when you're depressed and suicidal.
>>6312691
Aw, injections can be scary at first, but after you've done them once they're not so bad!
You can do it!
>>6312673
>our minds crave something our bodies will never be able to give us. this friction will never fully go away. we can just keep mending the wounds that open and maybe find someone that keeps us either going through the pain, or even manages to reduce it
The wounds open so much. The reminders come so often. Sometimes it feels like the in-between, the part where it's all OK is just me deluding myself into thinking that I'm ok with being this way, or putting on a strong face and trying to ignore it. This existence is miserable and hollow.
>>6312687
Nope :(
>>6312668
Darknet
>>6312659
Hold me ;~;
>>6312702
Nigga enjoy the time you spend with her. I know siblings can be a handful but be there for here.
>>6312726
Maybe you'll stop being so withdrawn after you get drunk?
>>6312711
Do you think staring at it will help me too?
>>6312700
Where do you live? Usually that's not true, you just have to look at reviews and male sure they package properly, there's a 100% chance undetected if its done right
>>6312739
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>6312739
>almost 2 years HRT
>don't pass
>electrolysis for 6 months but doesn't seem to be doing anything
i'm thinking about making a tumblr. maybe people will like me if i go full tumblrina.
>>6312739
I'm a little upset that no-one's paying attention to me...
>>6312728
Testosterone gives you a emotional healing factor. You just couldn't take the initial pain it took for T to take hold of your brain.
I did and now I can never feel sadness again. I win
>>6312739
needles aren't scary :^3
>>6312739
FUCK NO
>>6312751
>Wimp
okay look like
nothing scares me
but fucking
medical stuff gets me
>>6312739
I hope you trip and that goes right into your eye you fucking freak
>>6312750
ur dum dum :^3
>>6312751
dammnit ......Angie (?)
>>6312726
>Alcohol is a depressant tho isn't it?
not really. has the exact opposite effect on me.
try it once (dont drink too much when you dont know your limit tho)
if you dont like it, dont do it again.
>>6312728
I am in the same boat, and unfortunately dont have the strength to offer warm words tonight. I can only tell you that youve achieved a lot and I think youre strong enough to make it. I believe in you <3
>>6312739
LOL!
>>6312756
WIMPY
>>6312760
Don't you have some inane bullshit to be crying about?
>>6312739
Suck it up and do it, plenty of druggies do it daily.
>>6312767
>WIMPY
F-fuck off I'm strong..
>>6312750
But you're still a closet faggot lol
>>6312761
Only the worst
>>6312777
No you aren't
>>6312763
NO WHY DID I CLICK THIS GIF
>>6312781
Yes I am... don't bully...
>>6312765
phien what does your bf think about you and elanna flirting with each other in the thread
doesn't he get jealous?
WHAT UP ITS REAL MADDIE HOURS
>>6312728
>Darknet
Probably won't work because >>6312700
>>6312737
Would probs end up arguing/fighting with my parents if my experiences of observing alcohol use are anything to go by. Dunno if this family needs any more friction. I just wanna take drugs that make me happy.
>>6312765
I've had some alcohol before, never really to get drunk but it's always made me really sleepy and irritated even at small doses. All of my folks booze are in my room in a fridge so maybe I give it a shot one of these days.
>>6312740
I'll look into it if it's affordable, how much would some happy drug cost me? I literally today saw someone complaining about being busted from ordering silkroad stuff on a finnish image board so I am a bit worried.
>>6312781
>>6312784
i want to suck phien's toes please
>tfw you give into giving a guy nudes after he asks and promises you nice stuff.
>>6312748
tfw literally nobody cares
>>6312763
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
n-needles are one thing, but that was s-something else
>>6312791
I'm a hon
>>6312781
lolol
>>6312786
oh
you're maddie
ok
>>6312750
im probs more test fueled than you.
>>6312793
>You don't have to be strong. That's why you have friends
Good point! I have strong friends!
>>6312788
Speaking of which...
Hi mom!
>>6312790
Can I get some nudes without promising anything because we all know you're easy like that?
Dear flannel, please reconsider dropping your trip. At least before, we could filter your crazy and shitposting.
>>6312784
why would I tell him?
pretty sure he wouldnt mind too much tho cause I am 100% straight and we re both post op girls. Might be different if one of us was pre op though.
>>6312789
d-doesnt that tickle?
>>6312805
Me stronk like tru warrior.
>>6312798
same desu
>>6312812
ofc bb
pls post feet
>>6312765
I know, and I can't expect tons of support when you're under the same kind of pressure. You've offered more than enough by listening and sharing feels, in a lot of ways we have a lot of the same feelings. Sometimes these feelings get to be too much and i need to vent. Thanks Sophie<3
>>6312787
Never order across borders. Order domestic, there's no customs that way.
>>6312814
;--; rip Jen
>>6312812
what would he do if he found out you were flirting with someone else, would he not be upset?
mfw desu filters to desu
>>6312818
>Never order across borders. Order domestic, there's no customs that way.
I'll try to look for domestic but idk if I will be able to find any. What drugs should I look for? Something that makes me happy.
>>6312821
Someday you will be too and you'll probably be more visible than the people who transitioned decades before you :)
>>6312824
>I'm the only one who can meme here
don't be silly!
yaaaaaaay.
God, this explains why my genes are fucked...
>>6312805
>I have strong friends!
Yup. Well... some of the time.
Other times, we need you to support us.
>>6312818
>Order domestic, there's no customs that way.
Ireland doesn't care...
FInland, I'm not sure, but you can order "health supplements" from anywhere in the EU here, and customs doesn't seem to give hoot.
>>6312826
you want pot
it will also destroy your memory and make you fail all the upcomming tests you haven't been preparing for.
you could also get aderal, it won't make you happy but you'll be productive.
>>6312531
Nope, this was pretty reliably the case
On 1 mg I was 500 something
2 mg I shot straight up
I just have crazy sensitivity to estrogen I'm pretty sure, I got my levels tested before I went back on estrogen this time so we'll see what my baseline is.
>>6312763
That sucks. :c
Maybe you could try injecting into your butt instead of your leg?
I do it into my butt, and it doesn't hurt for me. I mean, there's some discomfort for sure, but not actual pain.
>>6312824
>tfw be raised and birthed into memes
>tfw memes are my ally, not yours
>tfw by the time i was without memes i was a woman, and then it was blinding
no
no no
>>6312837
Thus why I put it in quotes.
If my brother can get anabolic steroids by royal mail...
>>6312824
i can out t anyone
http://i.4cdn.org/gif/1464876409964.webm
>tfw porn gives you an anxiety attack
>>6312829
Your memes aren't dank enough
>>6312842
So you enjoy what the tank did to me yesterday? Oh well
>>6312850
Try to do it brah
how long do i have to get electrolysis for until i stop having facial hair
>>6312856
.
.
.
Why?
Why would you post this?
>>6312856
>"oh this is just porn gross"
>"wait what's there an audience for"
i'm gonna skip a party i was gonna go to on saturday, theres a bunch of people there i haven't seen in about 7 months, but my bestie and a couple of other friends aren't going and desu i'd rather stay at home in my pajamas and skype /w my gf
i'd only go to humblebrag about how good i look to a couple of trans women, while we stand around and sneer at a bunch of 'queers' and crossdressers
I need cock!
C O C K L U S T
>>6312817
nuuuuuu
thats gross anon...
>>6312818
youre most welcome!
we re at pretty similar points in our lives. If I find the answer to the tranny dilemma you ll be the first to know <3.
>>6312822
probably nothing. this is a public space and its intentionally so over the top that its not believable at all. If this were to happen offboard tho, hed probably be upset, but we only talk here so shouldnt be a problem. Hed be WAY more upset about how much stuff I share here about y life though, especially since its partly things I dont tell him too explicitly to avoid him worrying.
>>6312865
i should NOT click it, i assume?
>>6312859
>Your memes aren't dank enough
I meme among the masses, for they are the true meme of this world.
>>6312856
I want to be her!!!
>>6312827
>le hon prophecy
Nice meme
>>6312875
It's bondage sex with an audience.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
finally back online thank fucking god
>tfw the whole week
>>6312884
Hi Kayla how are you
>>6312871
>transition because everyone laughed at you for not being manly enough
>tfw TB would laugh at you for not being girly enough
>>6312871
>i'd only go to humblebrag about how good i look to a couple of trans women, while we stand around and sneer at a bunch of 'queers' and crossdressers
No fair! I want a british traditional tranny party too!
>>6312876
>smoke club
Are you a Junji Ito fan also?
>>6312886
I lived on my own officially for 3 days and then mom re rented the place we were at because she missed me so much. Sadly we sold or threw out all our fucking furniture and this place is empty.
>>6312856
Goddamn that is a big dick
>>6312863
No drug is really compatible with hiki life and being discrete desu. Uppers dilate your pupils, give you bug eyes and make you act a bit odd. Opioids give you the glassy eyed look and nodding. Psys and MDMA make you look and act high as fuck.
I may take shitloads of drugs around my parents, but it's not like they can't tell.
>>6312884
Oh for fuck sake. I was hoping you were dead.
Would have been nice to see another tranny faggot fall
>tfw finally got all of the bugs out of the software at work
Yay me
>>6312856
Pubic humiliation is a weird fetish
>>6312884
What happened
>>6312834
>it will also destroy your memory
That shit's already bust. I have no memories of yesterday other than vaguely remembering that I talked to flannel about something. The days before that are completely gone.
>and make you fail all the upcomming tests you haven't been preparing for
Such is life i guess, dunno if i really want to get into that school anyways. Maybe I just spend my welfare money to buy a plane ticket somewhere and try to improvise a normie life somewhere else.
>>6312837
>Weed will do
In what form is it likely to be sold and how can I take it without raising my parents' attention? I surely cant smoke it like >>6312863 said. No idea what they meant with "won't you get paranoid if you suddenly want to go out when you never do?" tho
>>6312884
>I have posted Anon for a week to help fabricate the notion of me moving out when really I am not
Nice try Kayla
>>6312899
it is not weird! :^3
>>6312856
Is the fact that there's a live audience supposed to like, make it humiliating for the girl somehow?
I don't think I could ever do porn, but if I did then having a live audience would make no difference to me, since people are going to see it either way.
>>6312895
>I may take shitloads of drugs around my parents, but it's not like they can't tell.
do they not mind? my parents would flip their shit on an unimaginable level if they knew that I took unprescribed antidepressants for a few months...
>>6312893
Yeah, but isn't everyone?
Well, night everyone.
Fuck the world.
>>6312905
Sorry didn't you hear? No autists allowed
>>6312903
well I did move out, my shit is still 100 miles away in the apartment but I am getting it all back here Saturday. I learned apartments are like gross little jail cells. God damn I had a panic attack followed by vomiting nearly every other hour I was awake.
>>6312895
>Uppers dilate your pupils, give you bug eyes and make you act a bit odd. Opioids give you the glassy eyed look and nodding. Psys and MDMA make you look and act high as fuck.
all of that can be ignored considering Puru never gets out of her room. Pot, on the other hand, will have evident effects all around the house.
>>6312910
Idk if everyone likes horror manga
>>6312912
Glad to see you are feeling down. Freak
>>6312887
>not being manly enough, then transitioning and not being womanly enough
iktf so much. ;~;
>>6312902
>"won't you get paranoid if you suddenly want to go out when you never do?"
If you never go out and suddenly start going outside just to smoke you'll start thinking that your parents suspect something and make it less enjoyable.
Also, no, you can'tremember stuff because you have a routine. Pot literally makes it hard to remember stuff you were reading or thinking hours ago.
>>6312921
>kayla disappears for a while
>so does this anon
Gotta admit, that's a little suspicious.
>>6312899
>What happened
Moved out, place was a fucking shit hole, got mocked like 4 times, once by a mother next door telling me I was a shameful freak because her daughter asked me if I was a boy or girl as I was carrying my groceries in the hallway of the complex. Mom's new bf she moved in with turned out to be a psycho so we both moved back to the mansion.
You're gonna love this. So, I called up three of the properties out of the five I'd selected as eligible today. The first two were already sold but they hadn't taken the fucking listings down yet, and the third never got back to me. So of course I started freaking out. But then later on I had to go out for laser and while I was at the laser clinic I bumped into one of my closer friends from one of the BDSM clubs I go to who I hadn't seen in months. Turns out her and her fiance are upscaling to a larger and brand new house just out of town with very good transport links to the city centre at the start of July and they've got two or three spare bedrooms they need to fill. And she's always had a total ladyboner for me. Looks like I've found my new home, folks! In your face for mocking my sexual proclivities!
>mfw they also know my catboy friend and he may or may not also be moving in with them
>>6312797
hi Red! I've got my Palaeoclimatology exam tomorrow D:
>>6312094
that's pretty sweet desu, you sound like a reasonable guy
>>6309700
No, because I'm a disgusting manly freak
Yes, 7 months
21.5
Want to get FFS
4 realistically, regarding trans stuff... more of a 3.5 overall
>>6310468
daww...
>>6312909
post pics pls
>>6312914
>No autists allowed
That's like the whole thread, stupid.
>>6312912
I love you <3
>>6312906
If anything the audience makes it better. But they do look pretty bored, that wouldn't be nice...
>>6312915
>estrogen
>not a mind destroying drug
Imagine how calm and collected you would be on T
>>6312908
That's dumb. anti-depressants don't even work if you don't need them (and frequently don't work when you do!) Why would they flip out over that?
>>6312935
You've never experienced calm until you've tried no seed hormones.
>>6312931
G'night Red.
And...Thanks.
>>6312919
>lewd
Ito is one of those things that you can't really dislike in /a/ without sounding like an angry child, like Legend of the Galactic Heroes. It's so well received that it's boring to talk about it.
>>6312921
i kekd a little
>>6312928
You got lucky...poo on toast.
>>6312935
My mind was already fucked long before hrt
>>6312908
Honestly, they used to. Years back, when I guess you could call me a 'good kid' they flipped out at me when they so much as knew that I drank underage. Then they found out that I was smoking pot and got upset at that. Then they found out that I was taking E, they got upset at that, and then once I got into research chems and speed they slowly started to get desensitised to it. I mean, after a certain number of times showing up clearly still under the influence they just stopped mentioning it. After a certain number of times that I told them I would stop they stopped asking.
I've been on and off the drugs for years, I think by this point they've given up.
>>6312927
I'm glad your back to be honest. You are the perfect tool for Repression Gen to use as educational warnings to transition
Oh boy oh boy. I'm glad I'm not any of you. What wretched anxious lives you all lead
>>6312807
did she really drop trip? why
flannel if you're here get on skype so you can tell me whatever you wanted to say last night
>>6312925
>If you never go out and suddenly start going outside just to smoke
No idea where I'd go to smoke an illegal substance downtown either. I'm sure some bystander would call the cops due to the smell even outside.
>make it less enjoyable
Can't imagine it being enjoyable unless I'm comfily in my room yeah.
>Pot literally makes it hard to remember stuff you were reading or thinking hours ago.
Is it bad that I already struggle with this? Like I have to think really really hard to bring up random tidbits from the ongoing day and can't form a clear image with any sort of chronological continuity.
>>6312924
I can relate as well.
>Faggy weak guy turned into even faggier weaker guy.
story of my lyf
>>6312952
>implying I was never not anxious
what's up ?
>>6312933
Exhibitionism can be hot in its own way, but the watermark does say "public disgrace", so I thought that probably meant the audience was supposed to make it humiliating. idk tho.
And yeah, it would be better if the audience looked more interested.
>>6312917
What about meals? That's the only time I really interact with my parents on drugs and it's really obvious when you have to eat, make conversation, and are tweaking.
>>6312902
Bake edibles when you get the chance. Weed is just sold as plant matter. You cook the weed in oil or butter and then use that oil or butter to make edibles.
>>6312936
because ALL medicine is evil, UNLESS the white gods permit usage.
they asked me a few weeks ago if I was back on drugs (I am not)
but if even they could pick up that I am off balance, it must be REALLY obvious. I wonder if people at uni fear that Ill end up axe-murdering them or something?
>>6312951
oh...
I guess that happened to a lesser extent with mine and alcohol, though my mum still get visibly annoyed if I order half a glass of wine after dinner at reastaurants
theyd never tolerate any form of drugs though.
maybe I am just being unfair tho, since my dad moved out, I didnt really have unplanned contact with them, so I was basically always prepared.
>>6312887
we have a bunch in common when it comes to repression and sucking it up and transitioning, and you look way better than me, so i wouldn't laugh at you. i'm not very girly either desu compared to a lot of girls here. i'm very average.
>>6312888
its not a tranny party, its a ridiculous degenerate hipster rich parents tumblr party, i go along because i've been friends with people there a while, and i go to feel boring and normal. like in my job and stuff, i have a lot of people who do that sorta praise where they say 'you're so strong and unique and different' and desu, no i'm not. i'm so fucking everyday and dull and its nice to actually realise it due to being around people who pride themselves on being unique for unique's sake. but fuck that i'm gonna eat fried chicken in bed
>>6312958
>Is it bad that I already struggle with this? Like I have to think really really hard to bring up random tidbits from the ongoing day and can't form a clear image with any sort of chronological continuity.
if it started happening after your neet life it's just that you don't have anything to remember, so the brain doesn't bother with that.
>No idea where I'd go to smoke an illegal substance downtown either. I'm sure some bystander would call the cops due to the smell even outside.
what? don't you have parks where you can get 10m or more away from people? I sometimes just smoke in the street in my neighborhood if no one is around. Very few people will do a citizen arrest just because you're smoking weed.
>>6312940
OH I don't Go to /a/
>>6312966
>What about meals?
in my mind Puru has reached the state where parents leave the food in the door and try to ignore the smell of bottled pee.
>>6312969
sry university keeping me busy
and making good roman memes for good roman citizen
>>6312976
is this why people being unhappy bothers Puru if she thinks that they're better off than her, because they're not allowed. piss fumes and stale mashed potatoes?
poor girl
>>6312971
if I went to a hipster party the only ones making snide remarks would be gay guys. transpeople feel the need to protect each other and show a amiable facade, which is nicer I guess, but I wish I could make fun of other groups I don't like.
>>6312924
>>6312945
>>6312958
Can we all just be faggots together >.>
>>6312976
>the smell of bottled pee.
But bottled pee wouldn't make a smell.
>>6312959
Pump enough T and drugs into someone and they'll stop being whatever they have wrong with them
>>6312979
God's work
>>6312990
yus
how are you doing ? :3
>>6312951
my mom still believes I'm totally clean
I don't know if she knows and just doesn't want to believe it or if she genuinely doesn't know
>>6312970
Your probably can't even lift an axe handle let alone one with the metal blade attached to it
>>6312974
you have to lurk a lot to find good threads, but there are as many people with decent taste as anywhere. there used to be junji ito story threads that covered everything he did through out months of posting.
>>6312986
y-you want to be a pretty girl that all the guys want?
>>6312971
ayy titch guess who (very probably) has a house sorted out for after uni?
>>6312987
still have to open it to fill it
>>6312956
Yeah she's rarely posting on her trip now compared to before and you can see a lot more anon posts that are clearly the Australian shitposting overlord. Could be just coincidence though.
welp
take 2
does anyone here pretend to be a girl online because people are nicer to you when you are bad at video games?
>>6312995
phien can't even stay on her feet long enough to clean the dishes, it was just a joke.
>>6312989
damn its like talking to myself a year ago
>>6313001
I swear to god. I'm telling your dad where you live
>>6312986
sure thing bby
>>6313003
she didn't like the attention she was getting, it's no big deal. it's always better to be anon.
>>6312995
depends, I cant pick up our dog, hes like 11 kg. cat is at 5 or something, he is no problem. I could wield a cat-axe
>>6313005
h-harsh
>>6313006
Let's make a bet. In one year. I'll still feel the same way I do now and still making fun of you trannies and the year after that and after that.
>>6313014
>h-harsh
>>6313015
what a bic stronk mang u R
>>6313014
>11kg
I could lift that with my dick...come on that's a baby weight.
>>6313015
>>6312982
these are the kind of parties where everyone is fashionably bi and has an undercut and is an etsy crafter or a freelance web designer
>>6313001
well done on having acquaintances and appearing vaguely functional for once due to pure happenstance, my friend
>>6313006
>damn its like talking to myself
soooo
like literally always
>>6313014
mea regina !
Quid agis?
>>6312986
fagboy friends<3
>>6313014
please let me stick my dick in you.
>>6313031
don't bully kayla pls
>>6313029
>these are the kind of parties where everyone is fashionably bi and has an undercut and is an etsy crafter or a freelance web designer
yeah, but I want the british flavor!
>>6313021
The sombrero is the only thing that offends me about that gif
You underestimate the sheer mental illness I possess. I am supposed to be on drugs for schizos I can make anything my reality
>>6312971
>you look better then I do
I'm a guy, and I look like a guy, sorry i tricked you friend
>>6313031
without delusion, how would kayla make it through the day?
>>6313034
how is literally saying something literally literal literally bullying ?
>>6313020
<3
>>6313022
thats more than 1/5th of my own weight senpai... its a LOT
>>6313031
I am really tired, could be better, how are you?
I had to get up today at 6 to get my blood drawn at 8, three times. to my suprise, I didnt even feel a difference directly after, have been really exhausted and tired all day tho v_v
>>6313033
b-but anon Ive a bf...
>>6312970
Yeah its sort of a sliding thing. People get desensitised to things. My parents don't agree with me using but they know that they can't stop me by now. What do you mean always prepared?
>>6312994
Chances are she genuinely doesn't know. The first time is always the time they care the most.
>>6313040
Ugh that is an ugly photo of you
Fix your fucking jaw
>>6313045
>Kayla x Lalalily
>>6313040
me too desu although this was 4 months ago
>>6313042
pls stop bullying
>>6312966
>You cook the weed in oil or butter and then use that oil or butter to make edibles.
That seems like a solid plan. Does it make any suspicious fumes while I cook it tho? My dad is super OCD about any suspicious smells, if yes I'll just have to burn something to override the smell.
>>6312972
>if it started happening after your neet life it's just that you don't have anything to remember, so the brain doesn't bother with that.
Started about a month or two ago after an on and off fever that lasted for a week. I also started having sleep problems at that point that I hadn't had before. Hope it's not permanent damage and just caused by the lack of rest.
>what? don't you have parks where you can get 10m or more away from people? I sometimes just smoke in the street in my neighborhood if no one is around.
People here love their nanny state, I'm sure someone would inform the authorities if the thing I'm smoking doesn't look or smell exactly like a cigarette. Edibles seem like a far better option.
>>6312976
>in my mind Puru has reached the state where parents leave the food in the door and try to ignore the smell of bottled pee.
Hah not quite. I've cooked my own meals ever since I turned 18 in the kitchen like a normal person would. I use the restroom like anyone else too tyvm, shower daily and stuff. I might be a komori neet but that doesn't mean I need to be unnecessarily gross.
>>6312981
>because they're not allowed
Everyone is allowed to feel bad, especially here. It's completely normal for even a passing transgiril to feel ugly and manly sometimes, it's just about how you conduct yourself. If you say you look like a man while you look like a girl on a forum where there are people who actually look like men I can't help but to read it as mockery and bullying of those less fortunate individuals. But hey I got absolutely no authority on the matter so go nuts posting whatever you want, I'll just be bitter about it here by myself.
>>6313048
its just a one time thing bb He don't need to know
>>6313006
>1 yr ago
>can't keep story straight
by now you must be approaching 2 yrs of mones
>>6313039
>I can make anything my reality
Everybody should be able to do this though, not just crazies.
These two thanks!
For the progress of science.
https://www.strawpoll.me/10382557
https://www.strawpoll.me/10382576
>>6313032
>>6313055
it's funny that you look much more normal on hrt than before.
>>6313048
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0m57ONmw8c
>you in a fight
>>6313054
>not wanting kayla inside you
you two shall become one.
>>6313048
aww :(
I'm ok bit annoyed cause missed registration period for one test but it's cool cause more time and more attention spent on latin doesn't hurt
>>6313058
?
>>6313061
I'm 16 months hrt and in the "confuse the fuck out of everyone in public phase"
>>6313008
kek you don't need to, my parents are gonna have to help me move my stuff, I doubt they're committed enough to drive 2 hours each way just to scream "don't be a tranny" at me. Even if my dad does I'm not the primary homeowner so they can just tell him to fuck off if he shows up.
>>6313040
it's the eyebrows, cover the eyebrows and you look cis, fix your eyebrows
I'm gonna get mine done soon
>>6313059
Yes, it smells like pot when it cooks.
>>6313054
Pls, we all know that you two would be making out within an hour of being put in the same room.
>>6313052
It's not ugly, it's masculine and just real, I'm very very sure I could get a date with a straight girl/gay guy with that photo
>>6313055
Your skin looks nice and you have some fancy eyebrows there
>>6313046
No
>>6313073
>tfw you confuse no one
>>6313066
i was 4 months HRT there though
>>6313065
hug me and kiss me <3
>>6312928
Silly Mr. Poo, I mean I'm watching the NBA Finals right now. And Red is taller than me
>>6313075
>Pls, we all know that you two would be making out within an hour of being put in the same room.
looks like someone shares the same opinion
Honestly they were meant for each other
>>6313075
elanna pls I'd rather fuck a roadkill
>>6313074
>robin telling faye how to look good
hello
>>6313082
you look pretty weird in your old photos.
time for the nightly hon/autistic freak posters power hour and they're all here! always a good reason to leave.
>>6313087
>being this tsundere
I'm sure you are blushing irl as well as kayla.
>>6313049
theyre not allowed to show up unannounced. they know very well they arent allowed to. need at least tell me 24 hours before and stuff.
after my dad moved out (before I did) my mum didnt really go into my room, so we just saw each other when I choose to. appearing calm and collected all the time was easy as a result even if all hell was lose in my head. I have become really efficient at hiding like everything I think and feel.
>>6313060
I am not a slut anon. I am /innocent catholic girl/
>>6313067
b-bully ;~;
>>6313069
registration periods are worse than Hitlers military plans tbqphwyfamalam
I managed to register for my exam on tuesday. Plato sokrates aristoteles and Hobbes. I havent looked at anything yet and probably wont before monday night, biut I am confident it will work out
your memes are great!
>>6313049
I'm guessing I should keep hiding the fact that I tripped while she deals with this trans stuff?
>>6313091
Goodbye. Please don't post again
>>6313099
Maybe my penis can say otherwise
where u at?
>tfw I have been woken up twice tonight by someone's alarm
REEEEEEEEEEE SHUT UP
>>6313094
i am a fake bag of flesh dependent on hormones to look like a gender of course i look weird
>>6313073
>tfw can't tell which people are staring at me because I have tits and which people are staring at me because I look batshit insane
>>6313074
That's not the assetic I'm going for, I'm going for a guy, I don't want to try to live as a guy with cholo brows, I'm much hotter natural
>>6313099
>registration periods are worse than Hitlers military plans tbqphwyfamalam
especially with a registration homepage with more bugs than a thai hooker
>I havent looked at anything yet and probably wont before monday night, biut I am confident it will work out
Iktf Antiquity test in a week and literally not read a single thing thus far
>your memes are great!
tfw führer approves :3
>>6313049
>tfw you will never take elanna off of drugs and replace them with lame jokes and homemade soup accidentally with blood in
>>6313111
*aesthetic
but fair enough
>>6313095
But I've been here more or less for the past 15 hours
>>6313075
>Yes, it smells like pot when it cooks.
Alright I'll try to see if I can find anyone to sell me some, thanks!
>>6313054
>assburger man
One of the better finnish memes desu
>>6313087
That's what you say to her just before the two of you get pouty and say just how much you hate each other. Then the tension gets to be too much and you're both passionately making out. We all know how this goes.
>>6313105
we all are <3
>>6313103
lol
Western Germany
>>6313112
>with more bugs than a thai hooker
oh god, great :D
>and literally not read a single thing thus far
the reichskabinett approves of maximum exploitation of the Übermensch short term memory center
>>6313113
truly a bad feel ;~;
>>6313120
wanna see me 6 years on T? i looked weird then too
>>6313105
Organics are disgusting
>>6313124
m-may I?
I just made a dumb purchase
But I was super curious how this stuff tastes
and I love licorice and salt.
