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You're maybe gonna make it edition

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Previous thread >>6254106
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Good edition.
I like it.
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>>6256131
>>6256134
What do you think of Chinese foot binding?
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Am I gonna make it?
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What are you listening mtfg?
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>>6256166
fucking disturbing
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>>6256157
Not all of us will make it
I'm living proof of that
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>>6256169
maybe
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>>6256171
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jgrCKhxE1s
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>>6256159
yeah but so far wearing wider shoes hasn't helped at all. and it's been a solid 5 months since i was diagnosed. :|

i feel like i need the steroid injection into the nerve or w/e but i dont know :s which is why i think i should see a podiatrist
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>>6256173
Your memes are getting stale mate, gotta up your game.
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>>6256171
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ycxu58jHnE
Should I Haifuri? I like the idea that all the promos were little girls doing cute things and then the show suddenly has plot.
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>>6256179
Fresh off the presses
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>>6256157
Are we?
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>>6256169
youre gonna make it
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>>6256169
Of course.

>>6256171
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vopR3ys8Kw
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>>6256181
I happy they are able to make people happy. That pic isn't a hon, though.

>>6256182
I saw that like a week ago...
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>>6256187
Fuck....
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>>6256183
maybe
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>>6256187
I wanna fuck a non-passer and cum inside them
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My psychologist doesn't think i'm trans because I said I'd rather continue living as a man without any dysphoria than live as a trans. I don't think I fetishize being a women, but am I AGP
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>>6256171
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_LvTpjK-MEY
>>6256129
marry me desu
>>6256164
>tfw the first and last time you were ever scammed was in classic runescape
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Bunch of classic /mtfg/ trips back

I guess it's a good feel.
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>>6256192
>My psychologist doesn't think i'm trans because I said I'd rather continue living as a man without any dysphoria than live as a trans.
your psychologist has no idea what its like to be trans
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>>6256192
Why don't you live as a sissy faggot who only becomes a woman in the bedroom?
My cock is hungry for your butt
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>>6256192
the thing is that a lot of the time you'll end up as a middle ground between man and woman and it's not a good life. you should be willing to accept that reality if you want to go through with it.
You're AGP if you are a mental construct of outdated psychiatrists.
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>>6256169
better than most of us
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>>6256202
Because being a sissy faggot is super tangentially related to being trans.
Don't come to the transwoman thread to tell people to not be trans, that's idiotic.
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>>6256202
You won't find any of those here, we're trans. Try "repression gen", taking it in the butt (no homo) seems to be all they're about.
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>>6256177
Guess ballet shoes are not for you.
Cortison shots might help, but they don't seem to be a permanent solution. They just relieve you of pain without addressing the underlying cause. I would actually go through everything else before seeing a doctor and going for injections or surgery.
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>>6256157
Can a ~6ft transgrill make it?
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i want to be cuddled and snuggled and held and loved and cherished desu
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Everytime someone says I have BDD
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>>6256214
You can tower over the womanlets and manlets around you.
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>>6256214
It's all about face, then shoulders, then ribcage.
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>>6256184
>>6256185
>>6256204
Ty

>>6256211
That made me smile desu
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I just want to let everyone know that getting into a relationship has been the best fucking thing in my almost 21 years of existence.
They got me to:
>Try weed
>Learn about things I like
>Lighten up around people
>Get closer to friends and family
>Gain enough confidence to talk to random strangers at the mall
>Stop worrying about my tits showing in public
>Start lightly exercising to maintain my apparently nice ass

Did anything wonderful happen to anyone else here on mtfg?
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>>6256220
another manlet apreciation thread?
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>>6256221
What about with 17 inch shoulders?
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Ugh i swear I'm always posting just before the thread dies and it's hurting my daily (you) gets.

I literally don't know what's going on in threads anymore so I guess I'll just post random things.
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Soup ?
>tfw dilation now up to once every 10 days
Yay
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>>6256221
>>6256227
My how do you measure shoulders? I want to get on this self loathing meme.
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>>6256224
just remember that if it turns to shit doesn't mean you didn't have good times and that keeping up an unhappy relationship because it was nice at some point isn't healthy.
enjoy as much as you can and learn to learn together, etc.
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>>6256224
Well, finally got SRS with no complications and good results. I suppose it's not extraordinary, but I feel much better now.
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>>6256228
I wanna die, sassy
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>>6256228
Sassysnack~
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>>6256232
Either around or from the front, one side to the other.
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>>6256228
I just check the new captures I made and look for posts where I can release them to the chans.
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>>6256229
I'm beginning to use the larger one tomorrow. Bit worried...
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>>6256237
:) Yay!

Promise me you won't hurt the irish bunnies with you bow weapon thing! :(
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>>6256226
No need.
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>>6256224
My fiancee and I got together at 18. Been together nearly 8 years now. She's the best thing in my life hands down.
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my boobs hurt

I need someone to soothe them
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>>6256246
you sure?
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>>6256228
Have a free (you)!
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>>6256243
Eh... We'll see.
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>>6256250
Yeah pretty sure.
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What are your plans for the summer, /MtFg/?
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I'll never be a girl ;-;
Why can't I just go back in time and force fem my child self
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>>6256255
stuff with my gf i guess
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GAAAAHH!!!!

I'm bored, and I'm miserable and I kind of want cuddles and I kind of want someone to screw me but I don't have the confidence to go out and get a guy and whyyyyyyyy????
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>>6256236
I don't want to die either :(. As a kid/teenager I had panic attacks from fearing death.

I actually fainted from blood loss related anaemia that caused ultra low blood pressure and an emt brought me back to life. It was really weird because I only saw darkness and felt a fuzziness of not being able to think logically...I realized that life is short and when you die that's that

I'm choosing to live.
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>>6256262
>and when you die that's that
but that's exactly why I want to die!
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>>6256242
iktf
Just dilate a bit with medium first
Then it goes in pretty easy
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>>6256234
I don't plan on letting it go to shit...
But if it does... well... I'll keep trying.
Because I don't give up! Unless there is literally no chance in hell... then I'll just take a couple days to cool off and move on.

>>6256247
Yo, I hope my relationship turns out like that.
I'm skeptical and scared though since it's my first actual relationship. I'm kinda running everything on the fly, without any prior experience to work with aside from friend stuff...
But that all seems to be okay.
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>>6256222
>That made me smile desu
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>>6256253
Literally >:( ! If they're notrabid bunnies or they're carrying the plague leave them alone.

>>6256239
Do I puff my chest, relax or cheat and pull my arms together?
Like from outside shoulder to outside shoulder?
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>>6256262
Then you have to go one without me sass
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>>6256266
:( Don't want to die. That makes me like mad ultra sad.

Here's some 90s lilith fair music to help you along.

http://youtu.be/i1GmxMTwUgs
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>>6256262
I had enough close calls with death to have doubts about whether I'm really alive. Because there's no way I could have survived some of what I remember. If those memories are real. Or mine. Yeah, I'm fucked up.
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>>6256214
>>6256221
>>6256227
Six foot two cis male here

I'll love you. Even if you don't pass. Cut your cock off or dont. I don't care. And I'll make you feel like a woman

>>6256218
Come here then.

I have one catch. You gotta get married and raise our biological kids that I create using my skills as a geneticist and artificial womb machine so you can be a mommy
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>>6256281
there's nothing sad in just giving up pointless things
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>>6256255
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>>6256284
no i meant cuddled and snuggled and held and loved by a girl boys are gross

why are you here get out eww
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>>6256282
You're only alive when you choose to be alive.

"No son los muertos los que en dulce calma
la paz disfrutan de su tumba fria,
muertos son los que tienen muerta el alma
y viven todavía. "

>>6256278
You!
>>6256278

You girls make me cry :(
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>>6256171
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>ywn be normal
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>>6256290
Rape mode. Engaged
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>>6256272
On the fly was exactly how we managed things. Idk I guess you need luck too but just enjoy it, talk about everything, never let yourself or the other person feel unvalued. Talk.

Sincerely, good luck with this. I'm wishing every ounce of happiness for both of you.

>>6256274
:3
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>>6256292
but that stanza makes my desire to die feel more correct than before!
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>>6256292
Don't cry for me
Save your tears for someone who matters
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>>6256295
is that funny to you
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>>6256300
Tumblr pls
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>>6256297
It does, doesn't it?

I guess it only works if you want to live.

I'm sorry I failed at making you guys to want life.
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>>6256157
I'm maybe gonna make it!
Maybe get prescribed duta and try that out...

>>6256192
Your psych a shit
You should live however it's best for YOU to live, as long as it doesn't directly cause harm to others.
If that means getting on hormones, living as a woman, and upgrading your genitals, so be it. If cutting any of those parts out works better for you? Cut that part out. Not your psych's business how you live your life.
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>>6256255
Get a motorcycle and accompanying gear and start going girlmode in riding gear.
At least that way I'll be able to focus more on perfecting my voice than worry about looks.

>>6256296
I'm still having a hard time talking about some things but I'm definitely trying to work on it.
20 years of asian parenting tends to make talking difficult but we seem pretty tight so far.
A lot of the time, I don't even care what we're doing as long as we're doing it together, you know? It's just cool to hang out.
Thanks for your good luck wishes.
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While you can get spiro pretending it's for your grandma or something, there is no possible excuse for a box of cypro, right?
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>>6256299
But everyone matters, at least to me they do.

I'm sorry if this isn't cool, but I care.
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>>6256292
I don't know how many dead I share my shell with anymore. Hard not to have death on my mind.
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>>6256302
>>>/out/
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>>6256308
Most psychs are bad at their job.
My psych kept telling me I have bdd and don't look like a man.

I proved her wrong
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>>6256310
Prostate cancer
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>>6256314
>>>/r/apeisfunnylol

You can't make me leave:)
Got kik?
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>>6256310
For your cancerous prostate? Please don't shame me anymore pharmacy attendant. Also acne?
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>>6256320
>>>/b/
>>>/soc/
>>>/r9k/
>>>/r/4chan
take ur pick
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>>6256322
Acne takes way lower dosages tho.
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>>6256310
Well cypro is prescribed to pedophiles...
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>>6256316
cool, that sounds more belivable than living with my grandma.
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>>6256315
I guess I got lucky if everyone has a hard time with psychs.
I'm young and live with my parents still and they seem to be conflicted about me being trans.
My mom found one of the best trans-specialized psyches in the area with the hopes that he would say that I'm wrong, but after a few sessions he practically yelled at my mom, "Yep, your kid's trans!" So, it all went well for me.
He even helped me call my trans-specialized current GP.
I think I've been pretty lucky the past couple of years actually. I hope everyone else gets some good things going.
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>>6256323
Only cis woman can get offended at rape.

Men don't get raped
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>>6256327
but then I would have to go around abusing little boys so they believe me!

>>6256322
can you imagine teenagers becoming girls just to cure their acne? it's like a plot of a shitty comedy manga...
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>>6256313
I mean, we let ourselves die and kill our former selves...all the cells in our body die at least 6 times in the course of our lives...we're like the Ship of Theseus in a way, all our memories pass from one neuron who has died to another neuron that didn't existwhen the experience happened.

Maybe that's why you feel disconnected from yourself?
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>>6256334
>>6256335
I would like to rape you
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>>6256335
I wish. I know all too well why I feel that way. What I did was madness, I'm still paying the price.
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>>6256325
Well, prostate cancer it is then! Or hirsutism, and I don't know what that is and I won't google it because it sounds bad.

>>6256334
I wish my life had occured in that shitty manga, lol
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RIP Umaru
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>>6256313
You're just autistic
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>>6256336
it's very nice of you to politely let me know.

>>6256341
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>>6256334
Actually, I did use the Diane35 birth control/anti acne pill as makeshift HRT during my first transition...
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>>6256330
I just expect psychs to be experienced but every psych I've seen is just awful at their job.

This last one (the one claiming I have bdd) was wrong on so many levels that I question at how she actually got her degree
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So how many of you are in college? I need to know, for science.
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>>6256339
Read Sifu Lee's books, desu.
https://www.brainpickings.org/2015/12/18/bruce-lee-artist-of-life-self-esteem/
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>>6256315
Did you find a man that looked like you?
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>>6256360
No; however, I do have facial features that most men have despite having ffs
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>>6256355
to get a degree you just have to memorize for a short while what they tell you and keep up with the writing load, most universities only teach you to tolerate stress and become a faster reader because that's what they test.
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>>6256315
You're the retard for hugboxing yourself and transitioning
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>>6256347
I am become the girl from watchin porn then. It's allright, though.

>>6256336
You can't rape me if I consent to wanting to have sex with anon, though.
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>>6256368
I never hugbox myself. I transitioned because I my fucked up brain told me I wasn't a boy.

It's people that hugbox me.
When I go out and get ma'amed, people are doing it to be nice.
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>>6256369
anon could pretend to be the anon you want and it would be funny for the audience while being pretty rape-y.
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>>6256355
The first psych I talked to was some hamplanet masters-in-psychology fuckwit that tried but didn't actually provide me with any comfort or useful information, but at least she didn't stop me from trying to progress. University counseling services suck and all the good psychs are expensive. To expensive to afford without insurance. My parents paid for mine but most aren't so lucky.
At a certain point, informed consent clinics are about the best option if you don't have enough cash to get a proper psych.

After my family switched insurance providers, I lost my excellent psych and have been running along without one. I wish I still had him though. People underestimate the wonders of a good psych.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GP7zpdwo3Xo

Reminder that listening to Nickleback makes a non dysphoric male again
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>>6256379
But it makes you a piece of shit with bad taste.
Is it really worthy? life truly is suffering.
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>>6256379
But i've heard that lostening to Nickelback might give you braincancer anon. :(
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>>6256378
Honestly, the only thing I've ever really needed out of shrinks was to write my SRS referral letters with exactly what I needed in them. Was pretty easy to coax two in doing just that.
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>>6256378
400 dollars of my parents money wasted on a man who after I wore my girl mode outfit (it ain't much) offered me money for sex and then named a specific amount (1k) for a blowjob. I literally ended the session early and he touched my shoulders all creepy. 3 days later he texted me asking how I was doing. I didn't respond. A week later a new number asked me to show up for a meeting, I asked who it was and it was him. I didn't reply. Joke is on him, I record my sessions.


The next shrink I tried didn't know the difference between transvestite and what the fuck I am. A medical problem.
The next shrink just leaned forward every 4 minutes and said "I agree"...


Suffice to say, I just take acid and smoke more and play shrink with myself.
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hey mtfg, I haven't had my hair cut in about two years but I have an appointment this weekend.

do you actually need a picture for a reference of what you want when you go to a salon? I haven't really been able to find something that I both like and that suits my hair type face. can I just go in and ask for a trim so that I can continue to let it grow but still get a bit of shape/definition to it? or is that like frowned upon?
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>>6256390
But a good one would had helped you deal with your mental representation of yourself and others, there are many things you can get a good shrink to help you with, not only trans stuff.
It's a pretty bastardized job but it has some very interesting elements. There's no reasson to limit our study of the human mind to sociological census and brain scans.
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>>6256396
>hair type face
hair type and* face
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>>6256373
>I look like a man
>I should transition
>oh no I look like a man how did this happen

RE. TARD.
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>tfw you have to get out of bed to take a shower because you feel gross but you do have the motivation to do it
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>>6256404
iktf
getting out of my house has become a form of torture
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>>6256398
I spent a year in a psychiatric ward. All the shrinks I saw readily admitted there was nothing they could do about my real issues (being trans not being one, I had no difficulty convincing them I could handle it on my own) other than doing their part to get me on disability so I could live a relatively stress-free life. Melancholic depression is just that nasty.
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good morning mtfg ~
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>>6256390
I found my psych to be incredibly helpful in understanding what was going on and how to cope with a lot of the pressure that my parents were putting on me among other things. I thought he made me calmer as a whole.

>>6256395
Did you research the shinks you went to?
It sounds like you ended up getting stuck with psychs you didn't get to research and learn their history. It sucks either way and I hope you get to find someone who's actually competent. But until then, good luck with the acid and smoke.
BTW, Sunday was my first time ever using weed and it was strange.

>>6256410
Yo waddup...
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>>6256404
that's why I take showers at night now

>>6256410
gmorning korra
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Did anyone not cry when they came out as trans to their therapist?
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>>6256416
o man i cried A LOT
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>>6256413
>that's why I take showers at night now
I love going to bed right after a showe, it's the peak of comfy. But a morning shower really starts your day. It's so hard to decide that I usually end up showering every 4 or 5 days...
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>>6256416
I didn't but it was at a lgbt specialty place and I had already cried when I came out to my mom
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>>6256401
Yeah, that's not how transition works.
I didn't go lol I look like a man, I should transition. I transitioned even with the knowing I could be a hon.

>>6256411
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GLcEyZz3b_Q

My psych thinks this (me) looks like a girl.
Yeah my voice sucks, oh well
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hiiiii~
good morning!!!!!
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>>6256416
Well, I never was into that situation. I was out to everyone years before I even saw a shrink. And when I finally saw one, I was already full time.
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>>6256424
red are you a boy or a girl now im confused
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>>6256419
I wash my face in the morning with cold water which kinda helps with the start of my day. been thinking about doing yoga first thing in the morning too but I never get up on time

I used to shower that infrequently but then I got a normie job and now I have to stay hygienic

>>6256424
hi red!!
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>>6256416
Lol no. I don't cry because I'm not a pussy
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>>6256423
>that feel when I sincerely think angie passes and could go full time but I doubt I could transition when I don't look much different from her post ffs
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>>6256424
Heya
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>>6256428
B O Y !!!
unless you want me to be a girl then I'll be a girl for you
>>6256432
Hi I'm happy
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>>6256416
Nah, my psych exclusively deals with trannies so she already knew.
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>>6256439
happy is good!! I'm pretty happy too. what's going on?
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>>6256439
>unless you want me to be a girl then I'll be a girl for you
didn't you lose two relationships because you didn't want to be a girl for them?
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>>6256439
red I don't like boys can you be a girl for me
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>>6256416
I didn't but I was nervous as hell.

My first therapist decides I wasn't trans but that I had an unresolved Oedipal Complex. :(

Never again to that therapist.

My second therapist just said, well I guess this explains a lot of your behavioral issues.

Hearty laughs were had by all.
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>>6256416
No... I was still kind of dead inside and was defaulting to my childhood conditioning of being super internal with all of my feelings and emotions...
Hurray for Japanese lifestyle! Can't show anything to anyone at anytime!

>>6256423
I think you pass as a middle aged mom who smokes... but at least you pass!
I haven't even started wearing girl clothes, I can sometimes convince black ladies that I'm a girl over a drive through mic... but I get some people assuming I'm female by the way I look in boymode, so I guess that's good shit.
I have a lot of work to do before I'm satisfied with myself.

>>6256424
Red...
Can you be a dom girl for me?
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>>6256416
I didnt. Then again I didn't cry at all pre hrt. Now I cry all the time.
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>>6256416
>>6256418
>>6256420
Low test faggots who don't know how to repress.
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>>6256454
I still never cry on hrt except the other day when I got out of the shower and looked at my reflection
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>>6256456
VERY low test :)
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>>6256451
>My first therapist decides I wasn't trans but that I had an unresolved Oedipal Complex.
I really want to defend the lacanian school but they keep doing this shit all the time.
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>>6256447
he was being pushy and mean about me wanting to be a boy, and it was only one
I just don't feel comfortable calling myself a girl now, okay!??!?
maybe when I can go stealth, but I doubt that can happen. I'm 6'2!!
>>6256448
I can....but sometimes I'll wear boys tops and hang with gay guys, okay?
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>>6256456
are you sure you're actually trans and repressing? you seem cis
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>>6256454
I cry about anything, I cry when I hear mother's day commercials on the radio.

Do you think I'm going to go mad when I start on E?
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>>6256452
i can try....
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>>6256456
well, it's pretty obvious that almost everyone here is or tries to be lot test...
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does anyone want to cuddle I'll cuddle if you pay for me to get to you
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>>6256461
>okay!??!?
I really don't know how that entonation would sound out loud...
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>>6256469
Don't whore, please.
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>>6256466
Red!
Do you have any tips about escorting? I know I should really ask Edie but she isn't around right now...
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>>6256472
i want to cuddle tho
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>>6256464
I am the repression master
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>>6256458
>>6256454
I cry like once every month about stupid shit now... pre-hrt I hadn't cried since I was in early elementary school.

>>6256466
Oh! This is exciting. It's okay if you want to be a boy instead... as long as you're a dom.
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>>6256472
>>6256476
perfect
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>>6256476
i thought edie was just a cam girl
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>>6256460
>Google: lacanian school

You're too smart for your own good, anon.
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>>6256480
but what is it that you're repressing? it sure doesn't seem like trans feelings
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Does qhi actually sell real meds? They have insane pricing. According to this,a 3 month supply of 6mg e and 25mg cypro is only 115$
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>>6256476
1)NEVER ACCEPT DRUGS FROM CLIENTS
2) DON'T! IT'S BAD! NO DRUG!
3) moan a lot but not too much
4) find out how to give the girlfriend expierence
5) blowjobs ONLY with condoms!
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>>6256485
It's pretty basic knowledge, it's the dominating school of psychology outside of the US.

>>6256486
can you imagine if people repressing absolutely anything ended up comming here?
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>>6256481
This is the same with me. Notwithstanding a few sparce exceptions it was pretty much since age 14 I just never cried. Now I'm just a constant 1 step from tears. I feel like someone just died, but it's me. I can't eat, sleep, or fucking do anything proper anymore.
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>>6256460
Lacanians are by far the most trans phobic of all shrinks. And unfortunately those assholes have a monopoly on trans care gatekeeping in France. Just kill them all, I say, nothing to defend.
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>>6256481
I think my life is just too boring and has no stupid stuff going on for me to cry over

I cried in middle school when some bully beat me up and I got in trouble for being part of the """fight""". there were a couple other guys in the principals office at the same time for other stuff and they took pity on my after that and became my bodyguards. but I haven't cried since
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>>6256464
No don't tell her that. That's what she wants to hear
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>>6256488
red can you hire escorts to just hug u and headpat u or is that illegal
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>>6256481
You should get on your knees in front of me~
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>>6256492
Well, then I guess I'm dumber than I thought, lol
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>>6256486
He's obviously a repressing cis gay bottom.
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I'm gonna sleep after doing tons of homework
gnight /mtfg/ ^^
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>>6256488
>4) find out how to give the girlfriend expierence
I think I can fake that, I'd probably be better at that than the sex part. How do I find people interested in that kind of service? Is facebook any good?
How do I chose a name? Should I make it completely obvious or sort of real sounding?
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>>6256488
but coke tho
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>>6256499
no you can
I've had guys who just wanted affection before


Please! No Lacan! I just graduated college and intend to become a simpleton again!
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>>6256487
I don't think they do.
Some people have been having problems with low uptake when using mail ordered drugs.
Getting a prescription and picking your stuff up from a local pharm is a better option, but if that doesn't work... online is a last resort.

>>6256493
I don't have any of those problems but I easily tear up about things. Like, I was thanking one of my moto class instructors and I had to pause to hold back tears. Life has become quite the roller coaster.

>>6256500
Like pic related...
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>>6256505
Nite smiles!
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>>6256492
Not psychology at all, actually. It's psychoanalysis, i.e. unadulterated, unscientific bullshit.
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>>6256506
backpage, apps, various websites.
Find a nice alias but something not horrible
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>>6256486
Everything
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>>6256492
he seems to be repressing his sense of empathy and humanity

>>6256497
maybe he'll go away and stop taking out his anger on trans girls if he realizes that has nothing to do with what he's repressing

>>6256503
could be
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>>6256488
>blowjobs ONLY with condoms!
You can get STDs and STIs without a condom, so that one seems pretty important.
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>>6256458
>>6256481
Oh. I think I might just be a little bitch then :/

>>6256465
I dunno. Maybe a small bit but I think you'll be OK.

>>6256487
Yup real meds. They're pretty sweet. Try get a prescription first. I'm only self medding til after my endo appointment
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Does working out boost your testosterone levels? So in turn have I done irreversible damage by working out to repress for a year or so?
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So what's up girls? Any big happenings in life recently or something upcoming? How is the daily grind treatin ya?
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>>6256495
It's funny because France also probably had the most anti-Lacanian theorists. And anyone who apreciates his work should know that anything close to science needs to be revised and updated.
It's nice that he did bring emphasis back to sitting down with the patient and really focusing not only on what they say but how they act. Sadly that bring the necessity of experience to properly diagnosis and experience costs money.

>>6256501
Younjust have more experience on other things. I never had a boyfriend, for example.
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I want to start hormones already, i hate my life
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>>6256508
NOOOOOOO
BAD IDEA!!!
>>6256511
you are a good girl
>>6256520
yup!
I've tried to be safe with swallowing only my gf's cum :3
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>>6256508
Don't use coke, you're participating in one of the vilest activies in the world. You're funding corruption, child prostitution, injustice and all sorts of evil things >:(
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>>6256521
>Oh. I think I might just be a little bitch then :/
nah I'm just dead inside a bit

>>6256522
it can, yes.

>>6256523
I have a hairdresser appointment this weekend and I have no idea what to do >>6256396
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>>6256529
What about Pepsi?
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>>6256514
how do I go with pictures? Just face, full body or different body parts like I'm a meat counter? any recs for clothes? should I go slutty or conservative?
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>>6256523
I have to go from my grandmother's funeral to an anime convention this Friday
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who /virgin/ here?
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>>6256523
I'm going to an anime convention with bexe this weekend, so that should be great
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>>6256532
it's really all up to you desu,
you gotta learn that stuff as you go, so long as you're mildly attractive.
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>>6256503
That's easy to repress. Just don't have sex

>>6256516
Lol as if I need those things
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>>6256525
Well having boyfriends turned into really horrible experience, so I guess I just have more experience of making bad decisions in high risk situations without measuring the possible outcomes.
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>>6256513
science is a bit overplayed, imo. understanding the mind is a worthy cause to dedicate lives, but it's extremely easy to fake numbers and make stuff official, the system is extremely broken.
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>>6256535
not me =3333
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>>6256410
Korra! Hi. How are you today?

>>6256416
Right here. I'd done my crying about it long before, and already come out to my peers. I was more nervous than scared.

>>6256424
Hi Red! Good nap?

>>6256456
Repression isn't a long term strategy, but rather a coping mechanism. Stop imagining that you've got a repressed future.
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>>6256543
please expand on that
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>>6256224
I was having a bad time yesterday then something amazing happened... I met a cool grile who's into cycling and I got her number then a friend got me overwatch
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>>6256531
I c what u did there. :3

No matter who the worst is, orangina is the best.
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>>6256523
I GOT A GF!!!!
And they bite!

I've learned that I actually like getting bitten...
I never would have imagined that I'd be into that... but I am...
And getting pinned against things...
And having my ass grabbed...
It's a pretty big mark in my life.

>>6256527
I still don't know what cum tastes like.
Be sure to help me discover this!

>>6256535
Me... for now...
And stop playing Depression Quest! It's a terrible game! You literally win by choosing the top option every time!

>>6256552
Oh? Do I sense a possible bff? WHAT DID I TELL YOU! I TOLD YOU THAT HOBBIES ARE THE ANSWER!!! I TOLD YOU GOOD THINGS WILL HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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>>6256550
i was asleep for 12 hours~
thanks xanax!
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>>6256535
me

>>6256552
i always thought you were straight for some reason
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>tfw never made any decent trans friend on any trans community
>my only trans friend i made online is a girl from chaturbate
>tfw i made 3 trans friends in real life

Why is people from here so assholes?
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>>6256530
You can bring in a picture Yeah. Or you can just tell them exactly what you said. Say you haven't found a style you think would suit you so you want to get it tidied up. They can take your hair now and just make it look styled.

You can always ask them for advice too. It's their job, and usually appreciate when someone asks for advice.
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>>6256555
I like Manaos. It's the meme-coke of my country.
https://www.google.com.ar/search?tbm=isch&q=+&oq=&gs_l=#tbm=isch&q=+manaos+meme&imgrc=_
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>>6256527
aight
>>6256529
that shit's fire family
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>>6256562
Wow... that sucks for you.
I have a gf because of 4chan.
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>>6256562
here is one of the only places that we can be our pure, uncensored selves
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>>6256551
Well I could go on the stereotypical men are lying liars who will say anything just to fuck you, but I prefer to say that I have been a bad judge of character and have had unrealistic expectations in relationships.
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>>6256562
Because you dont attention whore trip?
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>>6256558
>I've learned that I actually like getting bitten...
>I never would have imagined that I'd be into that... but I am...
>And getting pinned against things...
>And having my ass grabbed...
>It's a pretty big mark in my life.
The best things in life are rough sex
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>>6256516
That doesent make sense.
Gays don't trigger me like tranny freaks do.

Femgen border on getting my rage tho
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>>6256558
we'll see about possible bff I just met her and I was teaching her bike maintenance stuff and she called me right away saying i left my keys at the garage wew.... Idk I had friends here but they're all too busy to hang out with me it seems so kinda feelsbadman.... but depression quest lets you have a cat so let me have my fun


>>6256560
I'm sorry I disappointed senpai
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>>6256535
heyoo

>>6256560
hello kit !

>>6256562
I have a few friends from here that are nice. maybe you just got unlucky

>>6256565
okay thanks!

yea the thing is I have very curly hair, it forms big rings and all the pics I've found have like a chin length lob and I just don't think I can risk going that short. so yea thanks! I'll just do that then
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>>6256559
That sounds so good ;~;
Haven't installed curtains yet, so I wake with the sun every day.
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>>6256584
>very curly hair, big rings
You have no idea how jealous of you I am rn. I love curly hair so much. Mine is like poker straight.

It's a lot of work though :/
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Hiii!!!

Great news, I'm now a license nail technician and I got my letter to see an endo for hrt.
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>>6256579
I'm starting to think that might be true.
Normally, I'm a very soft person. I can't take pain or anything harsh... but I'm really getting into biting.
My GF was surprised that I'm being so sub for her.
She tried slapping me and choking... but I wasn't into choking at all and I couldn't really take a lot of slapping. But I'm still open to trying again later.
I'm open to trying anything at this point!

>>6256583
The cat is mentioned under 10 times throughout a play through...
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>>6256521
Lol, I really just want to be ok, you know?

>>6256568
I don't like soft drinks, but I like that orangina has texture. Lol

>>6256569
Like bad fire that burns orphanages, not warm cozy fire that makes you want to cuddle.
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>>6256558
>I've learned that I actually like getting bitten...
what is it with this site and people getting into maschosim...
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>>6256596

Blackout curtains are life

Mine are 1/3 blackout in stripes~ really nice, I get a chill, dim atmosphere even at midday.
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>>6256582
whats wrong with femboys?
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>>6256599
damn b I'm happy for ya
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can anyone over 5'9'' ever pass or am i doomed to be a hon forever
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>>6256621
face is bigger than shoulders are bigger than ribcage are bigger than anything else.
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>>6256605
Masochism is love. Masochism is life. Also, w2c Manga >\\\\<
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>>6256597
everyone says that lol. it's soo much work to maintain tho, I wish it was just straight

http://puu.
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I think everyone just wants a different hair texture than what they naturally have tho
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>>6256604
we straight as long as Columbo stays in Columbus

BUILD THE WALL
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>>6256583
im not dissapointed at all i just didn't realize. idk why i assumed that tho. kinda dumb on my part.

>>6256584
hi anon !! how are you??

>>6256603
kordelia is 2nd best girl after sumia

>>6256607
nothing we love you red you are gorgeous and nice
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>>6256605
I DON'T KNOW!
I had no idea that I'd be into that. It just sorta happened on night when we were hangin out and she bit my shoulder.
It's strange... but... you know... life is strange yo.
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>>6256464
>>6256486
She has a girl name picked out, and iirc, she was planning to start hrt in a couple months.
She just likes to role-play as a manly-man repressor as a coping mechanism.
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>>6256605
>people getting into maschosim...
At least for me its because I've been told i'm worse than garbage, I'm trash, I'm nothing, I'm a subhuman piece of shit. and any happiness I do have I don't deserve.

The only thing I deserve is to be hurt.
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>>6256631
I guess I never really put it out there but HEYYYYYY

>>6256632
this summer is going to be fun
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>>6256578
Exactly, i forgot to say that.
I dont trip and i dont jerk off on kageshi
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