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> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No boys
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
Let's do our best, girls!
old >>6239566
teh rei.
>tfw wanna shove muff in gfs face but she's asleep
wat do ?
>>6240539
already loved tho
>>6240551
shove it on the side of her sleeping face
>>6240551
tfw no muff
str8 girls report in!
>mfw janitors are cucks
>>6240559
reporting in
>>6240559
lesbian reporting in
>>6240512
let (me) make it all better
>tfw red isn't in my house sucking my dick and cuddling with me afterwards RIGHT NOW
>>6240505 →
>mom will ask if I'm sick
LOL
at my most depressed and apathetic, my mom will tell me to stop complaining, "because other people have it worse" or "I don't look pathetic enough"
It feels great, hearing that everyone has a shittier life than you. I love it.
You know, I asked her the last time she saw me happy the other day. She told me she couldn't remember.
>>6240497 →
That's the best part. Nobody can help me, because everything is both internal and unrecognizable.
>>6240559
>>6240559
hi I'm definitely str8 for sure
>>6240563
hello friend sucked any good dicks yet?
>>6240579
you purged the gay disease from you?
>>6240581
glad to hear it! we must combat the rising tide of gay
>>6240579
yeah.. lewd in the comments is nice once in awhile tho
my picture was more informative than lewd tho x.x
gay girls report in!
>>6240587
im trying and posts like these >>6240579 are not helping
my friend likes me but if i get the dick im afraid it will ruin our friendship so the search continues
Should I take up poledancing /mtfg/?
>>6240587
yes yep
its OK to combat gay girls by making out with them and using tongue right?
>>6240556
gayyyy
>>6240542
>>6240574
I think hrt will help you, seriously. I know it's hard leading up to it but once you get it I think things will improve for you dramatically
whats wrong with the other thread?
>>6240244
LOL ur gonna be so disappointed when u hang out w/ me honestlayyyyy like i dont think i would look anywhere near as good as yall do there in a late night flash photog pic lmao
>>6240601
its going to get deleted because OP image
>>6240607
depends on the camera desu
also the makeup, some makeup looks way better at night/in the dark lets be real
if you let edie do you up you'll be fiinneeeee
>>6240600
I hope you're right, because if it gets any much worse than this, I may start lashing out at people that don't deserve it.
Again.
>>6240613
yeh
but also
im uggo lols
is my tummy qt
>>6240596
yessssss
It's super fun! I know how to do it kinda!
>tfw wanted to post in the dicks edition
>>6240626
only lesbians are allowed to post there, sorry :(
>>6240559
me tho
>>6240623
what did you get that certificate for
>>6240559
can't I'm busy writing about when I sexually assaulted by best friend
>>6240587
yes ;-; i miss dick so much desu
>>6240590
it was informatively lewd. i was a fan personally. sucking dick is an american pastime imo
>>6240593
can you really call it a friendship if you're not sucking his dick tho?
>>6240596
yes
>>6240601
just the OP image. otherwise i love talking about cock. i wish this wasn't a blue board sometimes lol
>>6240607
omg stop, you're gorg
WHEN CAN I COME AND SEE YOU
>>6240626
well i mean we could always just delete the image instead of that whole thread? but the whole thread would be deleted with the image otherwise
>>6240623
will you pole dance on my dick
do you guys think if a cis woman tripped here as basically the tranny version of a fag hag that you would worship her?
>tfw no big strong carpenter bf
>tfw nobody
>tfw once again single when you had the best relationship ever and ruined it
>>6240623
yah it actually is
also your room looks like a boys room
>>6240619
no ur not stop it
ive literally been saying ur not uggo for like 2 fucking years ufu
>>6240626
its okay this one is sex(with dicks) edition, edie saved us
>>6240634
all the best us presidents love getting their dicks sucked, absolutely american
>>6240638
probably
>>6240634
>can you really call it a friendship if you're not sucking his dick tho?
this is why i love you lol
>>6240616
>i wouldn't say i pass extremely well, just enough to get by with what hrt gives me
That's still good!
>how long have you been on hrt?
12 months
ur all sluts
>>6240638
my best friend does that tranny fag hag thing. it's annoying
>>6240650
not true dude barely any of them put out most of them are prudes who irrationally hate chasers
>>6240593
well if ur up front with how you feel it might not end bad
>>6240599
g-gay
>>6240628
gay grills not allowed!
>>6240629
yes hnng more
>>6240633
aww what happened? :c
>>6240634
girl go get some dick it's so easy for you
>>6240659
>>6240641
but which president has the biggest dick is the question of the hour?
>>6240646
<3
it's tru tho!!
>>6240650
yes. stick it in me.
>>6240659
ik .__. i have two guys who want to take me out already and who i could get dick from, but idkkk
it doesn't feel right, yet. i need the RIGHT dick. the RIGHT cock. the RIGHT penis. yknow?
>>6240626
>get to the part where they're undoing all the D-mails
>next one is Ruka's
I have a bad feeling about this
Celebrating 2 yes on mones with rice pudding, mochi and throwing away my AAs
Lmao
>>6240659
it's not an 'aww' story
it's actually pretty funny
I'm still writing though, it goes on for a bit
>>6240667
give them to another girl
>>6240664
duhh
>>6240667
I just passed 7 years and didn't celebrate with anything. Actually I think I forgot my pills that day..
>>6240667
>not giving them to me
I WANT TO SUCK SOME FEMININE COCKS
>>6240559
I might be straight-like?
>tfw catholic school taught me that sex before marriage is immoral
how to become a good gf. I want to succ a dick but god says no
>>6240677
pls be in brisbane
>>6240648
i'm still hoping hrt does more for me since i'm only at 8 months, but i consistently hear 2 years is the cutoff point for most changes to happen, so you shouldn't worry
i feel like the only reason i "pass" to strangers is the soft skin, lack of body hair and B cups hrt has given me, people must just assume i'm a masculine looking girl or something
>>6240682
i used to be a catholic schoolboy
You gotta throw that all out and suck cock!!!
>>6240689
I mean, I got noticeable changes til like year 4 so YMMV. Don't give up.
>>6240687
yea where u at?
8=========D
>>6240664
believe me I know that feel I too am searching for the dick that's just right
>>6240671
debts!
>>6240678
wait I don't get the question
>>6240692
seriously?
south side
>>6240695
NORTH
we wuz kaaaaaaangeros an shiet
:(
>>6240664
I accidentally came hands free while riding my dildo E! And I liked it
I swear I didn't want to! I don't even know how it got out and got in my butt ;_;
Will I get pregnant now? How will my peers judge me? (;_;)
tfw gf hates you
Can someone post the camera lens distortion pic please?
>>6240690
red I'm on the path to becoming a femmeboygirl like you. I will follow all your advice
Cross posting from other bread
>writing coming out letter
>advice
>birth name or chosen name?
tfw ur antlers are gross
>>6240701
AYKM?????????????????
how far north?
I'm right on the very south edge ;_;
>>6240718
dead name
>>6240674
trump has a lil dick lezbehonest
>>6240693
i consider myself a disciple of goldicocks.
one is too small. one is too big. i need the one that's juuuuuust right.
>>6240709
you're going to give birth to a dildo baby sass
>>6240712
good!!!!
so proud of you!!!
*kiss*
>>6240710
I know that feel well, I wish she loved me as much as I loved her
>>6240706
can ya stop already? this shit got old days ago and no one finds it funny or even a clever troll.
I'm mostly peaved that you're cutting the damn image limit in half with your autism.
>tfw lgbt will never have janitors or mods
>>6240718
from,
birth/chosen
>see other people talk about boys and their dicks
>think "whoa, this sounds hot"
>think that maybe the "hrt cocklust" that everyone talks about is kicking in
>try looking at pictures of guys and feel nothing
>try to imagine myself in a relationship with a guy and think "ehhh... no thanks"
This has happened several times since starting hrt and now I'm confused about my sexuality.
>>6240721
very north 2 north that my butt will nvr take your sweet feminine cocks virginity in my ass
:(
pls post cock
>>6240726
she won't hug me ;_;
>>6240734
What do you feel about transgirls? Maybe yourr transbian
>>6240718
I didn't have a chosen name when I wrote my letter to my parents but I'd do both if you have one
>>6240666
This is where shit gets real...
>>6240718
Birth name. Also type it up. Have people who already know you are trans with you if possible. Do you have somewhere to go if they kick you out? Discretely pack a bag beforehand in case they don't accept you.
Good luck.
>>6240734
tfw love cock but hate men
>>6240723
Bill Clinton has the best cock.
Hillary Clinton best president!
I'm going to name baby dildo after President Clinton, tho.
>>6240718
clean ur hand writing very messy
>>6240736
>that my butt will nvr take your sweet feminine cocks virginity in my ass
uhhh
I hate to break it to you, but even if you lived next door, this ain't gonna happen
>>6240718
Are you fulltime or at least part time yet
If no birth name
frankly I'd rather tell them face to face
easier to clear up misunderstandings
>>6240734
>hrt cocklust
meme
I just want to succ a dick because I haven't yet
>>6240689
>i consistently hear 2 years is the cutoff point for most changes to happen
>>6240753
..............
Don't wrry bby I'm coming for you like a knight in shining armor. who will eventually do the do.
>>6240718
once you are finished rewrite it neater and maybe with girlier handwriting, dot the i's with hearts or something
>>6240689
>but i consistently hear 2 years is the cutoff point for most changes to happen, so you shouldn't worry
I don't know if I can keep my hopes up for that long or what I'll do when mones magically didn't magically turn me into a girl. I mean, that sort of wishful thinking kept me going for a year and it all came crashing down a few weeks ago when I realized I'm no closer to my goal of passing than when I started.
>B cups hrt has given me
Still waiting for breasts to start growing, just kill me lol. I'd call them sugar pills but they have changed stuff, just nothing that's helpful. Guess it's all in the genetics or you need to be an early transitioner to pass.
>>6240724
*wipes mouth*
what the heck? what'd you do that for?
>>6240741
>we wouldn't be able to shit on hons
>we wouldn't be able to shit on hons
>we wouldn't be able to shit on hons
>>6240757
sheen i love you don't be sad :(
>today,after shower before work
>shirtless and walking to room to get ready
>mom intercepts, starts staring at my chest, makes me come close
>starts interrogating me on why chest looks different
(idek how she noticed, 2.5 mths e and the only change is puffy nips)
>lie to her, she asks if im doing hrt, keep lying until she stops
(dad has made it clear that if I Identify as trans he will kick the shit out of me)
>after I get changed dad starts asking questions, I just say mom is paranoid
>later I overhear mom telling dad to pay attention next time im shirtless, etc..
Im a junior in high school right now and 18 in July. Not about to stop hrt anytime soon, what do I do?
I'm paranoid af right now tbqh, there's no way I'll be able to hide whats developing for long
>>6240763
>tfw you will never be a human toilet for a passable tranny
>>6240744
You mean shit hasn't gotten real yet???
>>6240763
oh thats how you feel senpai
>>6240772
men get more and disgusting to me every day
>>6240770
>Im a junior in high school right now and 18 in July
MODS MODS MODS
>>6240741
it tru
>>6240747
vote for hillary; she got that big dick. for awhile. consistently.
>>6240752
L O L
donald stump
tru
>>6240774
w-well...idk... i've sucked a lot of dick in my day
>>6240761
2.5 years on HRT and I still can't really pass.
Expect things to come crashing down often, lol.
>Guess it's all in the genetics or you need to be an early transitioner to pass
It's genetics. I started underage and I'm still fucked. Honestly considering an heroing soon, but I'd at least like to see if my family can help me fund some facial surgery...
>>6240745
Not living with them atm but still on their insurance, etc. Thanks for the advice tho
>>6240750
I know, I write badly when I rush/don't concentrate
>>6240759
Haha, I like this idea a lot! I'll do this anon, thanks
>>6240754
Very part time. Currently working at school about 300 miles away from them, so face-to-face isn't super realistic right now.
>>6240778
Lmao
I pref schnitzel tho
>>6240784
there is nothing wrong with hating men
Fukken Pokemon
Get in the pokeball
Uou have 1 HP
>>6240693
Sexuality is weird. Being consistently bi was way easier than probably being straight.
>>6240792
im a nice guy, why should i be hated
>>6240793
*gets in*
>>6240773
It has, just expect it to remain real for the remainder of the series.
>>6240792
quid please
>>6240790
>I pref schnitzel tho
>>6240799
Pokemon should not take 25 tries to catch
>>6240798
they're going to get bigger though, a shirt wont cut it and a sports bra will be obvious. If I bind, they will die.
>>6240806
yes it should
>>6240809
mean look doesn't protect against explosion/self-destruct :3
>>6240809
im a transbian desu
>>6240809
It was asleep for like 18 of those tries
>tfw boobs keep getting bigger
>>6240816
use an ultra ball ?
>>6240817
Tell me your secret
>>6240813
This was heatran it can't suicide
Oh, Christ, it's 4AM. How grimly familiar.
>>6240817
It must be something in the water.
>>6240786
Hey ufufu, how you doin
>>6240756
its fun t b h
>>6240747
the only reason I'd like a Clinton presidency is the fact that we would have someone in the white house with a title of "First Lord".
>>6240770
tell them you have gynecomastia.
>>6240789
also, explain gender dysphoria/transness to them in the letter. I'd put it as the first paragraph if I were you.
>>6240814
everyone in mtfg is. some don't want to admit it though.
>>6240817
tfw nipples have been sore for days
>>6240820
injections
>tfw no big dicked qt bf
>>6240788
>Expect things to come crashing down often, lol.
Yeah I've made it for like a week now without actively wanting to kill myself, can barely wait for the next time.
>It's genetics. I started underage and I'm still fucked
Ouch I'm sorry.
>I'd at least like to see if my family can help me fund some facial surgery
That's nice, they don't even do the kinda surgery that I'd need where I live so I'd need to travel to another country for that which adds a lot of expenses and they already think I look fine and should be happy with myself, don't understand my desire to transition etc. etc... Hope it all works out for you tho, starting early means your body didn't get as fucked as mine probably.
>>6240830
>tfw no anybody
>>6240818
CHEATERS GET OUT REEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6240803
I wish I came up with that genius post and I'm glad I'm this well known for my misandry now :)
>>6240786
btw i looked at your tagged photos and you look even more cool than before and now i wanna hangout with you even more!!!!!!
>>6240835
>tfw no anybody ever
I can beat you all at this
>>6240830
I KNOW THAT FEEL I WANT A HUGE FLOPPY COCK IN MY LIFE
>>6240831
believe me, they don't do the surgery anywhere where i live either. i'm pretty much on the other side of the globe from any surgeons whatsoever.
i've got supportive parents, so i'm happy for that, but i've pretty much missed out on coming-up four years of living normally. i'm getting kinda tired of waiting to pass.
>>6240787
BUT if you find that one thats just right won't that make it worth it?
>>6240794
sry str8 grills only akaka ;~;
>>6240811
Try a housecoat. You could disguise mammaries of any plausible size under one of those. Just say you're being comfy.
>>6240774
*runs fingers tenderly through your hair*
>>6240828
thats my best bet desu
>>6240841
it hurts more when you've actually experienced it tho
you know what you're missing
>>6240839
but watashi says it's a meme
>>6240848
thanks, will probably help
>>6240857
the best meme tho
#notallmen
#somemustsurvivetokeepthehumanracealive
#allothersmaydie
>>6240852
>implying I don't know what I'm missing out on
>you people actually believe this
>>6240843
>i've pretty much missed out on coming-up four years of living normally
Yeah I've missed pretty much everything since puberty 'til now and by the looks of it I'm going to miss out for a lot more in the future. No idea how to stop this either
jesus christ I'm up to 950 words
if only it was this easy to write essays
>>6240860
or simply wear hoodies a lot more often even during the summer and say its the current style.
>>6240865
lol
>>6240868
Just replace relevant words and names and you can use it as an essay.
>>6240849
s-stop this degeneracy at o-once! >\\<
>>6240865
>still taking everything Kayla says at face value
i love kayla shes my friend & waifu
>>6240835
i don't want anybody if they're not a qt boy with a nice cock idk
>>6240844
y-yes ;_; my life's journey would be over
>>6240842
ik loll. i miss my ex's big dick for that reason. that onee redeeming factor. there's plenty of big ones out there tho.
>>6240839
>>6240792
it's so hard to hate men when you also love them
>>6240840
u-ur not like super disappointed???? ;_;
>>6240738
I'd be willing to date one, but I think that all else being equal, I'd prefer a cis girl, just because 1 trans girl is enough dysphoria / craziness for one relationship.
But if I were in a relationship with a trans girl, then tbqh I think I would feel a similar way about her dick as I do my own, in the sense that I wouldn't want to focus on it during sex. So like, I'm not one of those "I like girls and love dick, so I'll date a trans girl" people.
>>6240741
>>6240756
Ok, fair enough.
I mean, it's also not super important that I know exactly what my sexuality is right now, but I don't know - I guess I was just having some conflicting feelings.
>>6240875
>not taking everything he says at face value to piss him off
>>6240877
ediexfufu
>>6240864
hey quid wanna be my gf we can kill men together <3
>watching Kiznaiver
why does this show make me cry so much?...
it feels so good to actually have a release...
>I wish
>someone
>could feel my pain with me
>so they could know how much I'm hurting and be there for me
>>6240800
>>6240773
It's like, it's going to get even realer.
>>6240873
uhhh
I've tried to avoid names but this is pretty clearly a story about me vigourously feeling a guy up who really wasn't into it so idk if I want to submit it for grading desu
how many STDs does dollface have in her anus?
>>6240878
why would i disappointed?? you look the same lol
you're too critical of yourself. i'm far from perfect myself.
>>6240886
w-what? no we're just besties
>>6240892
none. NOW, IF I WAS HAVING HOT SEX RIGHT NOW....
>>6240894
men are....ridiculous. but ;__; i love them. it's so hardddd
just like their tasty dickssss
>>6240890
I'm sure with a little extra effort it could be transformed into Narie Curie vigorously feeling up radium or something.
I have a manly body shape
kill me
>>6240901
>narie
thank you carbs for blurring my eyes i swear i'm not this dum for reals
BRB shower I will be back to make shit posts about realistic descriptions of chaser torture in a hot sec
>>6240899
would you ever get a tattoo?
>>6240898
>x, but I'd prefer the name y since it matches my gender identity
Also not a bad idea. I don't want them feeling like I'm rejecting birth name out of hand since it's sort of a family name.
>tfw not fucking red in his boypussy RIGHT NOW.
>>6240899
do you swallow? Is your dick offlimits for men to touch or play with? how many different guys have busted a nut in or on you? Ever been in a 3some?
>>6240894
oh quid-chan Iuv wait a minute! I'm not falling for your gay tricks!
>>6240921
l-lewd
>>6240920
damn i didnt even know i had that feel
>>6240907
no chaser is scared of you, they just see an angry failure of an ugly male who hates himself so he wants to chop off his dick and take hormones
>>6240928
he has a pretty nice bp
>>6240878
see edie now. she sounds like she can fix u, u dork <3
Highly NSFW: SRS pics...
Posted that for the SRS thread, thought I might as well post it here too... Feeling pretty good about the results. Didn't think I'd be fit enough to go on a shopping spree just a couple weeks after surgery.
https://unsee
.cc/suzonapi/
>>6240909
yes.
>>6240921
>do you swallow?
with boyfriends.
>is your dick offlimits for men to touch or play with?
no, i don't have much genital dysphoria. and my gt is really sensitive and makes me feel good.
>how many different guys have busted a nut in or on you?
a dozen at most.
>ever been in a 3some?
no, i'm greedy and only want to be with one guy at a time. altho i've fantasized about being with a few guys at once desu
>>6240875
i have actually fit the head of my penis in my mouth, its not a big deal
>eat around 1000 calories today
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssss weight loss here i come bitches
>>6240899
IDK I JUST...................
ok sorry for bein crazy u can ignore me lmfao
I WANNA HANG OUT!!!!
>>6240798
i dont have a cute butt s-sorry
>>6240827
hey im pretty mediocre
excited for overwatch doe!
>>6240934
i would l o v e to
>>6240935
looks like it's healing well
congrats :)
sent you a letter btw I hope it reaches you in time
>>6240935
i...im so angry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=456GpND7HFc
>>6240899
Dildos can't get me pregnant, u lied to meeee! ;_;.
What happened to gingerman?
>>6240942
I wish I was excited for overwatch
It looks fun, the characters are neat but the beta did nothing for me
>>6240936
I have a fantasy where I'm a spartan warrior and you're our commander and Queen and we all have to please you with our warrior bodies
>>6240949
same t b h
>>6240947
why ?
not like you can't afford one seeing how you throw money around like crassus
>>6240947
boy oh boy
I fucking LOVE ren and stimpy
>>6240949
I'm more excited that other people are excited for Overwatch. Beta was serious fun though and I preordered but I'm wondering if I'll regret it...
>>6240942
YOU'RE NOT CRAZY IT'S OK I GET NERVOUS AND HAVE ANXIETY AND THINK I'M A BIG UGLY MAN TOO LOOL
i'm js you're not at all and you're my friend and i wanna see you!!!!!!!!! pls lmk when u have free time in the future desu.
>>6240948
o-oh...s-sorry, sass
um ginger guy is still on the table, but i reactivated my okcupid and one of the guys i used to date saw, and messaged me on there like "I THOUGHT YOU WERE SEEING SOMEONE?"
and i told him i was single again and he sent me this pic and ya. idk. i might start hanging out with him again i think.
>>6240954
....s-same
>>6240958
I have never spent a solid $20,000 grand nor will I ever see that kind of money in my life. Its game over, an unobtainable dream.
>>6240942
i've been eating like 1500 cals every day because of my bf forcing me to eat ;~;
jelly, keep it up fuuf
>>6240949
really!!
i thought it was SO fun imo, i am bretty excited for it to hit.
>>6240964
;______;
edie ilu very much
idk honestly once i quit ill have plenty of time probably LOL so
>>6240947
I really hope you find a way out of the mire you've been stuck in and find yourself a good enough situation to get a personal loan for SRS. You deserve it after all the crap you've had to deal with.
>>6240955
>>6240961
Everybody is excited to play it and I feel a bit left out that I won't be able to take part in that excitement.. I'll probably play it sometime later, maybe in a couple years
>>6240967
I'm really not into Multiplayer games unless its like a PvE type of thing to be honest, competitive stuff turns me off really hard
>>6240965
well you said you had 3k worth of champagne on NYE 2014/2015
you recently bought soundproof walls and a professional mic
you have 3 bikes to sell
you contemplate buying and building a gaming pc
more than enough for srs
ooooookay then who here is ready to hear about me molesting my best friend??????
because I just finished writing
>>6240977
lets hear it
i'm ready
>>6240977
>>6240980
1/4 (?)
after I finished primary school I ended up going to a different school for secondary, for a variety of reasons. When I showed up there, I didn't really make any friends for the first year or so, after which time I sort of ended up in the 'reject' group. There was this really weird dutch kid, an iron-maiden loving croatian kid who had a full grown moustache by year 7, there was this other guy with mental issues and stuff (later found out he was on ritalin and a bunch of antipsychotics - wasn't surprised), there was a weedy looking guy, there was a guy with acne who was a total cunt, and then there was the faggy english kid. Oh and there was also me. I guess I was the super shy kid. Other people came and went, but this was mostly the core of the group. Eventually the crazy kid stopped hanging out with us but that wasn't for ages after this happened
So I think I need to give you bit more detail about the faggy english guy. And when I say faggy, I really mean it - he had a lisp, quoted abfab and mean girls, made wild hand gestures with limp wrists, loved cooking, ended up accumulating a swarm of faghags that he was always delicately trying to brush off - he was a walking stereotype, but he always insisted he was straight. Everyone ended up believing him - surely someone who acted that flamboyantly gay would have no trouble admitting it?
skip forward a year or two to roughly when that whole puberty thing was in full swing - I had a few issues then obviously, but I generally got by. The english kid had matured a bit, and stopped acting as gay as he used to. He'd also grown a bit of stubble, got really tall, and started working out. His voice had broken too. On account of puberty, I had started to uhh... 'notice' guys. In particular, this english guy, who happened to be probably my best friend at this point.
>>6240974
I thought you liked fightin games and shit?
>>6240960
Mfw no ren boyfriend to play catcher with
>>6240964
That sounds awesome! Yummy jeans :)…
Cheers 2 u E!
I want to go dancing tonight. Yes.
>>6240982
2/4 (?)
each year, towards the very end of term 4, the english guy would throw a 'christmas party', and invite the whole group over and we would sleep over and play a bunch of video games. The first couple of these parties were pretty tame, but the last one had culminated in everyone (except me) playing strip poker at midnight, so I'd kind of expected that the one coming up would be a bit... raunchy.
by this time we would have been 14 or 15, and I had an absolutely massive crush on the english guy, so I was super nervous about going to the party, but I plucked up the courage and went anyway. At first we were just playing games. He had little big planet, so we mostly just found some good maps and played them while screaming at the top of our lungs – it was pretty intense. Unfortunately he also had a pool, and obviously he wanted to get some use out of it - so everyone got out towels and board shorts - except for me. I had 'forgotten' to bring any of these things because, for obvious reasons, I was super self conscious about my body, and preferred to remain completely clothed at all times. The english guy's parents insisted that I borrow his board shorts and a towel, but I really didn't want to and somehow managed to talk my way out of it.
obviously I wasn't going to just sit inside the whole time, so I went out and sat on a deck chair next to the pool, and watched awkwardly as the now shirtless english guy swam around the pool wrestling the other guys. This set the tone for things to come. Eventually everyone got pruny and bored so we all went back inside (only I had got a wicked sunburn from staying out there on the deck chair so long). We continued to play video games until around ~10 or 11 pm, when everyone started to get a bit fed up with them, and decided to find something else to do.
>>6240983
Kinda, fighting games are fun but I'm really bad at losing lol. Instead of getting fired up I just get sad
>>6240964
>might start hanging out with him again i think.
>>6240987
3/4
Sure enough, one of the guys (I forget who - it gets a bit fuzzy after this), ended up finding the english guy's parents' alcohol (I think it was some kind of whiskey or rum, but like I said - a bit fuzzy).
so we all got some cups out and ended up finishing the bottle between the 7 of us. Needless to say, we were plastered, and we all ended up splitting into smaller groups and wandering off around the house. By coincidence (or probably not if I'm honest), me and the english guy ended up in his loungeroom, with no one else around, and I was just sat there ogling his biceps (which weren't even that big, but I was kind of nuts about the guy). I ended up sidling up to him on the lounge and asking if I could feel his muscles. He ummed and ahhed a bit and then said okay. He was wearing a flannel (lol) with a really tight grey t-shirt on underneath, so at first I just kind of nervously squeezed his arm through his sleeves, but then he took off the flannel and flexed a bit. At this point I was basically panting like a bitch in heat, and if he had have laid a hand on me anywhere my clothes would have just flown right off and I would have been on my knees in the blink of an eye.
I don't really know how, but after a while I ended up on his lap like this [picture], with my hands up his shirt feeling his abs. It was a really tight shirt, so I ended up pulling it up a bit. I tried taking it fully off him but he resisted so I went back to just feeling him up under the shirt and grinding on him like the incredibly considerate person I am. If he hadn’t have looked so unbelievably uncomfortable about the whole thing I would have made out with him in a flash. Eventually I ended up getting off him and just sitting next to him awkwardly.
>>6240994
4/4
At some point we both got up and went to bed (not the same one!) – I infer this because I woke up in a bed. With a fucking dreadful headache. Anyway the english guy was on a mattress next to mine, and when I rolled over he was already awake. The first thought that went through my head was “oh fuck”, thinking what I had done was a really fucking serious mistake, but then he just laughs and says “Hey everyone my rapist is awake” with this big cheeky grin on
so now we skip forward about 3 years to the present day, minus a couple of week - none of these people know anything about me being trans, and I haven’t seen them in about 2 years, but I still had them on steam – and one of them tells me that the english guy has a boyfriend now. I had been absolutely sure that he was straight, so I was pretty confused by this. I got a chat window open with him and asked him, and sure enough it was true. After a while I mention that I’m into guys, and he is completely shocked.
...Even though I molested him
So I guess he doesn’t remember. Which is probably for the best...
>>6240989
I am merely stating what you claimed
how is simple math exaggerating ?
>>6240964
also
that guy is like the perfect amount of thin + slightly muscly but not bulky at all
p r e t t y g o o d
>>6240966
When your having sex with your bf. climb up to his chest and grab both your dicks together and start jacking them off together with one hand and tell us how he reacted.
![[nervous laughter].gif](https://i.imgur.com/7xb3W2a.gif "[nervous laughter].gif")
>>6240982
>>6240987
>>6240994
>>6240999
y'all better enjoy that btw
>>6240990
that's me right there.
I've played sets with friends and won like 20 games in a row.
but every missed anti air, every dropped combo, a single loss
and I descend down a spiral of anxiety that accumulates and festers like a growth
until I'm feeling physically ill
but the worst part is if i do lose I get this compulsion to keep playing until I'm not a 'loser'
anyway this can go on for hours. I've played once from 6pm to 11pm straight games, through headaches and dizziness. looking at the replays i was playing fine, worse as it got late but still. At the time I felt like cutting my throat.
Im mentally ill i swear
>>6240967
ILY TOO <3
and tru lmao!! i mean take ur time, it's not like we're gonna stop being friends or w/e anytime soon. it'd just be nice to chill wit youu.
whenever i hang out with my trans friends from the internet irl i'm always so happy.
>>6240985
ty ty. lmao this guy is someone ufufu has never liked tho!!!! that's the one thing i always remember about my posting about pilot guy.
he has a nice dick tho and he's sweet and i think he's cute. i like spending time with him.
also why not going dancing then?
>>6240992
literally, i haven't been fucked in a REALLY long time and the last time him and i had sex....
i think i've mentioned here before that i've only ever had one guy go down on me, and had it be good, and this is the guy.
he makes me feel......really, really, good
>>6241003
YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT HE WAS UGLY THO LMAO!!
>>6241001
I have 2 bikes, one I am keeping, the new years booze was this new years and was only a $500 bottle and I bought a pc case for $45 bucks, big deal, I don't have the funds to fill it with parts yet.
>>6240985
...I'd catch.. atleast some days.. 99% top but I can't help go nuts over knowing some little trans girl who wants man-ass
>>6241006
you take what you want. I like that.
>>6241015
I was 15 and wasted (which isn't too unusual in australia)
of course I took what I wanted
I wouldn't do that shit sober lol
>>6241012
what happened to the 3rd bike ?
500$ is still insane
45$ wasted then
not to mention how often you post pics of ordered food/clothes etc.
it's like you don't even try to save for srs
>>6241010
ohhhhhhh its that dude
well
hes basically a butterface to me LMAO
>whenever i hang out with my trans friends from the internet irl i'm always so happy.
yeah me too!!! like... it just gives me like a really sappy ~sisterhood, we're all in this together~ feeling. plus it's usually so fun and positive!!!
omg making me wanna hang out with u as soon as possible. we gotta do it before you move!!
>>6241006
pretty hot story desu
>>6241018
Probably some deep seated issues or something, Losing constantly just makes me want to cry lol
>>6241020
>what happened to the 3rd bike ?
sold it to buy an airplane ticket for my dad, the bottle was already bought, family sends me amazon cards sometimes for clothes or whatever
>>6241032
>sold it to buy an airplane ticket for my dad
why
>the bottle was already bought
why would you waste so much money on a bottle of booze
>family sends me amazon cards
why ?
don't they hate you (according to yourself)
my family pretty much loves me yet I don't get half the shit you are getting from them
be greatful
>>6241018
When I lose I have to win 5+ times in a row to turn off the bad feeling I can't stand it, it really puts me off even playing anymore. If i cant do that, locked into anxiety for a looong time. Fuckin insane insecurity around fighting games and any 1 on 1 competition. its just too intimate for my brain I HAVE to win I dont even have fun.
>>6241036
how will you execute your cis pray then?
did only two people read my story? That took me such a long time to write ;_;
>>6241045
i read it
i feel bad for u that he didnt wanna do anything more with you ; ;
>>6241038
Oh I'm retarded I didn't see you wanted a Ren boyfriend for your hobo prison sex fantasy. that's even better!
>>6241045
I enjoyed it as much as 5 people could.
So, how do you feel about it?
how events played out and whats your situation now?
>>6241022
l m a o
i love his face!!! IDK WHY. i like brunettes tho. plus he has a skinny bod and he's in shape still but really skinny?? i like them skinny.
EXACTLY THO. i mean i have lots of free time. obviously when my new webcam comes on monday i'll be working a bit more again, but i still take the day off and go visit you for a day.
IT'S NBD. i mean how else are we gonna out if we can run away together and be escorts??
>>6241038
he's literally perfect. 6'4", 7" dick, amazing in bed, cute voice, super nerdy, a big sweetheart. total gentleman and conventional and pays for everything.
he's like one of my fav men i've ever dated. he also has a huge fear of commitment tho so like......we're perfect for each other.
in a really bad way lmao
>>6241045
i read it but it was way more tame than i thought it'd be
