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> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
> No teams
> No transbians
Let's do our best, girls!
old trainwreck >>6235410
hows ur day been going /mtfg/
>manlet appreciation
>no transbians
burn this thread
who /virgin/ here?
>>6236863
should had taken that part out, my bad.
you have a pass but it better be short girls!
>>6236860
Going okay. Getting kinda anxious since I ran out of pills thuogh.
>tfw weekend
>tfw friday night
>tfw insides are still twitching
>>6236855
what if i can appreciate manlets for what they are but i'd just never want to date one
is that ok? they can be nice guys sometimes.
>>6236867
jelly ;3;
>>6236863
yeah idk how manlets can be anything but transbians
>>6236866
aw :c how long do you have to go off them?
Fuck I hate the way I look. Forever a hun. :C
>>6236869
no, you're not allowed to have appearance preferences
would you a Seth Green?
>>6236855
Not interested in *man*lets, obviously. But short girls are incredibly cute. Giantesses too. And albinos. I guess I just like extraordinary people.
>>6236872
A week or two, they're already on their way. Gonna try out injections for hormones instead of pills.
we had just been friends for a really long time, so. telling her i would destroy her and drop her etc was me being as nice as i could.
in any other situation with anyone else i would have done much worse. but i mean idk, we're ok now i guess? we just don't really talk now. obvi.
>>6236864
who /never going to lose their virginity because they're completely disgusting/ here?
>>6236882
ah well im glad its not too long
stay safe
>>6236875
iktf.
>>6236885
iktf
ooh thats me!
>>6236877
;___; WHY NOT
>>6236889
i love those twitter posts lmao
>>6236891
who is taking the picture? spiderman?
>>6236869
No I am sorry, like this stuff hurt and I'm hurt and tired, I never felt like we fixed any of it. I just desperately wanted to be back in the Facebook group, and you to realize that you were basically it for me, literally no one even crossed my mind for a second, but we never solved that, we never solved any of it and it piled up.
That's the reason I over reacted to the purposely bad photos of me in girl mode being tagged when I'm not out yet, that's why we couldn't fix you removing me from the Facebook group I really loved being part of and was using as a healthy alternative to 4chan, that's why I came back here
I don't know of course I'm sorry that got out of hand
>>6236896
spiderman a best wingman
>>6236895
I love Marina and the diamonds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1eQLw0Nwto
>>6236896
made me remember another of my favorite tall girl couples.
>>6236903
a bit of a creeper though
>>6236889
Kill me pls
>>6236887
Granted I still have some estrogen but that won't keep the testosterone at bay on it's own. I've cut down on doses before to ration but never just gone without. But thanks.
>>6236917
>Granted I still have some estrogen but that won't keep the testosterone at bay on it's own
estrogen is an antiandrogen as well you can at the very least reduce your T levels massively with it.
if its just for a short time Id go up to 8mg E
>>6236917
don't worry too much about this, but I remember form HS that if the body has an influx of a certain hormone it will start a process of feedback to compensate for it, so just using E will make your T levels rise faster.
Of course, I saw this almost a decade ago so I might be wrong.
>>6236912
>tfw no superhuman amazon gf
Sirona still here?
>>6236901
i'm not gonna repeat this again.
you've literally had me blocked for over a month on facebook because sonic tagged you in pictures on it that you didn't like after i told her not to do it.
the only reason i even removed you from it was because you told me you were removing every tranny from your facebook.
so then i removed maddie, and yume, and adri from it, and then removed you at the end.
after that i wasn't going to add you back to my private chat with 4 of my close irl friends, who you hadn't blocked.
idk why we even have to have this conversation. how disrespectful to me and selfish could you be to never even try to unblock me, and to constantly get mad at me for my feelings on the matter?
like literally stop. you brought allllll of this to 4chan. there's so much shit that i have not talked about specifically for this reason.
all you've done since we broke up is omit shit, and try to get me to hate you. like omitting the fact that before i even posted on 4chan about our breakup, you had already told me you were calling your ex to get back together with her, or trying to one up me like it's a contest when i was just trying to focus on being happy and going back to the way i used to be so i could feel fulfilled again. like congratulations, you're accomplishing your goal. i'm sick of your shit. i'm not talking about this anymore, and i implore you to stop as well.
>>6236907
my themes are eitherrr
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gj5L9SYhoSE
orrr https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_orsY7C7yk
i wish i could see her live, she's perfect ;__;
>>6236922
I tend to skeep Barda because I'll never be valkryie mode no matter how much I try, but it would be pretty hot.
>>6236885
You'll get better. Your real problem is your weight. Someday, something will click and you'll manage to start fixing that. Just don't tell yourself it will never happen.
>>6236879
You're not allowed to be a transbian if you are a disgusting old hon.
>>6236925
Poor thing
>>6236921
>>6236926
the feedback loop exists, but it cant overcome the E levels we re talking about. especially if your body is used to having no T it shouldnt be triggered to any meaningful extend
>>6236934
Tell that to the cis lesbians who keep hitting on me every time I spend the evening at the local dyke dive. Actually, I might even let myself be tempted by one of them once my brand new vagina is ready for a test drive.
>>6236925
I love those songs as well!!
but I think bubblegum bitch fits me better
>tfw people call me a child or a brat alot
>>6236923
shes online in skype, but I dont think she is in the thread
>>6236938
thanks, knowing that should help me if I end up in a pinch.
how is the hangover working? did you fix it with some morning excercise?
>>6236939
Why do you look 20 years older than you actually are?
Morning girls ^~^
>>6236946
gmooorningg
how are u?
>>6236945
If you think I look 58 in those pics, you're deluded...
>>6236939
Whats your neopuss look like? Are you happy with the results?
>>6236946
Morning Basic.
I'm sick.
How are you?
>>6236946
hi basic!
what are your feelings on manlets?
>>6236936
neither of us needs any pity. things just need to stop being so fucking dramatic lmao
like all i want is to not talk about this, or all of the shit i had to put up with for months dating her when i was all in love with her and she could barely say anything nice about me on 4chan because she was too busy trolling me for "negative attention." her words, btw. that she purposely hurt me for that reason. like let me fucking talk about dick and being shallow again in peace, i swear to fucking god.
>>6236942
a-are you a bubblegum bitch? you never crossed me as a child or a brat ;-;
>>6236946
good morning basic!! how are you?
So now we know who the mean trips are who are the nice ones?
>>6236949
You look like an old woman covered in makeup. My mother is like a decade older but looks younger than you.
>>6236951
Looks pretty natural, thankfully not like an uncanny valley porn pussy, though it's a cute innie. Also, pretty much completely healed two weeks after surgery, so I can enjoy shopping in Bangkok already and most likely the hotel swimming pool a couple days from now.
>>6236939
I see your overconfidence, it reminds me of myself, and then I start to question if I'm a delusional hon like you too.
>>6236959
im the nicest person here you fucking hon
>>6236964
na-ah, i'm waaay nicer than you, bitch
>>6236956
no pity, got it
You ever see a particularly nasty dick?
one where you were like "thanks but no thanks?"
>>6236956
I am not a bitch I think, but I am really immature in a lot of ways. I only function cause my bf catches me everytime I fall on my face (which happens A LOT)
>you never crossed me as a child or a brat ;-;
I dont think Ive ever crossed you in anything tho :P
>>6236960
Obviously, I had a ton of make up on, it was a photoshoot. I use minimal makeup in my daily life.
>>6236956
awh, another relationship falling apart because you're a hoe? good for faye, she deserves better than a whore.
>>6236959
Im pretty nice, if I like you.
>>6236971
wait that's you?
thats your best fucking pic and you never post it
>>6236964
>>6236967
you fucking cunts aren't nearly as nice as i am. take a seat in the bleachers. you men.
>>6236968
LMAO YES ACTUALLY.
my friend lydia has had a lot of experience with that, which i think is hilarious. have you ever seen one like that?? it hasn't happened to me often i will admit.
>>6236969
....tru.
have we ever had an instance in which we haven't gotten along, come to think of it?
>>6236971
you look MUCH better withuot make up, why do you keep posting the hon-est pics?
>>6236972
I'd say at least she deserves better than detransitioning to fit with her family and way of life.
>>>/ck/7696655
IT'S THAT EASY, WHY ARE YOU STILL A HON?
>>6236978
have you ever found one of those curved dicks that have like a knot and then turns to the side? the stuff of nightmares and there is porn with people like that. not fetish porn, like they were sure there was nothing weird with it.
>>6236980
Because that last photoshoot I did before leaving for Bangkok has given me plenty of amusing pictures to post?
>>6236984
>What kind of sick?
Food poisoning.
I may have gotten a burger from a shady takeaway.
>>6236978
It was something from tales from the crypt. Bulbous and a twisted. Just got up and left, got in the car and drove home >.<
Couldn't even speak I was super rude but just had to get out
>>6236988
I guess they are more fun, but you look so good in an angle that usually recks your face. You could make your own funny pics, it's not as if this was /p/
>>6236925
It was super childish never to unblock you, I wanted you to meet me half way and talk about it more, and I kept using it as leverage, but we never did.
And like I hoped I could have been friends with them too, we spent three days with them, and took care of one on drugs, I saw us as a team, so not being like, hey let's forget this and let's fix it! Hurt. Like I constantly felt like I had to do everything because you couldn't be wrong.
It was disrespectful, I'm just not used to this style of relationship, like this role of eating everything I feel. I've never had a fight before outside of being cheated on. In about 20 years
I mean about my ex.. I asked you twice if you were sure it was over, and the after that I said I was going to call her to not be alone and that it was a mistake. I wished it was you, that I could hug you goodbye but.. It's what I had.
Y..eah I got to the last part.. I mean I'm still processing it , it hurts. It hurts worse that it hurts you
>>6236989
I live near a football stadium and whenever someone is playing or we have a match it fills with people selling food, I always buy it because I have bad experiences with places that sell meat and never had any poisoning. How shady was it?
>>6236996
"It opened last week and the floor is dirty" shady.
I don't think it will be open much longer.
>>6236991
Honestly, modeling has played a decent part in making me feel beautiful.
>>6236984
>But short guys are just as lush as tall guys.
you're cool on my book
>>6236982
hagface might as well detransition, he'd make leading appearances at drag shows at least.
>>6236999
I ate here once
http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/inside-filthy-kebab-shop-meat-6635286
almost died lmfao
literally
Is it safe to post here? No edie Faye drama?
>>6237000
You are far from beautiful. You look like my grandfather in a wig.
>>6237008
The edie/faye drama is in full swing, talk to me on skype instead
>>6236999
kek
at least you didn't buy sushi there
>>6237000
it's just that I had a mental image of you that was okay, and then seeing you without your face caked really impressed me.
>>6237008
like ten posts before you, but it has calmed down a lot. last thread was an hilarious trainwreck.
>>6237008
Nope. Still drama. :/
Just pretend it isn't happening.
>>6236850
>don't let that stop you from thinking it's all possible because it is
There are other factors in there too like time. I don't want to be 30 when I move out of here or something so I'm trying to aim for a bit shorter term than that which is troublesome because I honestly don't know what avenues there are that I should/could work towards.
>I'm a lesser man than any other
Well you've come to the right place then :^)
On a more serious note your head sounds like a wild ride, I wish I could say something smart here but I honestly have nothing helpful I can offer. I guess it's good that you're self-aware of all this at least?
>>6236851
>I did kill off a memory construct that was slowly taking up all of my mindscape like a cancerous growth.
I'm glad you're better or at least getting better?
>>6237008
what the fuck is that.
that drink looks well nasty lmao
>>6236989
Sounds like you made a bad choice. What strain of E. coli do you think it is?
fuuuuuuck spiro was suposed to arrive today but the post office is closed .-.
>>6237010
i genuinely wonder how she ended up getting the photoshoot. she had to have paid off the photographer to do it just for an ego boost.
>>6236984
i'm gooooooooood. talkin bout boys and all that jazz, you know, good things. what time is it for you?? lmao
>>6236986
....a knot????
>>6236990
L M A O
WHAT?!?!?!
TWISTED?!?!?! DICKS CAN TWIST?!?!!?
>>6236995
it was very childish, and i shouldn't have had to meet you halfway after you were the one who ran from me to begin with. i did absolutely nothing wrong, and what you deemed wrong was a misunderstanding at best. you blocking me, and telling me you were 'cleaning up your facebook' so i could go find out you blocked me on my own, and treating me like i was some 4chan tranny trash who had no real importance to you was not a misunderstanding. what you're used to is someone who you can call up, or say mean shit to, or use however you want, and who will still forgive you no matter what you do to them, and who will constantly run to you, and be emotionally dependent on you at all times. i am not that. i am not the bitch who comes sprinting back to someone who dumped me because they were dumped. but that's clearly what you want, and need. so go be happy with your girlfriend now, and PLEASE let me try to do the same.
>>6237020
have you ever tried mixing water, yoghurt and salt? its a popular drink in turkey and its p. good desu. good for digestion apparently
>>6236956
Let's see, you are
Beautiful, put together, forward thinking sexy, passionate, best kisser ever, intelligent, clever.
I loved how our switch sexualities ebbed and flowed together, I loved how you brought groups of people together and made their lives better, I loved every plan you ever told me, I loved ctrl fing for your name and reading everything you ever wrote, I liked ctrl fing mine and seeing your love notes, I loved just every moment we got to spend together, each one was one of the best days of my life and it was addicting.
I wish you had used the word love because I was afraid You never felt like you felt like I did and I didn't know how to handle that so I just wanted you to show it in some way, just humor something.
uhm yah .... >.>
>>6237018
>What strain of E. coli do you think it is?
Good question. I doubt it matters since I vomited it up before it hit my gut. And my immune system seems to be Wolverine-tier. I'm tired, but I'm feeling better, and it's only been a few hours.
>>6237020
>Took days to recover.
I got threadworm from a pizza place once... not fun.
>>6237024
>TWISTED?!?!?! DICKS CAN TWIST?!?!!?
You can tear the muscle and it reforms the wrong way.
>>6236978
I faintly remember there being a disagreement in 2013/4. but it wasnt drama/ugly or anything (or I would remember :^) )
>>6236943
I dont really have a hangover, I drank lots of water last night and just feel a little sick (like the taste of lingering bitterness in my throat)
>>6237028
Projectile vomiting? Green, yellow, or clear? Or was it just masticated food. This questions are nontrivial. These ones are: did you have a fever? Shortness of breath? Any calve pain?
>>6237025
I was onboard for yogurt soda but salty yogurt water.. idk
>was supposed to go in to work today
>get told an hour before yr shift starts that you aren't on the Saturday list anymore because you were out all week
Ree etc.
>>6236895
I wish I had more on here lol
>>6236913
Only if you kill me!
>>6236989
Gomen that fucking sucks. Iktf tho. Just got over a week of unknown stomach bug thing desu. Feel better fampai.
>>6237028
did you vomit alot? yu should replenish electrolytes, if you dont have any pharmacy bought try mixing salt sugar and water.
>>6237042
its not that salty, just a pinch more or less, its good, imo atleast
>>6237029
<3 how are you today?
>>6237008
SORRY RED LMAO I NEED TO STOP EVEN RESPONDING
it's just hard cause there's feels behind it obviously so i keep wanting to say something, and get upset. but i hate derailing the thread.
>>6237028
...WHAT?!?!?!?
IS THIS A COMMON THING???? TWISTED DICKS?????????
>>6237029
i kind of remember that too? but not really. i'm glad we're frands now. altho what's your skype?
>>6237032
i don't wannttt to talkkk about it anymoreee annnyywhhereeee. i'm sorry, you're right, no one cares. i just want it to stop ;__;
>>6237040
I POSTED A FEW OF THEM EARLIER. did you read any of them at all? they were ok i think. flannel liked them.
>>6237043
l m a o wtf is going on in that pic?!
>tfw ottoman senpai wants you dead
AHHHHHHHH
I need like 20-30 more years to be strong enough to stop them
>>6237036
Projectile, masticated food, with bile and clear acid. I had a fever, but it's calmed since.
>>6237040
>Oooh :( I'm sorry. Fluids + bedrest!
Working on it. It's hard to swallow with a swolen uvula though.
>>6237043
>unknown stomach bug thing desu.
My condolences. That sucks.
>>6237044
>did you vomit alot?
Uh... yeah. As in, vomited until there was nothing but bile. Not fun.
>>6237050
>IS THIS A COMMON THING?
I have seen a few. I mean, There's lopsided, and then there's "twisted" the latter being highly uncommon, but it's not unusual for a penis to point more commonly to one side.
I do not know how I know this.
>>6237052
>That's always bad news :/
I'm recovering. I should be back on my feet by evening.
>>6237050
no one ever cared, you and faye should feel bad for shitting up the general over your failed romance. I man ffs you're a sex worker, you should know youre just an object and not fit for real love.
>>6237051
EU4?
>>6237054
then you should really try to drink either sugar+salt+water mix, some gatorade type drink or buy electrolytes in a pharmacy. itll make you feel better quicker
>>6237055
Fuck. It certainly does not fit me to say that, but being a sex worker doesn't make one an object or unable to love and being loved. I'm not even saying this for Edie's sake, the woman I love once was a sex worker.
>>6237060
I'll get some lucozade in me. Mostly though it's just my throat that hurts now. The acid means my tonsils and uvula are swollen...
Do a lot of people here work in healthcare? Or just savvy to the lexicon?
>>6237066
>uvula
read that as vulva
confusing for several reasons
>>6237056
yus. I am going for Prester John. I am probably stronger than everything but France and Ottomans cause I am sitting at 80k soldiers, but the ottos have 135k, and I have no vision on europe, so I have a hard time finding allies :<
>>6237054
get well soon ;~;
>>6237050
FieseOmaMitHut
I am very unlikely to message anyone first ever though, unless theres a good reason, nothing to do with other people, just an anxiety thing.
>>6237049
hello! <3 I had a pretty taxing and great last night :3
my hangover isnt bad at all and I feel kinda okay.
no studying today, I gave my bf the weekend off.
>>6237024
>....a knot????
http://www.mypeyronies.com/image-files/drawing-bent-penis-peyronies-plaque-scar.jpg
>>6237050
I read the flannel ones and I got all hornied up...but wow there were like 500 threads! How can you not sleep E? I'm still nodding off. Hahahaha
>Twisted dicks
After I have had a busy day and I've tucked the whole day, my penis is twisted like the bottom of the shaft is facing me...it takes a while to get back. Should I worry about this? It still works. Hahahaha
>The feels make me do stuff
Oh bby, I feel you. It's going to be ok :).
>>6237065
It's a job, it had absolutely 0 to do with anything.
>>6237072
Vomiting through your pussy would definitely call for an instant trip to the ER, methinks.
>>6237015
Oh of course, with time constraints it's different then. I mean if it were the UK id have more an idea of getting a bit of money in your pocket :/
When I was desperate for work I remember taking up jobs at service stations for nightshifts and cleaning an auditorium after dark. Stuff kind of isolated, is it a qualification, job avaliability or some other issue?
Hey its okay I mean i know what caused it and I know when it's taking over I Just need to make active steps. I mean I'm starting small I can hold conversations verbally with folks again enough to deal with service people or retail. Just kind of trying to go day to day until i'm back in university then i dont really know wha ti'll do but i'll be there so i'll deal with it then.
Well I appreciate the talk but I have to go for a while, i think i'll be back though. It was nice to be able to talk with you.
>>6237076
Well ofc, a hon like you could never get sex unless you paid for it. Her job is the only reason you both ever were together.
>>6237072
>Reading words of sex in food poisoning story
Perv! ;p
>Edie will never break your heart
JDIMSA
>>6237089
>especially because sirona doesn't have one (yet?)
Not even on HRT.
Life is cruel.
>>6237054
i mean....my GT kind of points a little to the left, i think? but it's not super noticeable. but twisted?!?!?
i need photographic evidence of this lmao!!
>>6237073
i'm literally the same way but i'm gonna try to message you first desu lol
>>6237074
OHHHH, that's a knot? i thought that was just like pointing upwards or w/e
>>6237075
idk all of this dramarama has kept me wide awake desu. plus i can't even work this weekend so i'm just in hell rn AHAHAH
<333 love u sass. how are you doing with everything???
>>6237087
L M A O
the sad part is this has happened so much. which, even if it's not because i'm a horrible slutty satanic sex toy, is prob because i pick the wrong people.
so it's all my fault really.
>>6237079
>Acid and swollen throat
I do a sodium bicarbonate + water gargle and that helps that nasty taste and burnt feeling subside. :)
You don't need to drink like liters of water, just sips up til you can handle something bigger, maybe some consommé ?
>>6237025
I tried that, it's horrible and you shouldn't be recomending that
>>6237052
>:3 thanks for making me smile anon
I really like that design of Barda, I might pick up the comic...
>>6237065
well, you have to understand that a couple boards to the side whe have /r9k/ with people saying that if you had sex once you're tarnished forever and have no worth. overall we're pretty forward thinking.
>>6237091
>OHHHH, that's a knot? i thought that was just like pointing upwards or w/e
that's pretty tame, I've seen 90º angles with an inflated part in the division in regular porn. it's not natural, though, you have to really hurt yourself.
The autism displayed in the last half a dozen threads has filled me with disgust.
>>6237054
Hope you get better soon, though I must admit I have for some inexplicable reason always liked vomiting. Not self-induced vomiting thankfully.
>>6237072
Now that's a mental image I could have lived without
>>6237081
>is it a qualification, job avaliability or some other issue
Well here in fin it's all 3. Low end jobs are scarce and people are highly educated so you get to pick the best people for the jobs and never even have to look towards someone like me without any school past high school and 0 days of work experience. For finding work abroad it's also qualification issue I guess, I don't know if I got any skills that are marketable enough for someone to want to hire me abroad, let alone outside europe.
>Well I appreciate the talk but I have to go for a while, i think i'll be back though. It was nice to be able to talk with you.
Was my pleasure! If you wanna add me on discord or steam or something I'm always online on those, no pressure
>>6237097
Maybe you should stop posting then
Tfw I hope I get into a car accident and die today
broken penises:
https://www.google.com/search?q=peyronies&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjij7KNl-vMAhUDEJAKHXC3DZEQ_AUIBygB&biw=1680&bih=908
>>6237075
do you tuck just for dysphoria or do you present female?
>>6237091
>i need photographic evidence of this lmao!!
I'll give a less...disturbing image.
I wish I could spoiler this...
Not for the faint of heart.
http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1464-410X.2007.06551.x/pdf
>>6237092
>I do a sodium bicarbonate + water gargle
It'll fade with time.I'll try to keep down some anti-inflamatories and painkillers in a bit.
>>6237098
>I must admit I have for some inexplicable reason always liked vomiting.
I know the feeling. It means there's less food in me, and I won't be eating much for the rest of the day. I hate the aftermath, but it's nice to know I'm getting all the crap I've consumed out of my system.
>>6237095
Well, I'm asexual. Physiologically so. I don't have a sex drive, I can feel neither desire nor pleasure. Yet, almost always for the sake of love, it's almost certain I've had more sex than all of /r9k/ put together, so...
>>6237109
>It means there's less food in me, and I won't be eating much for the rest of the day
Idk I don't really like throwing up food at all but gagging stomach acid is all good for me. Silly stuff I know.
>>6237110
You are broken, an organisms main function is to live long enough to reproduce. See a therapist and get on some medication, being asexual means there is something wrong with you.
>>6237095
>>6237109
w h a t
i literally thought of like a penis in a knot lmao
sorry i'm dumb af. i've def seen kind of twisted dicks, but i don't think i ever cared before desu ;-;
that guys dick is niceee in that pic btw
>>6237106
WTF IS THIS UNGODLINESS?????
>>6237089
>I played it waaayyy too much and I got bored of it though ;_;
I played like 1500 hours ._. still not bored though! or rather, its really comfy to play while posting
I am kinda fucked in this game though, france is weak and too far away to ally, spain doesnt like me, austria is too weak, commonwealth didnt form and russia doesnt like me either/too far away
sadface
>>6237110
>asexual
>>6237095
honestly i like it alot. Maybe not on a daily basis but after i eat a shitton, its nice to drink a glass.
>>6237091
>Drama
I know, there's like this wanting to express the right combination of words to finally say what you want to say and then you'll have gotten out of your system, but there's always just one more thing to say, right?
>How am I
You know how when bad things happen and you wake up and you're hazy and all that happened still could to be just a bad dream.. and then your stomach fills with like butterflies when you realize it's literally not and you'll have to face it but the bed feels so warm and comfortable?
Hahahaha but i have to pee again >:(
I think I finished drafting my game plan. It's going to be hard, but it might work :)
How are you feeling? Why aren't you working this weekend? That's like one of the best earning days for cam, right?
<333 u too E!
>>6237117
>WTF IS THIS UNGODLINESS?????
another example of the same issue
apparently it's easy to break your penis
>>6237115
I know what's wrong with me. Melancholic depression, psychotic grade. Therapy is useless. The only things that can bring a temporary change are tricyclic antidepressants and electroshocks. Too much of a gamble for a short reprieve.
Welp time for another laser session. Hope I don't cry this time. Wish me luck!
>>6237112
I dunno then. I've been told that I'm bulimic, but I never induce it myself. It just so happens that I don't like that I don't have the willpower to stop myself from consuming too many calories each day.
I've cut down, which is good. 3 cans of pringles everyday was more expensive than smoking, and made me expand at a ridiculous rate, but I can't stop... It's annoying because I just can't force myself to diet.
>>6237129
Good luck Basic.
>>6237090
life is, indeed, pretty fucking cruel
>>6237119
>1500 hours
w-wow
I was on like 700-750 or something
in the end I got way too into map modding, and when paradox eventually did fix some of the map, I just couldn't be bothered updating my mod and fixing the rest
I tried to keep playing but the fluoro playdough map with horribly shaped provinces got too much for my map-staring ocd to bear
>>6237129
There's a constant stream of tears going down my face when I'm getting laser.
>>6237120
Not a choice, you know. Having a brain that functions in a totally different (and dysfunctional) way from the rest of humanity isn't a pleasant thing. Not that I'd know a pleasant thing if it hit me in the face anyway.
>>6237106
Wow, yes I tuck for dysphoria. I didn't know this was a thing. I wish I was presenting female.
Wow but no, my penis isn't like all those pics after tucking... its more like it's upside down? Hahahaha like the ridge of the glans is touching the teste sack?...like if it did a 180° twist.
>>6237139
Weird. It's pretty much painless to me. The stings aren't strong or long lasting enough to be called pain.
>>6237124
exactly that, sass. in point, as always. #sassfirstclass
i'm sorry that everything is happening in the way it is. .___. like you still have loads of time, but it obviously fucking sucks.
also are you getting used to the spiro peeing yet? lmao
also my webcam broke, and they were supposed to get my new one to me by yesterday, but apparently ups "had a delay"
so now it won't be here until monday. because they fucking suck lol
>>6237127
jesus christ
i love dick too much to witness these tragedies...
>>6237129
>>6237139
>tfw extremely pale skin so laser doesn't hurt at all
>>6237130
I wish I could afford eating habits like that to be honest. It's hard to gain weight
>>6237141
>minecraft
lol, I never got the appeal of that. I really hate sandbox games.
I also have like 2000 hours in cs go and probably played wc3 for 3000-4000
luckily I never got into WoW though
Hello and good morning
ps just a casual reminder that taytay is 5'11" and has 33" hips
stay chill errybody
I'm going to bed
>>6237142
imagine looking at porn and a random video that had an interesting thumbnail has one of those.
>3 hrs sleep
>gotta take a plane
>gotta show airport security my manly drivers licence photo
>my feet hurt
>>6237141
>spend a day getting mods and configuring everything
>play for 5 minutes then stop
:/
>>6237156
yeah, but we find out last night that it was you in the kitchen with the candlestick
>>6237145
Have you given her a Sassysnack yet
>>6237149
>I wish I could afford eating habits like that to be honest.
So do I... It means I could buy pills.
>>6237150
>wc3 for 3000-4000
NERD!
(How even? Does not compute!)
>>6237157
>play for 5 minutes then stop
WEAKLING!
(Get FTB, it sorts it all out for you. Then have a plan for a build)
>>6237156
There there. I'm sure your day will get better.
>>6237156
Let me fasttrack you through the system at the airport!
of course you MIGHT end up on a Plane to Düsseldorf or Dortmund by 'accident' but thats a risk you might have to take bby <3
>>6237142
do you wanna share how it went with mom or it's better to leave it foggy?
Also, what are your feels on manlets?
>>6237165
>tfw Phien will never kidnap you and force you to live under her burning hot roof
>tfw women come in all shapes and sizes but you still need literally tens of thousands of dollars worth of surgery to fix your busted body and face that was ruined by testosterone
>>6237156
Could be worse
I just had an older trans woman tell me that I should detrans because I don't pass
>>6237152
yaasss good morning qween
>>6237156
lmao iktf. at least they won't pat you down and find a dick desu, it'll all be ok ;__;
>>6237162
w-what's a sassysnack?
>>6237148
That's not how it works retard you are getting scammed by your tech.
>>6237177
don't let CFH bully you :^) !
>>6237119
>>6237135
>>6237141
We comparing playtimes aka. neet e-gt? I got:
>3000 ish hours on League of Legends
>3000 ish on Guild Wars 2
>840 on spiral knights
>720 on warframe
Beyond that nothing too interesting. I guess i did get 1k hours on one of the pokemon games, I think Sapphire? (the GBA one)
>>6237176
SLAY GORL. How are you today?
>people tell me that hrt makes it harder to get erections, harder to stay erect, the usual
>hit 4 months hrt, test is rock bottom
>less sex drive, ok, sure, don't feel the urge to do it at all pretty much
>when actually doing it to make sure it doesn't shrivel up it's harder than ever, easier to stay hard and orgasms are more intense than any i've ever had before
was i fucking memed on?
>>6237176
>w-what's a sassysnack?
It's where you feed Sass a (you)
Let me demonstrate.
>>6237142
Sassysnack~
>>6237179
>all that LoL
had I known you before I could had presented a friend to you.
>>6237154
casual reminder that without professional makeup artists, professional photographers, and photoshop, Taylor swift looks like a squint eyed giant.
>>6237180
Please stop talking like a disgusting drag queen
>>6237178
Who
>>6237172
>tfw women come in all shapes and sizes except yours
fuck
>>6237185
seconded
>>6237179
>3000 ish on Guild Wars 2
>tfw 8000h
Marry me though
>>6237183
Hm?
>>6237194
Maybe. Depends on who you are
>>6237180
YOU BETTER WERK SWEETIE(:
um i'm doing pretty good. thinkin bout DICK. how are you? what are your exciting saturday plans?
>>6237182
oh, i always feed sassy a sassysnack then lol
she's one of my favs
>>6237162
It's sure to get better once I get there but I swear my new driver's licence is bad enough that I'd be willing to pay like 50 dollars for a new one. I look manlier than I did pre-hrt, verified by someone who knew me pretransition.
>>6237165
<3
Can you give me any tips on sneaking into the international wing, I want to make sure I can make that flight to Germany
>>6237161
Was I playing with mustard's or plum's candlestick?
>>6237174
>people unironically suggesting detransitioning rather than voice or mannerisms
>>6237176
>tfw you miss pre-op patdowns
It made the day so much more exciting to wonder if someone would accidentally ur dick.
>>6237198
>Hm?
I knew a guy that really romantized meeting people through LoL after it happened with decent results around him. He's married now, though. I doubt he would had anything against trannies.
>>6237200
My voice needs work but my mannerisms are ok.
But it shows that apperance is the big chunk of it and this woman destroyed me
>tfw you finally get to admit that you loved Edie
>tfw you got to read that she had too
I don't know why but I really did cry, it was like a huge amount of anxiety was lifted and everything else went away, even though I knew she was gone I'm kinda happy now.
>>6237199
I need to do some self care today... Clean, shave my legs. I might take a bath and use my last bath bomb c:
>>6237207
eh... I guess it's better than Pizzaslut's live twitting of her dates.
>>6237198
I am anon, who else?
>>6237177
>tfw get charged 15$ a session
I'm definitely getting scammed anon
>>6237178
<3
>>6237213
what? no! stop impersonating me!
>>6237213
Agrona?
>>6237215
>having a double digit IQ
>>6237171
one day anon!
though we will probably move to cologne next year
and live in a comfy house.
>>6237179
Ive never been a NEET in my life though...
>>6237200
Ill have my infiltration team on it :3
how long will the flight be?
Who here craving girlcock right now?
>>6237218
I don't know who that is, I am literally just anon.
>>6237200
l m a o seriously?!?!
it stressed me tf out. then having to be like 'i have a dick' to the TSA ladies.... sooooOOO awkward.
>>6237209
omg what kind of bath bomb is it? let me live vicariously through u
>>6237225
whatttt if i'm craving mancock?
>>6237203
Ah I see, the wording confused me a bit in the context. I haven't played the game for like a year because it gave me mad RSI that hurt my drawing. I played in a somewhat tryhard amateur team that did pretty well in tournaments. After my best friend at the time stopped playing and I was left with 3 tryhards with attitude problems and just one person who I actually liked I quit and the team disbanded. Some of the players moved onto sponsored teams which makes me wonder if I coulda pursued esport moneys...
>>6237213
Pls no bully. Add me on steam and stop being an anon, name is Unii with a flower at the end
>>6237222
>Ive never been a NEET in my life though...
Be glad this isn't that fun for more than like 6 months.
>>6237234
>Be glad this isn't that fun for more than like 6 months.
I didnt attend uni for like 2 years though, I was enrolled, but not technically NEET, still handed in the occasional paper tho.
>>6237206
Idk in the video you posted you didn't give the impression of someone who looked relaxed a lot of the time, it's body language that I can see someone clocking with.
You pass flawlessly in photos, you are clocky in video. It's all in how you're moving and speaking, your appearance isn't the issue. Appearance is maybe like 30% of passing at the most anyways.
>>6237222
I think I need to transfer planes to a prop plane at some point but I'll be in the air about 2 hours. Plenty of time to work on some cover letters and resumes
How are you today?
>>6237225
Does boycock count?
>>6237230
No not seriously lmao, it did make the day more interesting though. It's awkward as fug tho yeah
I remember it being awkward as fug to show my passport photo (guy) to customs when I was grilmode and didn't resemble the photo at all, he looked ready to pull me aside for questioning after looking at my photo for like a whole minute.
>>6237220
>tfw dumb blonde
>>6237225
How about just cuddles for now and we worry about the gt later?
>>6237237
>I didnt attend uni for like 2 years though, I was enrolled, but not technically NEET, still handed in the occasional paper tho.
Well I hope you had more social life than I do. I see about as many people as solitary confinement inmates.
>>6237230
I got it from ulta and it's rose scented with petals in the bomb c:
>>6237241
Then what should I do?
I feel so lost in everything
I wish people would put their trips back on so I can filter their despicable hon garbage
>>6237250
<3
>driving brother and his friends home drunk
>they are talking in the back while i drive silently
>"wow you should be so glad that you have a brother, sisters are lame m8"
>"your sister is fit as fuck tho"
>"yeah but she wouldn't pick us up drunk at 3am like anon"
mfw
Post fav trips and why they are your fav trips
>>6237254
Anon because she's cute and is the best bully.
>>6237254
birdie
>>6237145
Yeah, but life is like that, it's not how you want it be, it's more of living it how you want to...doing the best with the cards you've been dealt.
Like now that you have weekend off you should text ginger about brunch hahahaha. All day fucksfest is an actual possibility for you now!
>>6237152
Good morning madame
>>6237167
Oh mom...it was wierd because she wasn't visiting me just to talk about me being a trans, but telling me that I should start figuring what to do with myself because the apartment that I'm living in would be liquidated along with all my deceased grandmother's estate for inheritance purposes :(.
So since I don't have the US$200k to buy the apartment, I can go back to living with them but dressing up won't be a thing that's permitted there...and my current job thing where I did freelance graphic design in order to permit me dressing as a girl here doesn't/wouldn't pay rent anywhere...so I'm drafting a gameplan and doing numbers to see what I can do, but I just want to put it off and sleep all day. Hahahaha
Manlets? Ha! Since I'm 5'11" most all the people her are manlets, one of my boyfriends was like 5'7" but he was awesomely strong and could manhandle me in bed...that was awesome. Hahahaha. I would lie if I told you I don't care since I prefer tall guys 6'2"" and over, but if you're cool, and we have chemistry I'll give anyone a chance, but 5'7" would be like manlet cut off point for me.
>>6237172
IKTF
>>6237182
<333 u :3
>Tfw you really like Edie and look up to her but kinda worried that what ppl are saying about her laughing at some tricks behind their back is true
>>6237260
These are all shit irrelevant autistic new trips
>>6237264
the issue was properly discussed and it was a non issue.
now, I worry a bit that you admire people from 4chan
>>6237250
You don't have me filtered do you anon? I try not to annoy people...
>it starts raining.
You know, normally I hate this, but it's actually quite nice right now. It's quite calming to listen to the rain patter down on the window from the comfort of bed.
>>6237254
Edie is understanding and listens
Puru is Puru. I don't know why I like her but I do.
Basic because the Irish have to stick together.
Elanna because silliness.
Sass because she lives up to her name.
Kellyvee because she helped me figure out my sewing machine.
Phienchen because she's calm and funny.
You know, if I type out every name it defeats the purpose of the question... I think I like everyone...
(anon, when they aren't being bullies)
>>6237265
I sort of like Anon, though
>>6237246
cuddlesex is p much what transbianism is.
>>6237269
No but after that favourites list I am.
>>6237254
red
>>6237269
>I don't know why I like her but I do.
It is okay I wouldn't be able to name a likeable trait about myself either
>>6237273
tfw no gf
>>6237230
>Craving mancock
Strong musty mancock...the one that's thick, that fills you up and makes you gag until you can control your gag reflex again? But you ruined your makeup anyway because tears are rolling down your cheeks? I want some of that. :)
>>6237264
edie talks shit about everyone here constantly, its a well known fact
Always remember to love yourself no matter what! Fuck what society thinks <3
>>6237278
>It is okay I wouldn't be able to name a likeable trait about myself either
You derp.
I'm just tired and sick. I know I listed my reasons previously. I just can't remember them right now.
>>6237284
It's time to kill yourself my man
>>6237284
I don't understand fat positivity, but I guess it has a nice message
>>6237277
get the fuck outta here
>>6237286
And I asked how did you land on 'sharp witted' and 'nice person' or whatever and you didn't reply :D
It's okay tho I won't scold you about this anymore. Enjoy the endorphins after you're done gaggin'
>Hons violating spaces with their penises today
>>6237241
did he whisper "damn, girl.... you fine.... what that dick look like ma??"
>>6237247
tfw no more bath bombs
i might need to go to ulta desu
>>6237254
everyone is my fav
>>6237259
ughhhh i mean he was drunktexting me last night so i'm kind of letting him sober up before we talk again?
he was literally like 'you're so wonderful i can't wait to see you and you're so gorgeous and wish you were here' etc and i was like cALM DOWN
>>6237264
>>6237282
>well known fact
it's a well known maymay lol
i don't care enough about the people i don't like to talk about them a lot. and the people i do like i never say bad things about.
i know so many things about so many trips here that i would never ever talk about because i love and respect them so much.
there's a line.
>>6237279
o m g
SASS LOL. you know i don't have a gag reflex, right?
>>6237292
JUST GET OUT OF YOUR HOUSE ALREADY
>>6237287
why? I'm just letting people know that body positivity is free and readily available <3
>>6237292
>'nice person'
>Enjoy the endorphins
>'sharp witted'
>and you didn't reply :D
And there you go answering your own questions!
:p
>>6237269
I only bully for your attention Sirona
>>6237284
did her leg snap from the weight
>>6237303
no, type 2 diabetes
>>6237302
You'd get more attention from me if you were nice to people!
You should know by now that bullying gets me to go anon!
>>6237299
Preach sister
>>6237259
Hiiiiiiiiii
>>6237303
no her leg supports the weight of knowing that she's alright no matter what her body looks like <3
>>6237284
Don't complain when you lose a foot to diabetes related to your lifestyle
y'all always bully me
but i'm not sure if its because you like me
>>6237248
Idk, it's hard to point to something exactly but in your video you seemed kind of agitated in how you moved. Focus on relaxing and not making tons of sudden movements. The same advice as in general applies as well: do what the women around you do, and don't think about if you're passing or not.
As for voice, just keep training it, your pitch is fine however.
>>6237297
Nooo but idk how I would have reacted. He looked like a cop stereotype, ginger and chubby with a pornstar mustache. At least he didn't arrest me because apparently they can do that rofl and he stared at my photo for a whiiile x.x
>>6237295
>some of the wisest men i know are manlets. they're really down to earth
I guess they really know how to keep their head off the clouds
>>6237298
I don't pass and there are only strangers outside that judge me with their eyes.
>>6237300
I don't really agree with that logic but alright. You're alright too though something about your mannerisms really weirds me out.
>>6237311
when you need metal supports over the support of friends and family, it is time to die
