what kind of life is this?
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>>5896644
first for the sake of being first
>>5898424
Life doesn't scare me too much :3
Hi y'all! Hope you're having a nice day!
I hope everyone here dies alone and in pain. I deserve to have sex and party, but oh no I can't because only pretty wealthy people are allowed to.
>tfw you want to wife your fwb
I start on med tech stuff in about an hour or so.
Also hi
>>5898434
Well, I think I'll go cry in bed all night.
bye mtfg
>>5898429
you did it!
>>5898440
thanks
>>5898443
Med tech stuff?
Hello Homu~ Did you give that therapist an email?
>>5898431
For some reason when i heard your "bf" was ftm i don't feel bad for him anymore when his gf does stuff with other guys.
weird
>>5898440
Just join the reptillian alliance. We get loads of hot sex partys
>>5898440
Kayla you're honestly not that unattractive. You're just crazy as fuck. Get your mental health in order and then you'll be able to get all the dick you want.
the yung pendulum comeback
>>5898440
ill have sex with you
fair warning though i dont use condoms so you better be on the pill
I can't believe that I actually got the courage to go out shopping and got a bunch of stuff and now I don't even like it
I don't even know what I want to wear and I have no idea where to look
>>5898440
I'm neither of those and I do both. It's called, get a life and stop being stuck up. Letting mental illness run your life.
>>5898424
The Apex pill thread that's up rn (>>5898195) made me realise that this is the only life for me so I guess in a sense I'm happier with life for now?
I'll probably never pass, but I could have never passed as a boy either.
>>5898296
It's a good feel desu. Like, what the fug, someone remembered me?
>>5898300
>>5898324
Nah senpai I'm just a disgusting downer. She doesn't deserve a fate that cruel.
>>5898306
I ship anonxanon desu.
>>5898320
Reporting in!
>>5898334
Nah, I'm not really even like below average desu.
>>5898368
>implying I'm not the dumbest trip here
Shiggy
>>5898444
It's reversed
>>5898460
Bullshit, you need money to party, so where are you getting your money?
>>5898440
This attitude is why you're not getting sex parties.
>>5898470
A job. Get some mental help. Jobs aren't hard to get, the only thing holding you back is yourself.
>>5898470
You need money, you don't need to be fucking rich.
>>5898476
kayla knows it's not hard to get jobs, she's just too overqualified for most jobs. i mean, for christ sake, you are talking to a girl who could have been a race car salesperson! or a professional lego builder!
>>5898450
Are...you making fun of my bf? And me? Please...bullying is bad!
>>5898448
Not...strictly, no. I need to find a way to upload a pic of my drivers license.
Oh, I'm a CNA and I got certified to pass meds. They, ah, neglected to train me on their system, though. Probably should mention that.
>>5898471
No, its my face, my voice, my height, my arms, my hands, my feet, thats why I don't get to party, its why I will kill myself and no one would care. All anyone does is care about pretty people and I am fucking sick of it. I'm sick of being alone, sick of having no one to hold me or touch me or make me feel better, sick of getting abused by my mom and told I am her biggest mistake almost hourly.
>>5898485
>kayla getting a job
it's just another meme
>>5898477
Tfw no giant mtfg party with me being the life of the party!
>>5898440
>tfw u and ur friends have a lot of fun and enjoy life
>>5898500
I am killing myself and its your fault.
bye
>>5898440
I don't understand why you're so volatile...
>>5898491
you're going to burn for throwing mom under the bus
>>5898503
And nothing of value was lost
>>5898491
kayla try to imagine being someone else and having a conversation with kayla and then tell us it's looks that are holding you back
hons have lots of friends
>>5898491
Are you in the UK?
>>5898470
You really don't. I'm an ultra-poorfag and I could party if I wasn't so "y-you too".
>>5898498
I'd like to see that
>>5898500
>>5898503
kek
>>5898486
IDK but i guess i have transmale phobia
Sure I shouldn't be dismissive of transmen since im mtf but transmen gives me a yuck feeling.
someone tell me who this qt is
>>5898503
cya in an hour
>>5898491
I DARE you to record the next conversation you have with your mom and post it. Can you prove you're not just lying?
>>5898516
sparky
>>5898503
but you're meant for each other
>>5898498
>tfw too scared to go to a party
You guys tell me how that goes
>>5898515
FTM isn't easy mode! They have it hard just like me.
Anyways, I want to organize a giant mtfg party and meet all the nice trips !
>>5898522
>sparky
any more pictures of her?
>>5898500
checkmate, lulz
>>5898532
Honestly I'd probably come.
>>5898532
cute
I'm thinking of slowly cutting off contact with my mom. EVERY fucking time I see her I get deadnamed whenever I do something she doesn't like. She thinks it's appropriate or funny or some shit, but it's really starting to take a toll on my emotional well-being.
>>5898532
IDK why you can't just get a cis bf.
>>5898500
Ice cold
>>5898551
How did she react when you told her you felt that way about it?
>tfw you can still feel Edie's hands on your hips as she moves them to the music teaching you how to dance
>>5898554
I do! One of my partners is a cis guy. I was dating another guy but he ghosted a few weeks. I'm poly, my friend
>>5898551
She sounds Like she has BDD or mild sociopathy like my mom, run
>>5898566
Now that u know how to dance u KNOW we're going clubbing together next time
>>5898515
The ones I've met have been chill as fuck desu.
>>5898498
Is the role of standing in the corner complaining about foot pain taken?
heyo, does anyone here live in sydney that wants to go see modest mouse for free?
hey girls, cute boy here, I'm into writing poetry, portrait painting, androgynous clothing, waistcoats, cooking, roughhousing, shooting guns into the air while whooping and hollering, property destruction, suicide and researching breast implants so my dreams of having fatty tatties is realised
apply within (me)
>>5898498
>tfw the giant pile of drugs a mtfg party would involve
>>5898580
Hey babe, you ok with an open relationship ? :333
>>5898572
she said it looked like pic related
>>5898561
I get visibly saddened and sometimes cry and there's never any reaction from her.
> tfw almost start crying whilst getting threaded.
Is waxing less painful?
>>5898575
Ask Jormy.
>>5898586
Those hips don't lie d-desu
How do I orgasm with just anal, /mtfg/? Vibrators are fantastic and really help me along, but not matter what I try, I seem to need to touch my genitals if I want to get all the way, but that in itself causes me some dysphoria issues pretty much right after I finish. It's really frustrating. Suppose I could just give up orgasms, but you know, they feel good.
>>5898585
How large is your harem?
>>5898574
Hehe. That picture used to be me until I stopped giving a shit, around 1.5 years! Still going to grad school for lit though!
I'm gonna trip!
>>5898440
>tfw wealthy party girl with a qt girl by her side
u know Kayla u could have attempted to come to the meet up urself. everyone was invited to hangout with my friends as well, pic related. this is what happens tho when ur too busy being mad about shit.
>>5898599
Don't do it anon. It's bad for your mental health.
>>5898595
I have 6 partners as of current. Not really a harem when you're the subby one! But I get lots of perinunal and prostate massages!
>>5898587
Thats so sad, I can understand why you'd want to break contact and I think in your shoes I would do so myself.
How do you pee while tucked?
i kinda like doing cute pranks but sometimes they can go too far/too weird, like the time i replaced the toy hidden in the cereal packet with a miniature box of cereal, inside that cereal box was a note saying 'pranked, cunt'
could this work tho in pranking my gf:
>drop an ice cube down into her bra
>while she freaks, stick my bullet vibe down her butt crack
>turn it on
>U GOT PRANKED BRO
???
>>5898606
Tbh ash's boobs convinced me to get a BA
>>5898608
It's alright, I regained my balance.
>>5898610
>6 partners
Holy shit, you're going to end up with STI's
>>5898606
wheres faye?
hol up waya minnit
>>5898368
>low intelligence
uuh based on?
did you not see my existential 2deep4u speech about god??>>5898146
im a poor starving artist give me some credit here
>>5898616
Is she the one in red? Mad cute, would never clock.
>>5898606
edie you might wanna chill on the lip makeup, look how yours look compared to everyone elses there, kinda looks like you got stung by bees or something
>>5898623
At least you made the list
>that feel when nonentity
>>5898630
Iktf :(
>>5898633
My phone camera doesn't work very well. The only digital camera I have is on my 3DS.
>>5898630
k ya i admit i was just happy to be included
>>5898616
I know, kind of same honestly lol
>>5898620
she was I think getting a drink? all I remember was me straddling her in her chair at the bar shortly after and making out with her until the bartender told me I had to stop or we would get kicked out lmao
>>5898580
>cute boy here
>my dreams of having fatty tatties
What's up /femgen/?
>>5898646
Lewd.
>>5898648
Guys I'm just taking boyskittles so I can be a cute boy with boobs.
Anyone else's sex drive go through the roof on progesterone? Seriously, it's bad. Had literally no drive before this shit. Wtf is wrong with me? I can't keep off my bf's dick to save my life.
I want icecream!!!!
>>5898656
that's me alright
>>5898656
If only you had a working fully erect penis to fuck me with, i'd make you my bf.
>tfw pass yet still no one wants you
;(
>>5898646
so did you convince her to leave her gf?
>>5898659
Yup! I love progestrone because of that! And I grew huge tits!
>>5898668
someone message her gf
>>5898664
ORLANDO
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>>5898656
Honestly I wish I had known that femboys were even a thing back when I was a teen, I'd be in such a better place transition-wise if I had been able to start without feeling like I needed to either commit to being a girl full-time and go all the way or repress and keep it all bottled up inside, heh. Oh well.
>>5898580
Hmu
I'm cute
>>5898613
Yeah, it's gonna suck and take a while though because we're splitting a cruise near the end of may cause it made it cheaper for both of us. I don't want to fuck that up so I'm going to wait until it's over, at least I won't see much of her on it though.
>>5898676
wat?
>>5898686
Presumably they're asking if you're near enough by to date or something.
Well I feel like an idiot. I thought the only USB and SD slots on this computer were in the back. Turns out there's a panel on the front with more
>>5898681
Almost 3 months of HRT, progesterone included, my sex drive is still mostly gone, at least nothing like pre-HRT. Maybe that's just because I'm still early though and itll be even worse. Spending the day around hundreds of men also doesn't help.
>>5898671
Psh, I hate it so far. My tits feel fine so far anyways. All it does is make me a dick puppet.
>>5898691
Truly glorious.
>>5898691
I need more headpatting images for times like these
>>5898692
Are the hundreds of men there a turn-on or a turn-off, I honestly don't know if you're into guys and it was kind of unclear in context, heh.
>>5898606
who's the one in the maroon shirt and the one on the right? are they mtf? both are cute as fuck.
>>5898696
Shame the camera is so shitty. Well, it's what I got, right? I'll send it off.
>>5898620
>taking pictures with cis girls
Do you want me to fucking cry
JORMY COME TO MODEST MOUSE WITH ME GODDAMIT WHERE ARE YOU
>>5898699
The longer I stay on HRT the more my interest and attraction to men grows. I wasn't very into them prior to HRT but now it's getting worse~.
>>5898702
Yeah, as long as they can read it it'll be fine
hi hi hi hi hi hi mew ;_;
can one of you please be my girlfriend
>>5898721
Depends. Details?
>>5898717
Hi kitty
petpet
>>5898721
Why should I~?
>>5898715
kindofjustbarelycanread
>>5898715
I cant stop blushing easily whenever 5/10-10/10 guys sit next to me in my classes its embarrasing.
>>5898606
It's sad that I know those people, edie
>>5898715
Same. (Well, I guess I'm still not really attracted to "men" exactly, but I'm finding the minimum level of femininity the femboy-types I am able to find attractive need has been dropping.) Have a headpat.
>>5898724
hi
mew
;_;
>>5898721
With those eight words you've certainly given us enough information to know if we'd be compatible enough for that, hehe. Come on now, tell us more.
>>5898733
What's wrong?
just finished updating my resume!
i was given an audition for tomorrow to be on one of those fake daytime courtroom shows
the fuck is this im not an actor
>>5898721
yaalright
>>5898721
T U C S O N
>>5898731
For guys i used to like only twinks and feminine guys only, but my standards has dropped like a rock. to just lack of facial hair and handsome face
>>5898727
I think I might have been caught staring and checking out a lot of guys today lol
>tfw you thought the buddy you went with today was gonna give you a high five but he actually wanted a hug
>>5898731
>Have a headpat
:3
>>5898726
They'll squint and figure it out!.
>>5898733
Sit in my lap so I can pet you and brush you and hug you and make you feel better
>>5898737
are you gonna be an extra or a plaintiff/defendant?
Good evening everybody
>>5898753
I didn't know you knew dk also
>>5898606
>the girl on the far right
Wow, I didn't expect any trannies on this board to know her personally, if that's who I think it is. Is everyone else in this photo also trans? The Asian seems to be. And you're the second one from the right, right?
>>5898745
What is your job? I'm sure we can find you a job like that if you really want it, haha.
>>5898762
hi elanna, what's on your mind?
>>5898762
How did you get to be the way you are Elanna?
>>5898764
>ywn be that cool
>>5898765
When you know one tranny, you know them all, especially on fb.
The girl on the right is widely known if anyone has ever viewed speigal's ffs patient results
>>5898767
I'm just a nerdy English student who worked IT this summer. I got my nerd certificate (CCNA)
>>5898782
Well I'll be nyc probably first week of April. Are you far from penn station?
>>5898758
apparently im auditioning for plaintiff/defendant
i originally auditioned just to be an extra in a film for easy money, and the casting director liked me and and asked me to try this next audition. soo... ok lol
>>5898761
Im a production designer for films and music videos. designing sets and decorating rooms, i love it
>>5898762
good evening!
>>5898753
>faye is leaving rn
what
>>5898784
I know she's well-known as a figure, but I didn't expect her to be personally known by anyone on here.
tinychat is hoppin'
>>5898809
Edie is part of the network and when you become part of that, you get to know a lot of the more popular trans women.
>>5898816
Am I popular enough to be part of the tranny network anon?
>>5898819
>tfw ywn be one of da populah tran trans
>>5898825
Ur a big deal to me elanna
>>5898825
>>5898819
>tfw one day i will disappear and live out my life peacefully in stealth
>>5898819
You're not in the group??
>mfw hormones driving me to slut levels of sex drive, but should remain faithful to bf
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>>5898825
You're popular with me onee-san~
>>5898832
I kinda want to do this, but being part of the cool trans grill group would be great! I could gain so many gfs!
>>5898796
>production designer
ooooh das so cool
I want to be an actress tbhonest but I do like sound and stuff atm
>>5898832
Just kidding I'm not gonna make it.
I ate all my icecream ):
>>5898765
yes. she's been well known for her sugeries for awhile but I've never really said anything about our friendship. I've known her for a long time and she hung out with us most of this week. she's fucking insane, I love it lol
>>5898777
alright cool ^_^ my internet is kind of laggy here tho so you might have to reg call me? like by phone I mean.
>>5898806
she left my place. really gonna miss her.
>>5898816
I own the network.
>>5898832
>tfw Grace is going to leave us someday
>>5898845
You'll make it!!!
>>5898847
Was it good? What flavor was it this time?
>>5898855
I doubt many would mind that, but for now I'm stuck here. I need some of you to keep myself going.
>>5898856
I have a hard time seeing how I'll ever pass.
>>5898848
I'll join :)
>>5898816
yo when i make it big in hollywood imma be runnin that tranny network ya feel me
imma be on private yachts wit da watchowski sisters sippin mimosas wit jamie clayton YA FEEL ME
>>5898844
ahh thats cool. you do sound for film or other things?
>tfw just going home from work now
>tfw gotta work tomorrow morning
A-at least I'm getting paid right?
>>5898793
Awesome!! And nah, that's like my working area desu. Nowhere in the city is more than like 2 has away from me desu.
>>5898859
Time to leave town to go stealth. It's as easy as losing a plane ticket next monday :^)
>>5898848
Can I join, even if it renders false the "but I'm the only member so far" part of the name?
Also, hi everyone!
helloo
mew..
>>5898877
It would render the girl"s" part true though.
>>5898873
Leaving town won't keep people who saved or saw my photos from recognising me :^)
Not like that hugely bothers me though, anyone who hangs out here enough to recognise me probably is either trans or a chaser.
Should spiractin be swallowed whole, or chewed?
>>5898894
chewed
>>5898894
I've heard the taste is atrocious.
>>5898896
Well, do those of the other members count? : P
>>5898894
Ground up and taken sublingually
>>5898901
it tastes amazing wat
>>5898894
That's spiro, right? Just swallow it.
>>5898894
snort it
>>5898902
>tfw no trans gf
>>5898894
Swallow spiro.
>>5898902
Girl penis? I... I never even considered.
The backs of my legs are manly right?
>>5898918
100% triggered
>>5898918
the manliest
>transition going really well but laser taking ages
>not exactly stealth, not exactly open, its not much of an issue
>just a regular girl with weak patchy shadow poorly covered and teenage semi-broken voice
>when questioned, say i used to be ftm which explains my gay voice but detransed because of my family
>get known as 'the ex-tranny' in my local lgbt community
>the lesbians like me, old heavy smoking second wavers with voices gravellier than mine ever could be
>go drink in the pub the local trans group holds their weekly get together AND quiz
>constant evil looks from the queen hon and fujoshi aiden sparkleprince brigade
>wink cheekily
>piss up the walls in the women's bathroom
>when leaving, put in a complaint some rapist pig urinated all over the place
and they were made to move to a different venue
>>5898911
*Sigh* Someday maybe~
>>5898809
She's the realist nigga desu
>>5898925
1/10, you actually made some effort to change up the retarded copypasta
Goodnight everyone
>>5898935
Good night, Grace.
>>5898819
>wanting to be part of network that is filled with catty transgirls that act like drag queens
>>5898933
there's a copypasta along the same lines? i wasted 5 minutes of my life writing that, well i guess i'm gonna cry into my mint tea, do my trap bod squat routine and then go the fuck to sleep
10/10 dejected senpaitachi
>>5898935
Good night <3333
>tfw been away for a week cause of no interenet
hi how is everyone ??
>>5898932
How does it feel to cheat on your gf you
Piece of shit?
>>5898946
Hey Kittles, how ya been?
>>5898950
>>5898951
hi girls !!
i've been good, but I just moved back in with my parents cause im trying to save money rn. They didn't have internet until now so I've been living in the dark ;~;
how are you two??? I hope everything is ok !
>>5898953
I know the feeling with trying to save money, it's rough but at least it sounds like it's not going too bad? Do they know and all?
I've been doing well, actually got a job finally! Starting on the 31st. I'm super excited. Not too muuch going on other than that.
>>5898955
What job?
>>5898946
Kittuu hii!
>>5898946
KIT!
Think I'll tell stefanie about your unfaithfulness justin
>>5898948
faye's gf is terrible and faye is kinda stockholmed into the relationship, but both must be unhappy and dissatisfied. it probably needs to end, and faye needs a wakeup call on her gf being shit, but faye's gf needs a wakeup call on her shitty behaviour that impacts faye and holds her back, personally as well as socially, considering the physical point that faye is with her transition. people like, look up to, respect and want the best for faye, she deserves to be happy. but going tranny-nuts on vacation with a bunch of people who prove passing doesn't make you happy or gives you a ticket to an easy, normal life, or giving you the personal validation you need for that, its kind of a recipe for people getting hurt. faye isn't a piece of shit, leave her alone.
>>5898946
Hey there! I don't think I know you!
>>5898953
Things are going very well, thanks.
So have your parents asked why your popping little blue pills yet?
>>5898960
Got a job with clothing retailer, it'll be nice, I'm doing mens/womens/childrens apparel. It's a temp job to start but could continue as it's a store opening/performance. I'm happy cause well, first job in like 2 years so closes a resume gap, plus having a job, and employee discount on clothes all will be nice.
>>5898955
yeah well i am trying to save so I can move to canada for a year or two so saving rent money is really good, i was paying like 350 a week ;_; but now I can save all that money so its a lot better really. also they don't know so its kinda weird ;~;
congratz on the job tho !!!! that is actually super exciting !
>>5898963
elannnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii i missssedd youuu !!!!
how are you ??? are you okk ?
>>5898964
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!! :3
>>5898969
aww ;~; I think we have talked a few tiimes tho !! I know who you are ! you are really pretty !
>>5898970
i'm so glad to hear shell ! also they havn't asked cause they don't know yet. although I did get a comment from my dad about my hair ._.;;
>>5898980
Oh any particuular reason on Canada? Yeah it's easy to save up quick that way. Thanks!
>>5898832
Deep stealth passers are just a meme
>tfw
>>5898588
I'm sure Jörmy and her disgusting 9ft tall hon girlfriend would love to go! What a lovely threesome
>>5898980
I'm getting by, been kinda depressed and have sort of withdrawn from socializing for the past while. It's just sort of the way I get when I'm like this sadly. I'm hoping things get better soon but life's just been kinda crappy ;_;
How are your Canada plans looking? How's transition going?
>>5898987
ha knew it
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>>5898992
oh no ;~;
elanna pleasee !! ;___;
umm canada plans are looking really good cause i am starting to save for it rn !! soooo hopefully by ~septemberish is my goal rn
transition has been going o k ... its been a bit of a mixed bag sometimes idk kind of just like doubting myself a bit here and there.
>>5898832
from what i've read deep stealth is just trading one closet for another
>>5898980
Thank you so much ;3
>>5899005
;_; sadly not a whole lot I can do, life just kinda sucks sometimes but I guess I'm feeling less hopeless than a month ago so that's a plus
Idk early transition is rough it's really hard not to listen to those doubts but a few years down the road I'm sure you'll look back and think you were crazy to doubt yourself.
It's summer, and I'm being asked to go to water-places. Do I have to turn them down, or is there something I can wear that's not gonna make the bulge noticeable? It feels kinda rude to keep turning them down..
>>5899009
Yeah, but I'd like to be deep stealth! Think I could pull it off mtfg? How do I do it?
>>5899009
no, stealth is the dream
>>5899045
I have the same problem.. I just avoid any situations like this in general
>>5899000
.3.
>>5899049
Right? But I'm Australian, 90% of our socialisations involve a beach or a swimming pool :<
>>5899058
Oh my fucking god, he looks exactly like my chubby autistic cousin
>>5899058
Oh god
>>5899045
Gaffe and uncomfortableness. A friend mentioned a homemade gaffe of one much smaller than your side like 2 sizes under.
>>5899072
pantyhose 2 sizes under underneath suit* for swimming gaffe homemade. I'm drinking ^^ Celebrating new job.
>>5899058
She looks kinda cute!
>>5899045
Since I'm still a boy in public I have the opposite problem, even wearing a swimshirt my boobs are starting to get to the point where they're just too obvious. Gotta start presenting as a girl soon I guess; I think they make swimming shorts for girls, maybe those'd work, or maybe something with a built-in skirt.
>>5899076
low-intelligence hugboxer detected
Woo! Gonna have a job paying 70% more, with more robust benefits, heightened job security, that DOESN'T reserve the right to fire me for having an online presence in less than a year.
I'll be one of those "financially secure" trans people I always heard about. Thank fuck. I'll be able to self-fund surgery even if Ontario fails to live up to its pledge to extend coverage for diagnoses from places other than CAMH.
So this is a good day, even if my chin is making me want to punch the mirror extra hard.
I just turned 22 recently, is there any hope for me at this point of not being a hon?