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>>5760604
>new thread maker
I don't like change.
>>5760637
Sorry, anon, I hate cowboys
>>5760650
>>5760663
yes.
>>5760680
she looks like this chick i was friends with as a kid... i had a huge fucking crush on her mom when i was 5-9
>>5760671
Speaking of husbandos...
We Maths rock now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AciDXNjNNI4
>>5760724
That was a pretty good best of the worst, they need to do more Bronson movies.
My one true waifu...
>Post your waifus & husbandos
Takeru is a cute!
husbando edition best edition
mai husbando...
>>5760976
Yo, if you bag Smith then tell Ross I want him.
I only have an embarrassing, pleb-tier celebrity obsession, but, then again, I'm embarrassed about everything
>tfw landlord "forgets" to give you 24 hours notice and you wake up to workmen coming into your manchild-cave and looking at and commenting on all your posters and shit
I fucking hate emojis but this one is pretty accurately mfw
>>5761124
eh i don't have any celebrity obsessions... but how embarassing could they be?
>>5761136
not everyone... i'm not obsessed with celebrities, some are attractive others aren't but eh...
Do you believe in Jesus or not?
>>5761276
nah... i was raised catholic, but i actually hate all abrahamic faiths... in addition to not believing in any of that...
>>5761276
i'm agnostic but it does seem fairly likely that a nice bloke called jesus christ did exist about 2000 years ago
>>5760992
Ross has gotten crazy hot over the past couple of years. It was like some switch flipped and he went from potatoface to sexy overnight.
>>5761124
Post it...
>>5761276
Believe that he existed? idk. Probably, but I don't believe he was the son of god or anything.
>tfw you do your best at being the man of the house while being the physically smallest person in the household
There is only one true waifu
>>5761315
matthew 10 (particularly from verse 34 and on) doesn't exactly make him seem particularly nice...
>>5761458
I'd say you're in sync, but knowing Kevin..
>>5761462
well yeah, anyone claiming to be the son of god is probably going to be at least a bit mental
>>5761512
lol fair point, but i'm just saying the nice guy jesus image is bullshit... it's like how mother teresa was an awful cunt, but most people don't realize that cuz it isn't as widely talked about as the "good" things about her...
>>5761479
>but knowing Kevin
Don't talk shit about my waifu m8. Kevin is pure.
Also it's a shame he's straight but such is the life of a gay man. 99% of the guys you find attractive will be straight.
>>5761697
I'm sure plenty of straight guys can be persuaded.
>>5761718
>>5761842
>be pre t pleb
>get tired of looking like 2010 era justin bieber
>i-i know what all those passing guides say, but if I just get a mid fade and make sure my head shape is square i'll pass
>no pass
>will be like this for months until i get back to longer lengths on the sides again
help me familia
>>5762294
whenever i fuck up my hair, which i inevitably do whenever i get a haircut, i just wear a beanie hat like so until it grows into something resembling decency
be careful not to get one too long and floppy, that's a gateway to the lesbian appearance. get one that's incredibly generic, dull, flat to the head and makes you look as much like a burglar as possible
Has anyone transitioned in such a way that they had a mostly neutral presentation and kept it like that until they were consistently read as male?
I've heard of plenty of MTFs do it and I like that approach, but it seems like FTMs start off already trying to pass, and I've already been there and it was exhausting. My chest is too big and my jaw is way too weak to pull that off.
>>5762372
>that's a gateway to the lesbian appearance
oh well fuck
not that anon but I've always liked my beanies like that and that's something I was never conscious of.
>>5762384
well obviously it'll vary depending on the person, what helps one person pass might not for another
and it doesn't help that whenever i see someone wear the long floppy version it makes them look like a complete twatend, regardless of gender, but that's just my personal onion
>>5762372
I will grab one, thanks.
>>5762384
I'm not qualified to give advice on anything, but I try not to worry about looking like a lesbian beyond just trying to look male in general. Because when it comes down to it if someone reads me as female they're going to read me as female. Nobody is going to be "oh this person looks like a girl but no lesbian i know wears those types of hats! must be a dude". I guess hypothetically somebody could classify me as butch instead of male based on whether or not I'm wearing flannel but it seems like if they need to really think on it and compare me to whatever mental stereotypes they have cataloged I've already lost desu
>>5761276
Yeah I'm a christfag. I don't talk religion much with friends and such cause I don't want to push anything on them. But yeah.
i love bimbos
Michael Tintiuc.
>>5762454
Me too anon, but I'm embarrassed about it.
Tatiana Kotova is cute.
>>5760775
>Problem hair
i hope you have a good lawyer who's skilled in false rape accusations
>>5761124
hope its not Bjork
>>5762384
What do you mean by "neutral"?
Before I came out to myself as trans I dressed androgynously. Baggy band shirts, plain black jeans, short hair, no makeup, no jewelry. I spent a year or two in high school trying to be feminine but that didn't last long, and for my entire adult life I tried as hard as I could to avoid looking female (though I didn't wear men's clothes because I thought I wasn't "allowed"... I wore a lot of unisex stuff and women's clothes styled like men's).
After I came out to myself I gradually started introducing men's clothing into my wardrobe; I started binding more and more frequently; my haircuts got shorter and more masculine. I didn't pass, and even after starting T it took me awhile to pass and I stayed in the closet to most people in my day-to-day life.
When I started passing and the time came to come out, I had already switched over to a masculine presentation. I didn't have to do anything about my appearance after I came out, by that point I was already presenting as a man with an all-male wardrobe, haircuts, etc.
I know some MtFs who did it like this too.
>>5762404
>"oh this person looks like a girl but no lesbian i know wears those types of hats! must be a dude"
i actually do this all the time
the original husbando, the first man i wanted to fuck + wanted to be
>>5762545
my sister is obsessed with him. Everything is "David Duchovny this" "David Duchovny that"
This weird gangly fuck.
The height and the voice and everything in general makes me want to claw through his sternum, huddle up inside his chest cavity and wear him as a meat suit forever.
will she ever come back
>>5762586
really? he's old now though lol. not nearly as hot as he used to be. is she into daddy types or something
>>5762619
PLEB
LEB
EB
B
>>5762536
>What do you mean by "neutral"?
a kind of look equally likely to be done by both men and women and could easily go either way based on other gendered cues--what you described in the second line, basically.
I'm pre-t and look really, REALLY bad in mens clothes which makes dysphoria worse, so I just avoid them for now. I guess I've got it in my head that if I start passing without working my ass off for it I'll feel better doing it? Idk.
And yeah I've met plenty of MTFs who've just leapt right in or started neutral and added as they went, I was just curious if there was any anecdata on the "male fail" method in reverse.
>>5762464
What is that and how do I have sex with it
>>5762545
Same. Dakimakura that has Mulder on one side and Hank Moody on the reverse when
>>5762618
Nice
>>5762685
Go to Moldova.
>>5762744
>tummy freckles
>>5762618
AAP
>>5762772
Stomach/arm veins.
>>5762797
>forgot to greentext
>whatever
>>5762668
that's what i do. plain, women-cut jeans because >hips, unisex t shirts, sort of unisex guy shoes/jackets. also dark neutral colors.
>>5762294
get a hat... idk... last time i had a real haircut was in july and it was an accident... but at least it'll grow back soon enough
>>5762384
i dress pretty unisex, my hair is about shoulder length... people usually aren't 100% on what i am and i get addressed as a guy or girl every so often but usually just neutral... i bind... most people don't assume i'm a lesbian... is that what you mean?
>>5762668
just scrolled down and saw what you mean... i don't wear women's clothes, but boy's clothes fit me better so yeah...
if they're more gender neutral looking chick clothes it's about the same though
I want to start HRT. I'm out to no one but a few close friends. I have no clue what to do next. How do I start this? Do I make an appointment with my GP? Do I have to look up a trans-friendly doctor off of the internet and make an appointment with them? I'm fucking clueless.
>>5763178
nvm I did some digging. I think I can handle this.
>>5762384
I think I look pretty neutral right now. I'm still going by my birth name and feminine pronouns and shit because I don't feel right asking people to call me a guy before I can pass as one. I'm on T, and my therapist says I look like a 15-year-old boy; my face is still fairly feminine and round, but I have a shadow of a mustache coming in now (awkward). My hair is short, but I think I could be read either as a really butch chick or a younger, slightly feminine guy. I wear oversized men's hoodies and t-shirts and men's sweat pants and shoes because I am a bum and also THESE FUCKING HIPS. I'm in this weird in-between land and I mostly just don't interact with people or talk or anything right now. I'm planning on continuing to work out, take T, and be a near-hermit until I pass better. Thankfully I work from home and don't really have to leave my apartment much.
>>5762545
Oh baby. After all these years, I'm still as in love with both Mulder and Scully as ever. X-Files was what really drove home for me the fact that I was biscum.
>>5762730
Would buy.
>>5763178
It depends on where you live. I asked my primary care doctor whether she'd be comfortable prescribing T and she said no. I started seeing a therapist who specializes in "gender issues" (most of her clients are trans), and, after a few sessions, she referred me to another local doctor who also works with a lot of trans patients and regularly prescribes HRT. I went and saw this other doctor, got bloodwork and a physical done, and then she gave me a prescription for T and showed me how to do the injections. So, I guess you could ask your GP, but my guess is that they'll probably refer you to someone else, possibly an endocrinologist.
>>5763244
Ah, well, good luck, I hope it goes well.
>>5762454
>"hum, the water isn't thickening."
Kieth David, but I'm just in it for the voice. Michelle Rodriguez for waifu.
This is pretty much as far as real people go.
>>5761276
I believe he was a man with some interesting strategies.
Amanita Muscaria (or fly agaric) mushrooms are a deliriant, which is different than magic mushrooms- it's more similar to taking a bunch of Benadryl and just as bad for your health.
Instead of seeing patterns and shit, you have full on delusions, including holding full conversations with imagined people, finishing a complex, multi-stage action (such as getting dressed) and then suddenly discovering one had not even begun yet, etc.
>>5762384
>mostly neutral presentation and kept it like that until they were consistently read as male
Androgyny is inherently masculine, so it's sort of confusing, but I get you. It hurts to dress overtly masculine pre-T when you really don't pass for anything but a 12 year old boy.
Recently I purchased men's levi 501 camo cargo pants and wearing them in public felt very strange + a hoodie, but I hope to make them a staple of my post-passing on T hiking wardrobe.
>charity collector rings my doorbell
>he's really cute
>let him give his whole sales pitch
>turns out I'm too young to sign up to their thing anyway
>he asks my name, shakes my hand and skips away
>he knows you like him
>you tell him
>im not gay or bi and will never be
>never be
>never
>oh btw im being stationed in Georgia for military
>CCCCOMBO BREAKER
>>5765091
moar
>oh god how i miss your hugs and shitty fuckboy old spice scent
>>5764988
>camo cargo
>buys the most lesbian pants they have
a lotta straight girls itt
>>5765102
Dude, if you guys are friends, then you should probably let it go and keep being friends.
Ether you'll find someone else or he eventually falls gay for you (probably not but can happen)
posting pic for posterity
>>5765117
i wish i could do this but,
he's in georgia
>backstory time
friend told me when he lived in another state, this guy was OBSESSED with him, like to the point where he would steal hair from him and fuse it into a sweater and wear it naked.
he probably thinks all gay guys are like this
we dont talk anymore but still :/
>go to wales for a weekend to meet friends i havent seen much
>get to mack on the irish guy i like and spend basically the whole weekend held in his arms while playing drinking games
i had a great time /ftmg/ and now im back in england and i feel lonely
also i got to watch an attractive married guy basically do a striptease under the guise of "showing off his tatoos"
>>5765091
goddanmit now i want calpico and him giving me calpico!
oh and im posting as Gen from now on
>>5765122
Damn, a real gay magnet this guy
Oh well, ether way, if you can, shoot him a text, tell him you sorry for making him feel awkward, that you found out about his previous experience and that you think it's fucked up, tell him that you still wanna be friends if he's cool with it
Just be real straight forward with him
>>5765150
i did a while back and we just talked about it and shit
but he was just like "its best if we dont talk anymore"
and we never have since
>many of his exes said he was a huge fuckboy and huge "down there"
>this
>this killed me
>>5765155
>huge "down there"
Gotta love a man with big ankles
So I guess the plan of action is pretty obvious isn't it? Give it up and move on
>>5765171
kek big ankles
yea but fuck its hard to move on w/ this guy for some reason
like at school i cant be in the band room without him being mentioned (yes calm down im 18)
its so fustrating like hngghGHGHGHN
i dont know i just want to be cozy and snuggle with him and drink calpico
>>5765180
Yeah, that how this feeling stuff works or so I heared
it's gonna be fine, you are young and probably cute so just chill out for a while and you'll get over it and find yourself some new crush, maybe even mutual this time around
>>5765204
yeah,
but still
>tfw anon saying im probably cut is the nicest thing ive heard all day
>>5765208
>tfw I remember every complement I got in my life
>all 3 of them
Take what you get anon
>>5765229
kek
yeah
you know what anon? you made my day.
thank you
>>5765249
I'm glad
get better, tiger
Post pics of yourselves and I'll call you all individually beautiful
>>5765262
:0
:|
:)
it a new day because of anon kun
>>5763819
the only time i've ever found michelle rodriguez attractive was a pic of her in bed with no make up on... thought it was weird cuz normally i think she's unattractive... not ugly, just not at all my type, it felt kinda like the time ellen page tricked me into finding her attractive with make up and a dress on...
>>5764988
androgyny isn't inherently masculine...
>>5765155
time to get over him if he doesn't even want to speak to you...
>>5765229
you've really only ever gotten 3 compliments?
>>5765268
that just seems sad...
>>5765428
I think Ellen Page is cute. I probably would.
>>5765428
your kinda late m8
>>5765268
tell me i'm pretty meme man
>>5765442
she isn't ugly but eh... not at all my type, but my s/o and i were arguing once about whether or not she was attractive while looking at pics at her and there was one where she was dressed up for something that i was actually like "oh hey she's pretty cute here" but 99% of the time eh...
i prefer feminine chicks, which is why her and michelle rodriguez are just uninteresting to me...
>>5765444
you're late
>>5765451
Potato/10
Weird question for guys on T: are your nipples hard more often than they were before you started T? For the last few weeks, I feel like my nips are constantly hard for no reason and it's not pleasant. If I don't have my binder on, they're pointy as fuck. It doesn't correlate with me being cold or horny or anything else that I've noticed. This was never an issue for me before...
Pic related but not me. Thanks for letting me use your picture, Erect Nipple Dude.
>>5765451
qtqtqt
>>5765451
You look a lot like my best friend from elementary school through high school; I didn't really appreciate it then (I wasn't really attracted to guys back then) but looking back he really was a super cute guy, pretty but in a boyish way. It's a shame I ended up moving away in the middle of high school and lost touch with him, he was a great guy. I guess it's for the best though, he probably wouldn't want to know that his childhood friend is now trans and kind of in retrospect wishes that they had been more than friends, haha.
Err, sorry for going off on a nostalgia tangent; the point is you remind me of a really pretty boy I once knew.
>>5765451
Too dark too low-quality possibly cute but can't tell/10
>>5765268
pre-anything/10
I'm also looking for a name, so if anything automatically jumps out at you, I'd like ideas.
>>5765695
Thomas? How does that sound?
You look like my ex-bf.
>>5765695
Craig Tucker.
>>5765695
mike
>>5765695
Names that pop out
>James
>Eli
>Luke/Lucas
>Patrick
>>5765493
Never hard, but it could be something to do with the change in sensation? They become less sensitive with testosterone idk maybe the process also makes them hard, it's a long time ago and I can't say I specifically remember hard nips.
>>5766999
No u
>>5766999
>wasted dubs trips checked
>>5767076
dubs confirm dyke face
>>5765695
Frank/Frankie
Joe/ Joey
Steve
>>5765493
Every cis dude I know seems to have perky nips virtually all the time so I guess that's normal
>>5767176
>Frank/Frankie
Every time I hear that name I think of pic related
I'm lel every time I see a "straight" trans guy panicking about how T is making him attracted to guys
Determined to stop being a little bitch and get my hair cut short this week. What can I ask for/do to minimise the round face? If I'm doing this boymode shit, I'm doing it properly.
>>5767226
Still not attracted to guys, but kind of am interested in cock? Possibly the whole don't have one giving me some sort of weird sexual curiosity. Not panicking tho because fuck being a diva
>>5767287
Make sure they don't give you the cute pixie cut. They tend to do that when 'women' com in for a haircut. It's amazing how hard it is for them to give a masculine cut to a transguy. I
I need someone to decide for me:
do it now or do it later?
pls
thanks
>>5767358
Shoo
>>5767370
b-but that's not an answer
>>5767377
Suicide puppy pls go
>>5767385
This is literally not about suicide
>>5767343
I don't want a feminine cut but I'm too embarassed to say I want a masculine one. Still larval stages tomboy-mode. I'm looking for reference images of unisex styles I think can go either way without raising too much suspicion.
>>5767396
>>5767420
please
I literally only want to know if I should talk to this girl now or later
why won't you decide for me
>>5767412
Just ask for tomboy. It probably won't be that bad and you can always fix it if it goes wonky. Short hair grows out fast enough, and you can start experimenting.
>>5767423
Fine. Talk to her, don't cut/shoot/jump anything, k
>>5767412
Short hair is so in these days even for cis women so it's literally not a big issue if you say you want short hair. no need to say why.
>>5767431
That's how you end up with the feminine cut...
>>5767427
I literally have no intention of killing myself!
Besides, if I wanted someone to tell me I'd just go to mtfg they'll give you a speedy response one way or the other
>>5762921
How do you get an accidental haircut, Brooklyn?
Cisscum here
You ftms seem to have a good amount of gays and straights
Mtf gens are full of cocklusters
>>5767412
It surprises me that there are ftms in here that don't dress and present 100% male
its not like you have the same excuse mtfs have
>>5767434
Go talk to your girl. Shoo.
>>5767441
I'll take your bait, sir. What do you mean?
>>5767450
unpassing ftm = lezza
unpassing mtf = sick freak, kill with fire.
>>5767457
You live in strange lands, m8
>>5767450
Whats the reason you have to be dressing like a female?
Even some straight women have men's haircuts and wear exclusively men's clothes
society doesn't care, like they care about males in dresses
>>5767461
Are you kidding?
Where the hell do you live?
>>5767463
Not necessarily as hated as MtF sure but I personally can't present male because I'll get fired. Simple as that.
That being said I have all the sympathy in the world for MtF. It's a completely different hell.
Idk man, testosterone is some powerful shit, social transition is a massive lifestyle change, and as desirable as it is, it's something that's good to emotionally prepare for. I'm still in that stage.
(not the haircut anon, btw, my hair's halfway down my back because viking)
>>5767475
where do you work? are you a prostitute?
>>5767358
now
>>5767479
>Please feed the troll. Pretty please.
>>5767475
You could present socially though, and at worst be seen as lez, right? Whereas an mtf would be stoned in some parts
>>5767440
thats because they have tlg dummy
>>5767480
DONE
>>5767485
>troll
are you 35+
>>5767493
Proud of you, son.
>>5767486
>Whereas an mtf would be stoned in some parts
So would I. Depends on the region and the people.
It depends on context sure, but being trans is isn't ok most places, no matter what kind of trans. In most of Asia a MtF have it a lot easier than FtM, in Europe it is opposite.
I'm out with my closest friends but I live in /pol/ country so I need to be careful. Already had my life threatened twice this month because people don't like 'lesbians'. Figure.
>there are ftms in here that actually wear girls clothes
>lesgen is more male than this gen
i give up
>>5767516
You can do that yourself, though. No need to pay a hairdresser to do it.
>>5767506
You live in Moscow?
>>5767528
>Though I suppose going in there saying I'm done with the girly shit, they might get what I'm going for.
This will work, just make sure the hairdresser does both male and female clients, or else they're clueless.
>>5767506
Fuck, are you in Russia? get the fuck out of there.
>>5767508
probably should have waited, but whatever, at least I saved myself the angst of waiting.
>>5767522
Is it possible to cut your own hair so it's slightly longer than a buzzcut, but still pretty close to the scalp? Like <1"? I have really thick hair but don't want to look potatofaced...
>>5767555
I do this. You need an adjustment thingy on the electric razor.
>>5767536
Oh yeah, the place I'm thinking of going with has "barber shop" before "hairdresser" on the sign.
>>5767544
where do you live then
>>5767574
dam u crazy
>>5767592
I wish
>>5767592
Let me clear this. The guy knows me in real life, and lurks here, but he doesn't know I lurk here. He will recognize me If I say where I live, and that will set him off again.
>>5767574
it's gotta be slavland
>>5767607
>He will recognize me If I say where I live, and that will set him off again.
get help
>>5767626
Police are idiots, so not that easy.
>>5767637
i meant for your severe case of paranoid schizophrenia
>>5767642
Wow. You should leave your mother's basement sometime, m8
>>5767437
so my hair was (pic related) long at the time, and my s/o and i were smoking in our tent... and like i said it was july, and there was a heat wave so i figured we'd trim it a little just so it wasn't so hot...
cuz we were high he messed up a bit, but it was still about shoulder length (where it is now) and the next day we smoked again, he was gonna even if out... turned out to not be the best idea and i ended up with fairly short hair for most of the year...
so yeah... accidental haircut
>>5767656
Weed and sharp objects. Nice combo.
>>5767607
if he's /pol/ why would he regularly lurk in /ftmg/ lol
>>5767651
10mg of Zyprexa a day, taken orally until symptoms subside
take it until you stop believing anonymously mentioning the country you live in is going to reveal your name and identity to some faggot
>>5767660
it's worked out fine before... other people liked it anyway, i just felt like i was wearing someone else's hair...
>>5767677
Because they fishing here.
>>5767678
How is it to live in a large country with millions of inhabitants?
Few trans guys lurk here, I know he lurks this board particularly to fish, and mentioning our country will remind him that I exist. I don't want people coming by me or any of my friends because this bastard got ideas in his head again.
>>5767656
brooklyn is a mexi chick
>>5767698
*go fishing
>>5767701
i'm italian, puerto rican and cuban... you must be white
>>5767698
Iceland and Greenland are the only euro countries with less than 1mil population
can i interest anyone in some peppermints? peppermint anyone
>>5767717
the whitest
ARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINA
>>5767737
usually only white people think anyone who has any hispanic in them is mexican...
this girl is my dream
>>5767727
Very good. You have learned to google. Now google hyperbole, and after that try to reason out how large % of any Euro population is lgbt and compare that to the 323 million inhabitants of your country. Come on.
>>5767748
don't you have some teenage boy to be getting murdered by lezzie? no need to get smart with me
>>5767760
/Pol/troll pls go hero
>>5767770
i bet hes lurking right now eurogrill
>>5767476
>because viking
You Nordic? Hei på deg.
>>5762508
I hope you have a good therapist who is skilled in solving brainwashing.
>>5767852
enjoy your bpd gf
see you in small claims court
>>5767733
thanks friend ill take one
>>5767886
>bookcase just for show
Telling.
>>5767893
actually these are all my bookshelves and ive read every book actually
>>5767893
Hey I've read more than half of my bookcase mother ficker
>>5767843
It's a male model from eastern euro. I don't go to mtfg so I don't know Jomy, though
>>5767863
I'm pretty sure half of /ftmgen/ has bpd according to totally 100% truthful /lgbt/ surveys.
>>5767915
>I don't go to mtfg so I don't know Jomy, though
>>5767920
bpd is the ultimate female mind
pretty ironic i guess
>>5767941
that's a cute boy
>>5767941
Haha holy shit wow
The guy in the earlier pics is still hotter though
>>5767801
Not properly because born in America, some Norwegian heritage though. (Unfortunately I don't speak enough to say anything beyond "hey," "thanks," and to ask for lefse.)
The viking look's got way more to do with religious stuff because Heathen desu.
>>5767902
>tfw one's own personal book collection could stock a town library.
>>5767920
Link survey?
>>5767801
Fucking Amerifags and their generations old ethnicity claims.
>>5765493
>severely inverted nipples
>literally no nipple sensation, nothing, nada
When I get top surgery I'm going to have the surgeon turn them out so I'm actually expecting more nipple sensation post op.
>>5767698
Must suck living in a third world country, get out while you can son. The only /poltards where I'm at are poor white people living off food stamps and medicaid voting republican cause they're scared the gov'mnts gonna take away their guns they can't even afford bullets for.
>>5765454
no, your late
Mado is waifu4laifu
>>5767656
That's actually a pretty funny story. I understand now. And you're on T, right?
>>5768453
Are you sure it works like that?
>Want to put an ad in craigslist
>Want to find a twinkish ftm with no surgery and a tight cunt to get face down ass up and wait in a motel room.
>Want to spend all night deep dicking that hot creamy gash raw while the little faggot almost begs for mercy and creams all over my massive uncut dick
>Will never do it because I'm afraid I might end up becoming addicted to it and have to fuck a new transboy every week and potential for aids is through the roof
>Will continue to jack off with both fists to amature transboy masturbation videos and imagine the toy their riding is my 9x6 t
>I'll eventually stop wanting to rape reverse traps and go back to my normal het cis male chad/jamal ways.
>Soon I hope.
>>5768865
Are you on T yet, Mado?
>>5765695
Eric? Aleksander? Bowden? Gunner? You pass but as a guy gay
>>5767287
Go get a short haircut, if they make your sideburns super pointed, go buy razors and shave 'em flat. That's what I did, and still do when I let my hair grow out. Usually that's what feminizes a face.
>ftm
>Doesn't mind crossdressing if it's noted as crossdressing
>Enjoy being kind of fem (painting nails, long hair, being a pretty boy, etc)
>Still super dysphoric about all sex characteristics
What the fuck do, ftmg?
>>5769872
fix dysphoria continue to paint your nails and crossdress? what else? that's just the kinda guy you are, but you still need to treat the other shit... dysphoria left untreated longterm is a bitch, and it doesn't get better... it gets worse, and being lucky is hitting zen mode depression past a certain point...
>>5769872
sorry to say, thats just not how it works, bucko
>>5769906
Ty anon, I appreciate it.
It just feels so tumblr-y and like a shitty transtrender meme. I almost wish I could force the macho stereotype, but it's too natural to just be a fag. I dont want to have a negative impact on other trans guys, y'know?
>>5769993
You are fine. Obviously everyone's different and I don't think that that kind of thing negates who you actually are.
>>5765695
Would like to poorly hit on/10
You kinda look like you've got a less common name, something starting with a c or a k.
>>5769993
>are there feminine guys who paint their nails and crossdress
>yes
>is it vastly common in guys who are outside the standard guy paradigm, aka gay/alt dudes
>yes
Pls don't listen to the 'kek transtrender' brigade, they are foreveralone retards who post on /pol/. Conservative retards who are gay shitposting on /lgbt/ doesn't mean 'macho' is the only type of guy that exists.
>answer the door in a pink dressing gown (shut up, it's cosy and a dark pink) and messy, chin length bed hair
>still pass
this is a good feel
god bless T
>>5760876
specters better
i'm giving up, brothers and sisters.
But I bet i'll be right back on it by the end of the week.
I hope not.
But I've committed it to writing now, so I hope I can stick to it
>>5769993
eh you being who you are doesn't affect me in any way... you're not a reflection of me, so i'm not concerned... and honestly while i don't wear women's clothes or make up etc i'm not exactly really masculine anyway and i prefer keeping my hair long and shit ... so it'd be pretty hypocritical of me to judge you over that, dysphoria makes you trans, your interests and hobbies don't... you being a transguy who likes dresses and painting his nails is fine, it's just you... but the thing is, you're a transguy who likes dresses and paints his nails so you're gonna have to learn how to be yourself without giving a shit what other people think cuz caring with that going on is gonna make you miserable...
>mfw body suddenly hitting second puberty outta nowhere
>mfw hips getting wider, ass and tits bigger
>mfw still have to wait 2 years to even get considered for T because laws
Make it stop
>>5770330
what's going on?
>>5770390
buy hormones online familia
>>5770411
just making sure you weren't thinking about killing yourself or anything... vaguely worded posts that involve giving up in a place full of trans people tend to sound like that you know? lol
>>5770432
oh shit sorry
I didn't even think of that
>>5770450
it's cool... better that you're alright anyway
what'd you do write them a letter or something?
>>5770411
dunno, I've never looked into it as I live in a first world country with free healthcare
>>5770506
No, I'm at a complicated place at the moment, about to hear about surgery next week, so I don't want to get into anything too heavy - if you know what I mean. For now, I'm just going to stop bothering them, but the thing is they will get back in touch at some point and the cycle will repeat itself - that's why I said about the end of the week. It's a weird state of affairs.
>>5770649
Me too. I remember trying to order steroids when I first started to bypass wasting a year on RLE without HRT. It was very complicated, they only wanted Western Union money transfers. I only think that buying hormones online is only viable for the Mtfs, unless you go on something like silk road maybe? But then you need BitCoin so.
>>5770676
oh i get that... i actually have a friend like that, idk why we talk desu (we aren't currently now, but it's only a matter of time that's what it always is) cuz we really don't get along... like just really bad fights and then she's all like really christian and anti-drug so we're just really not even each other's kinda person... she just really wants to fuck me i think, like she's told me she's in love with me, but the truth is she can't stand me so i just think she's repressed and wants to fuck... idk...
we get along great when it's been a while and we just kinda talk about meaningless bullshit... but if we talk often it goes to hell pretty quick
but the cycle just seems to be a longterm thing, been going on for 14 years at this point... idk what to tell you other than to appreciate the time without them while it lasts and try to withdraw a bit when the bad shit starts to come out...
>>5770703
Yeah, I think we have something similar going on here. Recently, she admitted to liking me, and I would have no problem in trying things out with her but I think she can't bring herself to do it because I'm trans.
It's not been 14 years yet, which is actually quite impressive that you've stuck through it, but I am looking to end these cycles eventually. If I can't get her to be more normal with me and to learn to actually confide in me, then I'm just go to tell her straight once I've had my surgery and just leave her for good if that's what it comes too. I just feel so angry because I could quite happily walk away now, but she will be back and she won't even make an effort when she does. It'll just be one-sided conversation and she'll expect me to try and get things going again - which I have been doing but she's been so allusive. So, yeah, I just guess I got to enjoy these few days and try not to get too angry. That'll come later when she's back.
I've also just accidentally - and it was an accident I've no idea how I did it - deleted her on fb. Which should be helpful to me because it means I can't obsess over if she's been deliberately ignoring me or not, so yeah.
>sick with a cold
>doctors appointment for unrelated shit today
>go in expecting quick appointment
>turns out I need to get some blood work done
>go into room
>it's fucking packed
>standing here waiting and can feel binder feeling tighter and tighter
Just kill me, m8's.
>>5770780
>Handicap toilet
>strip and scream muffled into clothes
>Return to sick people room
>Repeat when needed
>>5770780
phlebotomists love my veins
>>5770757
oh in my situation it's more that i'm the one who's like "fuck this" and disappears usually, but she'll get back in touch with me and i'll give her a chance cuz at first she's easy to talk to... but as soon as she gets more attached she starts acting like we're dating and like i'm supposed to have these long drawn out talks about feelings with her... and i'm just not like that, she expects me to tell her more about shit than i tell my s/o, and him and i have been dating for 11 years... so it's just like "what the fuck i don't even do this in my actual relationship"
she's really intense, and i can't deal with that shit cuz she gets offended and more clingy when i back off... and like she's the kinda person who gets pissy and then will blame me for her behaviour... and i don't care in the sense that i can just say "i'm not responsible for the shit you choose to say or how you act" and be done with it + not take it personally...
she knows i'm trans and doesn't give a shit, and has been in love with me for years (i couldn't even talk to her at all when my s/o and i were dating our ex, she went fucking psycho and when it got to the point where i couldn't even mention my ex's name without her flipping her shit) and that's honestly part of why i talk to her... cuz i feel like she if she does like me that much i shouldn't just disappear entirely
i really think most of it is just that she's unhappy with her husband and knows i don't care about that and would fuck her anyway if she ever decided she was for sure gonna cheat, but the straight up psycho shit is a bit much...
i honestly think even after your surgery you should consider not going for that desu... that shit's too exhausting to take too seriously, and you don't want that...
keep shit at friendship if you end up continuing that cycle... cuz seriously that'll just fuck up your life i imagine... if maintaining a friendship with someone is hard a relationship is just gonna be worse...
>>5770780
i hate bloodwork, i always end up with really bad bruising and shit...
>>5770959
-she*
>>5769891
Damn. I hope that shit gets better for you, you stoner <3
Get me off this damnation
>mfw can't tell if i have actual gender dysphoria or if it's just internalized misogyny/gender stereotypes and/or non-gender dysphoria
>mfw therapists don't give two shits, "gotta focus on treating depression and anxiety for now, leave those issues for later"
>mfw crippling autismo
>mfw doc wants to give me titty skittles and make me even batshit insaner
>"just stop thinking about it"
>"calm down"
>go on chinese cartoon anonymose interwebs board to cry and whine about it
>mfw
>m
How Can Mirrors Be Real If Our Eyes Aren't Real
Haha
>>5771639
are you lost this is ftmgen
>>5771639
>gotta focus on treating depression and anxiety for now, leave those issues for later
That's the fucking opposite of what I'm doing, man. I hid my gender issues from my doctor and therapist, only letting on about depression and anxiety and got fucking nowhere. Now I've spilt the beans, I'm getting referrals and actually making something that looks like progress.
>>5771639
Yo, one they think you're crazy all free choice with your opinions goes out the window. It's screwed.
You could see a gender-specific therapist
