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Last Thread: >>5390230
EVERYONE POST FEET
>>5392207
>tfw nobody to take entheogens with
>Tfw nobody will ever be interested in you romantically and you will never experience being in a relationship
> Tfw permanent kissless virgin
>>5392220
don't you have a 'girlfriend'
>>5392224
Whoops, i accidentally sad posted in the previous thread
>>5392223
She's probably not even into me and just likes the attention I give her.
>>5392219
I hear it's illegal to be within a certain distance of them :^)
>>5392207
>http://www.minerals.net/mineralmain.aspx
why do we have this shit on mtfg?
Does rocks give boobs?
If anyone wants to make their own hormones at home there's this helpful little video I found:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f3q--efPWF8
Ever since I discovered DIY HRT I can't go back.
>tfw dont know if you look like an extremely ugly girl, super manly man or something inbetween.
Brain pls
What's a good age to become an hero?
Getting real tired of this shit.
>>5392235
Poor crab what the fuck
>>5392220
Don't worry. It can get better. This adorable pig is evidence that we live in a universe that isn't malicious.
>>5392243
You fucked it up m8
>>5392233
jesus fucking christ
>>5392232
rocks.. rock#!
>>5392248
That doesn't prove anything except that I'm absent minded.
>>5392231
OH HOHO
I see what you did thar!!
>>5392257
give me your body so I can fug it.
>>5392275
take shoes and socks off in front of everyone and take pics of feet.
post what you're listening to right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQM3ZSKJ9VM
>>5392207
Child porn edition apparently.
>>5392282
https://youtu.be/WQm4BHT4RrQ
hello my sonic screwdrivers came in the mail today
>>5392282
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lbA3jxab4A0
>>5392282
Sit In The Middle Of Three Galloping Dogs by A Silver Mount Zion, or whatever they go by anymore.
>>5392271
>What sort of question is this
a depressed one
>>5392275
>the day you get your tools is the best day.
What tools? I wish I lived in murika so I could get a gun, being in 'baby-safe corners' -land of europe it's much harder to get a relatively foolproof, fast and painless death.
>>5392293
>not getting sonic sunglasses
>>5392297
whatever tools you can get there. a rope, tank of nitrogen, whatever else comes your way.
>>5392295
>skrewdriver
I'm just listening to it out of nostalgia t b h
My cousin mentioned them the other day so I just put them on
>>5392298
>implying i dont already have some
>>5392298
h e l l o
j ö r m y
>>5392282
Dido - hunter
>>5392295
takes boots off NOW and post your feet
D E S U
>>5392311
but my feet are ugly either way. ;-;
>>5392295
What kind of boots? I've been looking for some qt boots for winter, link if you can or just name them please.
>>5392316
DOOOOOO ITTTTTTT
>>5392316
Let us be the judge of that
>>5392325
Okay I'm fine now :^)
>>5392301
There's no way I can discreetly set up a fall long enough for my neck to break and choking is a very slow and agonizing way to go. I dont really have any access to gases either and they tend to be kind of slow and unreliable if done with poor gear.
I still got that tiny naive sliver of 'maybe it gets better' left in me but I guess I should take any opportunity that arises.
>>5392325
yeah and i kind of don't intend to get that involved with a person at this point anymore.
>>5392332
that looks like an owl desu
>take shower
>get out of shower
>think I look feminine
>my boobs are maybe not as ugly as I thought
>think I could maybe pass someday with a new haircut perhaps
Is this what being delusional is like?
I don't know what to trust.
>>5392341
i know that feel anon :(
>>5392334
I'm scared. How do i become okay with being alone forever?
>>5392345
Fug, I already have some docs, I can wear them year round t b h, winter here is just a little cold but no snow so I don't really need them but I'm going up north for a bit so I thought I'd splurge just cuz.
I love chelseas though, you should post when you cop them.
>>5392320
>>5392321
I will when I get home in 6-8 hours or so.
>>5392355
idk, i mean im not okay with it but i got plenty enough great friends that i think i could deal with it at least for the short term.
>>5392341
its the shower, dw you'll see the hon again in an hour or so
>>5392363
doc martens?
>>5392349
How do I know if i'm delusional when I think look like a gross hyper masculine creature or this?
Maybe the fog from the shower made me look better.
>>5392355
Be neet for a couple of years and it stops bothering you.
>>5392365
But, anna, what about the long term? You should try!
>>5392369
That's what I thought ;_;
>>5392367
tru
>>5392377
idk right now i just want to hang out with my friends and make out with ppl and stuff, i dont think i really want or could handle a "serious relationship"
also i dont want to become emotionally dependent or especially financially dependent on someone and i feel like i should establish myself better in those regards so that it has less of a chance of happening again
>>5392363
Team DMs.
>>5392390
heh, mine are covered in holes desu.
I wish I had an internet trans gf so badly even just to talk about each others day. Thats all im literally looking for is someone to be open with.
>>5392396
post face & cock
>>5392363
>boots
pleb
>>5392396
BEE MY GF
E
E
>>5392400
Jesus Christ, cross dressing fetishist pls go
>>5392400
Holy shit, are they hard to walk in?
>>5392400
>>5392400
>in your house
pleb as fuarrk.
>>5392395
great boots though, my grandad has a pair that he bought in the 70's that he still wears quite regularly
>>5392337
You're looking at it wrong m8
>>5392345
I just checked and nitrogen is expensive as fuck around here, same goes for other such mundane gases unless you got a business contract of some sort. About twice as much as a cheap handgun in murikah.
>>5392411
does he have atheletes foot?
>>5392400
Are you the wicked witch of th-
>>5392408
Ohh damnit
>>5392400
>those socks
>with those
no
>>5392412
get drunk and pay a hobo to stab you
>>5392415
how the fuck am i supposed to know
>inb4 this is footanon
>>5392408
ahh I'm dying omg lol
>>5392400
>falling for the striped socks meme
>>5392425
lol which one? there's like 3-4 foot anons each with their own thing
>>5392425
you know he wears them quite regularly... do you have athelete's foot? ;)
about this time last year i was at this festival lying down in the tent with the friend i brought with me and we started talking about ourselves. it started getting really personal and eventually they started talking about how badly they wanted to transition and how i would never understand dysphoria and what they were going through. i was on acid at the time and couldn't bring myself to come out but i tried to make them understand that they weren't alone. it was really surreal. thats my drug story.
>>5392425
not me
guys feet is gross and imagining guys with atheletes foot is
>post your feet
>>5392431
don't worry, I don't have them in rainbow color
>>5392431
more like
>wearing the foot fedora
classic kayla
>>5392431
striped socks have their place but like... not in any casual wear sense I can think of >.>;;
>>5392453
i dunno i gave up a year ago, and it's great.
>>5392446
boots are the foot fedora
plus its 39 degrees outside and I want to stay warm so stockings are a must
>>5392453
i'm not cos i kno things change, but right now i just want to be free and independent
>>5392454
post feet
>>5392469
>boots are the foot fedora
>>5392466
>Well I'm jelly.
why? Just go buy some heels
>>5392469
but WHY THOSE
wear something respectable like stockings and why even wear those in the cold
>>5392474
one day anon, one day
>>5392421
If I wanted to bleed to death from knife wounds I could handle that myself. I know I'm too much of a pussy to die slowly and the risk of failure is really really high. The last thing I want is failed attempt and being put on suicide watch.
>>5392422
You mean codeine? It's available but heavily monitored prescription meds only. The online retailer I buy my HRT from doesn't carry it either.
I'll keep my eyes open for now for tools.
so what is it the kayla hour? isn't that all the time? fucking apg dude.
>>5392476
Honestly, if you don't work on a job site then why do you need boots? Is this male to male general or is this male to female general. Go wear some ballet flats at least, jeez
>>5392498
its almost as if people have differing taste in things, shocker huh??
>>5392498
You're so fucking dumb
I'm out.
Boots are love boots are life.
>>5392508
yeah!
>>5392477
I barely ever go outside I couldn't justify it
>>5392498
Skinny jeans tucked into a nice pair of boots is the best
>>5392508
i used to try, but now i write. what's the point when rejection faces you at every turn?
>>5392232
Oh my god someone finally noticed
I added that half a week ago atleast
>>5392498
is this bait?
you don't have to act as a girly girl to be trans..
>All this talk about opiates and other drugs
>Drinking cough syrup
what's wrong with just weed
>>5392526
>>5392526
Yeah I was wondering that. Then I remember that thread you made.
also
>post feet
>>5392528
you do when you're kayla and you have a totally warped, misogynistic grasp of what it means to be female even though you've never actually lived as a woman
>>5392528
I know but its fun being girly.
>>5392526
lol I noticed it a while back but never said anything because I knew it was you that put it in
; 3;
>>5392534
it won't kill you.
>>5392546
Opiates are super addictive and they literally can kill you though
They can stop you breathing if you pass out
>>5392498
>how to be a stereotypical hon advise
mtfg is the worst shithole on this board
>>5392554
>literally can kill you though
that's why i was talking about them. you can OD on them for a nice final rest.
I just realized all these new fuckers kicked out every girly trip.
>tons of transbians
>no fashion talk besides boots and jeans
>no makeup advice
what the fuck happened to mtfg?
>>5392522
Maybe sometimes rejection doesnt face you at a turn? And then you get to be happy for a couple seconds.
>>5392560
>every girly trip
>implying any existed
>>5392560
this is too funny
>>5392560
You're the only trutrans left kayla
>>5392560
Nothing says unconfident in your lack of femininity like yelling at everyone to be MORE GIRLY because THEYRE NOT BEING FEMALE ENOUGH. AND DATING GIRLS MAKES THEM LESS GIRLY. AND THEY'RE SCARING THE OTHER GIRLS AWAY.
>>5392565
ufufu, sophie, caddy, frenchfry, and a whole bunch of other girly anons all but left
>>5392560
There's a difference between being girly and having no taste
>>5392560
Being trans is now "in", anyone can be trans! :)
>>5392576
lol
>>5392560
You happened you autist, no one wants to talk about anything that you might like because you'll butt in.
fuck off.
>>5392560
dicks
>>5392560
edie is pretty girly
>>5392579
Sophie...frenchfry...
They have been gone forever...
>>5392579
I'd actually love to be girly but I couldn't pull it off being so early in hormones. So at the moment I dress andro
>>5392560
Perhaps you may enjoy the discussions at Susan's
>>5392561
life doesn't like me enough for that.
>>5392560
you don't have to be hyper-fem all the time. that's not how cis grills dress, and that's how i model my outfits. i can get down with girly shit, but some days boots are nice senpai. like a day indoors, half-shitposting half- writing papers is a great day for comfy boots.
>>5392594
I wonder what Cheska is up to
I have 0 fashion sense, how do I dress andro desu
>>5392579
how could you call any of those hons girly?
wasn't kayla originally the one who used to be mad at the girly trips and constantly told them to leave?
This is like the best irony ever.
>>5392606
ufufu was grilly.
>>5392603
cheska started escorting on craigslist. eh, could be worse for her i guess
>>5392544
>>5392538
aww ty
I fucking love rocks and minerals I'm not gonna lie. Like when I was a kid I wanted to be a geologist
>>5392535
you should try it sometime anon
>>5392560
I dont know what you're talking about kayla, boots are v stylish
a pair of cute boots can really add to an outfit
>>5392585
Fucking this. Every thread is the Kayla hour. Talking about you all day is boring as fuck when you have opportunity to fix yourself but you're too lazy to do it. Go out and fix your life and come back with a good story.
>>5392615
>cheska started escorting on craigslist
WHAT???? LINK?
>>5392605
Just do what i do. Big shirts and high gym shorts.
Need something less casual? Collared button up and some girl pants. No one can tell they're pants for girls but you.
>>5392611
its why shes the coolest trip of all time
>>5392615
eh
>>5392618
will you be my qt gf?
>>5392611
Every day I remind myself that no one in real life has drill hair. I may have to get my cosplay on to fulfill my desire for hair drills.
Well. Con season soon enough.
>>5392579
>tfw not grilled enough for kayla
btw ufufu loves boots u dork
>>5392611
lmao
>>5392633
tbqh
my hair sorta looked like drill hair at one point.
>>5392631
BACK THE FUCK OFF FAGGOT
>>5392638
>implying I would be interested
trip on sophie
And to think I thought I was a little bit alternative buying boots all that time ago.
Somebody tell me what grill shoes are fashionable right now.
I am thinking about moving more north so I can wear jackets every day. I bought two really nice ones last time I went out to the mall and can't wait to wear them. I wish it would snow.
>>5392650
you couldn't handle her bp anyway
>>5392649
u wot m8
who the phuc are you?
>>5392651
>>5392660
her gf puta -,-
>>5392657
could you?
>>5392655
You should come to Lapland it's hide-what-you-look-like-under-big-jumpers season all year round.
>>5392660
my gf
>>5392665
not at the price she's asking for, but for free i'd certainly pound it out
>>5392667
SOUNDS PERFECT
someone move there and share a tiny room with me
well it just arrived in the mail, Elanna you better be right about this game being worth it
>>5392667
can i move there too?
>>5392667
>lapland
torilla tavataan
>>5392644
I do not like that you are making me consider testing the social acceptability of drill hair instead of assuming there is none, Anon.
>>5392651
Boots are very feminine tbqh santa
>>5392686
a barrel roll?
>>5392680
>doubting a transbian hon's taste in vidya
Good luck have fun
>>5392695
https://www.google.com/?gws_rd=ssl#q=do+a+barrel+roll
>>5392693
>tfw cant wear anything with heels because im 187cm tall
>>5392698
you're on fire today elanna!
>>5392703
blame vidya
well i have all the informed consent forms filled out now from yesterday
i really don't know what to say for my preferred name though
my mom is coming with me and i'm not out yet but i'm sure she's either pieced it together or will after we go there
and i also don't want to get called "not trans" or something stupid because i put my birth name but obviously i'm pre-hrt and not -incredibly- feminine or passing or anything so if i put a girl name there and they like call me up like a normal doctors appointment it'll be uncomfortable for them and i'm just spouting my nervousness sorry
>>5392693
Santa isn't a dominatrix. Santa can't rock that look.
>>5392707
>tfw transitioned cuz manlet
at least im short, not small though
>>5392714
good luck anon ^__^
>>5392719
>tfw 5'4"
>>5392693
wow those are huge shoulders
>>5392714
Just put whatever you are comfortable with being called right now. Nobody is going to deny your transness by using your birth name pre everything.
>>5392683
>>5392686
>people wanting to move in with the elves
>>5392727
>tfw 5'3"
hi
>tfw 5'5 and weigh 118 lbs
do I have any chance of passing or am I too big?
>>5392731
DON'T TELL THEM
DON'T TELL THEM ABOUT THE ELVES
>>5392736
fuck off rawr
>>5392736
Yeah you're way too big, you have to be under 100lbs and less than 5 foot to have any chance of passing.
just used an aneros for the first time [spoiler]holy crap[/spoiler]
>>5392708
I'm running a fever honestly ;~;
I get cranky when I'm sick
>>5392738
s-sorry
>>5392718
I thought they might be too much for everyday wear but my fashionable friend who reads vogue told me they were fine ._.
>>5392738
iktf
>tfw even if by some miracle you do pass, then you'd still attract lots of attention for your height.
>>5392750
I wish I had enough money to buy fun things like clothes or laser or electrolysis or fucktoys
how do I apply for a job
>>5392750
>proceeds to google
wew lass
>>5392738
oh... umm ごめなさい
>tfw strip naked and look in the mirror after so many months
>see a flabby androgynous girlboy with monster nipples, big butt and a soft small dangling dark benis between its legs
mfw I got a raging erection
>>5392778
fuck off rawr
>>5392539
>muh soggy knee
wew lad
>>5392753
Hardly your fault.
>>5392758
Oh I have no hope of passing. Just want to get to some kind of point that I am happy with, without getting murdered. I would honestly be fairly happy if I got to andro and got SRS. I can go with minimizing time spent looking in a mirror, but the tumor is killing me.
>>5392784
also i went small because i can't normally handle big toys but i feel like a larger size would have been fine.
>>5392400
how big are your feet?
>>5392788
fuck off rawr
>>5392785
jealous, creep?
>>5392807
Can you shut the fuck up
>>5392520
Basically this <3_<3
Wear these beauties all the dang time
>>5392788
you on a waiting list?
>>5392813
fuck off rawr
>>5392542
"its fun being girly"
-- every fetishistic dude ever
>>5392747
4'5" , 88 lbs.
so I could pass?
>>5392817
Kill yourself hon
>>5392813
Fuck off, rawr.
>>5392826
>Hon
You're one to talk rawr
spoiler alert: kayla is a well-crafted deliberate fake persona composed of different hon mentalities to serve as a cautionary tale for a trans person how NOT to transition
>look in the mirror
>can't fucking tell what i'm looking at
wowie
>>5392835
fuck off rawr
>>5392560
>unironically using the word "girly"
kill yourself bro
>>5392833
Post a picture of yourself and a recent picture of rawr, guarantee she passes better than you
Please disable ad blocking services to see my girltinkler.
>>5392845
Rawr is easily as bad as potsy and doesn't pass better than anyone.
>>5392752
you're always a catty, cranky cunt. what makes today different?
>>5392852
Okay bro
>>5392838
>look in the mirror
>say "whatssup"
>im getting money
>oooh
>>5392857
Fuck off rawr.
>>5392852
rawr is a bit better than kayla, but not much i'd say
>>5392816
Nope. Currently on herbs and trying to get on proper mones.
>>5392862
Fuck off, rawr
> bus back to Bellevue is literally packed full
Oh fun.
Someone save me ;_;
>>5392216
selamat pagi bexe-chan
>>5392864
Stop samefagging rawr. You look like an obvious fucking man and the only thing that can fix you is a bullet top your ugly bald faggot head.
>>5392865
good luck anon..
>>5392854
Don't be a tit
>>5392874
Stop this sick shit
