Since this board is full of people who have way more experience that me, I though I should as you guys.
Since I was like 15, I never liked being a man. I didn't like to be the man in the relationship, in the bed, in the role, etc. I never liked to look at straight porn, I hated dicks, and I only watched lesbian porn. Last night, I was scared, I am a masochist, I like girls, so far, any girls that Ive talked to say that the man shouldn't be a masochist in a relationship and that no girl likes a masochist man. I was so scared last night, that I cried.
To distract myself, I started to look at some yuri pics in my bed. I came across the picture that I used in the thread. I can't image me ever being the girl in the back. I can only image the girl in the front. So I started to hate myself. I don't like being a guy, I hate my body and its feature, I hate what society has made my role, and most of all, I can't imagine being a dominate one in the relationship.
I started to think about sex change and hormones. Im afraid, Im afraid of being a guy, I don't want to feel like I will never find someone that I would love and she would love me back. Please, tell me, am I a lesbian girl trapped in a boy's body or am I an idiot?
Also if you need more info about me, ask me. I was kinda in a rush to write this cause I have to sleep soon.
>>5314043
Speak to a therapist.
What if you are a boy body trapped with a girl's mind inside him?
>>5314043
>I don't like being a guy, I hate my body and its feature, I hate what society has made my role, and most of all, I can't imagine being a dominate one in the relationship.
that's a very tranny sentence
see a therapist
>>5314043
At the risk of sounding pushy, I just want to point out that very few cisgender people actually stop and consider whether or not they're content with their assigned sex for any substantial length of time. If you're questioning, there's probably something going on.
Also, you should drop by >>5251685 and talk to some of the other transbians about their stories.
>>5314043
>Please, tell me, am I a lesbian girl trapped in a boy's body or am I an idiot?
No you sound like a gigantic pussy who probably has a fetish.
>>5314043
Id recommend you go see a gay male therapist, transbians have it harder than cislesbians and harder even than most straight transwomen.
Most lesbian women will not be attracted to you (once they find out about your birth gender) and will probably reward you with a lawsuit,criminal charges, or a beating instead of sex, romance, and a fufilling relationship.
Your best chance as a transbian is to be with another transbian.
I digress,I would see a therapist go to an informed consent clinic once youre sure of yourself.
>>5314043
it honestly sounds like you just have some fetish. did this seriously just spout when you were 15? because i mean, god damn. 99% it's just a fetish. just because you're not into your gender roles doesn't mean you're trans.
>>5314184
>no true transsexual: the argument
>>5314184
They sound kinda autistic too, probably just confused and think the grass is greener.
>>5314211
Why do people like you try to diminish transgender people? Being transgender isn't some hobby or lifestyle. It's a serious life changing choice that you make in order to treat GID.
>>5314211
where do you think we are?
>>5314184
people normally don't cry over fetishes
>>5314211
You dun shiggied.
>>5314234
I do...
>tfw no cute girl feet to sniff and lick
>>5314244
aw :c i'd let you lick and sniff my feet.. i-if you're ok with transgirl feet
[spoiler]it's actually a fetish of mine too[/spoiler]
>>5314252
uwaaahhh. spoilers don't work on this board?!
See a trans therapist. You are a woman stuck in a man's body. This sounds a lot like gender dysphoria. Look it up, it's how a lot of people figure out they're transgender. You're not an idiot, sweeheart. the only people who are idiots are the ones going through different boards just to start shit. Subjects like this are touchy and frightening, but it's okay. Email me if you want anymore info. [email protected]
>>5314252
>transgirl feet
No I meant real girls feet, trans girl feet are to big and not cute.
>>5314276
;-; but i didn't ask for them to be this big...
>>5314275
>you are a woman trapped in a man's body
What if they're just a man trapped in a man's body though? Meaning a man who hates being a man. They don't sound trans.
>>5314294
I didn't ask for girls with big feet either. I said cute girl feets. :p
>>5314346
b-but big feet can be cute too!!
i hear some guys even like them bigger...
>>5314143
How can i have a fetish which requires me to have a vagina?
>>5314175
But just knowing that they were guys too makes me puke
>>5314222
I actually don't think its greener, I think it might be, I would be really scared if I decided to go with it and even after ive changed
>>5314310
Wouldn't that mean I would like to be a girl rather than a man? What do you mean?
>>5314043
LITERALLY agp
>>5314310
hello anne lawrence
>>5314043
You are gay
Trannies will try to trap you and convert you over to their little cult so they can feel more justified about themselves
don't listen to them ever
>>5314310
That really doesn't make sense though. If one really is a man in terms of gender identity, why would they hate being a man?
If you have to ask, you are trans. It's that simple.
>>5315183
Yeah but does that automatically mean you're trans "enough" that you should transition?
>>5315188
No, you should see therapy.
This could just be a phase which is why people suggest Therapy before you start to transition.
Back in 2012 I had feelings that I was trans but it just went away, but it came back, so if you do therapy and it's still there for a while they might suggest transitioning.
Don't do anything just yet besides Therapy and Crossdressing.
you seem more interested in the role that the woman plays not just about being a woman.
To me it sounds a lot like grass is always greener however i wont dismiss the idea of this is the way that it presents.
Either way you seem super unsure which isnt a bad thing it just means you are going to have to do some self exploration.
Avoid sexual context when talking or thinking about being trans, Libido, fetishes, and all that stuff can fuck with your mind and decision making.
Think about the things that could make you happy without transition, if these things are possible then it may just be a scape goat for your feels, to get away from responsiblity or taking control or to be seen as more attractive for having what would be seen womanly qualities. If you find that transition is still what you need, then congratz you are trans.
Being trans is not really about your relationship with others (and it will almost always be worse because of being trans) but your relationship with yourself.
>>5314043
Just pretend the internet doesn't exist.
>>5314383
I like them bigger, post your soles
You're mentally retarded.
>>5315157
>hey guys I'm self-inserting into all this yuri porn I watch, what do?
>you're gay
>>5314067
You are your mind, not your body.
>>5316080
That means furries are right
>>5314043
Maybe.
See a therapist.
>>5316157
>Furry
>Mind
>>5316157
No, because a human mind cannot possibly be an animal.
A male mind is a few messed up hormones from a female mind though.
>>5314043
Guys can be submissive and masochistic. Read up about femdom and pegging.
Being uncomfortable with having a spooge-cannon growing out of your crotch, however, is a form of dysphoria associated with being transgender.
As many anons have said, find a therapist to talk to. Note, however, that it's not so much about the therapist judging you by some criteria as about the therapist providing a neutral background for you to find your own clarity.
>>5316179
you ignorant fuck. i hope someone bashes your skull in. all the energy that makes up peoples minds floats around in the universe in the same pool. we certainly CAN have animal minds. i know, i do.
OP here
Thanks for your guys' response
I will try to see a therapist
In the mean time, is there a way that I can't make my body look more feminine while not actually changing my gender or hormones completely? Like im so hairy, muscles, facial structure, etc
>>5316749
Shave body hair, exercise, get a haircut, maybe wear a light makeup if you feel like it.
>>5316757
this + a good skin care routine
>>5316749
Get a beard trimmer, but use it on your whole body. It won't get everything, nor will it be a "close shave", but it will probably be much quicker and easier than shaving.
This >>5314054
THIS >>5314070
Yes this >>5314124
This is BS >>5314175
As long as you kinda look feminine and act female they won't care unless you still have your dick. Then some will give you the pass on dating, but likely will still be friends.
>>5315157
I only want those that need to transition to transition.
This >>5315192
but if you really feel you are trans, getting on AAs to stop the masculinization until you decide could be good.
>>5316361
>Being uncomfortable with having a spooge-cannon growing out of your crotch, however, is a form of dysphoria associated with being transgender.
LOL so true!
>>5316749
>In the mean time, is there a way that I can't make my body look more feminine while not actually changing my gender or hormones completely? Like im so hairy, muscles, facial structure, etc
Trans Help General (>>5282875) may have some ideas, you could ask there.
A beard trimmer of clippers is a good start for shaving the body. It gets the majority of the hair so the shaver clogs slower.
When you are on AAs, beard and body hair growth rates will slow.
>>5318230
this
>>5322863
ugh fuck waxing. Good luck with that
>>5322866
...im scared now ;-;
>>5314043
No nigga you just gay.
>>5322982
It's not that bad. Put on your big girl panties and do it.
>>5323073
ok c;
