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So /b/ I've come to tell the story of how I lost the love
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So /b/ I've come to tell the story of how I lost the love of my Life. I don't care if this 404's I just want to get it off my chest.

>it was 2008 I was in Grade 9
>I was an outcast but tried to present myself as friendly and outgoing so I wouldn't seem like a school shooter
>it seemed to work as I had a few people I could call friends
>I was like this because I developed a lot of Anti-social behaviour due to abuse from both parents
>I was constantly told I was worthless and that I was good for nothing
>needless to say that fucked me up a lot
>I did something about it by moving to my Father's where the abuse was much less worse than my Mother's
>she obviously became very angry by this. She tried to coax my back
>then she said it, that fuckig bitch. She told me she was going to kill herself if I didn't come home
>that fucked me up a lot to even the point to where my Father got on my side and stood up for me
>that was the closest I would ever get to my Parents
>he dropped me off reluctantantly. The first thing that greeted me when I opened the door was an open fist.
>I was 7 then. I broke out a tooth and cracked the doorframe
>it didn't light up and I would get belittled or hit by my mother.
>I tried to do good and be a good kid in school because I convinced myself that it was for me
>needless to say I became a bad kid
>sometimes I would have to wear sweaters and pants in 20+ weather because I needed to cover the bruises
>I had a cousin and a nice Auntie that I would visit often.
>more so during the summers because she grew attached to me after her own baby boy had died
>Me and Avery were the same age and he died at Age 2
>I always liked being at her house even if it was only for an hour
>through her I was introduced to the wonders of literature
>even if it was just GooseBumps Books
>I started reading a lot, as that offered an escape from my cruel existence
>by the second grade I was already at the max reading level measured in the school.
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>>693445494
I'll be lurking op. I'm interested.
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>>693445494
>I threw myself into reading and school
>I became less and less shy as I grew
>I do admit I was in the wrong crowd at that school
>I was getting into fights at Recess and had begun to make a name for myself
>I was a pretty fucking bad kid for a Second Grade Student
>around this time it had begun to start that annoying trend of writing each other's names on your wrist and doing a mock marriage
>I watched as the other kids did it and I was baffled
>I could not understand how the other kids were doing this
>after watching them and studying the average behaviour of people I begun to write
>it was a shitty paragraph story at first but I already had a headstart on writing characters
>I started this with the hopes of becoming a famous Author and touring the world where I could make millions of dollars and move away from my abusive Mother
>reality hit me like a damn train
>I realized the chances of that happening were next to none
>I was saddened but then I realized this is what defines you. You could let it drag you down or you can kick it in the dick and make it your bitch
>I kept on writing. For three years I endured pain but I kept writing
>in that time I had settled down from my usual bad kid attitude
>in that time I had made a genuine friend
>in that time I had gotten my first kiss
>in that time I truly felt loved
>her name was Lily her like some people at my school she was antisocial
>this wasn't because of abuse. It was because she was at the bottom of the social ladder at my school
>she would get shit on simply because she was there
>we talked and I liked to show her my writing, as shitty as it was we both laughed at it and I told her my wild ideas for stories
>since I was one of her only friends I got shit on too by a lot of people
>I was used to being alone already so it didn't faze me much to ignore everybody
>I just liked it with I and Lily
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Holy shit anon

Dude, the fact that that's your dream, fucking go for it man. You write so eloquently, and communicate emotion well. Go for it.
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lurking on your story op

didn't pretype?
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>>693446898
I and Lily, like all the other Kids our age, had decided to hang out in the summer. I was excited for this because it gave me something to look forward to other than the occasional visit to my Aunties
>I finally had a purpose
>so the summer came. I asked to sleep over at my Aunties so I could convince her to let me go see her.
>my Mother agreed and told me I would be washing the house when I got back
>it was worth it
>so I biked over on my Cousin's pink bike
>I didn't care, it would give us something to laugh about
>we talked for ages about that things we wanted to do when we grew up. Sailing the seven seas and becoming rich with pirates gold, the whole deal
>then she dropped the bomb
>she told me that she was moving to a city up north for the next year as her Dad was offered a job up there
>she told me to go get our Pirate Ship up and ready, and that when she came back she would join me.
>We both cried in each others arms until she was called home and I had to go back to my Aunties.
>I couldn't get over that fact that the one person who I could truly connect with was leaving
>i felt empty when I saw her drive by and wave out the window of the sedan
>take into mind this was early 2000's so we didn't use email and I hadn't heard about MySpace
>I didn't even get her phone number to call her when she moved
>I felt empty again, with no purpose
>at home the situation got worse
>unknowingly my Auntie had told my Mom that I had went to go visit with a friend
>I got a beating before my Mother asked me any questions.
>I forgave my Auntie for that, I should've covered my tracks better
>Summer came and left just as fast as it had arrived
>the next school year had come and it felt different for me when I didn't see Lily there
>I didn't do as well this year than the previous because I had went back to my bad attitude phase
>yet one thing that kept with me was my writing
>I still kept at it, for my sake
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>>693448770
Obviously not. Why even ask?
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>>693449061
That picture hurts me
because I imagine her getting a paper cut on her tongue...
I can almost feel it...
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bermph
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Wewlad
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Bumpity bump
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Let's keep this thread alive, this is a better love story than Twilight
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>>693448855
>the other reason I kept at it was because I wanted to show Lily when she came back. Which was now a fleeting dream for me
>I went through the rest of Elementary just getting by, but the abuse still kept up
>by the time I had entered Grade 6 I had become very depressed, due to I was told I was worthless many times.
>over time my Stories reflected my emotions and they became very dark and were corrupted
>before my Stories had been full of life and laughter. Now they had become precursors to my later suicide attempts
>I started to harm myself any time I would mess up over anything. Because I had the mentality that everything was my fault
>I still missed Lily even though I knew it was futile to miss her. I knew she wouldn't be coming back
>at first it started with hitting myself, just a "Bop" on the head, almost comically reminding of the V8 juice commercials
>then it had gone to much further than that. It had gone to punching myself in seething rage. Or becoming depressed and sensually cutting open the skin on my forearm to see how much it would take to me to pass out and die in my sleep
>those had become my two primary emotions
>then I decided to make use of those
>I started on a story with two main characters, one was based off my depression, the other was based of my anger
>at the time it seemed to be destined to become another story I would rip up and burn
>it was much more than that, writing this became therapeutic and I was starting to dig myself out of the hole that I was dropped into
>then it happened
>I fucked up, really bad I JUST COULDNT HOLD IT AND LET IT SLIP OUT TOTHEFUKNGTEACHERANDITALLSLIPPEDOUTANDI FKEDITALLUP
>I broke down after going into deep thought about all the years of abuse
>how whenever I thought of somebody I tried to love I only thought of Lily and my Mother telling me I was garbage. That she would rather have a dog because it would take up less space
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>>693445494
>grade 9
>love of my life

Didn't read the rest, op is summer
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>>693448224

Double dubs
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>>693450478
That's not how dubs works man
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>>693450417
Serious shit happens, even when you're young, you stupid clown.
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>>693450478
....damn it. no. Almost...kinda...but no.
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>>693450365
Post the story you wrote when you finish, if you still have it, it sounds interesting
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More bumpzxzxzkxkxkkxkxkkdkfdsfdgkerjlkghfe
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dude where is my story
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I SUMMON TRIPS
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I hope everyone who reads this bump post has a good day today!
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>>693451512
Fuck. Not even fucking close. KSAJNFKJWAECNDKJ
>>693451578
Thanks human! You too!
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>>693451578
Desu
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>>693451578
fuck you
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HOLY GET
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>>693451763
Man, I love it when faith pays off.
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So, anyone watch any good movies lately?
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>>693450365
>my teacher had told me that this shouldn't have been happening, much less for as long as it did
>she scheduled for a meeting between either her or an outside therapist
>I ended up going to a therapist with my Mother who wanted to look like a good Mom
>she forced me to make happy face
>I knew it was either tell them in a way that didn't make it look as bad and i could get some help.
>I didn't exact opposite
>I told them what she did to me, I could feel her glaring daggers at my the entire time
>the Therapist accepted what I said and wrote it down. He told us some ways we could try help each other. But I knew In my mind that that would never happen
>the beating I got after we got home was the worst one I'd gotten in my lifetime
>except in this one my Mother was worried, not that I'd get taken away, but that she'd lose her job
>sadness and worry turned back to anger
>she told me she was disgusted and to get out of her face before she beat me again
>so I left. I grabbed to small jar I kept with change under my bed
>there I was, an 12 year old kid walking out at 6 at night with a jar of money
>I was an easy target
>I got depressed again
>I started thinking deeply again
>I started to blame myself again
>I walked further than usual to a Gas Station where I knew nobody would recognize me
>when I got inside I immediately looked to the isle with the cosmetic stuff
>I grabbed a disposable razor and walked up to the counter
>the clerk wouldn't sell them to me because I looked young for razor
>I knew he saw what my intentions were
>so I put the jar on the counter and ran off into the night with them.
>I left about 25$ in change then. That was the most expensive Razor I've ever bought
>so I went into an alleyway and opened the razors
>I crushed the razor head open because I didn't have a screwdriver to get it open
>I ripped out the crooked razor fucking up my finger tips for a lifetime
>I started to cut just wanting to end the pain
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Bucking fump
>>693451970
Just got around to watching the Force Awakens. Better than I expected. By a bunch.
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>>693451988
>I didn't exact opposite

wat?
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>>693452074
Pretty good one. I can see why some people are calling it a copy of episode 4 though.
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>>693451988
There are the dubs I have been searching for
for whatever reason
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>>693451970
Rewatched Training Day. Still amazing.
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>>693452259
I think it was good that is was a "copy" of episode 4. Gets you back in the SW feeling, and hopefully gets you ready for a new adventure.

If it hadn't been so close to the original, I think a lot of people might have dismissed it as a Star Wars movie, and it would have been received worse.
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>>693452477
Never seen it, I'll probably have to check it out
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>>693452539
Good point, anon! Just so long as they aren't all copies, which, considering where the story is heading, they may or may not be. We'll just have to wait and see.
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Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuumpmppdgfbl
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>>693452704
Exactly!
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ETERNAL TRIP BUMP
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>>693452775
2 off........
why
why do i give a fuck
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>>693452775
This gif impresses me, tbh
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>>693452889
Have another!
Unfortunately these are the only two like it I have
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>>693452961
I wish the real pizza could look as good as the other pizzas in this pic
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hD6_QXwKesU
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qmuuuuuuuuuuuud
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>>693453076
oh fuck off /mu/
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>>693453029
Agreed mate. It kind of looks like a butt tbh.
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DON'T YOU DIE ON ME THREAD
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3Caaklqa_o
honestly not sure what song it is, I just know it's Savant that I posted elsewhere earlier
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>>693450226
The time for that joke passed a long time ago. Get over the movie and move on with your life, faggot.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-seRFY7-cw
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>>693451988
>when I felt enough had been enough I laid back against the alleyway and looked up at the stars above and waited to get tired.
>soon enough the sleepy feeing came over
>I passed out
>I had a dream, the best one in years
>I dreamed that I woke up to the face of Lily
>she helped me get up wordlessly
>I wanted to talk but found I couldn't
>all I could do was look at her. Then I remembered we were back in Second Grade, her big toothy grin flashing from across the classroom
>all I could do was be happy for once remembering the times that I did see her
>then reality decided smack me again
>I awoke to a pale room. At first I thought it was the afterlife
>no, it was room 97 in the ICU
>Turns out I didn't cut deep enough so the blood was able to clot before it all leaked out
>I'd failed at the one thing I was destined for
>I looked to the side and saw my Mother with her eyes closed pretending to sleep
>even when I could've died she still did not care one bit
>then I realized something
>something that I still live by to this day
>nobody in this world gives a shit about you. It might seem that way, but on the deepest levels they will always care for themselves
>I began to cry on my Hospital bed
>when my Mom noticed I had awoken she had gotten up and stood over me menacingly
>"If you think you're life's bad. Just wait in see if you try a stunt like thins again."
>those were her exact words
>she even refered to it as a stunt
>all I could do was cry
>when the doctors came she acted as if she really cared about me
>I knew even the doctors didn't
>I knew the second that clock signalled the end of their shift I was old news
>so I stopped crying. I knew it wasn't doing me any good
>I stopped showing any emotion
>I became dead inside
>with that in mind I began writing the now Novel again
>it was coming along nicely
>it was the best thing going on with me at the time
>Tom and Mara were just reaching Tinsel Town when I had entered Grade 8
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The feels man! The feels!
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>>693453428
Glorious.
"I'm blind, I don't know what to do. I tried to see the world through you..."
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(Goose)bump
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>>693453467
The fuck crawled up your ass kiddo?
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-fWDrZSiZs
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>>693453723
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXiYpfR-cRE
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I swear to god op, if you say something about getting sent to love with your auntie in uncle in a place caked belair, I'll kill you
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>>693453577
Jesus Christ, anon. Jesus fucking Christ.
I'd have killed my parents already.
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>>693454116
that would be amazing tbh

if that happens someone include me in the screencap
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>>693453577
Okay, I get that she's your mother, but you need to fucking deck that stupid bitch in the mouth, at least a few good times.
My mom wasn't nearly as bad as yours, although she was still quite a cunt for a good bit of my teen years, and she got a good punch in the stomach at least once that I remember.
Who gives a fuck that they brought you into this world? You didn't ask them to. All children ask is to be loved and cared for. not fucking beaten down mentally and physically because her stupid ass couldn't keep her legs shut.
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>>693453628
>>693453428

this is not one of my favorite of his work, but it sure is an awesome one.
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Bump with some secret code
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>>693454169
This a fucking million times anon.
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>>693454169
This. Tbh, I would have expected OP to at least say a "Fuck you," to her or something.
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>>693454189
I've been trying to pick a favorite for years, I can't. Black Magic is up there though. And Catharsis. Aaand...I'm not gonna start listing them.
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>>693450478
I'll allow summer this one time. For OP.
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>>693454169
This shit makes me feel.
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Faster pls
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>>693454433
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>>693454433
Double dubs
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while everyone is waiting feel free to read this
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Calmly waiting for you OP
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>>693454413
My favorite is "Hero from the past"

And I also love "Sayonara". I always have a tear running down when I listen to it, idk why.
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>>693454688
NOT THAT SHIT HOLY FUCK WANTED TO DIE BC THAT CNT
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Haha, right OP?....
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They c me bumping, they h8ing
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>>693454688
>feel
damn right, mang
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>>693445494
Here have some music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xp7svl4l5Dk
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>>693454709
Yessssssss
Same with Sayonara.
His music is so amazing, it fucks with my emotions so much.
Paradisco is another I love, it is so fucking uplifting, but at the same time makes me feel a longing for something.
And ISM. I heard it in a dream last night, I hadn't listened to Savant in months, but he was just about all I listened to for a good couple years.
I was so upset when I woke up and realized I didn't know what song had been playing. I just heard the last minute in my dream, and then woke up.
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is OP rip?
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>>693450417
this
>>693450713
young love doesn't count, unless he had a kid with her at a young age then it's a fucking bullshit story. It's like comparing a kid getting lunch money stolen, to an adult losing all their money investing into a stock that crashed.
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>>693450478
>>693454433
This is how you do it proper, friend.
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Blue Monday's lyrics are pretty fitting to OP's greentext.
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Hey bruh, don't talk shit 'bout doctors. Losing patients is horrible, and every death takes a little fraction of ur soul. As a reanimatologist, my uncle has nearly killed himself once (and got decent thrrapy afterwards)
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>>693454688
It's quite good
Pic related is also guaranteed feels
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>>693454945
When I say hadn't listened to in months, it's been almost a full year. I have been pretty depressed. Which I guess goes hand in hand, lost Savant, lost will to live. Haaaaaaaaa......
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>>693455043
Yah OP what the fuck, his uncle tried to kill himself. Do you have any idea what that's like? How could you, you worthless waste of space
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>>693455013
No, it isn't?
If it fucks him up so bad emotionally that he isn't ever able to open up to anyone else then it's still a big deal, you close minded shit.
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>>693454945
Yeah, ISM is some awesome shit.

He changed his style lately. I don't really love the last sound he made (ft snoop dogg tho) but his precedent one (savior), that is based on his old "unfinished buisness" (another part of it inspired Zion's Apocalypse. Gold shit too) is fuckin awesome/
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>>693455089
thanks for that, i saw it in another feels thread but forgot to read it, then closed the window
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>>693455219
Zozzle.
I just wanted op to know we do care.
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Should I buy overwatch?
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Fucking hell OP don't quit now I care about you
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>>693453577
>Grade 8 went by quickly for me
>I moved to my Aunties while it was decided what was going to happen to me in court
>I knew I wasn't going to my Father's because he was a deadbeat, hence the reason I lived with my Mother
>in other news I had found the notebook with all 250 pages written in the drawer rather haphazardly, so some of the pages folded at odd angles
>anyways
>I finished the Novel
>it had an Ending that had the two characters come to a false goal but had discovered that they could not do it without each other
>cheesy, right?
>I thought so, so I shoved it back away once it was finished
>there was an incident where a Girl did like me, but since I was abuse my my Mother a lot I didn't know what do do about it and was very scared just trying to tell her I didn't want to talk to her
>I was groped a few times but nothing to get to riled up about
>after I got the courage to tell her straight up that I didn't want her to talk to me it worked enough and she stayed away
>when the time came to choose high schools everyone was choosing the one nearest but I never cared for everybody else, and I like the other schools we toured, so I chose one a bit further away. A gut feeling told me that I should
>the rest of the year passed uneventful and I graduated
>they say that for your Grade 8 grad your supposed to try be wacky and fun with your clothes, but not for me. I wore grey pants with a white shirt and tie and stood out like a sore thumb
>I got a certificate from my school saying that I graduated from there and I was sent on my way again
>During the summer before grade 9 of i remember correctly she was charged with Criminal Negligence and Assault
>I don't even remember after this time
>I don't think I want to remember the amount of hate she had for me looking in that courtroom
>so I spent that summer trying to reconnect with my Cousin and Auntie since they were the most decent to me
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>>693455405
Yeah it's pretty fun
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Oppie are you okay? I want to know more about you
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>>693455405
Cause this is a thread for game recommendations right?
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Darn op please tell us u found her and she was alive
Tell us auntie gotcha after ur mother died of alcohol overdose.
Just fucking please
Shit, I feel so sorry for what you had to come thru
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>>693455293
Yeahhh I'm not a fan of Get It either.
He has definitely changed his style, but that's what he does. I hope for more old Savant in the future. But he's also Blanco now, I have only heard a couple songs by him, and they were...not really to my taste either sadly. The remix of Starfish wasn't bad at all though.
And the Cassette singles were alright, neat that he did so many styles.
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>>693454116
I'm typing it as it comes out but I can assure you there will be nothing with the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
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>>693455405
Yes.
Yes.
Yes.
They just released a new patch this morning. What platform?
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>>693445494
>In 9th grade
>Love of his life

Imma stop you right there and say in 9th grade you're a fucking child

TL;DR OP IS A MASSIVE CRYBABY BUTTHURT THAT FEELS FAGGOT
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>>693445494
garrison, you are underage.
get off /b/
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>>693455405
You gotta have friends to play it with you. Since you're on /b/, I'd guess that this isn't possible
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>>693455647
And she isn't some creature from the pleistocene era, yeah? If she is, you, my friend, just wasted my sympathy.
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>>693455731
>>693455758
Read the thread autist
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>>693455731
He's not a crybaby if his own fucking mother beat him.
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>>693455570
You're a crabby little bitch aren't you? ;)
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My man, here in Russia we all grow up in families like this.
Nevertheless, the fact that even in the States kids are treated like shit is saddening me.
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>>693455886
Someone talks sense. My mother only used corporal punishment as a last resort.
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>>693455576
I also hope for it, but I'm not gonna lie. I didn't appreciate Blanco, or Get It either.

But his remixes were awesome. Not the same kind of music he did before, and that's what I find awesome.

No matter what kind of music he'll do, he'll make something awesome.
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>>693455241
It's called being a man and moving on, even if she died it wouldn't mean he's obligated to remain alone in memory of her. It's one thing to let something traumatic change the way you think, but to just give up? what the fuck is the point of living with that misery?
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>>693445494
Bump
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>>693455788
No you don't faggot it creates a match with random other people
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Bumperonies
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>>693456089
More fun with friends though
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>>693455886
Did she beat his little mince faggot dick? Did he cum? Who gives a fuck that a manchild is on my /b/ crying about shit that happened years ago? Wah-wah mommy spanked me!
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Bumparoo
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>>693455683
What's the patch and is it for Xbox as well?
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>>693456041
OH YEAHHHHHH
BE A MAN
LIFT SOME WEIGHTS
DRINK A BEER
There isn't much point, is there? He should move on. But it's not as easy as just saying "I'm over it CUZ I'M A MAN"
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>>693456200
> baitfish.wav
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>>693455819
Nothing like that at all. There is no trolling in this story. I just want to tell it
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Who wants to feel while we wait for OP ?
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>>693455731
and folks that's how you know a anon has autism
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>>693456255
>tfw you are getting xenoverse 2 for the Xbone and you preordered.
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>>693456200
getting punched and slapped in the face > being molested. true dat
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>>693456323
Got plenty of longtexts
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Ca someone longtext OP's story? gotta go home, and I have no internet on the train.
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>>693454688
if anyone hasn't read this story, yet please do

i give it a 99.99% chance that you'll cry
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>>693456255
I think so, I'm not sure. It was something for competitive play. I know they were nerfing Torbjorn's turrets. That may have already happened though. There are so many tweaks I've been hearing about that they want to do, I haven't checked to see which ones have happened.I'm Lucio most of the time anymore anyway, because when don't you need an extra healer or speed boost? plus he does shit using music, and that is sweet as fuck. But the tweaks are for Torbjorn, McCree, and DVa. So they don't affect me too much.
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>>693456556
Thread is updating automatically for me, I'll make sure to screencap if OP can be arsed to finish
Just look for it tomorrow in feels thread, I'll try to put it
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>>693455013
Young love does count you retard
Back when homo sapiens was just evolving there was no socially constructed age requirement for adulthood, so it's definitely logical to assume that young people can feel love too
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>>693456379
>implying I already haven't pirated it on my pc because it's overhyped
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>>693456041
Psychotherapist reporting in after a hard working day.
I regret to note you are utterly wrong in your judgement.
Parenting and becoming an adult does not work the way you tried to describe.
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>>693456460
Not really a downer but still worth reading
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>>693456815
Yeah Lucio is definetly an underrated support character, wish his weapon wasn't burst tho because I'm pretty shit with it. Other than that pretty solid character
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>>693457153
His ult is a real game changer though, can let you cap the objective or prepare you for a final push
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Did OP bail?
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>>693451988
>$25 dollars
>most expensive razor I've ever bought
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>>693457153 >>693457323
Definitely my favorite. I have 16 hours as him, 5 as Zarya as my 2nd most played.
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here we are, OP

(waitin')
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>>693457399
I think he's just real slow
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>>693455405
Yes, if you want a version of TF2 with shitty characters, botched voice acting, females who get their asses censored, AND if you want a wallet-castration.
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>>693457399
Nah, he's just a slow typer.
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>>693457422
Support pleb, tracer is the real shit
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>>693457473
Some manly feels
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>>693456881
you have to dig up prehistoric hominids to prove your lack of a point? Unless your mind stopped developing when you where a child, you would understand that "puppy love" is a phase that passes when you have life experience.
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>>693457422
Zarya is great too, if you play her right there's many opportunities for kills, defends, and even pushes. I love her ult too if you manage to hit most of the team it makes them pretty much defenseless while your whole team can just unload on them.
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Are there actually any FEELS storys that don't involve love? Doesn't seem so so far at least.
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>>693455043
>reanimatologist
Of course he couldn't kill himself dumbass he's a necromancer
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Aww man I'm scared this thread is about to hit its limit. Is everyone ready to look for that new thread?
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"You know that good things aren't meant to last."
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>>693456989
could you explain how it's wrong?
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>>693457742
tl;dr on the last 2/3 of OPs story first pls?
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>>693457806
You know you are.
Quit acting like you can't get scarred as a child just like getting scarred as an adult.
Humans are humans, no matter what age. Is that so hard to grasp?
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>>693457562
Read this one plenty of times. Makes you wish decent people where around when you needed them
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will we need to bake new bread?
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>>693458038
No. it isn't. I don't know why you hold such a grudge against kids, seeing as how you were once one. maybe you've scarred a few yourself?
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>>693455886

>So my Auntie drove me to my first day of High School
>a lot if not most kids would be like the peppy Boy Scout with braces
>my Mother never did get me Braces
>I was more like a Tom Cat slinking around the neighbourhood, not having a peticular destination at all
>I just wanted to get through my classes without any confrontation
>that semester I had: Math, Science, ELA, Christian Ethics, French
>the day was going off smoothly until I got to my 3rd class, ELA
>I knew I would do well in this class because I had been writing for so long and had years of practice on my belt
>that was until I walked into the classroom itself
>I stopped dead in my tracks with my jaw slightly agape
>there was Lily, sitting by herself in the middle row of the class room
>she had stayed the same in some features. But she had really filled out in all the right places
>I hoped to talk to her and catch up and we'd be friends like when we were young
>I tried to play it cool and sit in the same row of seats. I remembered I had a notebook with a story I was starting
>I pretended to scribble in it
>when everyone was seated the teacher came up and started talking
>he wanted us to break the ice so he suggested we all shake hands and introduce ourselves.
>I got up and shook hands with the people beside me
>I went up to Lily and shook her hands and introduced myself
>I said: "Hey Lily. Long time no see, huh?"
>then she responded: "Oh? We've met before?"
>I sort of hoped she would remember me after these years. I was crushed
>I was just a tragic boy who was lovesick for a girl that didn't even remember him
>I sat back down at my spot quietly
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>>693458268
Continue
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>>693458268
>"Oh? We've met before?"

oh ;_;
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>>693457896
Well.. basically..
> Little kid, has highly abusive parents
> ends up living with evil mother
> later, around 12 or so, finds a girl he likes
> instantly love of his life
> Girl needs to move away for a while
> OP is sad.
> Visits girl by going to his nice aunt
> gets beaten up by mom once she finds out
> tells his teacher about abusive mom sometime
> ends up in therapy with her
> Despite her efforts for him not telling everything, he DOES tell everything
> later that day, mom beats him up
> runs away, trys to kill himself using razorblades from gas station
> too dumb to manage it, wakes up in hospital
> mom got charged in court, he lives with aunt now

Guess that's it so far, probably missed out everything important. Have fun.

Oh, btw. Over all that time he's been writing a little novel. May be important later, what do I know.
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>>693458268
Jesus fucking Christ that hurts.
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"Oh, we've met before?"
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>>693458515
>>693458515
>>693458515
>>693458515
New thread?
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>>693458268
I'm not reading your dumbshit woe is me story FAGGOT kill yourself
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pls
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>>693458682
Eat shit
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>>693457896
>gets beat by mom a lot
>Lily the girl that changed his life for several years moved
>writes stories and reads a lot to cope with pain
>also cuts and hurts himself
40% about abuse
20% relations with aunt girls and other people
15% how he copes runs away and does things with others
15% story writing
5% about accidents
5% intriguing the audience due to the fact that he failed to kill himself
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>>693458268
>"Oh? We've met before?"
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>>693458677
migrate to new thread
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>>693458038
Being scarred as a child leads into being a scarred adult, not arguing that. Its letting that fear take over you, and control your life that isn't healthy. If OP wants to remain alone the rest of his life due to losing someone he loved as a young man, then that's his choice. I'm saying there's always opportunities for love to happen no matter who you are, or what you've been through.
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>>693458801
hello darkness my old friend
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>>693458924
Last one I have
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Abandon thread? New one is right up there.
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OP!!!!
Get in the new thread
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>>693458146
are you talking to yourself? if so, some Psychotherapist you are.. No wonder all the fucking miscreants become therapist. Can't spell therapist without rapist right?
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>>693458268
Ouch.
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>>693458863
Yeah, there may be opportunities, but that doesn't mean they feel like opportunities for change. A negative mindset has a way of holding onto you. Not everyone can cope with it, his parents obviously weren't caring enough to show him how...I sure know that fucking feeling.
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>>693457896
OP is a special snowflake emo faggot who needs to man the fuck up.
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>>693459405
I'm not the psychotherapist. And you know what I was doing. Also, I guess that makes me a rapist? Well damn, here I thought rape was forcing yourself on someone sexually, not talking to yourself...
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Waitin for OP
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>>693459588
no u
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>>693458268
Damn that sucks. In my computer science class I sat next to girl who was awesome. She was on the dance/drill team and a cheerleader. She was pretty and had a sweet personality, but what I liked the most was that she was very intelligent. We talked a lot and worked on projects together. After class I would walk her to her next class and the double back and have to rush to get to my own.

But I'm certain that she wouldn't know who I was.

I think back a lot (about a lot of things, not just this) and try to figure out whether I did good, I did bad, or if my being there even had any impact at all
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>>693458268
Not to burst your bubble or train of thought OP but it's scientifically proven that men remember women's names faces and voices WAY longer than they do of other men they meet. Something having to do the impression of her left in your brain over her necessity of keeping you in her brain.
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>>693458515>>693458515>>693458515>>693458515>>693458515>>693458515>>693458515>>693458515>>693458515
That is the new thread.
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>>693460400
Thanks. High quality info!
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New thread, last post about it, from me anyway
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>>693459698
>maybe you've scarred a few yourself?
not a creepy thing to say at all anon, not at all.
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>>693458268
>it fucking sucks
>that feeling you have when you've been waiting for something but in the end it just flops
>like waiting for Christmas but finding out you actually can get coal
>that fucking feeling
>she forgot me
>I didn't get to reintroduce myself like I imagined.
>I didn't get that Pirate Ship ready for when she came back
>I try go through all my classes trying not to think about her. It's hard.
>In the same class that I saw her again may I find my redemption in
>In ELA we got put in a big assignment
>more specificly one where you had to write a narrative
>the teacher shows off my Assignments as kind of "this is what your work should look like!"
>I'm not complaining about it. It makes me look better
>when we get to work on it some people come to me for help because they know they would get a good grade
>I agree to help my classmate Dom
>it's going good. Until one day I see Lily sitting in the class alone
>I go in and knock on the door
>she looks up from concentrating on the assignment
>I ask: "Is that the ELA assignment you're working on?"
>She answers: "Yes. Can you help me please? I'm stuck on this one part." Were along the lines of what she said
>I walked over and sit down beside her. I start to read what she has written down
>none of it is bad but it could still use work
>I pull out mine to show her what to include on her narrative
>start to feel happy talking to Lily again. I'm not a shambling mess that I usually am
>I pull out my Narrative >>693458268
to show her
>I read it out loud to her
>It's about me and her, not exactly by name and details but based off of us
>it's about a Boy who is waiting for a Girl to meet with him on their Pirate Ship. I forget exactly what the name of the ship is
>This seems to jog her memory and she looks like she's taking it all in
>"Anon?"
"Yes it's Me, we used to hang out a lot, do you remember now?" I say smiling
>"Yes of course I do!"
Cont
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>>693461098
OP did you forget that there's a new thread since this one is going to 404 pretty soon?
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>>693461098
Don't take half an hour this time OP
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>>693461098
Get in the new thread OP

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you're so fucking slow pretype this shit anon man don't leave us feeling for like 40 minutes every fucking time man
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>>693461098
the sweet sweet taste of remembering shit
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>>693461629
nigger
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come on OP, don't leave us like this, at least give us some spaghetti, or walking of the dinosaur.
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>>693461454
No it won't. Fuck off. It's only at 252.
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OBONDON SHOP OP
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>>693461857
There's no need to be so aggressive about it.
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>>693461857
OP is posting every 50 posts, best to be organised about it
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>>693462019
Let him be aggressive, it is his anus that has been annihilated.
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please tell me someone is saving this
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