This is a robot I rendered with Pixar's Renderman
>>505328
Don't kill yourself. Just get less shitty at 3d.
You have to tell us more. The fuck are you an heroing for?
>>505331
That just makes me an attention whore
Brief synopsis: Family doesn't love me, father left me. Qt3.14 redhead gf left me. Liberals making the world come to shit
Pic related more work
>>505349
Hi OP,
I feel the problem you have is your happiness is dependent upon others. Have you got any dreams of your own.
I wouldn't want to be with someone who would kill them-self if I left them. Would you want to be with someone like that?
Also you liberals making the world shit just seems like blaming other people. Lets face it you want to kill yourself just because Dad and GF left you.That is pretty weak to be honest.
>>505349
Mate I'm not gonna tell you not to kill yourself, but just picture this:
Get a really small apartment, with minimum expenses. Work hard. Spend every dime you can manage not to spend on food, on 10/10 escorts.
It might stall you from an heroing, at least a while.
OP I recently had a friend kill themselves. It sucks. It really does. Don't do it, reach out to anyone, it's worth it.
I don't have contact with my family, i'll be forever alone because i have zero RL friends and too much anxiety to leave my apartment in my free time. I'm jobless atm and living off savings i've put away from a frugal, "wasted" lifestyle. I enjoy good food, play games, watch shit on the net, make /3/ shit.
How do you think such non-issues are worth killing yourself over?
>>505391
>reach out to anyone
I'm not OP but I have a plan in place, I have a bunch of things I need to get done first to help my mom, and then I'm giving everyone I know 30 days to try to convince me not to an hero.
I guess that sounds like attention whoring or a cry for help or something but I just always got so damn mad when I hear people say "I had no idea he was suicidal, there were no warning signs", well I'm going to make sure my friends and family can't say that.
My only worry is that the state is going to lock me up or something since suicide is illegal in 'murica.
>>505328
Can you paypal me all your cash before you an hero? Could use it to pay off my medical bills.
>>505438
>this
Donate your body to science afterwards [spoiler]so you can finally be useful[spoiler/].
>>505440
Now you have to too
>>505328
vote trump before you die
not good render paint not look liek paint.
armor look like clof.
smiljan66
>>505328
rip in piss
>>505391
>when complete strangers on the internet care more about you than anyone in your actual life
yep, kill yourself op.
>>505328
I'm probably too late, but don't ann hero, OP.
Did he died?
>>505328
You should read Steven Pressfield's "The War Of Art", provided you dint already an hero
>>505328
dammit op I hope you didnt an hero cause your work is a trillion times better than mine
now what do I have to live for?
>>508400
Probably nothing you should kill yourself too.
>>508435
well shit
see you guys then
it's been fun
>>505394
14 prolly
dont An hero OP you're gunna die regardless just see where the ride goes you never know
>>505328
Transhumanists don't kill themselves. Suck it up and soldier on. The singularity is near.
>>508577
This!
Is OP kill?
>>508613
Most likely
dont kill yourself moron, improve your skills and become a tortured artist. women love those
>>505328
Don't kill yourself OP. I will love you.
>Didn't even stream it
