I dreamt since we was a teenager, visions of meeting my first love, I did not know it at the time, I though hey were nightmares, but then they ended up happening not long after meeting him, the things were so bad and depressing that i ended up having a seizure of visions of things that were predestined to happen, one by one the visions came true, except for the vision of my beloved giving me the love I deserved, those visions didn't come true, now they are my ex
>>17656253
Dream Thread. >>17656209
>>>/r9k/
Take your pick.
I literally prayed for my first love and something delivered to the T.
>Italian, aged 16-19
>Long dark hair
>Blue eyes
>Total virgin
>Love me passionately
>Petite with some curves
>Loves to fuck me
>Intelligent
>Kind
1st time I met her she fell in love and so did I.
Lost virginity to each other in a perfect setting, was great. Had a beautiful year long relationship. Perfect. 11/10. Then we fell apart over the next 6 months rapidly due to my own idiocy and cocaine. Destroyed her emotionally during that time, on purpose because I was fucking coked up all the time and drinking and shit. I regret that I pretty much changed her for the worse in the long run. Sure I want her back and I still love her but I don't mind if I don't get her back as long as she's happy. She's very much not and probably never will be now. All my relationship a after that have suffered because I really didnt care that much about them. I've had someone ones some short ones some flings nothing will fill the void. She is in the same boat but I made it pretty much irreconcilable so I ruined us both. I think it wasn't God that answered the prayer but something more sinister. I don't believe in God anymore anyway but I do think a negative entitiy engineered it so that I would get exactly what I wanted only to make me ruin it and snatch it away forever.
>>17656263
No it wasn't any demon that did this, you went on drugs
you killed yourself, and now you are stuck in a weird loop of dreams and delusions
>>17656268
I didn't say demon, and I know I did the ruining. But something gave me exactly what I asked for within 2 weeks of asking for it and I think it then put me in positions where I was likely to go down a path of destruction which I did eventually (I had never even smoked weed at that point). I took the bait sure but it was baited. I quit blow cold turkey within a year of heavy use and dealing pretty soon after that relationship was long gone. I never had a problem with it since, I've done it here and there but I mean maybe 10 times in 10 years
>>17656280
HOW DO I GET TRUE LOVE IN MY DREAM
did you deleted the posy about the ward?
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rQmM3Bwka1U
>>17656302
I don't get that video, how do I get husband that wont leave me in this dream? its all I think about all day everyday
Srsly don't remember killing myself tho
