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Korean webtoon/manhwa
Updates on Mondays
Romance, Slice of Life, Novel-Length, Drama
>Korean version:
http://comico.toast.com/titles/85
>Author's blog:
http://blog.naver.com/ssambasoul
>Japanese version:
http://www.comico.jp/articleList.nhn?titleNo=4414
>Translations by halmoni:
http://pastebin.com/u/halmoni
>Name pronunciation:
http://www.mediafire.com/listen/qtig5699grstic0/lalalalalaa.wma
>Roughs on Imgur:
http://flutteringfeelings.imgur.com/
>Roughs on Google Drive (old):
https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=0B7gsMBpi4CU9eG0yM25hQTZhTVU&usp=sharing
>Main folder:
https://www.mediafire.com/?6pcb72795d2nz
>Raws:
https://www.mediafire.com/?lf93johsmup34
>Final English release:
https://www.mediafire.com/?juaqwbyq7aqoo
Last thread:
>>1992231
>>1992231
>>1992231
Is there a chapter this week?
>>2017882
Two weeks?!
>>2017900
WTH! I at least hope we get a bigger chapter next time, like some anon said the chapters got smaller over time, I remember the chapters about Seol-a's accident being big
>Make new thread
>Hiatus for 2 weeks
>>2017946
No luck at all...
>>2018166
Coz we were waiting for a new chapter and a lot to talk about
>>2018166
OP was trying to pull a Mugino, I guess.
>no chapter
Damn.
Oh, well. I hope Ssamba recovers.
>>2018701
She is sick again or is just a break?
>http://pastebin.com/TMHk0qA1
Fluttering Feelings Hiatus Notice
Hello, this is Ssamba here.
I had no choice but to take a 2 week break, due to the fact that my gastrointestinal disorder got too severe.
I'm very sorry to those who were waiting.
I will do my best to recover and come back healthy.
Let us meet again on Monday, April 11th.
Thank you.
A/N: I apologize.
>>2019570
>I had no choice but to take a 2 week break
That's sad to hear, but hopefully a healthier artist will lead to a more quality chapter than the ill one other wise would have.If we get a good chapter, and there are less problems going forward with future chapters then we are the better for it.
>>2019570
oh man a gastrointestinal disorder? That's rough. I had a gastrointestinal virus before and I have never been more sick in my life. Hope she feels better soon.
>>2019570
That's not too far away, I'll survive. Especially with all the other yuri from these Korean sites.
>>2020090
Too bad most of it aren't translated
>>2023381
Is this official artwork? Because if it is, this is from a while ago.
>No-rae's haircut
>>2023499
Based on the artwork I'm going to assume it's official and old. It resembles some of the artwork in the earlier chapters. Less polished.
One more of old official art.
What you guys think is going to happen in the chapter of this weekend?
>>2024300
Seol-a will cut her hair shorter.
Then in next chapters she will start dressing a bit less feminine.
I hope not.
>>2024300
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eM213aMKTHg
Norae is at Seol-a's place. They're eating donuts and sushi. This song starts playing on the radio.
They look into each other eyes and remember the night before and start blushing. Norae takes the phone from her pocket and texts Seol-a "I love you" then goes back to eating pizza.
Any good FF fanfics, fanarts, fanvids, fansomething to occupy me because there's no new chapter?
I'm sorry about the stupid question but I just finished the 18 chapters in the "Final English Release" and I'm not sure which link to continue reading from as there seems to be several links with different english versions for later ones in the OP.
>>2026005
http://flutteringfeelings.imgur.com/
>>2026006
Thanks
>>2024335
I wish! haha
I will be happy with some sweet moment, I really want to see a kiss, but I guess we won't be seeing it soon...
>>2026432
Or ever for that matter
This fucking manhwa is so damn slow.
>>2027453
Week by week, yeah. I think it moves at a decent pace when read in clusters, though.
>>2027453
No shit.
>>2027453
It is, but it still good.
>>2027453
It's all the goddamn flashbacks. I know backstory is important, but this is more backstory than anyone has ever been interested in.
>>2028640
I wouldn't mind if they didn't feel so repetitive, No-Rae had a boyfriend, we get it, we don't need several flashbacks that show the exact same flaws the relationship and characters had every time.
No chapter again? Fuck!!!
i give up. guess i was expecting too much. i think i'm dropping this
Are you guys serious that we dont have a date for the come back?
>>2028700
Don't tell me Ssamba will stop drawing completely at some point and we will never get that Seol-a and No-rae kiss...
>>2028700
This is starting to remind me of Nana
>>2028710
;_;
>>2028700
>soon
Great. See you in September everyone.
>>2028710
>much interestinng now
Last two chapters were pretty meh.
>>2028708
Don't remind me
>>2028708
>Nana
Except we already know for a fact that both No-rae and Seol-a are into each other. So basically not like Nana at all.
Anyway I'm pretty bummed out. I really like this story even though so many people complain about how slow it is. Will try to forget about this series for a while I guess.
>>2028814
>Except we already know for a fact that both No-rae and Seol-a are into each other. So basically not like Nana at all.
you totally missed that anon's point.
>>2028814
Anon was talking about the long hiatus of Nana
>>2028831
Ah my bad! Didn't realize there was a hiatus. I followed until like book 9 when I realized there would be no yuri just subtext tease I dropped it.
sad to hear about ssamba's health and hope they will feel well soon. however, this is bumming me out to the point that i'm bored.
>>2028871
Funnily enough, the series may have been heading for a yuri end before it went on hiatus. Both Nanas' relationships with guys had ended and Hachi was frantically searching the globe to find Nana.
>>2028710
Christ, I hope she's okay.
>>2028708
Agree
>>2028700
May the yuri goddesses be with you, Ssamba! Take care of your health and don't mind us. We'll wait for your return ;_;
>>2028700
All that rest to us is to hope that she will be okay soon! Let's be positive and think it will be only 2 more weeks...
>>2029067
Extended hiatus sounds like code for "one day"
>>2028871
Yeah, that hiatus is forever. I feel like it is kind of implied that in the end, they would've gotten together. But alas, it being finished was not to be.
>>2028700
Do we know what she's actually ill with?
>>2028882
>may have been heading for a yuri end
>>2029319
>implied that in the end, they would've gotten together
If that would have happened I would have been ecstatic, skipped the hetero middle parts, and read the last part. The only yuri actual manga that was available to me when I first came out as a kid was the fourth book of Confidential Confessions which was creepy afnot that I didn't enjoy that
>>2029319
What's wrong with being straight?
>>2029792
> /u/ are on the wrong board
>>2029746
I thought she was out sick with a flu or cold for a while? She mentioned something about the winter/cold season, so that's what I gathered
>>2029834
maybe it's ulcer
>>2029874
Could be. Those are horrible
3 weeks without it already, I wonder how many more until a come back...
>>2032698
few more weeks to announce this manhwa is cancelled
Don't even joke about that please..
I don't know what happened. I think I've been to this board once for porn that obviously wasn't here.
Somehow I fell in love with Yuri romance. Today I took the first step and started reading FF. I'm on chapter 20 now, right after the class trip to the beach. I like it...a lot. I'm a 25 year old /fit/ guy, and I love what I'm reading. Life wasn't supposed to be this cute.
>>2033553
Making it, anon.
>>2033553
obligatory >nice blog
but I know right? Who could have thought cute, fluffy feelings could be so powerful.
>>2033553
Its probably worth pacing yourself with it as otherwise you'll reach the end of whats released and be stuck like the rest of us
All this waiting is killing me! Please get well soon author-nim..otherwise someone had to bury me first
Comico just posted a notice. Tell me the FF is not cancelled please!
>>2034151
http://dynasty-scans.com/forum/topics/5858-fluttering-feelings-spoiler-thread?page=276#forum_post_182029
Looks like indefinite hiatus.
>>2034173
RIP in pieces FF.
Looks like Ssamba's in a pretty shitty situation. Hoping she'll recover, and maybe we'll have an update by the end of the year.
>>2034124
I wish you told me yesterday. I hit 68 fairly quickly. This is worse than waiting on a new Berserk chapter. At least FF is close to some breakthrough resolution with a believable end. Now, well, now I wait. Indefinite hiatus...shit.
>>2034173
Jesus, I'll live without FF, just let ssamba be okay.
>>2034335
Yeah this.
>>2034335
The part of me that realizes I need to be empathetic towards others because I am apart of a society also wishes her well, but the selfish asshole real me is upset that there is a great possibility of never seeing this finish.
>>2034173
That sucks. Ssamba really had a good thing going. I hope that when she comes back she feels better than ever.
>>2034196
Don't even remind me of Berserk or Nana...now FF is in that list as well, I am so sad, it was one of the things I used to look out for sunday...
>>2034381
just think that as long as she's alive she can continue it
>>2037504
Gastrointestinal problems can kill you just as easily, if not easier, as cancer.
>>2037504
Are you aware of the recent slew of deaths? 2016 is a year of hard losses.
>>2037589
Yes, but if she take good care of herself she can be back in 2-3 months. I will hope that will be the longer we will have to wait.
>>2037589
Point is its not terminal and it can be treated, theres still a chance she'll die but as long as she continues doing what the doctors say and getting treatment she'll most likely recover.
Does anyone knows where can I download this manhwa? All the chapters not only till 18 ?
>>2034196
There are many other yuri manga for you to read. You youngsters don't know how lucky you have it that such a rich corpus of yuri has been built up, just waiting to be read. Why, back in my day...
Weird,
The site with a bunch of the english chapters has mysteriously vanished.
See:
http://flutteringfeelings.imgur.com/
>>2039019
what are you talking about?
>>2039121
>what are you talking about?
All of Fluttering Feeling had disappeared from that site, but its back now. Not sure what happened that made them disappear.
>>2039256
imgur is pretty shitty, sometimes stuff just seems to disappear for no reason.
Did you guys see this video posted on Comico's Facebook?
tinyurl dot com slash zvo8kyn
>>2042481
The slow-mo flash-like movements makes it kinda creepy.
Notice that someone posted a translation in the comments.
>>2042487
Yes, I saw the translation, it makes me feel that No-Rae is more aware of her feelings than 50 chapters haha
>>2042481
Does this mean the authors back?
>>2042520
No, just a promo for the manga
Any news about Ssamba?
>>2046783
She died
>>2046791
>She died
You're a lying troll! Your false report is not welcome!
>>2046864
Stop being in denial. Let her soul rest in peace
>>2046783
I guess we'll find out tommorow
>>2047254
I guess that means no news
2 months and we don't hear a thing...
>>2048877
Just give up already, it's over.
No I'm not crying.
you know what this thread needs fanart...too bad i can't draw
>>2048877
Has it been 2 months? Damn
>>2048877
rip ssamba
Does anyone knows how long it takes to take care of gastrointestinal problems?
>>2051390
Depends on what the problem is. My friend ended up in intensive care because he got a hospital acquired infection that went to his heart. Some people just need a rennies. It's a pretty vague description of a wide range of illnesses.
>>2051400
How long you friend needed to recover?
>>2051401
I think he was off college for nearly a year.
I'm sure Ssamba won't nearly die though.
>>2051406
1 year...you are making me lose my hope that Ssamba will be away just more 1 month or so...
Is Ssamba really dying?
>>2051655
This is some Chinese whispers shit.
You don't have to be dying to need a break from work. It's probably not even her day job. To be exceedingly clear, that's just speculation. Much like almost everything else about Ssamba ITT.
>>2051675
But shouldn't comico update us about what is going on?
>>2051827
she's dead already they don't know how to break it to us
>>2051655
>Is Ssamba really dying?
No. ignore the trolls.
Every Monday I check this thread
Every Monday I'm disappointed
Get well soon Ssamba
>>2051655
yes.
I miss it so much...
>>2056071
we all do
>>2056113
Samba saaaan
>>2056666
o shit
I wonder how Ssamba is. No updates...
>>2056666
rip Ssamba
>>2056706
looks who's talking jackass
meep
Just a bump, to remember what we are missing...
No news?
>>2061407
she was kidnapped by the north korens
I'm still here, hoping she gets better..
>>2061407
She realized she was unable to give FF a proper ending, so she killed herself before the fans did.
It was the right thing to do.
>>2061408
Who knew north koreans loved Yuri
>>2062113
Kim Jong Un's scientific advancements have led him to realize that yuri spawns a great energetic force, which he will make use of to conquer the earth. He has already started to harness this great power.
Soon, the world will tremble as they behold the true power of lesbian communism!
>>2062128
is he creating a Yuritopia
What's going on? When is there gonna be an update?
>>2063450
Ssamba quit got tired of writing it and wanted to write different stuff. I think she said she wanted her next work to be yaoi but don't quote me on that.
I miss fluttering feelings
>>2065914
The worse part is that comico don't give us a damn update about her.
It's been 3 months already..
>>2066404
Only almost 2. Don't make it forever just yet.
>>2066463
You are wrong, almost 3 months already, last chapter was out on 03/21.
WDTFS is about to go on hiatus. Would be great if Fluttering Feelings came back during this time.
I knew the series was just too good to be true.
so?
>>2067316
now it's gone forever
I wish we'd get some form of update.
>>2067826
maybe we all should be mature about this andsacrifice someone to the yuri gods
>>2062140
Don't you mean/u/topia?
Oh SSamba.. where are you now when I need you
http://comico.kr/titles/85/chapters/77
>>2070749
Bait
>>2070749
Fuck you so much
>>2070749
Fuck you ;_;
I hope ssamba will not drop this story but if she will then I hope she would just say it. I rather have her saying she's dropping this than waiting for nothing.
>>2071102
I feel the same way...
Samba made a new blog post. She has cancer.
http://m.blog.naver.com/ssambasoul/220735454432
>>2071439
Damn
>>2071439
>Samba made a new blog post. She has cancer.
Malicious cancer or just cancer?
>>2071448
>Malicious cancer or just cancer?
is their a difference?
can someone tell us whats really going on...she posted 2 pretty works
She really have cancer or its just a troll?
"A benign tumor is not a malignant tumor, which is cancer. It does not invade nearby tissue or spread to other parts of the body the way cancer can."
>>2071448
You're confusing tumor with cancer.
>>2071451
She has cancer, received operation and is waiting for further treatments. But it already spread to peritoneum, and full recovery is very unlikely.
She's more or less preparing for her death, and she says she's not sure if she'll be able to resume drawing FF. With peritoneal cancer, I completely understand her reaction.
Congrats to the 4chan assholes joking about her dying. She's actually dying now.
>>2071461
So sad, hell can't believe its happening!
>>2071461
>Congrats to the 4chan assholes joking about her dying. She's actually dying now.
its not like willed her dead
>>2071439
For fuck's sake.
What's up with young artists and incurable cancers. God damnit.
>>2071467
That's fucking horrible. Why does such shit always have to happen.
Of course google trans makes half of it incomprehensible but she seems to be frustrated herself about not being able to continue Fluttering Feelings soon/at all.
Life just keeps on shitting on everything nice in this world.
For fucks sake guys, is this for real? I'm speechless.
>>2071439
Oh wow, I super shouldn't have checked /u/ while fapping. Poor Ssamba.
Of course this happened to one of the best author of the only Korean comics I like.
>>2071478
The whole world stands against you. Want a refund maybe ?
>>2071478
Another unfinished story, another/u/ writer is gone...I know she is not dead, but seems very serious and I have seen people dying from cancer so fast...I do hope she can get better
>>2071461
>But it already spread to peritoneum, and full recovery is very unlikely
so I'm guessing it was breast cancer? or can vaginal cancer spread to that zone? either way that's so fucking tragic, I mean, cancer it's always tragic, but even more so when it attacks someone still young and full of plans and goals. let's hope she can beat the odds and gets to live a long life.
>Congrats to the 4chan assholes joking about her dying. She's actually dying now.
yeah, I'm sure she got cancer because someone on 4chin was messing with an impatient fan.
>>2071478
cancer doesn't discriminate, anon.
>>2071483
>so I'm guessing it was breast cancer
Stomach.
>>2071485
>stomach
It's fucking over.
>>2071485
What's medical care like in Korea?
>>2071485
well, fuck.
That's terrible news, I'm so sad :( poor Ssamba
When I look to the pictures she posted with the bad news, I cant help but think that it would be fucking great when No-Rae and Seol-a would start dating..
>>2071478
way to make this about yourself, asshole
Fuck that's the worst news possible. I'm reading it's stomach cancer, she had stomach problems in the past. So sad.
I'm surely too invested in this manhwa to think clearly right now, but the fact that she drew these scenes suggesting that she's not sure if she will be able to get to that point in the story is just heartbreaking.
All best wishes to her. Now we can only wait and hope she gets better
fucking sad.
It is weird because I don't know her, but I'm devastated. That's really sad news
>>2071461
So stage 4? Damn. That is so sad.
fuck
Fuck I can't believe it's real..
FF was one of my last remaining joy and I eagerly waited every Sunday to check for a new chapter.
I don't want it to end /u/
Godoka if you're out there
Best yuri manga ever. That's so sad
Does any of you know if there is an address where we can send her fan letters or something?
Jesus, this is not right. Cancer is merciless. This is the reality any of us should be prepared for. I just hope she doesn't suffer.
>>2071573
Also, fuck me if i'd ever used tumblr speak but honestly the news triggered me in a completely serious way. I feel awful.
We know how you feel bro. We all feel the same
>>2071527
I don't know how far this will go and if it'll work out but it's definitely worth a try
http://dynasty-scans.com/forum/topics/10056-fluttering-feelings-fans-unite-hang-in-there-ssamba
if you want to send a message to Ssamba check this threat on dyansty: http://dynasty-scans.com/forum/topics/10056-fluttering-feelings-fans-unite-hang-in-there-ssamba
>>2071485
If the translation is accurate and this is metastatic stomach cancer, she's likely already undergoing palliative care. Extremely upsetting to hear that it hadn't been caught before progressing to the point of metastasis, given that stomach cancer is so fucking common in Korea and Japan they actively screen for it (Korean/Japanese with unremitting heartburn is a common buzzword boards question). But it's very aggressive and is really is frequently mistaken for heartburn, people take NSAIDS and pop tums and rx antacids for a few years without relief, only to get an endoscopy and learn they have less than six months left to live.
This is devastating news. I hope she has her pain managed well, and that she's surrounded by loved ones.
>>2071646
Some people have this weird thing where they fight a battle even when they know they're going to loose.
Supporting someone, even when they are most likely going to die, is a nice thing to do. At the very least it will give a dying person an idea that something they did during their life left an impact on others.
>>2071648
The impression I've gotten from what people have said her messages say is that she's resigned to dying, but I can't help but think it's sweet that people want to let her know how much FF meant to them.
>>2071643
Well it looks like there is no hope for her. I don't think writing something like ''get well soon'' is going to help her mental situation. I don't know what to say actually. I could thank her for everything she did.
>>2071491
Well, I'm glad I didn't finish reading (the whole thing started to feel like Pete Jackson's Hobbits), otherwise I'd be super sad as the other anons
someone on fb translated her blog entrie.
Hello. This is Ssamba.
It really seems like a long time since I last wrote to people through this blog.
A lot of things happened to me lately.
I'm not sure where to start or how to begin.. but I will try to be as straight and candid with you.
A while ago I had a cancer surgery and I am currently waiting for chemotherapy to start.
I used to think all surgeries are pretty much the same, big or small, but in my case it was a fairly big surgery. At the moment my conditions are too severe to start chemotherapy.
With my sincere apology to all of the webtoon readers, I cannot even be certain if I will be able to continue the series.
The doctors told me my cancer is virtually incurable as it has already spread into the intestine so the future is really uncertain at this time.
With so much mental and physical stress I am craving many times a day for a couple of cigarettes or even opium injections like count 'Ha Jung Woo' in the movie 'Ahgashi'.
(I went to see the movie 'Ahgashi' a few days ago. It was ironically interesting to sit among healthy people. I felt like I was in a black comedy. It was a heavy burden on my body but I really needed a theraputic refreshment and I got one. At least that evening I was able to contain my vomitting. ^^)
I'm not sure if I will ever be able to draw 'Fluttering Feelings' again.
I am a pretty boring and introverted person.
It was an unbelievable stroke of luck to start 'Fluttering Feelings'.
Through this I gained a lot.
A lot of people liked my webtoon, and thanks to that I was able to meet a lot of great people, which was a lot of fun. It was a really precious experience.
Only heaven knows what will happen to me.
This experience is so surreal that I feel that this is all just a dream.
But the more I thought about it the more pain I felt.
Since nothing can be guaranteed I am letting go of everything for now.
>>2071707
continuation
All I can say right now is I am sorry that I let my readers down. I am writing this to inform my readers, but also as a way of comforting myself.
It is my sincere hope that I can reach my readers again even in my current condition.
This is all that I can think of at the moment.
I want to finish 'Fluttering Feelings' as well as starting a few more stories that are in my head.
I am uploading two character drawings. I was going to upload it later on but theres no harm in doing so right now.
'I can't not draw a Seol-Ah and Norae kiss scene...!'
Yes. This is what I said.
I am truly sorry but thankful to everyone.
I will certaintly contact my readers again. Until then, take care!
I am devastated. But I want her to fight.
:(
Whoa whoa whoa she's actually fucking dying? That sucks
>>2071448
You mean malignant.
>>2071798
That took longer than I expected.
>>2071598
is dynasty down ? not connecting here
>>2071822
Yup.
Least it's not connecting for me, pisser too because I had one more chapter to go before I was caught up in Lily Love.
>>2071798
not that Onee-sama, but Malignant cancer /IS/ Malicious.
>>2071822
Same I thought my internet was jacking up
>>2071707
Oh god! I came here for update and I got Ssamba dying?! Damn she is the greatest /u/ manwha artist I've seen yet. I hope for steady recovery
>>2071853
Edit:
I only found this webcomic a couple of months ago. I was new to yuri and everything of the sort, but I started with FF and I couldn't have made a better decision. It was a story that brought a special type of warmth that never failed to bring a smile to my face. .
Ssamba, if you ever read this, know that you served your purpose. You touched our hearts and gave us the joy of a soulful, organic love story. I'll never forget these characters and the effort that you gave to bring them to life and into love.
Ssamba, you will be missed, but most of all, you will be celebrated. Thank you for all that you have done. You and your story will always hold a special place in our hearts.
We love you, now and always.
>>2071712
It looks like a Stage IV cancer, I'm sorry to be blunt but she's dead. There's nothing she can do to "fight it" besides palliative care. Our society really needs to get over that stupid "cancer patient, the hero" thing.
>>2071952
I'm not sure if what you're saying necessarily has any connection to this. Also, by your definition, I'm quite dead too.
this is a fucking shame
Is dynasty still down?
>>2071986
Yes.
This is so sad, if they had discovered it earlier maybe she had a chance, but now...
Im so sad to hear this news. I can only hoper he legacy is carried on in the form of an anime like what happened to itazura na kiss.
As long as she makes sure someone knows the story she had planned for them. Stay strong ssamba, you are in our thoughts
>>2071990
This is why everyone should be conscious of weird things going on in their body. The reason why so many young artists get cancer is because they work too much and they ignore the visible signs of trouble in their body, thinking it's just the flu or heartburn.
Fuck. It's too late for her now. But deep in my cessfilled heart I'm still hoping that she'd recover. ;_;
>>2071992
We should suggest that in her twitter. That if she wants her story to continue after her death, that she pass on the story to the editors or the readers so we could pick it up and complete it for her. I love her works man... it wasn't perfect, of course but god damn did she try.
>>2071963
Look, Stage IV cancer can't be cured, when you get that diagnosis the "cancer could kill you" thing becomes "it will kill you in a few months time" period.
Trying to be supportive is cute, but in her particular case is a shitty thing because she can't do anything but extend her suffering or trying to reduce her pain. I know that people meant well, but it doesn't really help.
Hell, cancer support groups tend to ask of Stage IV patients to not talk about their experience because it is "too depressing" and "will scare the Stage I patients."
>>2071998
I was not saying anything about cures or chance of full recovery. What I was saying was that I'm not sure if anyone here is trying to put her on a pedestal and say she's a hero simply because she's a cancer patient like you blame the society for. Support does not mean there is support only because there is a chance of cure. And you're saying a living person is already dead. That's not blunt, it's just stupid.
>>2072010
Look at the first post I answered. That's the narrative I'm opposed. Thanking her for FF as support is a thing, but asking her to "be strong" or "to fight it" when she can't do it's a really shitty thing to do. Perhaps I could have worded my first post in a better way. ESL problems.
If there is no other chance she should be at least cryopreserved.
From the Dynasty thread:
Thought it would be nice to translate Ssambas blog post for you guys. Here you are.
_
Hello. This is Ssamba.
It really seems like a long time since I last wrote to people through this blog.
A lot of things happened to me lately.
I'm not sure where to start or how to begin.. but I will try to be as straight and candid with you.
A while ago I had a cancer surgery and I am currently waiting for chemotherapy to start.
I used to think all surgeries are pretty much the same, big or small, but in my case it was a fairly big surgery. At the moment my conditions are too severe to start chemotherapy.
With my sincere apology to all of the webtoon readers, I cannot even be certain if I will be able to continue the series.
The doctors told me my cancer is virtually incurable as it has already spread into the intestine so the future is really uncertain at this time.
With so much mental and physical stress I am craving many times a day for a couple of cigarettes or even opium injections like count 'Ha Jung Woo' in the movie 'Ahgashi'.
(I went to see the movie 'Ahgashi' a few days ago. It was ironically interesting to sit among healthy people. I felt like I was in a black comedy. It was a heavy burden on my body but I really needed a theraputic refreshment and I got one. At least that evening I was able to contain my vomitting. ^^)
I'm not sure if I will ever be able to draw 'Fluttering Feelings' again.
I am a pretty boring and introverted person.
It was an unbelievable stroke of luck to start 'Fluttering Feelings'.
Through this I gained a lot.
A lot of people liked my webtoon, and thanks to that I was able to meet a lot of great people, which was a lot of fun. It was a really precious experience.
Only heaven knows what will happen to me.
This experience is so surreal that I feel that this is all just a dream.
But the more I thought about it the more pain I felt.
(con't)
>>2072087
Since nothing can be guaranteed I am letting go of everything for now.
All I can say right now is I am sorry that I let my readers down. I am writing this to inform my readers, but also as a way of comforting myself.
It is my sincere hope that I can reach my readers again even in my current condition.
This is all that I can think of at the moment.
I want to finish 'Fluttering Feelings' as well as starting a few more stories that are in my head.
I am uploading two character drawings. I was going to upload it later on but theres no harm in doing so right now.
'I can't not draw a Seol-Ah and Norae kiss scene...!'
Yes. This is what I said.
I am truly sorry but thankful to everyone.
I will certaintly contact my readers again. Until then, take care!
http://dynasty-scans.com/forum/topics/10056-fluttering-feelings-fans-unite-hang-in-there-ssamba
Go and post your love for ff and Ssamba, the page is working now.
I don't remember this little PV being posted here before, but well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qk_Ho-MYSaYThis really fills me with sadness;_;
>>2072251
Video translation:
S: what on earth is this feeling.
S: I strangely feel like I am burning whenever I look at you...
N: feelings are like that.
N: while you are simply lying down
N: they'll gradually... grow...
N: and by the time you've figured tat out, it's alr too late...
N: Seol-a... Baek seol-a...
N: the sway of this delicate feeling tat could've just been nothing
Both: fluttering feelings
Does anybody know the name of the song used in the pv?
I'm tearing up.
This is very sad and shocking at the same time.
Please stay strong ssamba!
I'll always pray for your recovery and well being
I didn't expect this to affect me so much but I actually cried, and I've got a headache over it. The saddest thing is that she lost the mental battle against the cancer. She's slipped into that macabre headspace, where she only sees her death in sight. Well, can't blame her, I just wish that if she has no choice but to die, she would at least go out with a bang.
