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It's 10AM. How about you move to a country that's not shit and which's population is not trying to cuck you?
Anyone try hypnosis? that shit has been a godsend for making me enjoy life again.
>.00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 of a second after
No 4am threads anymore. Last three nights were deleted right away. Board culture is done
goodnight /v/
Platted Okage since I got off work till Tuesday. Fun game.
>>2828683
Well /v/, what games have you played today and plan on playing later? It IS Friday after all.
Anyone got a recommendations for local co op ps4 games? Already got sf5, blops 3, nitro+, DOA 5 LR, naruto and tales of Vesperia.
>tfw failing in calculus
>still playing vydia and shitposting all day
Mods pls don't delete
I need to vent my depression and late real nigga hours of playing.
boredom kills
>>2828692
Probably gonna hop on some more Siege.
I heard helldivers or w/e it's called was pretty good for co-op.
anyone wanna post some chill songs
>>2828692
Resident Evil 6
I lost my virginity this weekend. Funny how once you do it, it doesn't seem like too big of a deal anymore. I was always told that but its true
>>2828700
Funny. I'll be a 19-year-old virgin tomorrow.
I don't have to go to work till 4 pm tomorrow, might as well be on /v/.
I can't stop playing catch up on the souls series, just played BB for the first time about a month ago, picked up DS3 when it came out and now I'm going back through DS1+2. Why are these games so addicting? Feel somewhat rogue like for sure, those usually get me going very well.
>>2828701
>19
its not too late m8o
youre gettin close to too late but youve still got hope
>>2828703
>rogue like
Fucking stop already
>>2828701
I turned 19 2 months ago. You're fine
>>2828698
Nujabes' Aruarian dance is the epitome of chill. Shame they took down the 1 hour long looped version on youtube.
>>2828701
I didn't lose my virginity till I was 21, then sex became easy to get somehow. It'll happen for you Anon, just be patient and avoid putting out too much autism in the world.
>>2828705
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUTI really don't, I just don't have a better word to describe it other than adventure without as many carrots on the stick
>>2828700
Glitch Mobs two albums are nice and chill
Days where I have work in the AM are the ones where I find it hardest to fall asleep, so I end up playing Hyrule Warriors until I get tired.
>>2828708
Did you get an escort or a girlfriend?
>>2828692
Grim Dawn, going to play more of it. I want to play the second part of the Pillars of Eternity expansion but I'm waiting for a sale.
>tfw reading hard sci-fi while high
>>2828712
Eh I guess she was my girlfriend? We were only together for a few weeks really, and then we slept together a few more times about a year or so later.
>it's an existential crisis episode
>Something bad happened today
>Couldn't remember what it was
>Remember it was my lizard pooping on my hand
At least I can finally end this literally shitty day
Sleep well /v/.
I played some Strider today, it finally started to get challenging. Also installed a SSD in my PS3, load times are bearable now.
>>2828700
I lost mine a few months ago and also lost what little interest I had left in women. I wish I were gay, I can't stand women but I'm not attracted to men.
>>2828714
lucky you.
Made a friend out of her?
>>2828716
But you have a lizard. Stop complaining.
>>2828701
>Funny. I'll be a 19-year-old virgin tomorrow.
I'm a Wizard, anon. hahahahahhaahhahahaha haaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha
More or less on house arrest until August.
Shit sucks, nothing but Netflix and Hulu until then.
No money for vidya.
>>2828719
Oh god, I haven't spoken to here in at least 5 or 6 years now, she completely disappeared. Girl had a lot of issues with her family and mental health, somewhere certainly in the bipolar region. Wasn't a bad girl though at all, just had a lot of drama and difficulties in life. Last time I checked on her she was dating some incredibly fat guy, which was weird consider she was skinny as a rail just about, though she was a bit of a buttaface, still cute in a nerdy way at the time, one of those girls way too into wolves and inuyasha but who didn't end up as a hambeast.
You brought up a lot of memories Anon.I hope you're alright out there Ashley
eh
>>2828698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TkLhtXM0go
>>2828722
Ha, what do you mean more or less? What'd you do?
>>2828722
>more or less on house arrest
What did you do?
>>2828722
How was your semester, anon?
>>2828683
Has anyone ever noticed his belly button his visible through his robe?
> have bf
> He's kind of a depressive guy
> have a pretty bad episode where he almost begged me to leave him because he felt unworthy of my love
> in his sadness he reveals me he has been lying about a lot of things in his life
> ask him about some of those lies
> mostly inocente stuff like things he liked or hated not being true or daily stuff that didn't actually happened but he told me about them to appear like an interesting person
> says he's a liar and I shouldn't love him anymore
> I don't wanna leave him and forgive him anyway because I really love him
> He gets happy again and goes back to normal
> a shadow of doubt now lingers between us but it's mostly me who notices it
Did I made the right thing in forgiving him?
My brother keeps trying to kill himself
I am literally on suicide watch
>>2828731
No he's fucking mental
Only stay with him if you're prepared to talk him down more than once
>>2828732
why don't you help him you selfish asshole
>>2828731
>have that kind of relationship with someone
>preserve it
You're a-okay, anon.
>>2828731back when I used to play league, xerath was so fun to playfuck that stupid game
>When you want to do something but don't want to do anything
>>2828708
>it'll happen to you anon
Not him, but no it won't. At least for me.
But I've already kinda reconciled myself to the fact so it's alright.
>>2828734
We have tried
He wanted a dog and he nearly killed it at one point through neglect
>>2828732
Why aren't you helping him?
>>2828698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Ax6jTZlu_g
>>2828731
Maybe, maybe not. I've been in his exact spot before, that same type of depression, it not easy to just get over. I had to do years of therapy before I really felt like I had the proper coping mechanism and still sometimes I wonder where I'm at.
I'm just saying you might end up worse off if you think he's going to get better any time soon or being in a good mood is the same as being happy. People like that are self destructive, I certainly was.
>makes a 4am thread
>gets deleted>gets temporary bannedmods pls stop
>literally just have to exist for another 2 or so months to get a really big payday
>have no idea what i'll buy and probably end up not even using any of it
what do you guys do with a lot of money?
You guys have nothing to be depressed about. Most of you live perfectly decent lives in wonderful countries, whereas most of the world is starving. You have no right to be sad.
>b-but I can't get laid abloobloobloo
Grow up.
Waiting for my computer to arrive at my new place since I moved states. It's taken fucking ages but HOPEFULLY it'll be here by the end of next week so I'm pretty hyped.
>>2828701
You only think thats a big deal anon, then five years will go by and nothing will change.
>>2828744
>It's edgy to help someone escape constant suffering
>It's not edgy to deprive someone of their right to direct their life as they so fit and keep them in agony
>>2828746
save, invest it, or purchase something that can be considered an asset.
>>2828701
Jesus Christ you are a literal child, get the fuck off of this board.
>>2828750
I was trying to imply that you were telling him to help his brother kill himself.
I was trying to be funny.
>Was given weed for the first time in my life
>Never smoked before
>Been doing it for the past week or so
>It's a type of weed that doesn't get you "high" or "stoned", but just eases anxiety, relaxes your body, and makes you tired as fuck
Huh. I guess it's not too bad, and it helps with my shitty sleep schedule. Just smoked some earlier and already feel pretty relaxed. I never thought I would smoke anything in my life but this seems pretty cool, especially since I'm so anxious and have depressive episodes.DUDE WEED LMAO XDDD
>>2828742
But, did that depression affected your relationship with another person?
When he gets into an episode he has this strong self loath and he says he's not worth of me a lot. I try to hold on for him because I know he's just sad and saying nonsense, but sometimes it gets really hard to hold on to just the feeling of love while the physical person says all those stuff, and now with this, things feel kinda different now.
>>2828746
I've never had any money, I've been a NEET poorfag my whole life
>>2828746
I invest it in real estate. I'll probably kill myself by the time I'm 30 but at least I'll have dosh until then, and if I don't, I won't have to work
>>2828747
Ah, yes, the "muh starving nignogs!" meme
Very impressive
*sips macchiato*
Very impressive, indeed
>>2828753
You really don't have to crucify me over it.
How do i not give a fuck?
>>2828754
I was though.
>>2828761
Hit rock bottom
>>2828751
>Depends on how much money we're talking.maybe a million no less than 900k
I'll probably buy a bunch of new computer parts but that would only add up to maybe 3k if I go crazy
Found out my best friend is a fairly popular MLP fanfiction writer, don't think I'll bring it up with him at all but I am reading through the little blog thing he's got on the site
I feel like I've found his secret diary or some shit lmao
>>2828761
First you must mentally disintegrate.
>>2828701
Eat shit. Try almost 25.
>>2828756
>But, did that depression affected your relationship with another person?
Constantly, and probably I imagine every now and again with current gf of almost two years. Some much more than others and it was of course a relationship ender for many of my relationships. I don't blame you for questioning the whole situation you're in, you might be better off not being with him since he seems utterly incapable of loving himself.
How could he ever love you outside of a gasping desperation for some measure of validity by living through your validation of him? It's self destructive emotional behavior at it's peak sadly, he's still in the whirlwind spiral and you're going to be sucked in if he doesn't get some help or you make the choice to leave.
>>2828757
i'll take care of youif you're a cute NEET
>>2828764
can u gib money pls i'm poor as fuck
>>2828767
>Not even being a wizard yet
>>2828769Nah I'm a fat ugly neckbeard, it's cool though. I don't really want much anyways
>>2828771
Tell me master, what can you cast?
>>2828764
Buy everyone on your steam friends list their entire wishlist.
>>2828772
Suicide maybe? Fuck if I know mate, I'm no mental doctor.
>>2828768
Can I be of any help to help him get out of that depression? Again I really love him and I can get over the fact he lied on something things since they are mostly inocente stuff. It pains me seeing him like that and I want him to get better.
If I hold on to love and help him look for help, do you think that will be beneficial to him? Do you think he can get over his depression and have a normal relationship?
>>2828727
>>2828728
Probation violation.
They wanted to give me 6 months in county but the judge released me and said if I don't fuck up again for 6 months then I won't have to do any jail time for my violation.
I'm playing it safe as fuck until the time is up in August.
>>2828729
I didn't have one since I violated my probation in January right before the semester started so I was dropped from all my classes for the few days I was in jail.
Ah, it'll all blow over; it was all due to massive stress from a shitty break up and getting kicked out of my condo.
But I got my own place now and catching up on some reading and lots and lots of movies.
Also, don't trust women with money, your movie collection or condo leases.
>>2828774
Ah, but that's not for an apprentice to know now is it? Now run along and get back to your studies so you will be prepared for your own ascension.
>>2828753
at what age does the "literal child" end?
>>2828772
>not entering a dissociative mental state
>not doing whatever because the world doesn't feel real anymore
It's like you've never had something break your way of life, anon.
>>2828775
>friendsi have none
>>2828777
If you haven't been through it or helped someone through it before, you'll probably be in over your head. This is coming from someone who's been dealing with this shit for over ten years and has personally counseled two people from "about to kill myself" to "reasonably normal".
Get him to see a therapist.
>>2828780
Mid to late 20s.
>>2828777
Personally I think you should do everything in your power to get him to some measure of therapy or a support group. If that isn't possible for whatever reason, try to get him out of the rut I'm assuming he's in. Get him to go out to more public places with friends, get on a normal sleep schedule if he's currently not on one (unless work or something prevents that), try to change up his normal routine basically, and I'm almost sure he has some measure of a routine.
Don't put up with some of his bs as well, call him out when he says things that while they are fueled by depression, are hurting you and your concept of a relationship. It's a bit harsh, but it's one way to curb the behavior and take a measure of personal responsibility. Depression is certainly a monster, but it's a monster that you can't let become your blame crutch, it's very easy for it to become that, your get out of jail card.
>>2828779
O-Ok...
>>2828780
Like 25 or so, you lose that child like perception of time and everything starts speeding up and never slows down.
>>2828786
No problem.
>>2828683
I was never in control in the first place
>>2828782
Start a steam giveaway thread or something, then.
>>2828698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7Srbp8WPMY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jHqgo8xVIg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvzOfm0ZhS8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=em0MknB6wFo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WFGuDxTSL8
>>2828785
> get out of jail free card
Yeah, I guess I've been too soft on him on that regard. I'm not accusing him of faking his depression, but I always end up emotionally drained when the while ordeal happens and then he gets back to normal as if nothing happened because I'm always reassuring him he hasn't done anything bad and that he shouldn't lo at himself like he does. Maybe it's time I put some weight of responsibility to his actions.
Thanks anon, this helped a lot. I'm not giving up on him, but he needs to work hard too if he wants to get better.
>>2828791
You're literally at the tipping point, enjoy the halcyon days while you can.
>>2828791
Consider becoming a wizard instead
>>2828791
>>2828792
I don't know why but Something About Us always makes me misty eyed.
>>2828783
Thank you too, anon.
I'll have to be strong, first time dealing with a depressive person, it can get confusing when he's being serious or if he's just saying nonsense because he's sad.
>>2828793
>he needs to work hard too if he wants to get better
You're damn right, but having support always helps when you're doing hard work, and you seem to understand the concept of supporting but not doing the work for him. Glad I could be some help, hope everything works out for you, don't forget to take care of yourself.
>>2828683
I wake up at 430 am and get home from work around 6pm. Mon-fri. Life is suffering
>>2828778
What was the initial fuck up?
>>2828698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ja5-8cGAee8
>>2828791
Please believe in what >>2828795 said. Many wonderful things awaits us at wizardhood.
>>2828689
why
>>2828773
I want a cute cat husbando.
>>2828803
>lukako
triggered
>>2828797
Because it's very true in relationships. Nails the head on my current one too. We're not the right couple, but I love her more than anyone.
So normal.
>tfw you've only listened to generic music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxkK06HlgqA
>>2828693
If you want to enclose 432 meters of garden, and share a plot with your neighbour who is willing to pay half the cost of the fence parallel with his lot, what should the dimensions of the fencing be to minimize cost?
>>2828804
Mods are lazy and can't be bothered go distinguish board culture from shitposting
>>2828698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5W9BhW39MI4
>>2828761
my dad died a slow painful death in front of me. I don't give a fuck about literally anything anymore. Try that
>>2828804
>why
mods haven't been browsing for at least a year so they don't know what is shitposting or board culture.
>>2828805
>Cat husbando
>Not a wolf
Wow gay.
>>2828805
>>2828810/v/'s board culture is shitposting
>>2828809
1' x 432'
>>2828817
Whoops meters not feet
>>2828814
Dog dicks are gross.
>>2828817
Oops i meant 432^2 lol
>>2828808
I like Arcade Fire a lot, senpai.favorite song by them
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHHLISaLe44
>>2828817
Meant 0 btw
>>2828819
>Cat dick
>Not gross as shit
>want to enjoy FPSes
>get literally dizzy and disoriented while playing them
Fuck
>>2828825
>decide to play some quake @ high framerate
>get really sick after a while
This never happened when I was a kid. Am I just getting old?
>>2828823
<3 u fåm
>>2828824
I dont actually know what cat dicks look like. And I am fine with that.
>>2828826
It's been this way since I was a kid for me
>>2828825
>>2828826
>tfw you can notice how much your reaction time has degraded since you were a teenager
Being 28 isn't even old, but it's certainly not helped my vidya skill, I'm shit compared to when I was 16.
>>2828827
>>2828830
tfw you feel you could beat the shit out of your teenage self in vidya
>>2828830
I'm18and I noticed that I've gotten a bit better at vidya despite not actively trying to git gud
>Shit at FPS games
>Typically play other games
>Wanna try Overwatch
Is there a character for me there?
>>2828834
just try it out, faggot
>Don't find video games fun anymore
>Dread waking up in the morning to another day in an empty joyless life
>>2828834
Im pretty similar, try the support classes since they are not too hard, i have a great time just zipping from player to player providing heals and damage buffs and never getting kills.
>>2828836
>no longer enjoy video games
>keep buying and playing them because it's better than finding a new hobby
>>2828834
There's a fair amount of heroes that you don't need to aim well with, or aim at all, to play. You should be able to do good as long as your tactics/position/teamwork are good. If you want to improve at aiming, you'd do good by doing deliberate practice for aiming in a game like Quake Live, while also messing around with different mice, mouse pads, settings, or maybe just using what's generally used by good players if you're lazy. Aiming well is something you have to work towards for a good while.
QUICK YOTSUBA IMAGE BOARD
DO I
>PLAY A VIDYA
OR
>GO BACK TO READING MY BOOK
>>2828840
reading is for faggotsdepends on what vidya and what book though
>fapped 6 times today
I feel drained
>>2828841
>Grim Dawn
>Vacuum Diagrams
>>2828842
impressive anon
how do you manage
>>2828695
That looks pretty sweet. Where is this from?
>>2828842
Wow so fucking amazing anon, that's quite impressive for a 40 year old.
>>2828844
I don't know. I've been fapping 3+ times a day for more than a decade at this point. Every time I try to do nofap, I never last more than a day or two.
Lately I've been beating it to nudity on youtube. A pair of tits are more enticing on there than a porn site for some reason. Guess its the forbidden appeal.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMpOyZA6msU#t=10
>>2828747
I used to tell myself this
>there's someone out there in the world who was it worse than me, so I'm not allowed to be sad, it's not fair against them
And then you just stop caring. Fuck people I don't know
>>2828847
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMpOyZA6msU#t=10
the fuck is this shit
>>2828843
I'm not familiar with either of those
but reading is still for faggots so do whatever
>>2828747
Wew. Simply wew.
>>2828847
Oh no
A boner
Though, what the fuck?
>>2828747
Decent troll attempt. A classic that people actually do believe IRL.
>>2828683
WHERE
DO
I
FIND
A
QT
GF
I SWEAR TO GOD IM GONNA END MYSELF IF I DONT GET A GF BY THE END OF THE MONTH ILL FUCKIN DO IT
>>2828854
Find a girl.
Make her one of your close friends you hang out with.
>>2828854
>>2828854
Get a 2D waifu
>>2828855
>implying you just 'find' girls
>>2828854
Where have you been looking?
>>2828859
outside
test
>/v/ culture
>>2828897
>/trash/ insulting anyone about their culture
T-thanks mods
>>2828956
This is my first time on trash. I'm from /v/.
>>2828975
>Only found the thread after it had been trashed
>Claims to be from /v/
Light up the night!
>>2829007
I was in this thread much earlier. I'm just shitposting. 4am threads shouldn't be moved here, but the thread was dead by the time the mod got here anyways.
>>2829033
Shitposting is wrong though.
>>2829040
said the anime poster
>parents are yelling at each other again
how should I kill myself
>>2829055
Take poison and walk in on them yelling.
>>2829055
Move out
>>2828743
>there are mods
>on /trash/
fucking why
>>2828755
>just eases anxiety, relaxes your body, and makes you tired as fuck
so...ASMR?
>>2829779
The post was made on /v/
>>2828762
Oh, well that's dumb.
That's like telling someone with a messy house they should just burn it down, rather than help them tidy up.
>>2828738
>It won't happen to me.
Why is that?
>>2828701
I didn't lose my virginity until I was 23. I was practically a kissless virgin at that point.
I obviously can't speak for every experience, but my sex life took off when I stopped being so reclusive and eased up on hiding my "power level". Basically, started being more honest with myself and others.
>>2829969
Oh.
In that case, no shit it got deleted, it's not videogame or videogame-drama related.
>>2829975
>I didn't lose my virginity until I was 23. I was practically a kissless virgin at that point.
I'm not that guy, but I decided to jump in on this since it somewhat pertains to me. I just turned 28 and although I did get a blowjob once (didn't cum because I was too nervous) I have never gotten anything else. That was around three years ago now.
I have seriously considered getting Tinder because I'm desperate. I have tried everything. I even had a gay co-worker whose friends with everyone try and set me up. That fell through because I guess he just up and forgot about it.
I get so damn jealous of people who get laid. In some cases, when I hear about it, I just want to bash their face into the ground. It's just fucked. I have told many people that if I was just given one night, I would feel so much better. But it seems no girl will give me that night. No, they would rather play games with me and make me think otherwise.
>Basically, started being more honest with myself and others.
I usually am. I'm not shy about who I am and what I want. I let people know beforehand what kind of person I am. I don't hide what I do. But for me, it has not seemed to help much.
Fuck you mods.
THEY CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS
