By what process can someone spend an hour pleasuring themselves in a debauched state of lusty perversion to things that would usually make them cringe or have their skin crawl, utterly into it, then climatically blow their load and instantly feel complete disgust and total contempt with themselves?
>>7938427
Don't know, but you are now aware that at any given moment in time your feelings and opinions are highly subjective and a consequence of some arbitrary vector of chemicals.
>>7938427
you watch porn = happy chemicals = strong signal to keep doing it
you watch weird porn = happy chemicals + other chemicals = stronger signal to keep doing it ... I've read it a long time ago so i dont remember exactly which neurotransmitters are involved, but there actually is more stuffed released from your brain, when you watch furry traps. The reason for that is the shock/fear of watching/doing something wrong
>>7938505
this
>>7938427
I heard a talk on Tranny porn and why straight Men enjoy watching it and its because theres a level of shame and guilt that gives you a rush. You feel like you're doing something wrong and that enhances the stimulus from masturbating. You also associate penis with power and a woman's body with beauty so Trannies in your brain translate to power and beauty and it scares your penis into a feeling of fearection.
Am I the only one who doesn't feel shame and disgust after fapping? I hear this all the time but I've never experienced it. I just feel sleepy, usually. Am I just mentally healthier than you guys?
>>7938550
>mentally healthier
>feels no shame or guilty about jerking off to trannies, bestiality, etc
I feel no shame or guilty about jerking off to normal porn but the weirder things you should feel shame about or there is something wrong with you.
>>7938550
what do you fap to?
>>7938550
Honestly I think most people don't experience this with regular masturbation to regular porn- I know I don't, but what I'm referencing is specifically doing some shameful perverted taboo shit, feeling blissed out on a cocktail of neurotransmitters while doing it, then the second you orgasm instantly feeling ashamed about it, and how this works.
>>7938505
>>7938539
I think it makes sense that regular sex releases some kind of drug in your brain, while the shame/fear/whatever else seperately releases another chemical, then you put them together and you're just creating new, more powerful and more addictive drugs. I'm not a chemist, but isn't that how a lot of drugs, like ecstasy, are made?
The problem is that you basically build a tolerance to each drug individually, so you no longer get aroused by just regular sex, nor feel shame/guilt in a regular way.
>>7940174
This. I was the other guy once, banged this girl for more than two years and we never got caught. Regular sex isn't really interesting anymore, and definitely not interesting enough for me to want to have a girlfriend around most of the time. Hooking up with girls I'm not supposed to hook up with, for whatever reason, still floats my boat though.
>>7938427
>and instantly feel complete disgust and total contempt with themselves?
Does anyone actually feel like that after blowing a load to something disgustingly debased? Because honestly I've never felt like that.
>>7940242
Don't chase the dragon. You never catch it.
>>7940242
Yes. I'd tell you what of, but its legality is questionable
>>7940250
I honestly feel sorry for you.
>>7940239
So how do we reverse it? I mean, you could just not fap to that kind of stuff, but the fact that you still dont want to shut down your regular sex drive and keep doing only "part" of the drug, almost seems impossible not to relapse from.
>>7940259
I blame 4chan
