Depression
I have been depressed since i was a child and never got treatment. Should i just kill myself?
>>7720567
a heavy dose of shrooms might change your perspective a bit. otherwise, see a doctor and get a prescription for an ssri, people take them like candy these days.
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>>7720567
take a shit ton of fish oil, and learn a new math subject each day
worked for me
>>7720567
>Should i just kill myself?
Of course, just do it.
Remember to donate your body to science if you do kill yourself
>>7720661
/r9k/ is now shit, flooded with failed normies, and its becoming as worse as social anxiety support.
/adv/ is a better board.
>>7720567
the brain is pretty much immune to any of that bullshit
you can probably change it back
if you want motivation look up extreme cases of hydrocephalus.
>>7720567
Sooner or later you will kill yourself. There is no cure for depression. It's like a tumor on your soul, growing and growing, causing more and more pain, until you can't take it anymore. I've tried therapy, I've tried meds, I've tried distraction, I've tried improvement. You cannot escape depression. It'll only grow stronger and take control of you. The future is hopeless and full of suffering.
>>7720681
How does someone do that anyway?
>>7720567
>never got treatment
Well, first get treatment and then kill yourself if doesn't work.
Was depressed due to light deprivation for 2 weeks last year. Every second I had suicide thoughts and it was the worst feeling ever. How did you survive your childhood?
>>7720622
ssri's are pretty shit
sure, you don't sink to the lowest lows, but you can't feel happiness either. you still feel just as hopeless but you can't muster up the emotions needed to deal with your problems.
in analogy form, the ssri flotation device keeps you from drowning but it doesn't allow you to experience swimming in any way
you can't cum either, fyi
in retrospect, the things that ended up helping me out of my worst depression the most were the experiences i forced myself into. i sat at my pc after scheduling my doctor's appointment and thought, "what are the three scariest things i can think of?" so i found a way to experience all of them. for me, it was jarring events that ripped me out of complacency-turned-stagnation
and yes, i know this is all anecdotal, and that we can experience depression to various degrees and from various causes.
>>7720622
Are shrooms a bad idea when my only previous experience tripping is being in a K-Hole (to be honest I was happy for days after it, terrified during it)? I also get cannabis psychosis.
>>7723143
I didn't see sunlight for a week after fucking up my sleeping schedule felt infinitely worse. Sunlight or at least light-therapy is a necessity esp. in winter.
