>sitting in class
>cute, smart girl is having a conversation with her gay dude friend
>chad walks over and sits down
>enters the conversation easily
>makes the cute girl laugh
>i know my chances with her are now over
>talk to her when a conversation was actually appropriate
>autism shows
>she doesn't fucking laugh at all
>she sounds sorry for me
JUST ABOUT FUCKING DONE HERE BOYS
POST WHATEVER SHIT'S BOTHERING YOU JUST LET IT OUT AND VENT
>sitting in cafeteria
>see fellow dongerinos walk in
>dongs sit with norms idk
>pick my head up and stare at them
>girl with them sees me staring, taps friend, whispers without making eye contact, friend looks at me and laughs
>stand up to go sit with them
>halfway to table i lose nerve, walk back to table and pretend i didnt see anything
>later i go to freidns room to ask if he saw me being weird
>open door, same girl is in room sitting on bed
>lose nerve and leave again
>she stops me in hallway, telling me not to go
>I turn, see her smile, and start walking toward her
>she asks me my name, I tell her it's steven even though its darren
>start stuttering, can't get a word out
being on the spectrum kills man, pic related, its wat i wish i was
>>28663363
>be me
>normie college freshman
>live in big house w/ parents and cousins
>used to be a fucking fat autist weeb in high school
>got in shape, learned to dress well, etc.
>one day extended cousins come to town
>haven't seen them in forever
>they're moving in a house nearby
>idontgiveafuck.jpg
>when they arrive i meet them at the door
>three older brother chads + one tumblrina daughter about 16 named amelia
>parents make me show her around town
>killme.jpg
>turns out she's pretty damn cool
>mature for her age, smart but not stuck up, funny but not obnoxious, likes arcade fire
>invite her to party with friends later that night
>she accepts asks if she can bring a friend
>surewhynot
>that night we leave, she lies and says shes sleeping over at a friend's house'
>get to party and meet amelia's friend
>total qt3.14
>try to chat her up
>she's not biting
>not to many girls at the party
>my bros leave early
>me and amelia spend the night talking
>she gets pretty drunk
>on the way home she starts rubbing my arm and talking about how much she likes my hair
>im tired as fuck
>when we get home i see a light on upstairs
>fuck my parents are awake
>cant bring her upstairs to her room, they'll hear me
>bring her downstairs to my room
>lay her on couch
>go to bed
>middle of the damn night she wakes me up
>she's straddling me and her shirts off
>oshitwatdo?
>she tries to kiss me
>go along with it cuz im an idiot
>i get pretty far, but we dont fuck
>wake up the next morning
>im fucked
There's more to the story, but I don't want this to be too long. Anyone want to hear the rest?
>>28664587
Go go go please continue
>>28664587
moar plz anon
Man I'm so glad I dropped out of school.
Uni was some of the most isolating time of my life.
>walking to the kebab shop for cheat day and to feel the ring sting
>totally spaced out thinking about music and that I'm wearing the wrong shoes.
>pass two girls that are like a foot shorter than me
>think I hear one say 'Hi'
>glance at her eyes in my neutral scowly face and keep walking; they both appear underage and I expect I misheard them
>overhear a 'He's fit' behind me as I walk.
Eh.
Kebab shredded my insides but it hurt good yknow?
>tfw neither gay nor trans, but getting pissed off by realizing how hateful family members and contacts are
Not a case of HURR IT'S 2016, STOP BEING BIGOTS, but fucking conscientiousness. How can people, especially those who know what it's like to be hated, turn around and scorn others. Pisses me the fuck off.
Also realizing I'm pretty femme for a guy and after ranting about it on FB, anyone who doesn't know I had a relationship and sex with my biologically and gender-identifying female ex, will probably assume I'm gay.
