>be me
>fail miserably
so how is your life hanging, anon ?
It's not hanging in a noose just yet.
>started a new job in January
>work for a doctor's office, it can get super stressful
>currently i only work 3 days a week
>that isn't a lot, but it leaves me so fucking tired & drained it's crazy
>on my days off i'm so fucking wiped out from working that i want to do anything but sleep in, play vidya, & relax
>don't see friends any more because of how fucked my schedule is
>they completely stop talking to me unless they want something from me
>become completely alone & depressed
>>28636483
Care to go into detail of what's going on with you, OP? Talking helps most of the time, my man.
>>28636722
*don't want to do anything but
Couldn't have fucked that up any more.
>>28636483
>be me
>low self confidence and potential anhedonia prevents me from trying something for long enough to 100% know I'm a failure at it
Feelsgoodman, knowing I'm a worthless failure. The best way to not fail is to not try at all
>>28636722
I know this feel. It's easy to overload your nervous system if you have autism. I used to spend my weekends in my room half conscious.
>>28636890
Have you found any ways to overcome these feels?
Feeling like shit makes me so uninspired to pursue anything because I know how the outcome will turn out.
I just want to have friends again, but fuck me if they don't even care to see how I'm doing...
>tfw the only thing missing from my life is a gf.
>>28637221
Kek, IoI
>>28636722
ok OP here, I recently quit my job because health related thingsbecame so stressed I would get chest pains
now I'm a neet again and I hate every second of it. I just don't want to play vidya all day
