I have successfully completed 4 weeks of completely abstaining from masturbation, to allow my mind and body to gradually recover from out-of-control severe fapping addiction, and as a permanent resolution to never masturbate again and that I will never have sex, hand job, blow job, etc or anything that is essentially masturbating with a woman either, because it will lead to the same sensation. To quote a fellow no-fapper who relapsed after 100 days or so, he said that orgasming and ejaculating after a long time is like a shot of heroine, and he soon returned to fapping several times a day.
Changes and improvements I noticed:
>more restful sleep
>mind is a lot more crisp and clear
>can more easily remember things
>less socially retarded, can talk to people better
>breathing deeper more full voice
>women often tell me I smell good even if I haven't showered above the waist in a week and just wearing deoderant
>more easily able to talk to people without awkwardness
>getting a lot more hugs from women I know and actually meet more women, though never made a move on any besides hugging
>more creative and intuitive
>happier and more positive disposition
>feeling of being in control of my life
What hasn't changed yet
>still NEET
>still look at pornographic images often on 4chan and tumblr
>still am glued to internet when at home
>still spend lots of time outside as I did before I quit fapping
honestly if your internet just fucking dies and you get stuck without internet for a week you will get crazy amounts of energy to do things because its that or just sit around and watch shitty tv
>>28507470
>still spend lots of time outside as I did before I quit fapping
Fucking normie
>>28507491
Internet is practically a necessity, and if internet goes down there is smartphones and wifi networks to use.
>>28507491
>>28507508
However because of my long internet addiction and the fact that I'm a kinesthetic learner and active person, I can't do anything productive on the computer aside from writing blog posts and shitposts, and passively learning things. So what I actually do the rest of t he time is go for long walks outside, and take classes at the yoga and meditation studio my mom goes to. If all else fails, and I'm not pursuing many other options, I would eventually just do the certification courses and become a yoga instructor/staff member at the organization or have my own practice, since thats what I've been doing with my life for the past year anyway.
Normies only go outside with other people, robots go outside to be alone. and are almost always alone in everyday life.
>>can more easily remember things
OK op. You convinced me to stop fapping. Im preparing for my finals and I can't remember what i study no matter how much i concentrate. I've been thinking that my chronic masturbation(9 times a day) maybe the reason for my poor memory power. After reading your post I've decided to go no fap for atleast a week.
>>28507660
>9 times a day
well of course it is
After a few weeks, or sooner if you are young it will be like a brain fog you had all along but didn't notice starts to dissipate and your experience of the world is much sharper, including all types of sensory memory- easier to recall things you read or that you heard in a lecture
Also, seeing all these people with apparently much worse fapping addiction that I had gives me more hope that my body will heal in a few months.
>>28507733
>>28507733
Im 20. What do you mean by much worse addiction? I thought it is normal to fap few times a day
I went a little over 6 months no fapping... the first 2-3 weeks are extremely hard , a gust of wind can give u full on boner ....this also resets your boner meter... i remember not being able to get a boner(no hands) by just looking at a girl .. Entering week 4 i noticed huge mental difference. I felt positive energetic and just outgoing!! I started to work out feelling good. I felt and sorta looked good......
Then i thought i reached the safe point so i fapped and i fell through the cracks... my started to obsess over girl. Didnt feel like doing much...
Max fappingi was doing maybe 10-15 a day.
>>28507766
yes, a few
What I had often been doing was severeal completions per day and/or many hours of jsut sitting at the computer teasing my dick while browsing the pornosphere but trying to prolong it as long as possible without ejaculating. Perhaps you weren't as bad if you just rubbed it out quick and gently without a death grip.
>>28507847
>10-15 a day
Hpw the fuck? Do you even have that much semen to release? Or you mean just times you ended up stroking it?
If I went more than 5 times a day my balls would be drained and it would just be like my dick dry heaving with nothing coming out
>>28507858
Are you me? I do the same shit. Just slowly teasing my dick while browsing normal internet. It became a very bad habit. It feels very good when my dick is covered in the warmth of my hands.
