Who /never succeed in anything/ here?
>be me
>from asian country
>all i ever done in school is studying english and math non stop
>below average math test score
>near 20 years of learning English now
>still not good enough to be fluent
>want to be an vidya illustrator
>practice drawing for 5 years+
>still suck bad
>even 12 yo draws better than me
>love video games
>play non stop whenever I have a chance
>a friend who don't play games try the same game
>he toys with it for a couple months
>now he's better than me
>wanted to get a gf
>looked up pua shit on youtube
>read books and do fair amount of research
>starts to approach girls
>literally none of them say yes
>try tinder out of desperation
>10 matches in 6 months
>confidence drop to zero
>m-maybe it's the muscles I lack
>go to gym everyday for 2 years
>gain little bit of muscle and massive belly fat
>look worse than before
>i better find a job nao
>send applications everywhere
>see fb newsfeed of friends getting jobs everyday
>i'm pretty much only one left without any job offer
this is my life in a nutshell
>>28224673
Me
I've tried so many things to stop being a a lazy loser.
I started a youtube account, but when I tried to make a video I couldn't even speak. I'm too shy, even when completely alone.
So I tried making a blog but can't afford to pay for wordpress or a host and the free version so absolute shit that I just gave up.
I just want something that I can work towards and can give me some real-world benefits. Man.
>>28224673
Me. Doesn't help that I'm really lazy.
21 here
The only thing I have succeeded in is getting accepted into my state university last week
>>28225187
you better get started on something now before it's too late
>>28225187
I believe in you, stranger
>>28224673
No matter how hard we try m8
>>28224673
I graduated college, but it honestly doesn't feel like an accomplishment. I did the bare minimum to pass while avoiding social contact as much as possible, so it just feels like 4 years of my life are gone for no reason.
>>28225818
College diploma ain't worth shit thesedays unless you majored in god tier fields. I also wasted my time and money.