Come in and let it out - General feels thread
>be hs senior
>no friends
>no prom date yet
>haven't been out on a weekend for three months
>depression causes grades to slip
>just when things can't get worse, mom gets cancer
>mfw mom starts prodding me about getting a prom date
I know life isn't fair but this is ridiculous. Tell me your problems y'all, vent with me.
>>28105410
I would, but tbqh mine aren't as bad as yours. Stay strong senpai, here's hoping everything works out both with your mom and your love life.
>>28105410
>playing csgo
>mom get in the room
>start to tell Im a useless piece of shit, I need to lose weight and get a job (Im a student on a college)
>tell me I always disapoint her, I don't do anything for her
>after she left I go to bed and start crying
>later she tell me she is sorry to say those things
>still in bed, get my phone and open this thread
At least some of you can relate? ri-right?
>>28106531
I'm still in college my parents don't say anything yet about getting a job but i fear that day so much
>last month
>in gay engineering class
>friend asks me to put a website that he needed in
>fingers type in 4chan.org due to muscle memory
>teacher coming over to see what we're doing
>oshitnigger.jpg
>try to click out
>click on /a
>first thing that comes up is a porn thread
>teacher right behind me at this point
>takes me into hall
>asks me what I was doing
>explain
>he says he'll tell the principal to call my mom
>I'm in tears at this point
>principal calls my mom and asks what she should do with me
>mom tells her she'll take care of it
>go home crying and readying myself
>mom tells me that I'm going to get kicked out of school
>get thrown out of house with everything I own
>crying on the sidewalk
>walk away and go to my friend's house
>that's my current situation
>haven't spoken to my mother since
>tfw 4chan ruined my life
>senior in high school
>haven't had ONE friend since i moved away from my hometown in kindergarten
>eat outside every day for the past 4 years
>group of normies invade my table while i'm listening to music and start harassing me
>can't even eat outside anymore because these jackasses will call me a pathetic loser if i try to sit down
>for the past week i've been forced to eat my lunch in the bathroom
>lock the stall door and eat my lunch while sitting on this shit-ridden toilet
it gets better, right guys?
>college senior
>awful GPA
>little to no research experience
>no skills
>mom is dead
>the girl I like doesn't like me
>I feel physically sick and am probably dying, but too anxious to go to a doctor
>>28105410
>texting girl I lost my kv to
>try to get her for the 3rd time
>she declines
>fine
>1 week without texting
>text her today
>she acts normally
>"bye see you around"
>"/o/"
she hates me, I knew it
>take up temp work after beeing NEET for 6 years
>on the temp to hire list
>become friends with the boss
>2 weeks before temp to hire, they call me in saying I'm working too slow and smell of booze
>tfw don't even drink
>tfw I worked too many hours/prolonged periods no more NEETBUX
I am now re-applying for NEETBux saying I am continually discriminated against in the workplace and society.
Oh, yeah, I didn't mention the part where I OD'd on Benzos and Opiates and owuld have succeedded by by Mom came in (no I don't even live at home which is why it's more sad) and called 911)
I just can't fucking work. At least not with great expectation placed upon me. Maybe work as a librarian or data entry clerk for like 14 hrs so I can still get NEETbux.
;_;
>>28106531
It's fine anon, I still love you, even if I don't know you
>>28105410
>no prom date yet
hmm
>>28105410
>currently 20y/o NEET
>can't get in college because I don't have the strenght to study even though I want it
>no friends
>every single GF I ever had constantly abused me emotionally and wanted me to be a girl
>depression makes everything worse
>constantly see perfectly fine girls complaining about everything
>can't even hate them without feeling guilty about it
>politics suck and people who take them seriously should simply stop trying to shove it down my troath
>lost a grandmother and grandfather for cancer, my favorite uncle to suicide this year
>fantasize about being abused because that's as close to love as I'm ever getting
>live my life hearing from my libtard upbringing that everything I am is poisonous
>not enough courage to commit suicide
TL;DR: your average robot
>>28107351
yes it does, those fucking jew cucks will die eventually. so will you. life is an elaborate scheme thought up by fbi
>>28106531
>At least some of you can relate?
I can sort of..
>parents friends come over
>they're sitting outside drinking
>they're pretty loud
>stop my music for a second and listen to them from my window
>can only hear a little bit of what they're talking about over their music playing
>"Yeah, but with all the porn on the internet you can get to it in a second"
>"All he does is eat and sleep"
>"He never does anything to help, he doesn't try to get a job or study"
>"He's going to bleed us dry and were not going to be able to retire, he'll work us to our death"
>all of that my dad said
>close my window, put my headphones on, lay down in bed, and cry while feeling a mix of pure despair and burning hatred
>he acts normal the next day because he thinks I didn't hear him
>just continue on as normal
I don't think I've ever been angrier or more depressed in my life.
>>28107062
>click on /a
>first thing that comes up is a porn thread
/a/ is sfw though? You might have seen some borderline /e/ stuff but there isn't really anything on /a/ that should of got you thrown out of class.
>>28105410
>22 kv
>mom passed away in december, dad died two years ago
>lost my job a month a go so neet again
>really big hospital bills still due along with rent and utilities.
>bank account is slowly decreasing
>Constant anxiety about my own health
>starting to become an alcoholic.
I haven't been out on a weekend in 10 years. Why is 3 months so bad? And "yet" for a prom date? You aren't welcome here.
I quit my job a while ago to work from home and help my mom. My computer died and now I cant work anymore so I need to find a job again. She doesnt know I did it to help her so she has been telling me from the beginning that quitting was a mistake.
I wish I could find a place where I could work in exchange of food and shelter but that is not possible here.
>>28106531
This did not hit me hard until now.
>just realized I've been out of high school for over a year
>during that time I have:
>gone to college and dropped out in a week
>wageslaved for a while and saved up a fair amount of money
>found out how fantastic heroin is, did a lot of other drugs
>felt depression start to spiral out of control, suicidal desires steadily increased
>almost gotten arrested by metro cops along with some crackheads
>almost got in a car crash when the crackhead I was driving with couldn't wait to heat up his pipe even though he was behind the wheel
>almost OD'd several times
>experienced severe benzodiazepine withdrawal
>found out what a seizure feels like
>paid several homeless people to buy me alcohol
>had a trip to the psych ward
>met some absolutely insane people in the psych ward and out
>destroyed my relationship with an online friend so that they wouldn't be damaged by my collapse
>wrote out my life story, looked it over, and realized I'm not as good a writer as I thought
I'm a pathetic, waste of a loser, but at least it's been an interesting year I guess.
