tell me about your failed relationships
love girl
>date girl
>girl moves in
>girl lives with me for seven months
>find drugs
>girl doesn't like it when anon does drugs
>drugs tell anon to say fuck that bitch
>break up with love of my life
>do lots of drugs
>feel empty
>call her and ask to get back together
>sure
>she turned to partying to save herself from the abandonment trauma I ensued
>we try seeing each other for a while, but she doesn't want to be exclusive and can't trust me like she used to
>ask myself who she has become, she isn't the same girl anymore
>i realize that she probably thought the same thing
>i realize this is just a taste of what I did to her
>tell her we shouldnt try this cause we want different things
>valentines day rolls around and I get sober
>she leaves me flowers and a card and it says call her
>call her and lie that im over it and we should move on for good
>hang up
>punch myself several times
>months later I call her and she tells me to fuck off
>still sober
>want drugs because giant hole in figurative body
>she was so good to me
>mfw I still can't get used to sleeping in this bed alone five months fucking later
>I want to die
>i want to call her
>i don't want to hurt her
>if I kill self she would be devastated
>if i call her she would be angry
>the only thing that doesn't hurt her is leaving her alone
>started working more and doing long hours
>can finally finish my house and settle
>think about her every day
>her friend told me she wanted to make something for my birthday but then she changed her mind
>mfw all my life's efforts are for her and she doesn't know it
Fuck me.
>>28084708
No sympathy for drug addicts
>>28084708
I know how you feel. I miss my one-itis from years ago that helped me through my drug problem. She said this song reminded her of me and made her cry at the thought of me overdosing
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ru-LgSvOCrE
The only acceptable answer to this thread is some variation of "never been in a relationship"
>>28084604
>tfw only one real gf that broke up with me almost 5 years ago now
>tfw she was a stupid roastie but was kinda hot so I went with it
>after it ended and I failed to get another relationship it just proved to me that it was just a fluke
>pretty much went bald the past 2-3 years and now that has brought my chances down even lower than they already were
>thinking about hair transplant but at the same time just don't really give a fuck about pursuing women tbqh
>>28084604
Like girl
>girl doesn't like me
>dieing inside
I had a girlfriend once but she tried to convert me into a furry so I had to leave her
