feeling suicidal because my life is ruin now guys
>be me
>have no friends
>be silly Asian kid with yellow hair
>take naked pictures of myself on couch
>send to hottest girl in school
>instantregret.gif
>next day kids throw eggs at me and laugh
>hot girl tells everyone I have a little weiner
>try to defend myself by saying I'm just Asian
>hot girl gets bf to beat me up in English class
>teacher let's it happen
>go home and cry as I masterbate
>grab my backpack and fill it full of spoons
>go to school next day
>hot girls bf walking up to me
>herewego.webm
>reach into backpack and start hurling spoons at this fucker
>he begins running at me
>I start running
>run through the halls screaming for my life
>my legs feel heavy
>stop and lay down and pull out my dick
>hot girl's bf runs up and stops dead in his tracks
>I feel helpless and don't know what to do at this point
>start to cry and shake my dick rolling around on the floor
>black out completely at this point
cont.
dude...
if this is real your life is shit
why the spoons though why the penis in public though
but yeah post nudes
>>28004569
Why would you go to school after a guy beat you up? What if he does it again and permanently damages your eyes or something?
>>28004569
>wake up in the hospital
>turns out I passed out from hyperventilating
>mom is standing over me
>she looks blank
>says she didn't know I was having problems at school and I should have told her
>I tell her I'm sorry and ask her if anyone seen me
>she says she has to talk to the school to see if I'm allowed back
>says I might need an evaluation and they might keep me in the hospital for a while
>yeahright.jpeg
>leaves me at hospital for next 4 days
>get out on 5th day
>go home and find out I have a care taker now
>mfw my family thinks I'm mentally challenged now
>make me wear velcro shoes
>find out I have to go back to school
>first day back at school
>everyone watching me
>I try to hide in my shirt
>I can still hear them talking
>teacher yells out "welcome back anon great to see you!"
>can hear desks creak as everyone turns to look at me
>my anxiety is off the charts
>I begin screeching and running for the door
>new caretaker blocks the door
>"calm down anon! calm down!"
>my breathing slows at this point and I just go with it
>I go sit down and brush my hair
>hot girls won't even look at me
>I stare at her and feel sad
>all day I hide in my shirt and cry
>next day I wear my grand canyon hat to school
cont.
there is no way you are going to get into a top school at this rate chang
you are dissapointment to your family
>>28004648
This is one greentext I don't want to believe.
>>28004638
>>28004645
I always been impulsive and have a hard time controlling myself. I never fit in before and I have bad social anxiety and asperger syndrome.
>>28004648
>show up with my grand canyon hat and a whole new attitude
>bring sandwiches for the whole class
>just try to forget about my problems and try to be more normal
>hot girl still won't look at me
>no one wants a sandwich I made
>start to feel sad again but tell myself to just act normal and try to make friends
>start raising my hand more in class and answering questions
>teacher calls on me more out of pity probably
>whatever.png
>teacher says after class he likes my hat
>tell him "thanks it says grand canyon"
>teacher says "I know anon I went there on vacation"
>"gay"
>teacher looks annoyed but I get away with it because caretaker and velcro shoes
>after school I figure I should go talk to hot girl again cause everyone thinks I'm a tard now
>ask caretaker if I can have a moment alone
>says no because policy
>whatever fuck it bring my caretaker with me
>walk up to hot girl
>she looks scared
>tell her she ruined my life and everyone thinks I'm crazy now
>tell her I'm depressed and never had friends anyway
>tells me she's sorry and that she broke up with her bf for beating me up
>start feeling butterflies and ask her if she likes me
>"um no anon sorry"
>tells me she just feels bad and hopes I'll be okay
>whatever. I'll take it
>go home that day feeling a little better
>eat dinner and play vidya
>mom still won't talk to me
>tell her I peed in the sink and she can clean it
>she tells me this is why my father left and yells at me
>go to my room and cry
>next morning have an awesome idea
>grab my cat and put him in my backpack for school
cont.
>>28004746
>that day show up to school with my cat
>school allows me to do whatever at this point because caretaker
>people actually talking to me because cat
>ask me to pet him
>hot girl's ex bf is back at school from being suspended
>not looking at me and very quiet
>"hey asshole I have more friends than you now. you like those spoons?"
>ignores me but I feel like a champ
>people still talking to me because of cat
>caretaker tells me to be respectful
>at lunch I start eating and pull out my cat to make more friends
>second I set him down he starts hauling ass
>jump up and start chasing him
>everyone staring at me
>socialanxiety.png
>cat running faster
>at this point I'm just running
>I begin screeching again
>feeling upset I can't control my fucking autism
>feeling depressed knowing I'll never have friends
>run to gym
>hide in my shirt and cry
>20 minutes later caretaker finds me
>school tells me to go home for the day
>get home and mom's upset with me for losing the cat
cont.
>>28004746
Okay, this is fake.
>>28004801
>start yelling and telling her she never cared
>go to my room and lock the door
>throw my tv at the wall and kick my window
>window finally breaks
>glass everywhere
>still screaming
>fall on glass and start pissing on myself
>mom calls cops
>cops show up and ask me to come out
>ignore them for 5 minutes
>finally just break my door and grab me
>I keep yelling "wow fuck you guys"
>drive me back to the hospital
cont.
>>28004829
>arrive at hospital
>caretaker waiting
>tells them I just had a episode and I'll be okay after a few days
>let me out the next day
>go home
>mom tells me she's done with me and she's sending me to live with grandma
>tell her I don't care and call her fat
>go to my room to pack my things
>grandma shows up to take me
>while packing I decide to take all mom's shoes
>call my mom asparagus and walk out the door
>10 minutes after we show up to grandma's
>mom calls about shoes
>tell grandma I lost them and throw them in the sink
>grandma finds shoes
>mom comes to pick them up
>wow.png
>caretaker not allowed at grandma's house because she's fresh off the boat
>unpack clothes in my new room
>jerk off to zoey 101 and fall asleep
>>28004905
>wake up late
>caretaker here to pick me up
>get dressed and run out the door
>show up to school and realize my shirt on backwards
>go to class and everyone stares at me
>switch shirt around and go sit down
>fat kid next to me tells me I have toothpaste in my hair
>impossible I didn't brush my teeth today
>touch my hair
>hair feels crunchy
>mfw oh no I got cum in my hair
>ask caretaker if I can go to the bathroom
>tells me I can go after class
>bell rings and I bolt for the bathroom
>scrub at the cum but it's not coming out
>bathroom crowded
>start feeling anxious and just go to next class
>all day everyone staring at me
>ask caretaker if I can take lunch by myself now
>caretaker agrees
>at lunch I still have now friends so I just sit by myself and feel sad
>can't stop thinking about hot girl and what she told me
>awesome idea
>decide to go hide behind the wall she hangs out at
>crouch down behind wall and just chill and eat sandwich
>listen to hot girl and friends talk about boys and school
>start getting boner and begin chewing faster
>one of her friends hear me
>"Omg what's that noise??"
>hear them turn and walk towards me
>coverblown.webm
>try to spring up just as they turn the corner
>end up leaning to far forward and lose my ballance
>headbutt hot girl right in her pussy
>she starts screaming
>I fall on the ground and scramble to my feet
>they all scream at me and call me a fucking weirdo and to get away
>I start crying and keep yelling I'm sorry
>other kids all staring
>teachers start running over
>fucking lose it at this point and run away
>this time I just keep running
>half a block outside of school
>trip over curb and eat shit
>I just keep crying and rolling around
>realize I'm all scraped up bleeding with cum in my hair
>caretaker runs up and brushes me off
>tells me it's okay and it was just a accident
cont.
Im laughing but I also feel bad, we had a challenged person like this in HS. Fucker got away with groping all the hot chicks because he was a tard.
little victories I guess, get what you can when your life fucking sucks.
>>28004919
>caretaker drives me home for the day
>run up to room
>play air guitar to metro station to calm me down
>grandma makes noodles
>take a shit and go to bed
>next day caretaker comes to take me to school
>on the way to school she tells me they might send me to a special school
>flip out and call her an asshole
>get to school and I'm too embarrassed to think
>sit in back of class and read judy b. jones
>bell rings and just keep head down the whole day
>at this point everyone thinks I'm full blown retarded
>starting to believe it too
>realize life is pretty gay
>next couple days I just try to act normal and stay quiet
>grandma takes away tv cause she caught me jacking off
>start drawing a face on my wiener to keep me entertained
>one day get bored and bring a broom stick to school
>tell everyone I'm a witch
>fat kid asks me if I got food
>nah man
>run around all day on my broom making awesome noises
>caretaker says next week I start special school
>get in a argument
>get mad and punch her in the eye
>on campus officer gets called
>I try to run but he tackles me
>handcuffs me and drives me to station
>whole time I'm crying
>lady comes in and tells me they're taking me to the hospital
>tell her I'm sorry I'll just try to be normal
>toolate.gif
Was hoping for a happy ending sorry things didn't work out op
>>28004936
>show up at hospital and put me in a room
>feeling beyond depressed and lonely
>sit around and cry and eat cheerios
>three days go by and they let me out
>new caretaker
>find out I start new school the next day
>go to grandma's and realize all my stuffs gone
>nothing left but clothes and mattress
>not even crayons for drawing face dick
>lay there and read judy b. jones until I fall asleep
>wake up and get ready
>new caretaker shows up
>new school starts an hour after regular school did
>show up to a single room with a bunch of tards playing Legos
>sweet.jpg
>hang out all day playing Legos and coloring
>pretty cool so far
>go home that day and lay in my room
>realize I miss my mom and my old school
>start crying and feeling sad
>jerk myself to sleep
>next day caretaker shows up a little late
>go to school and it's the same thing as yesterday
>half hour before class ends fat downy girl's boob falls out
>get a weird boner for some reason
>next day keep playing games trying to touch it's boob
>get really horn for some reason and rub my dick on its leg
>teacher suspects something
>tells me to stop
>tard school ends and I go home
>go home and jerk it to fat downy
>right after I cum I feel like crying
>tell myself no more downy boob
>next couple days I ask my caretaker to go to library after school
And here I am. My favorite place is 4chan and club penguin. And I almost have to go. Idk what to do. I wish I can not be this way but it happens by accident.
>>28004948
Thank you friend. I am hanging in there. I wish I could be normal
>>28004971
This is such bullshit it cant possibly not be true.
Being just intelligent enough to realize you are retarded must suck.
>>28004810
Not. Its is my life and this is the pic that started it all. Now my life suck
>>28005021
I only notice it after it happen.
>>28005021
I been thinking about an hero but idk how?
Excellent oc
>>28005041
you look funny as fuck, what a bitch
>>28005201
I always at the wrong place in the wrong time.
>>28005109
>this
Someone has to screen cap this shit. Lmao
Got fake after the fourth batch, you tried OP.
>>28004971
>club penguin
Okay, this is the point where you lost every shred of credibility your story had.
This thread is great. I can't believe OP had the patience to type so much shitpost just to entertain us fellow anons.
I'm still waiting for the dinossaur though.
Well....shit familia, if your inpulsive, why don't you take adhd drugs, or some kind of drug.
I've seen this before, OP. You're not fooling anyone.nothin....personelle....kid.....
ty for lols
