>get drunk
>starting to sober up
>feels are starting to emerge again
>drink again
>>27930503
As a recovered alchanon, I feel jealousy but at the same time I know the hell that waits for you.
>be me
>??????AM/PM (dark)
>fucking headache
>before I know it I've reached down for my bottle - no pleasure it in anymore. It's like breathing.
>Tastes wrong
>Snap to attention for long enough to realise that I either drunk from my pee bottle, or have peed in my drink bottle
>again
> go back to sleep
> Only remember this in the morning because I can taste piss.
>>27931866
>be me
>hangover
>get up to be sick
>can't make it to the toilet because my foot is in pain
>puke on the carpet
>look at foot once done
>sock is slightly shredded and soaked in blood
>I trod in glass on a level only an alcanon could manage.
>be me
>minding my own business
> 'watching' tvjust staring at it in a stupor
>Knock on door
>My cheap shitty vodka must have arrived!!
>Go to door
>Police
>They tell me to sit down so we can talk
>Turns out I broke into a bar last night while it was closing
>>27930503
I was drinking with like 4 people and I felt a wave of depression coming so I started drinkin ALOT hoping it would drown out the feelings all i ended up doing was embarrassing myself and tell everyone about my depression and other feels i have been hiding for years
>>27933376
Moral of the story is: i you're going to get depression drunk do it alone