When were some times you went ahead and fucked your life up recently?
>Been working pretty much nonstop for the last month
>No friends, just a lot of acquaintances
>Lost all my friends because I'm bipolar and go manic and do and say insane shit
>Have lost childhood friends and don't even want to reach out to them and be rejected
>Literally no one to text ever
>Used to my phone not getting any notifications now by this point
>The work keeps me busy and I enjoy it so I usually don't mind >tfw no friends or gf
>Repetitive, but I'm making good money, still not much to look forward to on a daily or even monthly basis
>Meet a nice girl, we really click
>I open a lot (I usually never do this, I just keep things surface level with almost everyone I know)
>I develop feelings too fast and something comes over me
>Intense jealousy and obsession
>Say the wrong things: friendship is over now
>Lost a chance at having a real friend after 3 years since my bipolar emerged
>Sick at home by myself right now
>Phone is sitting quietly on my desk to my right
>>27705386
atleast we have fun memes and animay desu
you should watch some anime and eat some sick food since you have money to buy it
>>27705440
Any recommendations for anime? I watched Sponge Out Of Water today, the last anime I watched was Dimension W and I wasn't too impressed, though the last episode was kinda cool. I was thinking of marathoning Better Call Saul today.
Memes are fun too, I've been a channer since 2007 and the memes are only getting better. At least I have you all my 4chan senpai :^)
>>27705440
It's not all bad either
>Have my two dogs with me
>I've lost 20 lbs on my cut and I'm getting buff
>My social skills are really good now, I'm unconcerned I'm talking to people now instead of soul crushing contemplative silences by me
>Fashion sense and clothes are way better
>The Life of Pablo is on Spotify now
>Got a 2DS last night with Fire Emblem and Pokemon
>Chicken curry on the way
Posting from my phone to get a bump in so we can share feels I want to talk to some of you
>>27705386
>Lost all my friends because I'm bipolar and go manic and do and say insane shit
This is an awful feel, my broliolio
>>27705700
I know man. I had some good friends and some gave me a second chance, but I've gone manic THREE times now and I'm type 1 bipolar so when I go manic it's beyond intense and insane.
Do you know this feel bro?
>>27705541
start with DBS and save magica for nighttime feels desu 420 blaze it first if youre up for it
big-o if worst comes to worst
id recommend some moe but theyre just good to create original content tbqh :^)
>>27705753
>I had some good friends and some gave me a second chance, but I've gone manic THREE times now and I'm type 1 bipolar so when I go manic it's beyond intense and insane.
>Do you know this feel bro?
Yep. Just the other day it happened.
I had an old family friend give me a second chance as a friend and I'm trying not to blow it. Is it just me or is it specific things that trigger you?
>inb4 triggered
yea it actually feels like a trigger. Hard to explain.