> Your mother isn't immortal.
> One day, she'll die and you will never eat her cooking ever again.
DONT SAY THAT
IF WE IGNORE IT MAYBE IT WONT COME TRUE
>she wont have to suffer anymore
>she wont have to see what a pathetic family she has despite working hard all her life
>she wont have to put up with your depression
>she wont have to suffer anymore from seeing you get sucked up by sadness
>she wont have to be in constant pain because her whole body aches all the time
>she wont have to be depressed anymore
I'm so sorry I wasn't the child you wanted, Mom. I wish I were a better person. I wish I could take care of you. You are truly the best person I have met. You care about me and you care about so many others, and you hardly ask for anything in return. I wish I could take care of you the way you deserve.
I wish I could make the pain stop.
>>27411329
shes an awful, awful cook
>>27411375
This hits hard, fuck man, she literally is the only one who cares about me yet I've been most of my life avoiding her
>Your mother already died
>Dad already died
>Brother just got diagnosed with lung cancer
Soon I will have no one /r9k/. Spend some time with your family while you can.
>>27411375
the pain always stops eventually.
I thank God every day for making me mortal. I have never enjoyed living in this world.
Then I'll die and we'll both be fuckin' dust
Organic life is a failed plan
Why did it ever begin
This is going to be edgy as fuck but I'd be happier if my family wasn't alive, even though i live off of them
I had a dream where my mother died and I cried for the first time in my life. In that dream I mean. I just kept walking on the road where the car hit her and kept crying. When I woke up I realised I cried in my sleep. I thought I didn't care about my parents but that dream felt so real it made me really scared.
She still thinks I'm a failure though but I just can't think of her dying. I never thought I'd be sad at this shit. I was hijak not fucking wojak.
>tfw my mom tried to kill me and my siblings, then divorced and sued my dad
>tfw my dad, my brother and I are struggling with money and court.
>tfw the only thing my dad wants is to see his daughter again.
>tfw my mom manipulated her to hate him
>tfw my brother is a dissapointment to him
>I'm the only one in college, but he still hates me because I can't bring myself to care about my family anymore
>tfw guilt is there
...
>tfw she was an amazing cook
>tfw i remember her constant emotional blackmail and threats of suicide through my growing up
>tfw shes accused my dad of rape adultery and everything else under the sun, something new each day
>tfw she constantly physically and mentally abuses my father even now theyre nominally separated
>tfw i miss the relatively kind woman who was only mad half the time
good...?
this is a good thing.
>>27411329
>she'll die and I'll be sad but I'll inherit a million dollars
probably wont be for a long time though
