ITT: Get it off your chest
Fuck you Anna, meeting you was the worst thing to ever happen to me.
Please die you piece of shit slut.
That is all, good day.
Dear Nea, I will come to fuck your brains out in April like we planned. Remain a virgin until then. Sincerely yours, Enrique.
>>27355633
How does it feel being a used goods fuck dumpster Macey?
You will always be a loser, and you will aleays be a complete failure to your parents.
No wonder your dad is gone 10 months out of the year, i would if i had such a pathetic daughter.
You will never have better than me.
Why are there no fat male models or clothes that look, well, not really "good" but at least "not garbage" on fat guys? I had to buy a suit for an interview, and everything is slim fit, all the pictures of guys in suits are super thin, etc. It would even be easy to sell clothes to fat guys, because we have no real expectations. New clothes aren't going to make us not fat, or not unattractive, I just want to not look like twenty pounds of crap awkwardly shoved into a tube sock.
Yes, yes, yes, "stop being fat." That's great asshole, but I still need to currently wear clothes. I'm not going to be naked until I lose weight; absolutely fucking nobody wants that. And you can't not wear a suit to an interview.
>>27355633
fuck off normie
100% original
>>27355729
She already has better than you buddy
Fuck you minecraft base, I spent 10 hours making you and you look like a fucking untextured unity model now that you're complete. Now I have spend 5 hours dismantling you and what the fuck am I going to do with all this white stained clay!
I wish you were never made.
Rachel I actually almost broke into your room at one point and tortured you where you slept because I was so angry
Pic related
Cheers
>>27355756
Whatever helps you sleep at night fooglet
>>27355780
Really cool but why the fuck would you use clay for that out of all things
It looks so plain
I think this sums it up nicely
I really regret the variety of candle I purchased for my bedroom.
>>27355841
Because I'm a retard who thought the pinkish tone would look good. There's no pale pink blocks in minecraft, and I was looking for the pinkish/orange hue you get in buildings like this.
>>27355840
Why would i give a shit?
Just letting you know whats likely happened
>>27355943
Ah shit that wouldve looked great
Pink Stained clay in different texture packs might not be so pink
Destiny
Smoking with you on Tuesday was so fun. Although idk how to feel about your 4 dogs. Banana is like 15 and like going to die soon. The two English Bulldogs already have bad respiratory problems because of inbreeding and they are overweight too. The pit bull was craving some human interaction maybe because I was new to her she was excited. Maybe your sister has a thing for me when I told my friend about our smoke session he told me that you're sister was too friendly. I legit thought she was a lesbian. I have had a crush on you since senior year and I hate the fact I never told you even though it was completely obvious. Seeing you again stirred up some feelings but now I'm more aware of the red flags. Mabye I have been on 4chan too long and I become more pessimistic? You're beautiful red hair is all I see these days. It's like every where I go I see girls with colored red hair. Maybe it's because it's a trend or maybe I instinctively look for red hair because of you. I hope that I go with you to the hiking trip you're planning and I get to at least tell you how I feel about you. That your perfect for me a gamer girl obsessed with black ops 3, that smokes like a champ, and cares about animals. That's all I want to be with someone I can be myself around and I want to meet your mom and snuggle with you while your dogs sleep at our feet. Talk for hours on end about ourselves I get to know each other on a more deeper level than anyone else. Idk this just might be a pipe dream and you were just glad to see me and don't feel the same way I do. Maybe you found someone in college that you like.
>>27356057
I still am trying to build in the "spyro" way: big ornate towers and fantasy buildings, but I'm try to translate it better into minecraft. This is what I'm working on at the moment, a gate for my farm. Ignore the roof, I've barely started on it.
>>27356169
I can already see it anon
Make a thread when you've finished one day
I'm sure I'll see it
>>27355633
damnit anna don't look at me that way
you know very well what you did that day
yes you know very well
you say you got a soul to sell
but if you wanna meet the devil
you gotta go to hell
Dear Samantha,
Your girlfriend has been going down on me a bunch in the last month and we've fucked a lot too. I really can't stand you and I'm probably being a cunt by cheating with your gf but I can honestly say I don't really care, she's good at getting me off.
>>27355810
RACHEL CALL THE POLICE
>>27355633
im sorry im not good enough for you. i can tell it in your voice whenever we talk. i'm not for you. this will never work.
i doubt it'll last until the summer. you're already starting to find me annoying, right?
we've been talking less and less. ive never loved someone so much as you
why don't you live here?
you're the most perfect thing i've ever seen yet god just had to punish me by putting you so fucking far away.
its only a day away but it feels like forever
i just want to hold you and kiss you and do everything with you
but you'll probably find some chad or stacy irl way better then me and cuck me
because you're too attractive. too kind. too pretty. too amazing to stay with me.
i don't deserve you.
when i kill myself you'll be the last person i think about.
somehow i hope you see this, but you don't really go on /r9k/.
i want you to tell me you love me. you've said it three times first and every time my heart has jumped out of my chest.
do you mean it? it feels like you don't. it feels like you're doing this out of pity sometimes, to use me for my gulliable and naive and trusting nature with you.
please never leave me.
>inb4 REE NORMIE IN AdyingRELATIONSHIP
>>27356390
Is this real? Post more stories.
>>27355633
Relatable, I too have met an Anna I wish I didn't
Ever since meeting her, I've slowly lost my drive in life and forgotten how good it can be to really enjoy things. I've slowly been driven away from a lot of the things I used to do and it's come to a breaking point.
tl;dr fuck you Anna and your shitiness
>>27356594
I wonder if it's the same one
I think all Anna's are evil
> ywn fuck goth club sluts left and right
> you are not intelligent, masculine, or charismatic. your brain has been warped by perpetual narcissism
>you have feminine characteristics. you are genetically coded to be a beta provider
> you are everything people hate about tripfags, liberals, and white people combined and it took you this long to realize it
> words are the wise mans counters and the fools currency
> you are too much of a coward to die
> you are too old for this website
> you have been brainwashed by pornography and videogames
> you are lost in your delusional false confidence, which in practice only produces incoherence
> your childhood story you were writing was an alibi to hide in your room
>>27356616
i know that feel fellow robot
I hate you for making me realise that living only mean getting hurt.
Sincerly not yours.
>>27356614
>I think all Anna's are evil
All women. Yes, correct.
You're terrible to me, Cassidy. I've spent almost 3 years working hard so we could have a good life and while I'm sitting here stressed out of my mind you lose all interest in me. Why is it so hard for you to see things from my point of view?
>>27355746
Stop making excuses for being entitled piece of shit, fatass.
All the clothes are made for in-shape men because that's what you should strive to be.
No one's going to go out of their way to try and figure out how many different sizes of humans are possible in order to make suits for every fat piece of shit out there.
If you want clothes that look good on fat person, I would suggest gender reassignment surgery.
Shouldn't be too difficult since you already have a vagina.
>>27356058
You seem nice. I genuinely hope things work out somehow between you and Destiny. I don't think it'll turn out how you wanted, but I think you deserve a story and I just hope that somehow you'll look back on her fondly one day.
Oh, and Marguerite, I don't hate you. I know you had to marry him. I know I could never be your husband. I don't know if it's what you wanted, but I truly hope you'll always be happy nonetheless. You took care of me when I deserved it, and you took care of me when I didn't, and I still owe you what it now seems I'll never repay.
If he asks why I stole a part of you for those months of ecstasy, then let him know that I beg his pardon. I fell in love with you.
I am yours forever, even until the ends of the earth. You will always be a welcome sight for these tired eyes.
>>27357233
Except there are stores that already cater to fat men, he should have gone to a big and tall place
>>27356058
Fucking hell anon I wasn't prepared for this.
10/10 post would BAWW again
Nina.
You have been stuck in my mind ever since the beginning. I have wasted so many hours fantasizing about you and being sad but in all this time you have never had any interest in me.
The very few details i know about you seemed pretty good to me and just made my fantasies even harder to stop.
Since i saw you last i have been thinking about you a lot but i have also been thinking about how you have never seemed like you would touch me with a stick.
You never even look at me. When i sent you that friend request on facebook a year (or two?) ago and you ignored it i should have realized that there was nothing between us and there never will be.
You probably even have a bf and have never had any thoughts about me. All the time when you have occupied my mind and been important to me you probably barely knew i existed, i was most likely just "the annoying dude that says hi to you at the stable" to you.
I will try my hardest to not think about you and it will be easier now that i don't see you at the stable any more.
I like you, a lot, and will probably fall in love with you within months.
I will take you out as I said, but will probably wait to pretend I'm not that interested and to check if my brain is still functional enough to have a gf.
When our year 10 english teacher told me I had the potential to be one of the greatest writers of our generation, with the ability to inspire awe in the descriptive yet simplistic nature of my prose and my eye for immense detail when producing verse, I let it swell to my head.
When I picked up that needle for the first time, sat opposite you in that decrepit abandoned shed as we often did, I felt a sense of abandonment and dread when I felt it plunge into my vein and in a split second I was gone, my world vanished and my pain replaced with the euphoria that only God could inspire within his most devout of followers; and in that moment I felt truly free for the first time, yet now I see clearly that you ruined me, you took my potential and you crushed it because you couldn't bare that I could leave this terrible reality behind and make something of myself when you could not, I hate you, Ellie.
>>27355633
wait for me ana
ill protect you
ill keep you safe
ill love you
if you love me
just please accept my gift
i just want you to fall asleep in my arms
to give you my hoodie when youre cold
to call ou beautiful when youfear you are not
(not op's ana)
Sorry for fucking it all up for ya
Was fun while it lasted
Hope you the best
WIsh I could talk to you again without getting feelingd
G
Dear myselfFOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT'S HOLY STOP SPENDING SO MUCH TIME ON 4CHAN! THIS PLACE JUST MAKES YOU A MISERABLE, LAZY PIECE OF GARBAGE! MOST OF THE STUFF HERE IS NONSENSE YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT, SO WHY DO YOU PISS YOUR LIFE AWAY LIKE THIS?
I hope I have a terminal illness so the next time i need to go to the hospital, you wont think im faking it.
You always had everything. Money, women, beauty, even good grades while at school and now, that I could actually find someone and start making something out of my life you literally fuck her behind my back and say "Hey, calm down". Fuck off, I wish I could say that to your face, but I really can't. Thanks for stealing the one thing that made me believe in myself Alexander.
And for you C, fuck you.
When I said I'd rather die than be without I wasn't trying to make you feel guilty, I really meant it.
Now I feel more dead than alive. I feel like I'm the last person on earth without you to talk to.
I felt a sense of security in the future because I always pictured you in it. Now the future looks bleak, and dark, and terrifying and meaningless and it's haunting me.
>>27355633
This image reminds of me of how bad i want to go down on my aunt. I want to spend all day locked in a room with her.
I feel like if I don't know someone already I won't ever know them I don't feel fully accepted by the theater group everywhere I go there is the surface and underneath a complex maze of drama and social relationships and games
Dear future me,
I hope your rich. I hope you look back at me now and realize it was all worth it. I hope the pain goes away without drugs and I hope future generations spit my first three 16s like redneck moms quote the bible. I hope she meant everything she said and I hope I deserve her.
I hope I have courage to become the man I want to be. I hope God is real. I hope my brother marries Emmeline. I hope I get that threesome and I hope I hatefuck Kat (the real one not the ugly one I added to make you-know-who jealous). I hope I make Big Sean proud. I hope that hope can translate into will and will can become reality. I hope love is real.
>>27355840
Anon, what is a fooglet?
>>27358044
I feel those feels as well. I love her very much.
L
you're better off without me. I know you fucked other girls while we were together, I don't blame you, you're surrounded by pretty girls. the only thing that annoyed me is that you weren't honest, and for what reason?, I don't get it. I still think about you, of course I do, you were my first everything and I haven't touched anyone else after you, don't think I'll ever will. I'm just glad I won't die a kissless virgin anymore, I appreciate it. just one more year and I can end all this .
>>27356614
Well, if it's a girl in the Hertfordshire, probably
fucking hell just let me take ecstasy you control freak
>>27355633
Sorry Chris.
>>27360528
this kills the lad
>>27359278
What's stopping you senpai?
>>27356390
Actual lesbians really are awful.
>>27360820
>implying
I am friends with multiples lesbians and they all except one (out of 4 I know) asked me to try dick and they weren't by worsts. Not even kidding.
>>27355780
>>27355841
>>27355943
STEP.
UP.
YOUR.
GAME.
SENPAIS.
>>27358559
The only times we talk anymore it's in very brief text conversations, and she's either being passive aggressive or apologizing.
I hate this, I miss the way things used to be
The breakup is still fresh and I anticipate one day we'll just stop talking
I don't know what I did to make you dissappear but I'm tired of chasing you. Just stay in the goddamn pokeball.
Next week I get my college admissions letters. I have a feeling that if it doesn't go well my life is going to be permanently fucked.
>>27361046
your life is going to be fucked no matter where you get accepted to
Dear stubborn R
I think it's time to clear out the air.
do you remember when I said: "I just found out my ex has a diaper fetish, how do I use this to my advantage" that was bullshit, I just wanted to make certain, if you were stalking me or not, and loh and behold, you were.
you are an idiot, if you really thought for a second I would date or have anything to do with a single mother.
I'm a robot through and trough, kek, I will be a wizard soon enough.
do not waste your time anymore, I need fembot, not a failed normie.
S.
>>27355633
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>>27356359
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>>27357828
>all these people referring to specific girls
reminder that if you have EVER spent enough time with a girl to have a significant experience with them, even if negative, you are a normie and need to leave
I'm so fucking tired. I just want to kill myself and get it over with. I would honestly do anything I could for some heroin or benzo's or something along those lines. I would literally suck a dick. I would take one up the ass. I think I would probably kill someone.
>>27357726
Do you really think you wouldn't have done the H if it wasn't for that girl? Or just wouldn't have shot?
>>27355633
where the hell are you?
>>27361081
I just need to get away from everyone who I've ever wronged, or who thinks I'm "weird", or who laughs at me behind my back. I'm worried that I'll end up at my nearby uni with all my old classmates and it'll be high school all over again. But if I get into somewhere far away I can start fresh and be the person I want to be.
I fell in love with my one and only friend who happens to be a single mother. She's even a wonderful mother unlike a lot of single moms. She's really into traditional gender roles and wants to be a housewife. I don't know what to do. I love her so much. I wish there was some way to completely forget about her.
>>27357726
I don't fucking believe this faggot
>hurr durr I'm a great writer, my grade 10 english teacher said so
>hurr durr, it's your fault that you made me retarded and took away my "potential"
The only potential you have is the potential to shitpost, get fucked
>>27361184
you sound exactly like me when i was in high school
i ended up getting into my far away dream school
it was actually really cool and i made a bunch of awesome friends and it felt like i finally got a break
good luck anon
>>27361227
He doesn't want to accept that he drove his own self destruction. Let him have that.
Sydney Klauzer from Riverton is a fat, herpe infested, nigger whore.
>>27356475
Right in my feels, Desu
just once this shit needs to appear onscreen, so it becomes real - once i post this these are not just little stories i keep repeating to myself.
I was supposed to meet you, i needed to understand. To truly understand that there are two worlds of people, those who are not afraid to see, and those who take shelter in their fear. And I had to lose you, to understand that no matter how hard I may try, it's just not in my or anybody else's power to force people to give up on their fears. They have to figure that part out for themselves. I tried, but failed, like I was supposed to.
It's been a year now since you left. Unless mandated by necessity, I probably won't meet you anytime soon. And since you chose the blind people you will never truly appreciate it, but thank you. You were the final piece. Through you I found who I am, and that I am exactly who I always thought I was. Most importantly, you taught me to lose and let go. You know that I never lost anything, because nothing before you was even worth having.
Thank you. Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, I suspect it is mired in the worries of the blind. I hope you one day find your own way, because the happiness you seek comes with embracing the truth, not running away from it. Then and only then will you truly be your own person. The person I saw, the person I fell in love with and the one that is happy. You certainly got the potential. And as someone who spent most of their time looking for people like you, I can say that's pretty fucking rare. It also proves there are others, which is why I ultimately moved on. That and the disastrous one night stand we had that made me realize how fucking shallow anything else but being with someone you love is. You were the first, and I only regret that you had to be the first, because now I know more and can give more. Thanks to you. A part of my mind will always watch over you and wish you well. Goodbye, Veronica.
>>27360880
What is up with lesbians and Nissan Versas
>>27357726
>claiming to not be retarded
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>listening to a grade 10 english teacher's opinion
>>27355633
I wasnt stalking the girl i just drove that way everyday cause i was bored and i liked tje country side then she started driving that way and fuck you for not being my friend anymore you sociopath.
>>27356475
>when i kill myself you'll be the last person i think about.
Holy fucking shit. This triggered some repressed memories for me.
That feel when she said I would be among her last thoughts as she was dying. That feel when she does not think about me at all anymore. Ever.
I miss u yesy
>>27355633
A week ago, I was conversing with a normie girl, and she said she plays /v/idya. She laughed at my Bad Rats joke, and showed me her steam library. It was bigger than mine....
>>27361029
Time to get a masterball anon. No more teleporting.
I really need to lose some weight. I neec to gather some willpower an get the fuck on with it
Dear Frank
I hope you do well in your tests. Its been a while since we talked, I miss you. Please dont forget about me. No one ever cared about me as you do.
B
C- you disgust me, you repulsive jew-nosed slut. You dress like a homeless weeaboo soccer mom, and if I ever see you again, I will beat the shit out of you. I don't care if he still has feelings for you, I'll knock your butter-yellow teeth out of your empty head, right in front of his face. You're a selfish, abusive cunt, and don't deserve his attention. I hope you know how bad he feels, and I hope it destroys you.
I hate myself and wish that I had never been born.
Fuck you, Tyler. Your taste in music is shit. So is your's, Jake.
>>27361148
calm down sperg nobody cares
>>27356614
As an Anna, I can confirm all Annas are evil.
>>27355633
I'm seething with rage that other people have it better than me AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Taylor, why did you marry me if you were just going to leave me two years later without even trying to fucking make things work? I joined the fucking military for you, and you divorce me because I don't want you to smoke cigarettes? Fuck you, why do I still care about you?
>>27362915
As another Anna, I can confirm Anna confirming Annas are evil.
>>27355633
Study results seem inconclusive at this time
>>27363366
Positive result
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>>27363365
Please be my Anna gf. I want an evil gf.
This is taunting, not a threat.
Yes, I indeed was not lying when I admitted I had covered up my clinical depression, my life-long anxiety issues, my constant illness and my bodily dysmorphic disorder. You're all incapable of handling a simple clothing decision, and are not fit to deal with treatment of psychological issues. I was in pain, NOT YOU.
R, your pompous inaccuracy and attempts to lie and twist my words only perpetuate you insecurities, your failure. Your pseudo-interests in 'nerd culture' as you phrase it are typical, unimpressive and each word you speak is like shit in the cake. And yes, keep holding your breasts high, I'd like at least something to find interesting in you.
J, you impudent child, you're as bad. Except you choose to parade that cow shit on your head and those weak, flimsy 'dangerous skills' you call self-defense. You don't deserve A, you don't deserve Me as a friend, your sense of 'betrayal' is like if schoolyards and reality shows met, you are nothing but an incandescent child who I wish would burn out.
M, you're not 'psychotic'. You're delusional and you perpetuate girls' dreams of your illusion, your fantasies because of your looks. You ruin lives from beginnings, and for some reason you think you're applauded for it. You arrogant, agitating, useless scum with a trustfund from a failing company, your artistry is plagiarism and yes, I could "manipulate" her into leaving you with the flick of the wrist and motion of words; contribute to society, like your father attempts to, or be left behind in your cesspool of escapism.
D, your reputation precedes you, and it reeks of impotence and failure. I'm sure that L must be very happy with you, after I called her a vapid whore, finally got her away.
I am not 'psychotic', 'sociopathic' or 'ruining' people's lives. That's you. If physical violence is your reply, do as you will.
>>27355633
Dear Barron , you are slowly killing me and making me hate myself and life , I wish you would stop ignoring me and stop playing games all day and night , I don't want to be your mother but your friend and lover , wash your own dirty boxers , cook your own food and brush your god damn teeth ! I might end up killing you if you keep treating me like a bit of crap
>>27357929
Kys gwen
>>27355633
Dear God
Why the reality you prepared ffor me to live in is so miserable
Please forgive me for being weak
>>27361148
I don't know her.
The only contact we've had is that we went to the same stable and said hi to each other sometimes and that she's a cashier at the store i go to.
I agree that most posts like that are normalfaggotry though.
Fuck every single one of my 'friends'
Last year when I went into a major depression spiral not a single one of them speaks to me. I see them every day in uni yet I am just ignored, like a ghost because I don't fake being enthusiastic about some superficial shit like they all do.
No one was there for me when I needed it, I go weeks without a single person ever initiating a conversation with me. Yet I know for a fact that if it was anyone else in my position, they would have a thousand people lining up to help them.
This board is filled with the most pathetic and shit tier people on fucking planet earth
But its the only board I can relate to........fuck man
>>27355633
Why are you a nigger lover shaniqua
I'm sorry I'm not your own cousin, a murderer, an autistic dwarf or ugly Mexican for you to fuck you rotten psychotic slut. Even your own family you've spent your entire fucking leeching off of can't stand you. The only thing you have is your physical attractiveness and you're ruining that too. It would be better off for everyone if you were dead you literal fucking whore. Even that autistic dwarf sugardaddy of yours said you're toxic. I'm fucking a model now 10 times more intelligent than you. Why aren't you dead yet? People like you are everything wrong with the world. If there was an entire country of people like you only I would have no problem genociding or nuking it you piece of filth.
I won't be able to escape my mental illnesses until I die
>>27364640
...I'm guessing it has something to with with being named Shaniqua.
>>27361406
Wow. I felt relieved reading this.
>>27355633
I knew an Anna that looks just like in the picture. Fuck her.
>>27365741
How did a robot even get such a looking girl?
>>27365803
Looks come with an equal amount of crazy. Bitch had so many underlying mental health issues that trying to live with her was like trying to live with a lion without feeding it.
How could rape me daddy? I trusted you..I loved you..I hate you. I hope you die.
I'm pretty much depressed when you're not around, and when you are the joy comes with pain. I wanna tell you so much but it will ruin the only thing that's worth living for.
I'm a gigantic normie. I only come to this board whenever I'm feeling bad about something, and am immediately cheered up because I'm not nearly as pathetic as you virgins.
>mfw my name is LITERALLY Chad
>>27365976
>mfw my name is LITERALLY Chad
iktf
im a beta fuck
>>27365803
Either he didn't get her or he's not a robot.
Most posters on the board are normalfags.
Im so fucking sorry jenny
I wish i werent so fucking insecure and self concious when we were fucking dating. I wish i hadnt told you you were the reason ive felt like complete shit because now that i look back at it, it was just some stupid fucking plea for attention i came up with. I was at fault. And now you're with some guy, and youre going to potentially be marrying. Shit, youve already fucking had sex with him. I saw the picture you posted on fucking instagram. The one where youre lying on his bed with the caption of some stupid fucking love quote. That shouldve been me. But no. Now, the rest of my life is fucking ruined due to a series of events i went down upon after we broke up. I wish i hadnt waited 6 fucking months to message you after we broke up. But then again, im glad i did. Im fucked for life now though. My underbite had gotten fucking worse and my chin has gotten fucking worse and my face has gotten fucking worse all because my fucking mom didnt listen to me at the first time. I have a fucked up face posture jaw and chin all because of my fucking mom and the lack of nutrition she fucking gave me. Lazy fucking whore. Fuck you marilyn. Stuck up stubborn bitch. Look the other way whenever i fucking pass by you because i wont be purposefully making eye contact with you again. Fuck rychelle or however the fuck you spell it. Surgery is now the only option for me. My fucking mom wont get the shit done with the dentist for ANOTHER TWO FUCKING MONTHSJUST FUCKING WATCH. AND BY THEN ITLL BE EVEN MORE FUCKING EXPENSIVE OH MY FUCKING GOD
My entire like would be so much better if my mom werent fucking lazy and fed me well
>>27355633
Still not able to forget, huh?
I'm sorry Abigayle. I don't know why I am this way.
If I fuck up my degree I'm going to kill myself
I've brought enough shame and misery to my family and any more isn't worth the time or trouble
If getting a job and becoming an adult doesn't make me happy then I'll fake my own death to spare my parents the truth
I miss you Annou.
>>27355633
I wish I never met you.
My entire time knowing you was a waste of time.
You're a psychopath.
You deserved so much better, so why did you settle for so little? Because you're a desperate loser.
You deserve every bad thing that's ever happened to you.
Your boobs will never suckle an infant, your uterus is a barren tomb.
I broke my rule with you. Now I will never trust a girl with freckles again.
You made me no longer believe in love.
here it goes. Fuck you Ryan you hot headed fat fuck all I wanted to do was to help you with the cooking. No matter how well I cooked it was never good enough. All you do is bitch and moan while smoking that stupid vape stick. You ruined what ever confidence I had left and made me feel like utter shit. I hope you lost your case you wife beating cunt
>>27355633
Please fuck off kevin, I don't hate you or anything but it's getting annoying when you keep asking me to fuck you! Im not into trannys even though you look exactly like a girl and not a fucked up lab experiment.
Fuck you you fat disgusting divorced whore. Why the fuck did you move in with them anyway?
Stop acting like a child, you're a grown woman.
Are you the dumb cunt that set them up on a date together? Did you pass on some horrible fucking advice?
Just because some coach in high school nearly fucked you decades ago doesn't mean you have to go around ruining other people's chances at love.
You tried to prevent her getting into a bad relationship, but that totally backfired. Now she's ruined for life. Now no man in her right mind will love her. And I know she doesn't have many options so she'll stay with that criminal. You stupid fucking fat bitch.
mom,
I'm sorry we don't have a better relationship. It's my fault and yours. I know I'm not the person you wanted me to be, and I know you stopped being a mother to me a long time ago. I still remember all those nights we spent screaming at each other, the times you and Dad told me that it didn't matter if I came home, the times I sobbed to you on the phone in inpatient for you to hang up, and when you told the rest of the family where I was without asking. I'm not going to be a doctor. I'm not going to school in Chicago. Though this stuff comes back to me, I am doing a lot better. Though it feels like now that I've moved out, I'll never be welcome home again. I love you mom, I think. I'm sorry it's not more than that.
It's been at least 4 years since I posted in r9k and I think I've made a successful transition into being a normie. But I live with a constant and crippling self-doubt about my social prowess. Anyway if there's anything I want to get off my chest it's definitely in regards to my ex, Ellen. I miss her. Maybe I just miss feeling like a normie and not being alone, but it's been close to 6 months and I still think about her at least twice a day. I posted a song on my Facebook for "throwback Thursday" that was basically directed at her, there's a line that goes "...I don't know what I need, clutching and fingering the rosary beads." She gave me a rosary she stole from a mosque and I used it to finger her, we used to call my dick "the pope."
The biggest bullshit, though, is that the cuntwitch, who before then had cut contact, had the craven audacity to /like/ the song that I posted about the rosary beads I fingered her with.
For whatever fucking reason it sent me into a spiral of self-loathing and regret, and I can't do anything right anymore. I mean, here I am describing to someone not vague enough my bitch-made position.
I guess by some measures I'm still a normie, having turned my back on my fellow robots in an attempt to assimilate. I deserve no sympathy
>>27367801
>hot headed
that was funny
>>27368021
>It's my fault and yours
Fuck you Scott, you were supposed to help me, not take her as another fucking gf you throw away after a couple of months. Fucking destroyed my self-confidence, and I cant believe I ever forgave you. Yeah it doesnt bother me as much anymore, but shit did you bring me down. I'll be above you two soon.
>>27361148
Nah, schizo narccissist. Pretty sure i'm at least a cyborg. Then again, i'm ginna fuck a pure finnish qt khv. We're all gonna make it.
>>27355633
Lokk, I didn't want to bring this up, but I know that you and Bryce fucked. I don't know why, and I don't really care about that, I just want to know why you didn't tell me. I understand we're not dating, but you can't get all shitty with me for making out with Rosie and then go do something like this. What was it you told me? "You can fuck whoever you want, just don't tell me you love me when you do". Look, I love you, and I know that you don't love him, so just tell me why you didn't think I should know? Did you not want to hurt my feelings? Because if you had've told me, I wouldn't have been crying to myself at 4 am with a knife on my throat. I get that I over reacted, it's one of my problems. But it's just that I thought you loved me. Or did everything change after Rosie? No matter how many times I apologized, no matter how many times I told you it didn't mean anything, and you even told me that we should forget it and move on. But I don't think you did. I still beat myself up about it when I think about it. And then this happens, and I just don't understand why you did it. Maybe you didn't want to. Maybe he forced you. But if he did, you should have told me. But no, I don't even get that from you. Once again, you can fuck whoever you want. Just don't tell me you love me afterwards. Not that you ever have after Rosie. If you didn't like me, I wish you would just fucking say it so I can stop wasting my time and my tears.
>>27369673
>pure finnish qt khv
>VOICE LIKE A CAT FIGHT
Dear Rachel,
I love you, truly. I came to my senses last night when you told me you did something just for me. I looked into your eyes and at that moment, I knew. We're a bit far apart and not seeing you for so long poisoned my thoughts. I know now, without a doubt that you're all I want. And I most certainly cannot wait to see you soon.
I want to kill myself.
I've had nothing but a shit ride, a shit childhood, and a shit adolescence. I made strides by moving in with my dad and getting away from all the bullshit of my mom's house, and then he dies within my first year of being here. He was my best friend and my role model. Abiding by his wishes on his deathbed, I forced myself to enroll back into/graduate high school and start college. Neglected to mention, I had moved in with my grandparents(his parents) following his death so I could do all that. I decided after 5 years compacted into 3 years of work/education considering I took no holidays or summer leisure I deserved a short break, and thats when my mom told me about this good job opportunity at a warehouse back in my hometown. I was repelled at first but my dad has always wanted me to watch out for my mom and considering its been three years since I last saw her, on top of being the blindly optimistic due to my personal success, I figured I've sail over and save up money as discussed. I didn't know by doing that that I had severed my relationship with my grandparents who now don't want me back. Grandparents who convinced everyone on that side of the family that I used them for things which is a lie within itself considering I paid my own expenses and did everything I could to help them. I lost the job I was promised coming back because alcoholic drug addict mentally ill stepdad is a piece of shit and steals the car under his frenzy's which got me fired. No other place in the area is hiring/will hire me, and I've been stuck on mobile hotspot internet for 6/10 months in total now. I feel by finishing one my game projects and generating a passive income via sales or adsense is one the few methods I could turn to and earn money and save myself from this hell-hole, but I lack the money to even do that. I'm miserable, gaining weight, and want to die every second I'm in this position. I don't want to abandon my mom and little sister either though.
>>27360812
control freak big brother, he has an unexplainable chokehold of me, and he makes sure i dont even smoke weed
>>27370211
do a flip bitch
I love you Victoria. I wish I never left you. But, considering our situations, it was the right thing to do. We've both played our cards and, frankly, we are exhausted. I will never forget you. Please take care of yourself.
I wish I hadn't fucked up with the one person who could have helped me rise out of the years of shitty circumstances. I just couldn't cope with the fact that she actually liked me, or that at least it could have lasted, so I just ran away. It's too late now.
I can't live like this anymore. Everyday I die a little more inside. Can anyone define life and what a living person is? I'm not really alive I'm just a biological machine processing data and food. My heart has gone cold and hollow, I cannot feel. My mind is a circus filled with shit. I'm just going through the motions of life like some sick perverse parody. My throat cannot utter words. Other humans have become my predators, I am their prey. I am reaping what I have sown.
I'm bored right now. But that isn't a problem, at least I don't want to kill myself all the time.
I've traveled half the globe back to my hometown I haven't been in years thinking the sun and memories would fix me. But it's just the same old shit. I'm still lost. Just days of drinking, getting high and talking shit and laughing with people I should be calling friends but it never feels like it. Else it's escapism to the internet as usual and even that gets more tedious every time. Reckless motorcycle driving still shows that I wouldn't mind dying, the accident sure proved it. At least i'm active instead of rotting in my room, "internship" gets me out of bed but that won't last long. In a couple of months I will probably go back to uni and try to get that degree just to say I got the paper and figure things out from there, don't know if i'll even manage that last year, I mean 5 years of doing dick in uni and still no paper. It's not even important in the general direction of life but I still focus on it, cause else I wouldn't know what to do.
I can't even materialize in my head the guilt that devouring me, of having great opportunities and good enough capabilities to do anything I want and yet not doing anything, of not feeling anything over my father's death when I should.
I guess i've never been good with feelings, and neither with people, even though I learned how to play the social game in highschool I still feel like i'm just pretending with other people even though it's probably the real me. What is real friendship? What is intimacy?
I'm not even clinically depressed, it's not hormones in my brain that could be fixed by drugs. Somethings wrong and I can't pinpoint what that is exactly nor can I fix it. Something's been wrong for years now and the effects get stronger and stronger every year. I'm just lost.
Dear F,
your pussy is ugly and smells like dead meat.
I only pretended to be drunk and tired.If i didnt stop i would have thrown up.
Also i AM into tits,i only said i dont care about tits because youre flat as a board.
You think im into you but i only did it because i feel bad for you.
>>27371674
Look pal, normanism is only a delusion, a way to distract one's self from the utter, ugly, and absolute truth, which is what you've concluded, one can only see things this way once they've stripped their lives from everyother desire/passion, to reach this painful and tormenting conclusion.
