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2016-03-16 07:49:07 Post No. 27190475
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2016-03-16 07:49:07
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One of my best friends from school killed himself this weekend.
And I feel like it's my fault, I know for a fact that it isn't, I haven't spoken to him in over a year.
>Be me Literal assburger with Adhd.
>Be massively isolated from everyone else in my class in school.
>Go to slightly crappy youth club thing due to pressure from mother.
>Make friends with three other guys from my class, Normies, but still pretty nice guys.
>One was kind of an asshole but that's another story.
>We'll call the friend I'm focusing on here John.
>He's pretty much the opposite of me, almost a chad.
>Not that into sports but he can play guitar and he's funny, everyone likes him including teachers.
>He has shit tons of friends that I don't even talk to, but our group still eat together at lunch and hang out together when we've free time.
>Things continue like this for a few years he gives me way less shit than other people and doesn't treat me any worse than anyone else.
>I have massive anxiety, so sometimes I miss school.
>don't talk to friends as much.
>Think about killing myself , get pretty depressed.
>Graduate, do horribly on Exams.
>Don't talk to anyone for about a year, then start feeling lonely.
>Meet up with friends for new years eve
>Go to smalish Pub, they drink, I don't.
>It's not too bad, pretty quiet.
>Things seem pretty good.
>The next day get text from "john"
"...I'm stuck."
>It turns out that his girlfriend cheated on him with his "bestfriend."
>Never met his girlfriend or that friend.
>We talk for a while through texts, it's about 2 am.
>Text him again a few times the next few days.
>Phone breaks, lose his number.
>Try to contact him on NormieBook
>He's deleted his account, don't know why, maybe his girlfriend tried contacting him through it, I honestly have no idea.
>Get new phone a couple of weeks later.
>Don't have his number, I could probably get it, but what if he's pissed off that I haven't been replying.
>Autistic Anxiety activates.
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