>Be me
>Never really fit in as far as I can remember
>Move alot no stable house/school
>Shitty relationship between parents which will obviously eventually end in divorce
>Sister and cousin are both Stacies but are nice to me, probably out of pity
>Never share any problems with anyone
>Never share anything aside from idle conversation with anyone
>Have at most 2 friends at school throughout childhood
>Middle school comes around, this is where everything gets even more terrible
>6&7 grade I hung out with robot-tier kids
>Cousin/sister always saying how innocent/lame I am
>No girls will even look my direction
>8th grade comes around
>Still a autistic faggot
>My cousin is good friends with all the cool kids, says I can hang out with her no problem
>She really does mean it, one of the few good people in my life
>The problem was her friends, as I said before I was a massive faggot
>Never fit in with them, only make 1 friend and I think it's out of pity again
>Her friends bully me when she's not around
>Obviously tell no one
>Especially won't tell her, don't wanna start any problems when everything was fine before I got there
>Girls literally look at me and start giggling and whispering to eachother like some shit out of Mean Girls
>Like all the other years, just play vidya at home, never go out at all
>Finally gtfo of middle school
>Still obv robot
>HS comes around
>Fall for the self-improvement meme
>Start thinking freshman year will be the year I become normal
>Hang out with sister and her senior friends since I had no friends
>Undiagnosed auist so I don't even fucking talk
>Before I know it the years over. Same shit different day
>Sophomore year my sister had graduated and this is where I got really bad
>Hated school so fucking much
>Not cause of work but cause of people
>Just linger around my one friend from middle school
>On my phone all the time don't even look up when walking
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>>26599740
Wow what great thread
Cont.
>Skip school to smoke and get on Xbox because people at least talked to me and I was really good at CoD
>Failing every single class
>Don't care
>Miracle I haven't been kicked out yet
>Skip right after 1st period on an almost daily basis
>Tell my one buddy that I'm skipping to go chill with people or some shit
>On days when he's absent at school I would walk around the hallways during lunch
>He was absent alot
>Walking around like that would make me extremely anxious
>Get sweaty and shit
>Back to class- "hehe anon why are you so red hehe"
>Sophomore year passes
>Junior years the same garbage
>17 at this point. Decide enough is enough. Senior year will be the year I become a normie
>Give the self-improvement meme another chance
>Lose weight(wasn't fat in the first place tho)
>Start feeling confident
>I'm extremely behind on credits because of the past 3 years
>Taking underclassmen classes
>Don't care still
>Start talking to more people, meet a few girls
>Feel like I'm finally escaping robotism
>Have a good amount of what I thought were friends
>Smoke with them after school almost daily
>Skip with them
>Girls are now nice to me(proves that girls treat you based on status)
>Still not normie, its more of "knowing he language"
>Still don't go out or anything but idgaf I have school friends at least
>Shits going real good forget about robot-feels, feel confident, no more social anxiety
>Shits the best its ever been
>Some fucking POS assistant principal comes in one day and takes me out of class to search me
>Finds cigarettes no big deal
>Talks to my dramatic as fuck mom
>She withdraws me from the school
>Have it all just tken away from me
Been about 3 months now without a single message from my "friends". I can't initiate now because it is far too late and that ship has sailed. My real problem however is that my robotism is back. I'm again nervous around others, depressed, wasting my life etc. For the past 3 months I've done nothing but play vidya at home
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My mother has been getting progressively more tired of my shit. Now everything she tells me is with attitude. Constantly tells me how I'm wasting my life. Constantly tells me I'm obsessed with vidya and have no life. Every time she talks about me to other people you can hear the disappointment and she quickly changes topics. Literally smoke 3-4 times a day to not think about my problems. Days I can't smoke I cry myself to sleep. Cousin still at school-doesnt talk to me.
My sister(also only friend) is now gone because she has a life and I won't see her for almost a year
Went from the best point in my life to the lowest within a day.
Prob won't get replies or no one cares understandably but I can't talk to anyone irl
When did you Robots realize you're here forever?
Seems "normal" to me. But also, I'm a robot, so who am I to judge?
>>26600079
Manage a way to make some money and leave your fucking house
also should not be illegal to withdraw a minor from school without his permission?
>>26600079
How the hell did your mother ''withdraw you from school''
Isn't school your fucking right you humonguous faggot?
You were fucking 17 and you let a roastie make life decisions for you?
Jesus Christ...
I also have a failed escape story.
>be shut-in teenager, never go outside and no friends
>get in car accident
>be in coma with traumatic brain injury
>eventually wake up, relearn to walk, talk etc.
>go back to school with array of new mental illnesses
>meet pretty girl
>literally faint in front of her because of new medication's adverse effect on brain injury
>we start talking days later
>start relationship
>she understands I have pretty bad mental and emotional issues on account of almost dying
>still loves me and is understanding
>2 years go by
>go off to separate colleges, but only an hour apart
>depression comes ago
>get in particularly bad slump
>she meets new female friend who is a total fucking slut
>get paranoid and depressed
>talk to her a lot because of that
>"you don't give me enough space"
>give her space
>"you don't give me enough attention"
>stress compounds, leads to heavy thoughts of suicide
>try to keep this irrationality away from her but still like talking to her because she makes me feel better and understands
>at some point she stops understanding and gets mad at me for talking about my problems
>stop talking to her about my problems so as not to upset her
>she sends messages in pic related
>revert back to shut-in status
>>26601692
No because I'm under her custody I had no say. I left out the fact that no school will take me now so I have to get GED
Your mother is a huge fucking cunt. People like her shouldn't be parents. My advice would be to ditch her for good and become a drifter. Read the story of 'Tramp Anon', it shouldn't be hard to find on the interwebz.
Becoming a drifter will make you a rawer person with more confidence.
Ideally don't be homeless if you have any ways of getting by. But yeah ditch your fucking mom, you deserve to be free of robot life, anon. I wish I at least took the chances you did
>>26601919
How can she withdraw you from school? Smells like bullshit.
>>26602125
The fucking AP that searched me told her about my grades and all that shit and that if I were his son he would withdraw me and she fucking listened to him and withdrew me. When I went to sign up at another school they couldn't take me cause they couldn't schedule my make-up classes.
Best part is the school couldn't even do anything because it's just fucking cigarettes she withdrew me so I wouldn't have friends cause apparently that's adequate punishment for having cigarettes in school
>>26602332
Most states still have compulsory education laws. If she withdraws you from school, she most likely is required to provide home schooling for you as an alternative, and show proof of it.
