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I want to hear your life story, /r9k/ tell me why you are here.
Remember this is all anonymous and just fucking let it out.
>Bullier through entire schooling.
>Didn't develop social skills
>No friends
>Developed depression and anxiety
>Work Casual at a super market while living with my parents
>24th Birthday not long ago
>Virgin
>Maxed in RuneScape
That's my life, anon.
>started off a pretty normal kid, had a good best friend in first grade through 4th, we both did autistic nerdy shit
>parents get divorced
>move to school for 5th grade
>never felt like I fit in again
>depression hit hard 9th grade - drop out
>NEET for 2 years, get a job to not look like a lazy cunt
>can't hold jobs, go back to school
>depressed as fuck since 5th grade move
>now trying to get my shit together - just become a person that I actually fucking enjoy being
>r9k kind of knows my old depressed feels, most easily relate to everyone on here I think
good shit being maxed in runescape man, dope discipline I couldn't handle that shit for that long.
what you tryna do in the future?
>told by my middleschool crush that I'd be cute when I'm older
>decide to pour myself into my career and worry about women later when I'm older and better looking
>years later
>my career is a huge success and I can retire at 25
>crushed by loneliness and riddled with mental illness
I've shaken the hands of my heroes. I've worked with peers that I admire. I've traveled the world. I've set huge goals for myself and crushed them when everyone else said I couldn't. My body tried to kill me and I beat it. My mind tried to kill me and I tamed it.
But its only now that I am realizing it doesn't matter at all if I have no one to share my life with.
>>25454100
if you have accomplished all that I'm sure you can find someone to share your life with.
sounds like just another challenge to overcome for you
>>25453947
I got sick and turned into a cripple who suffers chronic pain among other health issues. Only reason I ended up on /r9k/. Before I got sick I was a entrepreneur and going back to school trying to get my life back together as i was a troubled kid.
If it can't get fixed I am gonna kill myself. FUCK trying to live like this SO goddamn hard. This isn't living even before at least i was trying to get shit fixed and get my life on track now I can't even do that.
>>25454100
How did you end up successful anon? I keep trying and failing hard.
>>25454100
It's over desu
Everyone on r9k GO ER
poofters LOL
My life story in one image.
I feel like anyone who would describe themself as a robot right now had success at one point or another then spiraled deep down into depression
>living in the uk while ginger, probably the worst place in the world for discrimination
>5'6"
>ugly
>no one ever wanted to be around me because of it even though I was perfectly normal
>develop extreme resentment for anyone who was happy, it isn't their fault but why is it me who has to suffer
>self isolation
>failed exams
>have to redo year of study
Should I just commit?
>>25454221
I abandoned my social life, quit my job, dropped out of college, and pushed the limits of my relationship with my family before even starting.
I worked on improving my art all day every day for a few years until I was roaring in rage at whatever stupid little thing tried to stop me from learning and improving.
I threw away my career and dream job despite struggling so hard to earn the chance too. For must the same reason I am single and lonely: I hate myself.
My life is great - getting over a thousand bucks a month for disability. If you don't do drugs it's more than enough.
>Pretty normal before school age
>Start school
>Found to have a really high IQ, put in a gifted program for it
>Have tons of trouble with it for some reason
>Teachers and other kids all treat me like shit
>Find out later I have a motor skill disability that makes it very difficult to write by hand
>Get tutoring for years, learn to write
>Go to normal middle school, have friends, do OK in classes, things seem OK
>Slated to go to pretty rough public HS, parents hate the idea, lobby successfully to get me back into gifted program at other school
>It's the same kids that all hated me in elementary school
>No friends anymore, except the ones from middle school that I see maybe once a month
>Growth spurt, start beating up kids that bullied me
>Like girls in HS, they like me, I'm too aspie to do anything.
>Kicked out of high school for fights.
>Pass proficiency exam, get diploma at 16
>Get into anime
>Get job, work for a year, get fired over an argument with my retard manager
>Go to college for photography, school is a total fucking scam, drop out
>At least I lost my v-card there though
>Parents kick me out for dropping out, become homeless and end up living on a friend's floor
>So desperate that I fuck this fat chick with a thing for me because it means a free vacation and a nice dinner and free booze
>"Friend" ditches me elsewhere after getting sick of me 6 months or so later.
>Beg parents to let me come back
>Move back in
>Get another job
>Meet 9/10 QT girl at weeb con with a BF
>She breaks up, I go to help her "move" into her new place, 400mi from my hometown
>End up moving in with her
>Great for 6 months
>GF is cosplayer, I take pro pics, they go viral.
>Now she's famous or some shit, in books and magazines and big blogs.
I'll continue in next post.
>>25453947
>Started life like 22 years ago
>no father
>poverty
>5 years old got put into special class
>meet friend.
>abuse me, let me down and mock everything that I do.
>non consentual sex.
>childhood in behavioral problem class.
>fast forward to high school
>got thrown out in regular class
>still poor and people mock cause I don't have brand of stupid shit or whatever
>get bullied again.
>one day I fight back cause fed up.
>get now bullied violently even to death threat
>Sacrifice the old me that once I was for a more violent me myself in order to survive
>bullying don't stop and I snap until I met a psychiatrist.
>get diagnosed high functioning autist
>thrown out in special class (again) but for another thing
>teacher work jack shit with academic and threat us like children. therefore I only come to school to socialize with people
>Say stupid shit like life is good for you and blablabla when it is the opposite
>Still no friend cause very aggressive in nature
>get in trouble daily (cause fucking up program and other shit).
>now physically active but but lack emotions other than anger and rage
>become distrustful and reclusive of people. Always assume other motive until proven wrong
>Didn't finish school
>got thrown out of my house cause family issues and failed expectation
>Homelessness for some time.
>find an apartment
>ungraduated
>NEET since 2 years.
>live of autismbux poorly still and strive to put food on the table.
>Now I became overly cynical and just dislike most people I meet.
>Bullied through elementary and most of middle school
>Became very isolated and socially awkward
>Just stayed inside and played vidya
>move to US of A after 7th grade
>Not bullied anymore
>Somehow I become a Chad attracting girls left and right
>1st gf
>Lasted couple of months
>Freshman year
>Chadness level waning
>Moved schools twice that year
>No friends
>Sophomore and Junior year uneventful
>At least had 1 good friend to keep me going
>He moved away after Junior year
>Become isolated yet again
>Just the quiet kid in the corner of the classroom
>Now Senior year
>Parents want a divorce
>All friends from here and back home cut contact
>Fell back on school work due to stress and depression, straight F's last semester
>Gained weight
Is jumping off the Grand Canyon a good way to go? I feel I can easily make it look like an accident.
>>25454007
RoT?
>>25454384
>Meanwhile start freelance photog career, doing pretty well, also start writing
>Become newspaper editor
>GF turns into total cunt
>Fame is getting to her, she's super paranoid about the exposure, blows all her money on skin products and shit.
>She never does anything, treats me like shit
>So badly don't want to be alone that I stay
>4 years pass
>She graduates college
>We move to my city, move in with parents "temporarily"
>6 months later, neither of us have new jobs
>She's an alcoholic now, won't leave the room because she's super paranoid about anybody seeing her ever.
>She hates me now because I don't treat her like the "celebrity" she is.
>I'm lucky to have sex with her once every 3 months.
>Get sick with IBS from the stress.
May 2013
>She goes to con without me
>Comes back and says "don't believe anything you hear."
>I believe things I hear.
>Reading Oyasumi Punpun on the couch all night after an argument, he gives up on shit that doesn't make him happy.
>Next morning, tell her I can't take it anymore, go find a new place.
>She does, and is living with the guy I suspected her of cheating with within weeks.
>Warn her new roommates about her, they don't believe me
>She talks tons of shit, people believe it
About 6 months pass
>Get a new job, pretty cool but crazy commute and hours
>Now making more in 3 months than ex makes in a year, kek
>Those same ex-friends come back, tell me they're sick of her shit, should have believed me
Another couple of years pass. It's now May '15
>Get fed up with work hours and commute, leave.
>Had job offers doing the same thing, but need a degree.
>Start college last fall
>Pretty fun, but a surprising amount of work.
I haven't gotten laid or had a date since the breakup. I kissed a girl once while rolling on MDMA at a con, that's it. Hopefully '16 will change that.
>>25454384
>>25454478
Oh, I forgot to say, everything before ex-GF happened before 21 or 22. I was with her for 4.5 years, so broke up just before my 27th bday. I'm almost 30 now.
>>25454434
"autism"
anyone who isn't a cuck would defend themselves in those bullying situations man
>>25454463
>that isolated quiet kid
fuck that hits me hard in the feels
>>25454529
Exactly why today I have zero tolerance for this.
>>25454529
and I did defend myself the thing is that it went out of proportion and I was outnumbered.
>>25454384
>>25454478
>>25454499
fuck man that blows but you should have pulled out earlier.
have you tried meeting girls somehow since?
>social misfit in school, to nerdy for the cool kids, too alt for the nerds,
>coasted through class relying on intelligence to scrape passes
> went to college and drank too much (rock nightclub next to house)
>Failed college and moved home with parents
>moved out and got a job in a nightclub
>currently 18k in debt, in a shitty job where all I do is sleep, work and Vidya/anime
Who else /cyborg/ /wagecuck/ here?
>interests stop matching everyone else's in middle school
>8th grade, all my friends are in different classes
>none of them try to keep contact, get down to a single friend
>he moves
>start hs alone, cant make friends
>become socially anxious and an outcast
>get depressed, lose motivation
>finish hs without being an acquaintance to even 1 person
>currently NEETing around until i have the courage to start college
>>25454567
fuck modern diagnosis' they just lump everyone into a fucking box dude
>>25454589
dealt some shit cards, m8
>>25454668
So how do you get your life back from these asshole ?
>>25454641
Yeah, I have.
It just doesn't go anywhere. Maybe it's them, maybe it's me, who knows. My friends say I'm doing nothing wrong, but if that were the case you'd think I wouldn't still be alone and sexless almost 3 years later.
I've always been shitty at meeting and hooking up with girls, and wasting my whole 20s in a stupid relationship instead of practicing really fucked me over.
I wish that I could turn back time because now the guilt is all min... shit, I need to stop listening to Komm Susser Tod.
>>25454768
you can never get anything back, it's gone.
you have to accept they took it and try to live well to see them mad, I guess.
>>25454777
that song got me through some rough times m8, I think listening is cathartic.
>>25454828
Better that way I guess.
>>25454828
/a/ looping it fucked me up, I had it going nonstop and immediately switched to youtube as soon as it went down. I'm considering finding somewhere to buy it and make it my ringtone.
I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not. On one hand, it reflects my life so damn much- I feel like I'm making progress, and then everything comes tumbling down and returns to nothing, and that's really cathartic. On the other hand, I don't really think wallowing in my catharsis is the best idea.
I also bawled my fucking eyes out to it yesterday.
I was listening to it yesterday, and, see, my 2D waifu had a thing where she dumped the guy she loved because she knew he loved somebody else. I saw the episode where that happened two days after I had to do exactly the same thing to the girl I loved.
/a/ had a thread where they asked what the last anime you cried to was, and that was the answer I wanted to use. It just started flooding out for the first time since the week of the breakup as soon as I looked at the image I was going to post.
God damnit it's happening again.
>>25453947
>Live in New England until I was 6
>live in Pennsylvania for 6 years, was very popular, fit in perfectly
>move back to new england when I was 12
>Never make a single friend
>start isolating myself
>develop a deep interest in electronics fueled by my father
>become very skilled at it, I can fix most any electronic device you give me
>start dumpsterdiving for shit cool shit to repair
>this starts taking away from the time I invest in school
>fail highschool completely
>parents kick me out of the house and basically disown me because I flunked hs
>go homeless for a 2 month long shitshow, migrate down to the big city
>eventually scrape up enough cash to rent out a storage cell and make a decent workshop in it
>I've now been living in that cell for the past almost 2 1/2 years, dumpsterdiving at the prestigious universities and research buildings in the city for electronics, fixing them up, and selling them to get by
>now turning 20 in march and struggling to improve
Never had a single gf, or a female friend. Feels bad man
fuck
I tried so goddamn hard
I made myself so much of a better person
why wasn't it enough?
why?
What the fucking fuck?
I wish that I could turn back time so I could do it over again with somebody else
I just can't forget the love and pride
It's killing me inside
I don't even miss her, I just miss not being alone, I miss not having to worry about if I'd ever not be alone, I just hurt so goddamn much that she couldn't be a damn decent person and break up with me instead of leeching off of me while she fell in love with somebody else and lying to me about it.
It's like I'm walking on a goddamned treadmill and every time I think I'm close to the other end, somebody turns it on and it drags me back to flat on the floor.
What the fuck did I do in a past life to deserve this? Was I Hitler or something?
>>25453947
>13 year old me
>trying to be normie
>get gf (fat, ugly, and mean)
>she leaves me on my birthday
>depression starts, self hate starts, realize I'm different from the normies
>cry and fap for years
Fast foward a little to late highschool
>friends start smoking weed
>always against it but depressed, nothing to lose
>sudden "deep" introspective thoughts
>start hating myself and everyone less
>see the world in a different light
>start thinking about a small quaint life
>don't want college but parents send me off anyway
>continue my quest for change and knowledge with LSD
>start thinking more clearly than ever before
>overdose on it one day
>lost all anxiety
>lost all paranoia
>Started to understand myself better psychologically
>develope an interest in enlightenment, buddhism, and Daoism
>fail out of uni because I'm not motivated to become a code monkey anymore
>currently NEET living with parents who don't understand my want for a very simple spiritual life
>just want to peruse a happy life for me and for parents
>they get more and more mad and want me to pay them $35000 back for sending me to college that I never asked for
And that's it I guess. I'm currently finding a way to pay them back $35000 (loans I guess) and trying to get a job and have to find a place on my own and have to train for IT certificates so I can actually save some amount of money at some point.
29 year old femanon. My sisters are 38, 37, no kids, no family. I am no kids/no family.
Our father was married to a woman, Ruth. Father (40) met Mother (23), impregnated her, promised to be with her, blah blah. Mother had a son, placed him for adoption. Mother went on to have us three girls while Father still married. Father abusive, beat the shit out of us, didn't work. Mother is a nurse and worked 2-3 jobs to support us (and him) and she also nursed his wife AND her mother in their final years of life. Older sisters were also forced to take care of them but I wasn't because I was too young (3-4 years old). Sick fucking bitches.
Father thankfully died 10 years ago and did the world a huge goddamn favor. One sister is schizophrenic as was our father. The other sister is so fucking bitter and jaded and mean. I have good job, live alone, in my dissertation phase of my phd. Who the fuck could ever want to be with me? I don't even want to be with me.
Every second, hour, day which goes by the only thing that I can think about is the fact I am only getting closer and closer to death. I will never get this time back again, ever. Only to reach the inevitable death for an eternity. An infinite amount of time will go by in an instant upon the death of my brain.
This causes a paradox in my head, I really really don't want to live on this planet anymore but because of the reasons above I can't. Call me edgy but I cannot take it anymore, should I see a doctor? Can they help or will they just prescribe pills that will make an "artificial happy"?
I am >>25454328 btw
>born to lower class parents, white trash
>dad was drug dealer-- painkillers, that kind of thing
>dad would beat me and siblings senseless.
>always hungry, always upset
>cps show up one day, deemed me unfit to be placed in foster care, spend time in mental hospital for children
>weened back to health by hospital, but never really recover physically or mentally
>parent's split up while in hospital, both end up dying. Mom was pushed down steps by new boyfriend.
>When no longer on death's bed get moved to orphange
>No one tells me so for longest time think they just didn't want me any more
>put into foster family, they use me for government money + easy labor
>study hard in school but have constant insane mental breakdowns
>have bad relationship with siblings in same foster family
>end up with maybe 3 close friends
>other kids don't understand me or maybe I don't understand them
>get shitty job instead of having to socialize
>every relationship I get in fails
>forced onto streets after finishing high school
>rampant mental illness keeps me homeless off and on
>discover that I'm a faggot but coming out might ruin my life and what connections I've worked so hard to build
>get college paid for by state because studied hard + orphan
I'm three years into university with a shitty code monkey job. I really am trying to have a better life. But I always feel crushed.
>>25455232
I'm sorry, anon. I don't have any life-altering advice for you. But to tell you that I'm very sorry that happened to you and it's not fair. Congratulations on almost being done with uni and for putting one foot in front of the other and getting to work. You're doin ok, lad.
>I think i'm becoming a cannibal
>desire to eat a /r9k/ user while he's still alive
Fuck me, I was already creepy enough.
A tip for any robot, pls don't try to contact personally other robots some of us want to brutally skin you alive and eat your tasty meat with red wine when you nothing but squealing and crying.
>>25455047
I'd be with you if you are nice and kind and I'll be the same in return. I'm like no match for you intellectually though.
>obsessed with history since childhood
>parents make me do sports that I hate
>as a result, I hate sports
>enroll in school
>eventually have to take a test
>get into gifted program, but have dyscalculia
>so many good stem fields shut off just like that
>no friends because get mad at people doing dumb thing (teachers get mad because I don't coddle this one kid who thought his mom was 20ft tall, lol)
>have literally one friend until age 10
>Odie (oldest of family Border Collies dies)
>start to get suicidal at age 10
>eventually subsides
>make a few more friends
>become known as the guy who knows everything about the USSR
>get attacked in the school locker rooms
>actually considered going school shooter on them after one of them puts a used condom on my shoulder, but didnt (was 14 at this point)
>enter HS
>things actually going well
>good grades
>good rapport with teachers
>solid group of friends
>sophomore year
>become friends with my oneitis; she was two years older than me and had a bf, so nothing ever became of it, but she and her bf were good people, so hold nothing against them
>more disturbingly, mental illness begins to show signs, in me threatening women who show interest in me
>things like "I'll burn your fucking house down"
>somehow don't get in trouble
>grow out of threatening, but otherwise things continue as normal until mid-junior year
>failing pre-calculus horribly due to aforementioned dyscalculia
>increasing stress
>Irritable Bowel Syndrome, literally spend Junior year shitting five times a day forty minutes at a time
>grades plummet
>get medication
>things finally start to improve
>Segie (other Border Collie we had had since as long as I could remember) dies at age 14
>have an actual mental breakdown
>massive relapse
>hallucinate her still walking around, but don't mention this
>become suicidal
>take ACT
>all of this causes me to only score a 21
>get this score back
>extreme disappointment in self
Continued next
>>25455332
I'm a nice person, but my main fault is that I don't care if you live or die, if you come home or not, if we are together or apart, because I never really expect you to be there the next day. We could be in a relationship for 10 years and if you decided to leave, I literally would not give an iota of a fuck.
>>25455336
>think I won't be able to get into any Universities because of a fucked up shitting schedule
>become extremely suicidal
>go to a few months of therapy, doesn't work
>eventually able to retake ACT with bathroom breaks
>31
>GPA still fucking shredded
>senior year
>take AP US History to boost GPA
>year goes much better
>eventually graduate among top of class
>highest grade on AP exam
>get a nice scholarship
>apart from classes, very unhappy at Uni, can't meet anyone
>eventually see psychologist
>diagnosed with Schizotypal Personality Disorder
Pretty much where I am now, lads.
>>25455272
Thanks anon. I'm trying. I figure that even if I fail, at least I tried? But it seems the more I work up and more I do the more I have to lose if I fail or regress into a pool of crazy
>>25455395
That's okay if I can expect you not to leave. Maybe you'll care when I squeeze your hands on your deathbed when you are 80.
I'm pretty trash as a human and younger than you though but I think I'd like to talk to you or so
>>25455336
>>25455401
fuck dude, I have this IBS bullshit too.
It's the worst thing that's ever happened to me, despite some pretty fucked up shit in my life, and it's so goddamn crippling. The worst part is that people act like it's not a real thing and make fun of you for it.
>>25454905
>I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not. On one hand, it reflects my life so damn much- I feel like I'm making progress, and then everything comes tumbling down and returns to nothing, and that's really cathartic. On the other hand, I don't really think wallowing in my catharsis is the best idea.
I don't think the idea itself is necessary bad or good, it's just what you use the idea to create
eg:
we'll all be nothing so it's all pointless and I should give up
or we'll all be nothing so it's all pointless and I should just enjoy it however
>>25454937
you need to start a repair business for the common folk anon, normies will let you fuck their firstborns ass if you fix their computers. I used to work at comcast, I know.
>people paying 60$+ a month for us to run virus scans and factory default their router
>>25455462
That's why, if I have to explain it (which I prefer not to), I use the old name, spastic colon. No one would say muscle spasms don't happen, and that is what it is, so why the fuck did they rename it something that normies will just say isn't real?
had many women in my life
never had sex with them
and now most of them hate me or forgot I exist
that's pretty much it
>>25455401
Anon I genuinely feel proud of you for making the right decisions and choosing to continue your education.
So many people would give up but you chose to keep trying. I hope you can be happy again and now that you are diagnosed I hope you can somehow treat it and get some happiness in your life.
>>25455128
if you actually want to improve you gotta try, read the power of now or some self improvement books
>>25455395
[email protected]
I guess you should send me some contact info there if you want to talk
>>25453947
Born and raised in Bulgaria by a caring and loving family.
The economy and education are shit: if you are trying to find a job before you get some degree in college, you either find none or you get some shitty 12 hours per day even during the weekends job for 400 euros per month.
The education system here is so bad that the western employers won't accept my college diploma.
What really bugs me is that my parents were invited by relatives in Germany to move there when I was a baby but they refused.
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? IM FORCED TO LIVE IN THIS FUCKING GYPSY SHITHOLE BECAUSE MY DAD WAS TOO LAZY TO LEARN GERMAN
>>25455646
>tfw there won't be a message coming
Time to cry myself back to sleep
>grew up fat
>bullied by a big amount of people
>got into fights, luckily i was strong enough to win them all
>people at jobs treated me like shit
>did drugs for 5 years and developed severe mental illness
>stabilized for now and found a great hobby but life is still shit
>fat kid from childhood all the way until first year of high school
>bullied constantly
>am now quite athletic/ripped but still distrustful of people because of past experiences
>studying at large public college
>talented at stem so am top of my class
>working full time as well
>make more than some of my profs so have decent savings(for a college kid)
>don't really like being social, and try to avoid excessive interaction with people
>just slowly but steadily improving my life situation day by day
I want to one day have enough influence to cause suffering to everyone I feel has wronged me (i.e. normies).
>>25455232
Anon, you never deserved all these bad things that you have had to face and it makes me really angry to know that you had to suffer so much.
It pisses me off when people who are born with everything and believe they earned it because they've face superficial problems in their life. I think you actually deserve all the good fortune you will ever receive in life and so much more.
I'm happy that you were able to get into uni and I hope you find happiness in life.
>>25455997
thank you anon that means a lot
>Mom habitually dates abusive assholes.
>Results in me, three younger brothers, and a younger sister all with different dads
>When not with a guy mom raises us mostly poor and alone
>Spend Summers with dad across the country
>Is a runt with no athletic ability and a slow metabolism. Spend school years hanging out with tough, angry goth and punk kids to defend against bullies.
>Dad moves to my state when I start middleschool
>Have tons of lingustic problems but somehow get 3.8 GPA in hs after straight c's as a kid while battling occasional depressive episodes and having no idea who or what the fuck I am in any way shape or form: Normal teen angst bullshit.
>Dad turns out to be as much as an asshole as all my other siblings' fathers (Shocker)
>Has rich family though so I use him to get into dream college
>Decide on being a scientist
>Complete first semester, realize my interests in science are narrower than anticipated and classes are more basic than expected-I already know 75% of the shit they're "teaching" me.
>Becomes disillusioned to the glamour of college, questions career path despite straight As
>Keeps with it because I've got almost a full ride and a rock hard determination to be more successful than fuck up parents.
-Not sure this is formatted correctly, gonna be honest this is my first post.
Well I mean I have depression and severe social anxiety wth are you expecting out of me
>>25454007
come to /v/scape brah
>>25453947
>Happy as a young child child
>Developed a strong mortality salience at age 8
>Naturally skeptical of religion
>Spiralling depression ending in total ego death at age 14
>Pretty much emotionally dead for a few years after while essentially developing a new ego
Nothing else of importance to say.
I'm Ok now though, not even a robot. I'm quite happy with my life. I'm just posting in this thread because I saw it on the front page and I wanted to see what everyone had to say. I'm not exactly one to take something without giving something in return.
>Born in horrible family and country
>Parents get separated
>I end up living with my iliterate and iresponsable mother,agressive and mean brother and metal ill grandparents
>Grandpa dies grandma lives
>Bullied through entire schooling.
>Didn't develop social skills,no friends
>My brother hates me and I hates my dad for left me here
>Stupidity hit hard 9th grade - drop out
>Destined to look ugly and being an idiot
>NEET for 5 years
>Developed mental illness and eating disorder
>Get medicated,I can't stop gaining weright
>Even my extended family see me as an undesirable person
>Hate my life and other people I don't want to treat with anyone anymore
>Actualy trying to get into self improvement hobbies
>Can't hold jobs I will to go back to school or end up living as an backpacker-outdoorsman this year..
Sorry for my bad english.
>>25453947
>really liked this girl and got manipulated by my friends to think that she liked me back
>fucked everything up when there was nothing to worry about
>decided to stick around to see if life gets any better
>realised that every year for the last four years has been the worst year of my life so far
also
>not gay but i don't find most women attractive
>co-workers recently told me i give off a gay vibe
>realised that my unattractiveness + pickyness makes finding a qt aryan gf virtually impossible
Everything is a blur
I try not to think too much and I feel guilty whenever I complain so I don't
>>25455555
How this fuck did this ebin get remain unchecked
>>25454937
Fucking become an apprentice with a union.
Electrical jobs are always in demand Anon. Hell, most places near me want guys with your skills and will pay you bank to come here and work.
Live in KC - but the KS side pays better. Look into apprenticeship programs or the railroad. You can make easy money.
For girls/guys (whatever you're into), it's pretty easy pickings. A go-to place for meeting smart girls who are kinda inexperienced is the library. Librarians are kinky (to be sure), but most want to stay in and chill with books/movies/games than going out drinking.
Move Anon, you'll do better. Just make sure you have a job lined up out here first.
>>25455905
What is your hobby anon?
It's still on page 10?
Okay, I'll just bump this for more stories or whatever.
>>25453947
>Born in Florida
>grow up poor and struggling in Fayetteville
>dad molested one of my sisters so he had to move away
>He spent some years away on the road but sent money
>Eventually move back with him around the age of six I think
>My sisters that he didnt molest, my mom, and I all lived with him in a apartment in DC
>Dad is a hard worker so he keeps making more money by the year
>Eventually move to a bigger house
>At this point ive become a fat kid thanks to having no friends and poor guidance by my mother
>Basically a loser. Im the class clown that says clever/weird shit for attention
>Years go by and no real connection with people. Picked on and mocked by my crushes.
>Move again, middle school this time.
>Nothing really happens. Slowly make a few close friends. Still fat and an outcast.
>Highschool starts.
>Second day of Highschool I see this beautiful girl. Time stops when I spot her, shes in a history class I transferred too.
>She literally looks like perfection to me (im sure you dicks would mock her though).
>Sit right next to her and never say anything. I knew I couldnt get her.
>Turns out shes in my gym and English class.
>As the year goes by I try to listen in on her conversations
>She mentions having a boyfriend once and my heart sinks.
>Get over her but still mkae her laugh every now and then
>She was an artist and I remember once grabbing a doodle of a woman off her desk and lightly drawing a giant pair of tits on her, she looked at me and smiled when she got back.
>Next year comes around, she broke up with her bf and I ask her out.
>She thinks she might be a lesbian so she experiments with me. Doesnt last long. We still hang out every now and then.
>Another year goes by and we end up dating again.
>She eventually said she loved me. I couldnt believe how happy I was. I lost 100+ pounds for her and turned my D- grades into all A+'s
1/?
Had a mental breakdown about a year ago. Panic attacks, heard voices, Catatonia, couldn't focus, depersonalization/derealization, the whole 9 yards.
Stayed in my room for 3 days when it happened and wouldn't come out, thought about suicide all the time, hit myself and drank myself to sleep. Finally got treatment after a week but took 4 months to get meds that managed my symptoms.
In the midst of a relapse now after a long time of being almost normal with my meds. I'm terrified of the thought of going to the hospital. I'm afraid I may come out a completely different person, or not come out at all. I have near panic attacks every night alongside my symptoms just thinking about the hospital.
I don't know what I'm going to do if I keep getting worse, I'd off myself but my parents already lost one child and it would kill them to lose another. Plus I'm a fucking pussy so it would have to be some non-intensive method like car exhaust where I could just turn the car on in the garage and drift off.
Then again I'm not sure what the difference would be if I was alive but completely out of it because of the meds + illness, what would be the point of living then and why would I want to let myself get to that point.
>>25461095
>Turns out it was just a lie she told me. She never loved me. She was cutting and had a past of self harm. She had to go to a mental hospital.
>When she gets back I try to cheer her up. Doesnt go well I think.
>We basically split for good. Remember having awful nightmares for months. Being the most outright miserable ive ever been.
>Around this time my dad is diagnosed with a terminal auto immune disease. Its painful and crippling and it will kill him.
>The gf of my only friend at the time told me that my friend, Kent, was worried about me since I never acted liek this before. I was usually always joking and smiling but now I was silent and dull.
>Some more months later I start talking with me ex again.
>I missed her so much. She was my only pillar of sanity and meaning.
>Manage to hold her friendship for a while.
>Its now the end of highschool. We seem like best friends. Never felt a friendship this nice.
>Dad gets busted for CP and moves away again, in his sick condition.
>The days only get sadder.
>Mom in danger of losing the house. Dad can no longer work.
>School ends and I just bum around. Nothings on my mind anymore. Eventually me and my ex hook up again.
>I was so stupid to think it would be different. She told me how she missed me and how her feelings were stronger this time. She didnt even last two months before dumping me.
>Told me that she loved her professor. Also cut all ocntact with me, saying she couldnt be around me.
>Cut the long hair I loved. Now is some tumblrite buzz cut lesbian.
>Regret my failure to win her heart every single day. I felt true love with her. Now its just my own personal torment.
>Other relationships turned out worse, though I was never as emotionally commited.
>All my drive dies. Nothing matters. Go from a dumb, happy, fat, beta male to a sad, bitter, isolated loner.
>Dad and I talk over the phone sometimes. im thinking of moving in with him
2/?
>>25461275
So thats it. A tale of failure and regret. Her friend told me that my ex loved me once but fell out of it. Those words hurt a whole fucking lot.
I slowly drifted in 4chan because of the lonliness. Now /r9k/ might as well be my home. This is why im here, because I failed. Fate decided against me. I tried with everything I had but it never mattered. The world just kept spitting in my face.
Whatever. Ill just live in a fucking cabin or something away from people.
>be a college student
>be fit, smart, and good looking in general
>girls are interested in me
>i keep rejecting girls since they are stupid, boring and very shallow
>find this one very nice girl
>"i think i want to live my life with her"
>being the analyst fag I am I look at what our future will be and i consider every possible scenario
>shit will not be good in 10 years from now
>end the relationship
Anytime I find a girl that interests me, my brain fast forwards 10 years in the future and I say that things won't be good between both of us. This is not only with relationships but with everything I do in life, it is putting so much stress on me. Am I a psychopath? Do I need to see a shrink?
>>25461484
You don't sound like a psychopath but you might benefit from talking to someone. See if your college offers any free counseling, most do.
>Currently ambulance officer in volunteer ambulance corps and bartender.
>Country is crumbling around me.
>Do drugs occasionally to cope with being a secret sociopath.
>Am an anti-nihilist and believe I should do everything in my power to help everyone even if it doesn't make me feel anything.
>Plan to study medicine someday.
>Had a polyamorous relationship with two beautiful women a couple of years ago.
>Only time in my life I ever felt like I was happy or in love.
>Currently contemplating travelling to Palestine and an-heroing through being killed while doing aid work.
That's me.
>>25461564
I thought about it more than once, but I always thought that I could fix my problems on my own. And I still have this pride issue, I mean asking for emotional/psychological help from a professional does sound like a thing only a desperate man would do. However if it will stop this constant cycle of endless scenario planning then I might consider it for real.
To give you an idea of how it feels to be inside my head, when I think of the said girl the following thoughts flash immediately in my head: meeting with her family, she moving with me, the hassle of kids, her job, my job, the house, the car, we will become zombies, we will bore each other to death thanks to daily routine, we will forget our hobbies and fun.
Yes all of these thoughts occur in the matter of 30-60 seconds leaving me depressed to death and losing hope of finding any girl who will interest me at all.
>daddy's super rich, mom's a hot blonde
> be born hot girl
> mfw schizotypal
> meaning i'm pretty much have the personality of an introverted weirdo schizo without the hallucinations
> hot enough that I still get attention from guys but spend most type smoking weed playing vidya
> date /pol/ incarnate Chad type for two years, he makes a lot of money, is tall, good looking, family oriented
> break it off when he proposes with a $20,000 ring because I don't want my children to be raised as religious neo nazis
> meet robot on tinder
> he's shorter than me but whatever
> we get along really well, have a lot in common, within one week we go on five dates, he's sending me presents and making plans for the future
> i find out he is bipolar, but whatever, i'm crazy too
> he starts taking new anti-psychotics
>radio silence ever since
> i think he must been manic when he liked me
> feels bad
I got blood clots in both my legs, had to get them both cut off just under the knee, now I'm a cripple.
I don't mind too much though. I've got mad upper body strength from wheeling myself around and I never was into sport or athletics anyway.
>>25461704
Plenty of "normal" people go to therapy, it's nothing to be ashamed of, it's only the shitty society that we live in that makes us think that and makes us suffer.
>>25461898
Thanks for the support anon, I will look into it. I usually end up finding the solution on my own whenever I blabber to someone. And I think I am onto something now.
Have a good day/evening and thanks again!
>>25461725
Timestamp yourself.
anything bad that has happened has been strictly my fault
>ugly 22 yo female
>Bullied through school bc ugly
>We were poor and I was slightly autistic, immigrant family and neither of my parents spoke English
>health problems
>Mom is under a lot of pressure and working 80 hr/week so she yells at me and hits me a lot
>No friends, really terrible social problems, depressed
>Kinda just sit on the internet as a young kid, wasting time
>tl:dr; meet a guyfat neckbeardon 4chan at 13 who spends 6 years ruining my life, he was a huge pedo and we lived together for two years when I was 18, he'd beat me and rape me and emotionally abused me and I didn't want to leave him because he convinced me that I'm fat/ugly/can't do better, so I stayed until I basically found out he had a harem of underaged girls he'd met off 4chan/tumblr/reddit that he was fucking, caught him watching CP
>spent 6 months basically unable to do anything because I'd have panic attacks and fits, dissociate, almost killed myself twice but fucked up, hair started falling out, stopped eating and sleeping, hopped up on caffeine all day, developed a minor opiate addiction because it was the only reason I had to live
>didn't bathe most of that time, lived in my own filth, cried non-stop, thought about suicide non-stop, aged like 10 years in 1
>had a decent GPA in uni because I wanted to go to med school but gave up on that because I have major mental and social problems
>something possesses me to go see a psychiatrist one day, find the right combination of meds for my psychotic episodes
>wanting to kill myself less and less, just kind of a zombie through life
>spend most of my time either doing research or shitposting on 4chan
>still no friends, but in the last couple years my parents got kind of rich which is kind of cool
>met a guy last month
>he makes me feel like i could be a better person if i tried which is cliche but i think i love him
>wanna keep trying but im ugly and worthless
>>25461807
You deserve a reply, keep strong.
>unless you're a fatty.
>>25462135
Congrats on life getting better and shit. On the other hand, why is every girl including the crazy ones taken? Are there any single women left?
>>25462135
Tfw an abusive neckbeard can get a girl but you cant
>>25461725
sounds like the mania ended and he realized what a piece of shit he was and that he didn't deserve you
you should try to contact him and make sure everything is okay
>>25462312
he got like over a dozen girls t b h
just get at 'em while they're youngjust kidding do not do this
>>25458235
maybe you shouldn't die your hair blonde it does kinda make you look like a fag, since you've already got an effeminate face
>>25454007
If only EOC didn't hit I would probably be maxed by now.
>Lonely childhood
>schizo mom
>Dad worked too much
>Become wrapped in a shell and live in a fantasy world
>depressed through all my youth
>join army, have breakdown, get kicked out
>shut-in for 5 years
>Stop being shut-in and realize that I can't connect with people in real life anymore
And basically I'm just lonely and schizo and lame and boring. At least I'm nice I guess.
>friend killed himself 2 years ago
>fell into deep depression that i've never come out of
>all current friends think of me as a hanger on to the group
>have massive social anxiety to go along with the depression
>finally get alpha and make one last attempt at life and make a pass at my oneitis
>get rejected
>wants to be "friends", doesn't know what the pain of a friendzone is
>i am now currently in a trench of my depression that has never been this deep
I'm just here to laugh at morons who think getting a gf/having sex will fix them. I'm a kv NEET but I've accepted I'm a broken person and nothing can fix me, the only hope I have is a stray bullet takes me out or I die of my inevitable heart attack.
>have nice childhood- friends, good family, lots of physical activities et cetera
>shyness and introversion means I end up on my own when elementary starts
>start getting bullied in middle school, follow the rules and use the system but nothing really happens. Friend group is apathetic and I don't really try
>same thing in high school, but I get suckered into a SJW program and do some speaking/activities and such. Increasingly ostracized even from friends but get a few scholarships when I actually apply myself
>know it all in first and second year university. I'm in a liberal arts program and like writing up opinion pieces. Mood improves and grades are straight A, start volunteering for editing work on the side
>have a hard time finding work during the summers, I'm too shy and the realities of money haven't hit in
>work and volunteering starts getting to me and my grades start dropping. I don't even know why in retrospect, it was a combination of stress and isolation. A major power struggle/row breaks out over the volunteering which I win but ends up being Pyrrhic
>spend a year exercising regularly and doing only a token amount of university courses, I feel like a champ
>go back to university and basically fail out. Develop stress/motivation problems so bad I can't even write essays. Weird medical problems at the same time- I basically experience a mental burnout
>spend the next few years loafing around, trying to find work and then getting kicked out. Family just pressures me and makes it worse, even go to live with a distant grandmother but she gives me constant shit as well
> around this time I experience a very intense ongoing heartbreak that makes things even worse
>go back to university after wageslaving misery only to fail out again because I can't stand the bullshit
>years later, I'm still in the same stupid rut
I simplified a lot, but the real problems was isolation and pressure. It's amazing how much my brain changed due to stress
>born in northern yurop
>nice parents and a brother
>be an outcast in kindergarten, mostly hanging out by myself pretending weird shit like being a female whale with a pea bag for a child
>get mocked by other kids, only get invited to parties where everyone was invited
>evil kindergarten ladies forced me to eat foods i disliked, which only lead me to hate the foods more
<elementary school
>learn to play HOMM3 with best friend (neither knew how to read english beyond simple menu commands)
>get driven out of all social circles by said friend during third grade
>get lonely, sad and suicidal. parents asking me to go out and play with my friends only makes it worse because i had none. they still forced me.
>lonely walks during dark northern winter evenings only reinforce suicidality
>plan murders with great detail but never do them, looking back it was literally humanity is overrated -tier stuff
>focus on school and play with legos and geomag-magnets to keep me sane
>still best in class
>couple of years pass, suddenly best friend is my friend again. i dont remember how the transition happened
>be abused by older brother who uses me as a stress ball emotionally and sometimes phisically if i wouldn't do as he said
>be overweight, brother doesn't ever let me forget
>had a group of nerds i hung out with but was still picked on by the cool kids
>also all of my "friends" did cool shit and hung out outside of school too but i was never invited
>girls pretended to be polite to me and pretended to be somehow interested in me but for them it was all a joke
>get bitter
>break my femur during growth spurt, treatment leaves me walking funny
<middle school
>status quo continues
>growth spurt, no longer overweight
>end up as a manlet nontheless, only 2 guys shorter than me in my class
>almost top of the class
>feel emotionally suppressed
>meet new people through summer camp
>finally feeling like i could b myself
>get friendzoned by an artsy girl from summer camp
1/?
>>25461620
It's neat that you'd want to help people even if it's meaningless to you. Sounds like a pretentious literary character
>be me, turned 23
>loving parents but no home of our own
>live with grandmother most of my life
>love games and anime and mmos, helps me escape from real life
>borderline abusive uncle fucks with me mentally for all of my childhood and teenage years
>grandma's friend accidently leaves on porn one night, breaks my child brain
>become chronic masturbator and avoid girls
>neighborhood kid who used to take my lunch money dies from gang bangers, freaks me out
>develop panic disorder and have panic attacks
>feel like ive lost my place in reality
>become depressed and scared to leave my own house in high school
>still deal with panic attacks and feeling trapped inside sometimes to this day
>find god during this time, develop a positive outlook on life and manage to have some fun
>make friends easily but not a normie, always feel out of place with people my age group except my actual friends
>always wanted a girlfriend, never had one, went to prom alone because i couldnt get the girl i wanted, never been kissed, virgin etc
>live near a major city and would learn my fathers profession on the job with him for years
>father died a year ago from 'cancer' but the doctors never told us the truth and scared my parents into doing chemo which didnt helped and he just died faster
>went to uni for a while but currently a neet, i dont even know if i want to go back
>have no idea what im going to do or doing with my life
>>25462942
I used to be that way, and then my depression hit me harder than a nigger curb stomping a cracker.
>>25462942
Yeah reminded me of Hemingway sort of
>>25462890
>another girl i like (from same camp) tells me she likes me, start to plan when to see her because she lives a bus ride away
>two or three days pass and she pulls back what she said, wishing she hadn't said it
>turns out she found some chad from her school and ditched me for him
>bitterness increases, but stay hopeful
>middle school close to end, still the final dance ahead of me
>everyone is asked to find a partner for the dance before the first rehersal
>look for a situation where you could ask you qt black hair crush to be your partner, but she is always with her best fren
>stress a shit ton, stalk her arond school
>finally catch her off guard and ask like the fucking burger i am
>she says yes
>wew lad
>maybe all women aren't such shit after all :^)
>dance practice goes well, even make casual conversation with her in the middle of it
>we start to handle it
>big day comes, we do pretty good, no fuck ups
>school is now over, it is safe to ask her out
>her fucking best friend responds instead saying some typical shit women say as a rejection to sound polite, you know this shit
>bitterness is fucking real at this point
<high school
>make friends from a couple of social circles
>i don't feel really at home with the other, and in the other i don't get invited to shit because the women they hang out with dislike me
>get a gf, life is good
>visit murica, life is good
>get introduced to drinking, also have epic lan parties with age of empires 2, life is good
>life gets foggy, feel very stressed out and hyperventilate often
>increased levels of thirst
>it's diabetes, life is now shit
>gf kisses some other dude, breaks up with me
>we get back together. i was a fool for believing she would change
>high school ends, move to new city with gf
>she got in uni, i did not
>get bitter at all the fun she is having
>meanwhile spent all my days studying to get into uni and playing vidya on computer
>she breaks my trust yet again, forced to not make a big deal about it tho
>>25463292
>get depressed, gf can't deal with my shit
>relationshit starts to decay, but have to try to make it work because i couldn't have afforded to live anywhere else
>didn't even feel like it was our apartment. it was hers. she terrorized me everytime everything in there wan't all nice and tidy
>oblivious to my situation, she broke up with me a month before i was supposed to do the entrance exam to uni
>crash at friends house, to study the final weeks but will to study was decaying rapidly
>exam day
>just_do_it.torrent
>get in
<university
>drink a shit ton
>get new friends, but never really feel like they click with me
>force myself into social situations but never feel really at home with it
>old friends scattered across the country
>failing my classes
>losing interest in video games
>depression coming back
>
>
deep down i know i'm on the track where i wanted to end up so hard, but something is missing.
just feels empty sometimes, man.
feels likeno gf
>>25454100
>I can retire at 25
u wot m8
>>25463292
>>it's diabetes, life is now shit
kek.
I feel for you, anon, but the way you worded that was funny to me.
In fact all of these stories feel like I'm reading about my own life.
>single mother, mom had me to try and trap my father but it didn't work and always resented me as a result
>bullied/excluded through childhood
>never had a single friend
>mom marries a chad
>abuses and mistreats me and mom for 6+ years
>completely socially dysfunctional, constant panic attacks and breakdowns
>enter college, become slightly more stable
>major depression
>eating disorder
>20 y/o, still khv with no friends
>>25463907
at least you're in college tho
we all gonna make it brah. in our own ways, at least.
>>25453947
>Born in London in 1985
>Well off family
>Pretty popular as a kid
>Liked being around people
>No major illnesses
>Bulk of the 90s pass by with no problem.
>Enter secondary school in '96
>Most friends gone to other schools
>Make a few friends and acquaintances
>Start to mature earlier than friends
>Doesn't really cause problems over the next 3 years or so
>Have a couple of girlfriends in that time
>Typical pre-teen/teenager life
>Hit 16
>Grow apart from friends
>They go around thinking they're absolute madmen
>Become fairly isolated
>Start to hate people
>Stop going out with people altogether because hated listening to their boring shit
>Old friends start pestering me constantly, trying to get a reaction
>"Whatever, uni in two years. I'll meet some decent people there"
>Uni in '03
>Get accepted to Cambridge
>CS and maths
>Pretty sweet
>Make like 2 friends
>Get sick of them after 2 years
>Devote all my time to college work
>Get internship doing software dev for Barclays Bank
>Final year passes
>Graduate in '07
>Get job making financial and statistical modelling software of the Bank of England
>Realize at this stage I can't stand being around people
>Devote my time to making money since I have nothing else in life worth doing
>Get promoted a few times
>Start investing
>Pull in around 600k per year
That pretty much takes me to now. Only now I'm a bitter, lonely autist with a lot of money.
>>25465059
why do you hate people?
>>25465161
They just bore me. Nobody provides any interesting conversation and 90% of the ones that do are so pretentious it distracts from the topic. Pretty much all I do is read books, write in a diary and drink.
>>25453947
>geek kid, top grades in school
>mother is sick, cancer, see her wither every day, see her beg for mercy
>she dies, father falls into depression
>coming back home from school thinking about if he did kill himself and if I am going to be an orphan, all alone in the world
>every. single. day.
>stop going to school or miss 50% of the classes to take care of him
>grades drop, no social life, endless fight for survival since he was not working
>fall into depression when I was 15
>never got better
I'm 24 now, I just want to perish
>cheerful, naive and closeted childhood
>bully and bullied during high school
>liked a girl who also liked me, then grew to hate me as she got to know me more, leading to her rejecting me
>became resentful towards women
>became obsessed with another girl who had no interest in me
>sunk into a deep depression when I was about 16-18
>regularly considered killing self
>discovered this place, became more cynical, less naive, became fascinated with politics and geography
>developed an enjoyment and greater ability for reviewing games and films
>gradually come to realise my strengths and weaknesses
>realise and accept that while I have few social skills, am incredibly ugly and will likely die a KHHHV, I can take pleasure from elsewhere in life
>now spend most of my time happy and relatively carefree, aside from the occasional, brief period of depression
>haven't considered killing myself in about 7 months
>gaining more confidence at university, enjoy what I am studying for the first time ever
>still hate women
>>25465059
Which college at Cambridge? My dad was a grad exchange student (from Harvard) for a year at Corpus back in the '80s.
>>25465617
Trinity
>Be born just as a huge recession with unemployment at one point reaching as high as 20% is about to hit
>Unable to find a daycare place due to budget cuts, parents put me into small scale family daycare with only girls
>Finally get into proper daycare, but soon after the people running the place fuck in a way that almost get me killed, but the management naturally covers it up and lies when my parents try to bring it up with the city
>Again put into family daycare with only girls
>Start at school and immediately immediately start getting bullied because I've never had to stand up for myself and don't know how
>Teachers will do fuck all about it and it gets to the point where I just hide during recess so that the bullies don't find me and bully me
>Eventually "man" up and realize that my bully can't physically bully me
>Whole thing goes around and I'm now basically bullying my bully whenever he tries to bully me which a couple of years later leads to his mother transferring him to a new school (where he incidentally becomes the kid nobody likes and gets bullied)
>Still instills some major anti-social tendencies in me that still persist to this day
>Thinking this shit will be over I enter middle school and once again end up becoming the kid that gets bullied, this time by the school degenerates
>There's a tard on the class and unlike all the other boys, I know what it's like being different so I'm actually nice and help the tard out when the degenerates make the tard do tarded shit
>They take revenge on me by making the tard think that I'm talking shit about him so he'll attack me
>Knowing that the tard doesn't know better and that he's so weak I can just block all of his really weak punches I refuse to punch him back, which leads to me becoming "That guy who always gets his ass kicked by the tard"
>Get constant shit from stacies and chads because of this
>Punched a chad in the face and used one of the degenerates' dad being bling to hurt his feelings to make it stop
>>25466031
>If the chads and degenerates were bad, the stacies were even worse
>Did something aking to throwing sand at a girls you like when you're 4-years-old and playing at a sandpit to one of the stacies that I had a crush on
>Apologize to her the same day and the next few days, but she tells me to go away every time I try to
>Eventually tells me she'll forgive me if I promise to do my best to keep my distance for the rest of my life
>Promise to do so and do my best to do it
>They still make sure every girl in the school and the nearby schools knows about this and what a creep I am
>Thinking this'll be over as I enter a HS with very few kids from the same middle school
>Nope, the stacy and her friends are one of the few from my old school there, so they start spreading the story to every girl who'll listen
>Have to confirm the story at least twice a week for the first few months
>Once again treated like I've got the black death or something by all the girls in the school, which is something like 80% girls and has issues during prom because of how few guys there are
>Not wanting to ruin the stacy's prom I don't go to prom
Haven't had the guts to even try to get a GF after the humiliations I had to go trough in middle school and HS...
>>25465059
>Rich kid
>Girlfriends
>Cambridge
>Banker
>Rich
>"PLEASE PITY ME"
Fuckin normies, man.
