>you will never be this fucked up
What's the most fucked up story/thing/person you've come across on 4chan?
The UTV archiver was a good one.
>>25328823
I don't even feel disgust. I just feel bad for him. A truly broken man, coping the only way he can.
either the picture where a dead baby gets turned into soup or the one where a man takes apart a dog's head and sews it to his face.
>>25329016
I was in the original thread.
He had a lot more stories, but there were way to many to fit in the collage it seems.
I like to post it because it was a recent example of actual good OC coming out of this board.
My only problem is it gets no response in cringe threads, or feels threads.
Everyone has a different reaction, disgusted, cringing, feeling, sympathy, pity, it just doesn't fit anywhere really so I made this thread.
I think you could almost qualify it as art. It's just meant to move you, make you feel... something.
He still posts around here almost every day, hopefully he'll find the thread.
>>25329085
>dead baby gets turned to soup
Story?
Also the dog face one is confirmed fake.
anyone remember the dog porn thread from this year where like 30 betas were jerking it to the same video?
>>25329227
Was it the one with a grill in a forest getting a dog to lick her cunt?
>>25329085
>a man takes apart a dog's head and sews it to his face
wasn't that confirmed fake? or nah
I believe it was a WebMD of a fat guy licking a chicken's asshole, the worse part of it was that the chicken's reaction. You could tell he was suffering and having a bad time.
>>25329610
How does licking a chicken's asshole hurt it?
I would say the picture of a dude shitting on a baby.
>>25328823
fuck you op
>tfw no mommy
>>25328823
I don't know how people can laugh at this shit. That's the real autism. Shit's sad af
>>25328823
It's hard to relate with delusional people, being one myself who escapes in an extreme manner like that.
All I can say is I understand where he's coming from, and hope he's coping with his pain.
>>25329016
>>25329113
>>25329667
>>25330439
>>25330781
Hey that's me, I'm "Rosey mommy" guy.
I appreciate your sympathy guys. I'm glad it still entertains people.
I'll make a new thread once I write a few more stories, already got two more finished.
>>25330832
t bh I completely support you if it's therapeutic for you and helps you cope man
my feels go out to you
>>25330832
/r9k/ is the right place to post mommy gf feels and it always should be.
>>25330881
Thank you man, it does help a lot. I recommend similar things to people who are damaged as well.
>>25330916
I agree, thanks family.
Damn that's kind of really sad. Poor guy
Daisy's destruction
>>25330832
I honestly never even thought it was that fucked up. The stories are cute too. Good on ya mate. Cheers. We all want a Rosey Mommy
>>25328823
this is just sad. i can't even call this guy fucked up. he is beyond that. i know everything on 4chan is fake and i truly truly TRULY hope this is fake. damn.
>>25330832
I hope you're doing well. :)
>>25330943
I appreciate the sympathy friend, I am okay though.
>>25331144
Thank you friend, that's nice of you to say.
Cheers to you too.
>>25331162
Lel, here is some proof.
>>25330832
I don't get the negative reactions either, this is pretty benign compared to a lot of other shit I've seen.
I found it interesting to read, no judge
>>25330832
Dude, you need to go to therapy. Im not even trying to be a dick, Its not that bad and youll get a lot out of it even if it doesnt 100% fix you. most of them charge on a sliding scale too
>>25331218
Not to push you or anything but could you maybe post some more? Theres a big part of my that legitimately likes them. I guess I always had some mommy issues too.
>>25329133
Not him but it is what appears to be an Asian man eating soup made from a partially developed fetus. IIRC that one was real.
>>25328823
Who remembers Denko?
http://knowyourmeme.com/memes/help-the-girl-i-like-won-t-respond-to-my-emails
>>25331182
I am alright, I hope you are holding up too m8.
>>25331266
lel, it's okay. I knew I would be ridiculed a bit for posting them. Even if only because of the wholeRoseelement.
I am glad you found it interesting. Was kind of my intention, I find it interesting from a psychological viewpoint too.
>>25331277
I am in therapy but I fear telling her about these stories. Or really just how severe my issues are. I honestly believe I would be put away. To someone who doesn't see the whole picture, I could come off as genuinely mentally deranged, which might be true. Also it just is embarrassing. I only shared it with /r9k/ because I wanted to give some good content back to my favorite board.
>>25331313
Sure, I can dump a few stories.
I wonder how much daddy bf content women have written.
>>25331277
WhereDoYouThinkWeAre.jpg
>>25331340
I would guess that daddy bf stuff is common, but my content isn't even mommy gf stuff. I posted in some mommy gf threads but it's not even that. I just want a mom, no sexual component. Can't have that though, ever.
Going to dump stories for that anon now. The music is there because it's meant to set the mood, I recommend listening to it while reading.
>2:30 PM
>Rosey mommy picks me up from school on a cloudy day, in which it's not pouring but drizzling lightly
>"How was your day pal?"
>it was okay mommy
>"What did you learn?"
>nothing
>mommy giggles
>mommy drives, but it's not the normal way she takes home
>we end up at the park
>no one here but us since it's rainy day and we both love rain
>"Come on sweetheart, play in the rain with mommy!"
>I laugh and climb out of the car
>before even getting into the park we have tons of fun in the parking lot, jumping up in down in the puddles
>mommy makes a bigger splash because she's bigger, but I'm better at jumping at angles so as to splash her legs
>we laugh and jogs after each other, trying to kick water towards each other but failing
>before we head into the park, mommy remembers to open the car and grab me a jacket
>I sigh, and tell her I don't need one, but she insists so I don't catch a cold
>we walk into the playground, and mommy asks what we should do first
>the slides are too wet mommy, but the teeter totter looks dry
>we walk over to the tater totter and wipe the water off where we'll be sitting
>mommy sits at the back, I climb in the seat closer to her on the opposite side, but she tells me to sit on the furthest one
>why mommy?
>"That way you can push me higher sweetie"
>I giggle and climb on the furthest seat
>"Ready?"
>yeah!
>>25331340
Depends if getting BLACKED counts as daddy therapy
>>25331373
>mommy pushes off the ground, I sink down
>mommy pulls her legs in and drops with all of her weight, sends me shooting up fast
>i laugh and mommy laughs with me
>we try desperately to push each other high enough to make the other say stop
>eventually mommy says I need to slow down, I'm so strong I'm pushing her too high
>years later I would realize this was an exaggeration, but it was still all okay
>we slow down, and end up looking at each other
>mommy stands up and walks over to me, think she's going to hug me
>she inches just close enough to poke me at yells "You're it!"
>i laugh and jump off the teeter totter, and sprint after mommy
>she is really fast, and splashing lots of water where ever she steps
>she runs up the slide set to the top
>i chase her up, and she has nowhere to go but down the wet slide
>i think i've got her trapped, but she slides down just as I get to the top
>she keeps running, i slide down too and get my tushie all wet, but i can see mommy's jeans are soaked too
>maybe this slows her down enough that i'm able to catch her but when I do she has led me back to the car
>i tag her and yell you're it!
>she turns, exhaling loudly, and before I can run off she grabs me and gives me a big hug
>"Mommy's tired sweetie, and soaking wet. I don't want to catch a cold either, let's head home and have some hot cocoa okay?"
>I nod my head enthusiastically, and climb into the back of the car
>do up my seat belt because mommy wants me to be safe
>we start driving home
>"You're pretty quick buddy, one of these days you're gonna be as fast your old momma"
>I laugh and say, you think so?
>"Oh yeah buddy, I'm sure you'll be even faster one day!"
>i giggle excitedly as we pull into the driveway, anticipating a night of hot chocolate and cuddling while watching a movie
>>25331368
kek
This one I really like.
>Rosey mommy works a lot to provide for us, not sure what she does but something at an office with computers
>she works so much that she gets tired a lot more than regular moms do
>during the day on weekends mommy likes to take naps in her big bed
>if I get bored, mommy is okay with me coming in and snuggling with her
>I like to snuggle with mommy because I feel safer that way
>also, mommy's room has dark sheets of paper taped up over the windows, so it's always dark
>lots of times mommy and I end up playing a game of spiders when I crawl into bed with her
>I open the door slowly and can hear mommy snoring lightly, I hate to bother her but I can't help it
>mommy?
>the snoring stops and mommy says, "Yeah, honey?"
>can I get in bed?
>"Of course sweetheart"
>>25331413
>I shuffle over and crawl into bed with mommy
>first thing I do is give mommy a hug, she's very warm since she's been under the covers for a while, but very soft
>the sheets and pillows smell like mommy, it makes me feel very safe
>I roll away from mommy and lie on the pillow next to her with my eyes closed
>I feel a tickle on my leg, and start giggling
>what was that mommy?
>"I don't know sweetie, what was what?"
>I feel another quick tickle on my arm, and then my belly, which makes me start giggling
>mommy there's something in the bed I say giggling
>mommy starts smiles and turns to me, "What is it sweetie?"
>i don't know mommy, it feels like this
>i poke mommy's tummy
>she laughs at i feel another tickle on the my side, then a few more that make me start rolling around laughing
>"Oh that, that's the spiders sweetie, you gotta catch them if you want them to stop!"
>I know that it's really just mommy tickling me, but she's really good at pretending it isn't her
>i keep feeling tickles and trying to catch mommy's hands, eventually I do while we're both laughing
>it was you mommy!
>"No it wasn't, I was trying to catch a spider that was on you!"
>we laugh together and I hug mommy
>bury my face in her neck and smell her, smells like mommy
>we both look up at the ceiling, mommy has her eyes closed
>on the wall just above mommy's bed is a taped of drawing of a bunny I made for mommy
>do you like my drawing mommy? I'm not a good drawer but I did it for you
>"I love it sweetie, makes mommy feel special"
>you are special, you're the best mommy ever!
>Mommy smiles and we hug one more time, and I fall asleep in her arms, safe
>>25331386
Made me laugh
>>25331373
>>25331394
Just fuck my life up family
Don't you ever stop anon
>>25331330
>To someone who doesn't see the whole picture, I could come off as genuinely mentally deranged
to me, it just reads as a kind of idealized world coping mechanism. the kind of developmental emotional abuse that your mom put on you would probably fuck most people up to some degree. If your way of venting and making yourself feel better is writing stories, that's honestly a lot better than destructive alternatives.
Basically do what helps keep you going.
I like them all actually. I only have two others that are actually edited down. I usually ramble a lot and go on in plain text rather than greentext with things that she might say to me. I edit that out, some of it gets too personal.
>normal saturday
>Rosey mommy is sitting on computer drinking her coffee
>I am playing with action figures in the other room, but get tired of it and walk to the computer room
>hey mommy? I'm bored
>"Hi bored, I'm mommy"
>i giggle and run over to her, she picks me up and puts me on her lap
>"What do you want to do, bored?"
>i don't know mommmy what should we do?
>mommy wraps her arms around my tummy and kisses my head
>"Well how about we play a game of hide and seek?"
>that sounds fun!
>"I think so too, give mommy a kiss and then I'll go hide. You count to 15 and come look for me."
>I turn and smooch mommy on the cheek, then stand up and cover my eyes, one, two, three...
>hear mommy jog away quickly
>fifteen! I start looking for mommy, first checking the closet of the computer room
>she's not in here, didn't think so
>i walk into the hallway, check the hallway closet, then the bathroom
>still no mommy
>i walk into mommy's room and look around, check under the bed, behind the bed
>no mommy
>walk into mommy's bathroom, she is standing there with a towel over her head
>I laugh and pull it off, mommy is smiling and picks me up for a hug
>"You found me!"
>we are both laughing, I hug mommy and bury my face in her neck
>smells like mommy
>i love you mommy, you're funny
>"I love you too sweet boy"
Is this like a concerted same fag or something?
I keep seeing similar threads/posts with this stuff talking about how amazing it is and how it's "most fucked up", "best oc", blah blah. I don't get it desu.
>>25331451
No I think it's generally different people praising rose mommy guy
Cuz I'm just the guy who said "don't ever stop anon"
>>25331441
kek, thanks anon, I won't.
>>25331446
Yeah, I would say that's what it is. It's a personalized form of escapism. Most of these aren't even really stories so much as little glimpses of time, meant to make me feel like I'm there. I used to cut myself very severely, but I have stopped. Thankfully my mother's alcoholism has made it so that the smell/taste of alcohol makes me literally vomit.
This next story gets rather cringeworthy and personal, please forgive me
Recommended Music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3smUEzIqiI
>Rosey mommy works at a computer place
>really good with computers
>full of really cool people, she really likes her coworkers, and the company is so cool that when Iron Man came out they rented a theater just for their employees and let them bring guests
>mommy picks me up from school early, it's a cloudy, rainy day
>ask mommy why she picked me up so early
>"My work rented out a theater, we're gonna go see Iron Man buddy"
>get pretty excited, not huge into superheroes but getting out of school in the middle of a rainy day to see a movie with mommy is awesome
>mommy drives us down town, they rented out the nicest theater possible
>we go inside, mommy gets us both drinks, she gets a large popcorn for us to share, and I get some muncha crunch
>we sit down in the theater, get comfortable, and attendants come by and pass comics out to everyone
>read Iron Man comic together while we wait for the movie to start, mommy likes the art
>enjoy the movie together, everyone laughs a lot and loves it, everyone has a good time
>after the movie, mommy says we should go eat somewhere
>mommy cracks open her umbrella puts her arm around my shoulder, we walk around looking for a nice restaurant to eat
>"What are you in the mood for buddy?"
>tell mommy I like mexican, burritos are fantastic
>>25331373
>mommy gf threads but it's not even that. I just want a mom, no sexual component.
Nonsexual affection always commonly been a gentle femdom and mommy gf desire here.
>>25331451
I understand why it might be underwhelming compared to the hype in that collage. People say it's fucked up but I don't see it that way. I just think it's good content that fits the autismal theme of the board, so I wanted to share. I am not a samefag, though, I promise you that. To each their own, friend.
>we find a fancy mexican restaurant
>we go inside and sit down, light jazz is playing
>waiter takes our order, we both get diet coke
>we look through the menu
>mommy, what's a chimichanga?
>"It's like a burrito, but after it's made, you drop it in grease and deep fry it. They're delicious, but you usually eat them with silverware as opposed to your bare hands."
>that sounds pretty good... but I really like burritos, I'm going to get a grilled chicken burrito
>mommy gets a fajita platter
>we wait and listen to the jazz, and talk about how fancy the restaurant is
>they serve us free chips and salsa, which is delicious but a little spicy so I drink through my diet coke and keep needing refills
>mommy laughs at me and tells me I need to slow down
>the waiter brings me my burrito, but it's covered in a red sauce so I have to eat it with a knife and fork, it's delicious anyways
>when they bring out mommy's fajitas, they hold it above their head while the meat sizzles
>it smells delicious
>"You want to see something cool buddy?"
>yeah mommy!
>mommy makes little burritos by rolling up the tortillas she got with the sizzling meat and vegetables, she makes 4 of them
>she eats them and lets me have one in exchange for some of my burrito
>mommy, why do some people hold hands before they eat?
>"It's called saying grace sweetheart. Some people are religious, and before they eat they're meant to thank their God for the food they have."
>why don't we thank God mommy?
>>25331552
>"Well personally I'm not religious sweetheart. Not everyone is, and it's totally okay to not be. Whether somoene does or doesn't believe in God doesn't matter, you be nice to them anyways."
>I nod and listen, mommy is very smart, knows a lot about a bunch of things
>by the time we're done eating it's dark, so we together back to the car and drive home
>on the way home I wonder why God would take Dad away, or if he exists and if I should be praying
>later that night at bed time, when mommy comes in to tuck me in I ask mommy why she isn't religious
>she kneels on the floor, next to me while I lie in bed
>"I'm not religious because it's not how I was raised. Most people are raised Christian going to church, Jewish going to synogogue, and so on. My parents weren't religious so I guess I'm not either."
>do you think if God was real Dad would still be here?
>mommy thinks for a second, and says, "I'm not sure sweetie. Maybe"
>he loves you lots mommy
>Mommy smiles, "I know he did, and he loved you the most little guy"
>she kisses me on the head and whispers goodnight, mommy sounds kind of sad
>I love you mommy, good night, sweet dreams!
>"I love you too, honey, you sleep tight okay?"
>mommy closes the door gently
>>25328823
It's time to close the boarders and let you shitstains rot.
Fuck sharing.
This is the last story I have edited down, written pretty recently as you can tell by the silly Star Wars influence.
>it is a snowy night somewhere between Thanksgiving and New Year's Eve, the time of the year where everything is right in a child's eyes
>Rosey mommy is playing Jedi Knight: Jedi Outcast on the computer while I sit on the floor next to her watching
>we laugh at how outrageous the deaths are when you have the realistic combat cheat on
>I ask if I can play, mommy says later
>I get up and walk down the hall to the living room, pick up a toy gun and start running around making shooting noises
>I am gunning down bad guys to save mommy
>jump up and down, off the couch and back, land like Spiderman when I jump off the couch
>pewpew pewpew
>get so caught up in playing that I don't hear Rosey mommy coming down the hall
>"Whathca doing sweetie?"
>i'm playing save mommy
>"Who are you saving mommy from?"
>the bad guys, mommy!
>she giggles, holding her arm behind her back
>"What if the bad guys are actually working for me?"
>>25331591
>I gasp
>"And you fell for my plot like a regular sucker."
>mommy pulls her hand out from behind her back, holding a toy light saber
>she whips it, sending a red blade flying out, while saying, "bzzzz"
>pewpew, I shoot my gun at mommy, but she twirls her lightsaber and deflects my shots, "bzz, bzz" she says
>I drop the gun and clamber to the couch, stick my hand underneath and pull out my light saber, whipping it open
>mine is blue, I swing at mommy
>mommy deflects
>we swing back and forth, blocking each others strikes for a while
>mommy sticks out her empty hand and says, "force push"
>I fall backwards and drop my lightsaber
>mommy hurries over, grabs it off the ground and holds hers and mine to my neck
>"Give up, jedi, or suffer the consequences"
>what are the consequences mommy?
>mommy starts pointing the lightsabers down towards my belly
>"Tickles!"
>mommy drops the lightsabers and kneels down to tickle my belly, I giggle
>In between laughter I tell mommy I'll get her next time since she is a Sith
>she hugs me and I hug back
>mommy loves me, and I love her
>and everything is okay
That's all I have for now, the other two edited down stories are seen in the original collage. The Christmas story is my favorite.
Hope you liked them anon who asked me to post them, I appreciate all the support from you anons.
>>25331621
Thanks! Merry Christmas!
>>25331451
I'm not OP nor am I Rosey mommy dude, I think the hype is misconstrued. It's more about how damaged the OP is, how he's broken in a way that really can't be fixed. It's not about being really "fucked up" or shocking.
>>25331656
No problem m8, Merry Christmas to you too.
It's 2:30 AM here so I am going to head off for the night. Thank you OP for posting the collage, always makes me smile to see people appreciate the work I put in to prune my stories down.
Have a good night all! I'll see you around the board I'm sure.
>>25328823
Why is this supposed to be cringeworthy?
Fantasizing about things you wish you had is pretty common. Everyone has fantasized about having a a gf or bf, and how many of you faggots have waifus? How many powerless nerds invent superheros and escape into realms of fantasy and adventure? Wishing that you had a caring mother is perfectly understandable, especially when you compare it to the sexual fantasies and power fantasies that usually drive people's creative output.
So no, its not cringey, he's not mentally ill or fucked up beyond all redemption, you're more of a piece of shit if you shit on him for showing what he does.
>>25330832
Keep doing what works for you. Writing can be a good outlet. But have you considered writing in a more conventional style, or writing poetry? 4chan greentext is a very niche "artform".
Also while I would genuinely consider getting therapy or something, you shouldn't worry about being too much of a fuckup. Tons of people had shitty upbringings, tons of people have missing pieces and you don't have to be perfect to be accepted by others. Flaws and rough edges are the things that make people form real connections, which is something that robots generally don't understand.
Also you had sex with a girl, get out normie.
this is an interesting mix of feels
>sympathy for the guy and his past
>some small amount of cringe
>also enjoying the stories at the same time
>all of this in the context of some guy's life
powerful stuff
One time last year, late at night, on some fetish thread on /b/, a necrophiliac intimately and thoroughly described his most intense sexual fantasy in EXCRUCIATING detail. He pretty much explained how he'd caress the corpse, fuck the corpse, eat small bits of the corpse, rub himself against the corpse, and continue to do so for weeks and months, engaging in increasingly extreme and disgusting activities with the new which form as the body reaches new stages of advanced decomposition (pus, maggots, rot, putrefied flesh in general). It was so detailed, hastily written, and yet passionate and earnest that I was convinced he was being 100% serious. I wish I'd saved the post, because I legit marveled at his ability to make me gag.
>>25331712
I appreciate the support anon. I would consider myself mentally ill, as I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder and some form of OCD. I think I'm mentally ill mainly because I am a straight male who feels no sexual attraction to women. Not that I feel attraction to men either, it's hard to explain. I have a sex drive but masturbate exclusively for the physical feeling, and not really "to" anything, so to speak.
I've considered writing in plain text, not greentext, but it makes me feel pressured to write "good" prose. It devolves into me just ranting, greentext offers some form of structure for me. I do write poetry, but I would not share it with anyone.
Kek, I wouldn't consider myself a normie but I see why you might.
Now I am off to bed, just wanted to respond because your post is pretty well thought out.
Have a great night robots.
>>25331733
This
I've been having a hard time trying to explain how this makes me feel.
Rosey mommy guy is intriguing to me because he knows he can't just post the stories without context. They're too far out there.
But in the context, knowing so many details about this human being's life, it all comes together.
It's not a story, not a narrative, not a feels or a cringe post, it's the closest thing to a character study I've ever seen produced on 4chan.
Saved the collage for future posting. I genuinely consider this art. Good work rosey mom dude.
>tfw you're entirely numb to everything and you actively seek out more and more disturbing content to make you feel, yet you're at the point where nothing can anymore.
>>25331771
Fuck, I think I remember this thread.
I remember thinking it was definitely real just because of how much knowledge the guy had of corpses.
Gave me the chills.
i once saw a video where some guy shot a woman with p90it might have been an airsoft though but i didn't want to watch that whole thing
>>25332090
the japanese videos? they're just airsoft.. if those were real bullets there'd be a ton of blood and ripped skin from that range
>>25331451
Yes basically its the same guy shilling his 'lol so degenerate xdd' pasta
>>25332473
I wouldn't use the word degenerate but I understand what you're saying and you're absolutely right.
This type of thing ruins the pasta for me.
>>25328823
>>25330832
holy crap... i really wasn't expecting these feels. I literally started crying while reading that second story about the restaurant and christmas anon. You brought up so many feels that I've been repressing for all my life. I nearly died at the part where you talk about not wanting a mommy gf, just wanting a mommy. I feel you. My mom wasn't nearly as bad as yours but I just never really felt loved by her. She made it really clear from an early age that I just bothered her. We can't talk for more than 20 minutes without her screaming at me. It hurts. you brought up so many feels, wasn't expecting that at all 10/10. I don't get why people think this is cringey its beautiful and upsetting at the same time. So much melancholy. You know if you're anything like me then you might like the beach boys if you give them a chance. Brian Wislon had a really bad childhood and I think it comes through in the music pretty clearly but he filters it through innocence and its beautiful. check out this song (and the whole album), it's definitely my favorite song by them it brings me to tears a lot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSoM2sJ4N1M
>>25329658
Picture?
Mate.
There was a full on video of liquid shit spewed on that infant.
>>25328823
Poor bastard. This shit isn't even cringe. It's just... sad.
>>25331425
>>25331448
>>25331513
>>25331552
>>25331577
>>25331591
>>25331621
this is all too much I can't stop crying. I've never felt anything harder on /r9k/ than these posts
There was a story about a woman that read a magic spell to make a watch work for someone's birthday... to make the gears move. But it made her bowels move... a lot. Then shit monsters started being born out of her ass and they'd grow really fast and rape her.
So eventually she was being gangraped over and over by her shit monster babies. Then she got used as a dildo for the shit monster that was too big to rape her. Then there were some magic spells and I think they got domesticated?
Please help, I need to read that story again. It was just so fucked up.
>>25332718
Holy fuck I have this morbid curiosity running in me right now, but at the same I don't wanna know. Can someone describe what happened and the back story so I don't have to watch it?
I had it worse.
>parents divorce when I'm six months old because mom is abusive to everyone even though she's completely sober all of the time
>I start getting beaten up by my mom as soon as I'm born, slapping here and there from accounts by my sister
>beating only gets worse as I get older, starts beating me for the hell of it
>try to tell teacher in 4th grade
>teacher arranges meeting with mom, tells her to cut that shit out
>mom beats me up in the car ride back home while my aunt drives
>go on vacation
>mom beats me so bad I start bleeding because I didn't put the toilet seat down
>afraid to tell anyone because nothing happened last time
>one night mom beats me for not finishing my "homework" on time (she started giving me extra homework because I got a C in a class)
>comes into my room at night and puts a baggy of ice wrapped in a towel on my bruised face, telling me she's sorry
>it's the first time I've ever heard her cry and apologize
>I start crying too
>next night I don't finish "homework" on time
>this time she just comes into my room, slams the towel on my face, and yells at me
>realize she just did it to get the swelling down so no one noticed
>beatings continue until I'm 18 years old, when I finally fight back and she starts crying about me abusing her
It was right then that I realized she was nothing but a disgusting little dog, barking as loudly as she could at any threat to silence it. But it was too late. I'm petrified of the idea of a woman hurting me again. I'm scared that I might become my mother and start beating my own children. I'm fucking terrified of everything and everyone. And the worst thing is, an MRI to my brain has shown that the constant abuse might be the reason for my bipolarism and borderline personality disorder.
And the only thing I've ever wanted in my life is for a real mom. The kinds in cartoons, who were kind and loving and took care of their children. But I won't ever have it. I can't. I'm far too broken.
>>25331786
Hey can you post a link to the YouTube profile of the person who inspired 'rosey mommy'?
