When will my real life start?
>>25295048
Your real life is now. Not tomorrow, not in a year. It is now. This is the life you are living.
And it is the life you chose.
This right here is your life. Don't sink, try to find something mildly fun
I don't know
>ugly in up till junior year in highschool
>parents tell me my life will start in college and I'll get all the girls and friends
>poor social skills from past experiences and massive anxiety in college
>parents say college isn't my thing either, my life will start when I graduate and get a real job
>go to internship, people there think I'm ok, but don't deal with me outside of when they have to
>parents tell me my life will start when i move out
at this point, I have to find some way to overcome 21 years of being a social outcast, rock bottom self esteem and serious depression, and not having friends, with the social maturity and sexual experience of a 12 year old, and find a girlfriend and wife in the 5-6 years before they're all taken or washed up sluts while still working 8-10 hours a day at an office job
things don't look good, I don't think my "real life" will ever start
I think I just wasn't meant to be happy, just to work and consume and give so other people can take from me and have a fun fulfilling life with their friends and mates
>>25295103
>And it is the life you chose.
Except there is no free will.
>>25295048
when your internet addiction ends.
its now now now
>>25295103
>chose
Nobody exists on purpose.
Our lives are inherently meaningless.
Nothing you do matters.
>>25295284
You have some objective evidence for that philosophy? Or is this just your personal opinion?
>>25295274
Was waiting for this. Didn't have it saved.
>>25295284
Shut up Morty.
>>25295048
At the moment both your parents decided with whom to mate. That was the moment your innate traits were decided.
