>actually find girls who are really into me
>try to reach into some reciprocal feeling of that kind
>nothing
I can't feel romance anymore. I used to be able to get obsessed with girls, but I might just not be able to feel that anymore. Or maybe it's this specific one? It's uncomfortable, though...
I haven't felt romance or love in my entire life. What does it feel like?
>>29804649
I know this exact feel OP, I even had my highschool oneitis go after me in college, held her hand and looked at her smiling at me and I though "I don't love her..."
also
>tfw a girl whines to you about being lonely because her bf ignored a text message and you have to hold back from telling them to fuck off
>>29804732
Showing disinterest is even a strategy to make her interested.
yeah i dont really feel it at all. i was on a date last week and felt nothing and never talked to her again.