>join an irc channel years ago for random forum
>pretend to be a girl because that's what I do
>we all chat daily
>six years go by
>forum doesn't exist anymore
>few of us still on every day
>literally my only friends
>few people are starting voice chat
>they still think I'm a girl
>have to keep lying to them
>cant talk to my only friends
I've always pretended to be a girl online because it's never mattered and I am more comfortable that way. Now, it's actively hurting me. I can't even share pictures, and I've seen a few of theirs. It's killing me.
tell them you're a tranny and are still transitioning
WELP.
Time to become a trap anon.
Just tell them you're a guy. If they get super butthurt then that's the end of that I guess.
They could also not give a shit and still be your friend.
>>29581980
Tell them the truth. If they are truly your friends, they'll be cool with you being a guy the whole time. Hell, they probably already know.
>>29582170
>>29582306
That's so stupid...
OP, get to /lgbt/ and start asking about the transification process.
>>29581980
pretty sure they think you're a guy already.
>>29581980
Hire a hooker or an escort to be the female you, every so often. Or get some voice changer software.
Friend of mine pulled the pretend to be a girl meme. If you tell them they'll probably be mas at first, but hey, I got over it.
>>29582013
>>29582325
I already know about the process. If it was as accepted now as it was 12-15 years ago, I'd consider it. I'm 27 now, that alone is enough to never do it. I doubt I'd have ever passed anyway because I'm 6'3" with broad shoulders, and big hands/feet.
>>29582369
I've used voice changers before. They're really clunky, and you never know if they actually work. I am working on an actual female voice, though. I'm decent with voice stuff, but I don't like talking out loud to practice.
>>29582170
>>29582347
I honestly don't think they know. I make up plenty of lies that I research before hand about certain things, Besides, even in other things online, people usually make the assumption I'm female anyway.
I would never tell them, though. Not after so long.
>>29582325
>>29582476
You don't have to actually become a tranny, you can just pretend you were female to male
>>29582569
No. The lies need to stop. He has to become female.
>>29582635
I wish I could. It's been ruining my life for 20+ years now.
>>29581980
Serves you right for taking your games too far
>>29582739
Damn. Jokes aside.. I'm sorry to hear about that. It must be really tough to have a gender identity mismatch or uncertainty... I can't really imagine.
But all the pretending to your online friends has really got to be making it worse. I would have NO idea how to make it right though...
>>29581980
You could kill yourself
orgainal
>>29582929
Yea. The whole tranny thing is popular now, but it's just a meme. Most people are just following the trend. I don't go to /lgbt/, tumblr, Reddit, or really anywhere else, so I am mostly basing my opinion on shit I've just happened to stumble Upon.
Here's what it's like for me. I'll try to describe it as best I can.
I am the oldest of 5 brothers, and grew up in an Irish Catholic family. From grades 1-7, I was in Catholic school until my parents wanted to save money, though by that time we had mostly stopped going to church. As a kid, I had faith in god because I was told to since they basically indoctrinate children. I didn't have any friends really, just one other outcast that my parents didn't like, and occasionally I'd hang out with my cousin. However, my aunt is legit insane, so that eventually stopped.
I didn't dream much, and when I did. Not was usually a repeat. The first was an old recurring dream that involved a train turn table, which really only happened when I was really little. The other though, was me turning into a girl. I must have been 7 or so when I had the first one, and I felt happy? Excited? Right? I my was the best I had ever felt. Every so often the dream would come back, slightly different than before, especially as I got older.
Outside of the occasional dream, my life was just full of depression. I hated everything about myself for one reason or another. I had no friends, and would bounce around to various psychologists. When my parents would go out and I'd be alone, I would wear my mom's dresses and feel the closest to happy as I could get. At one point, I started praying to change. I prayed every night before I went to bed for so long, and every day I'd wake up the same. Eventually I stopped praying altogether. If God existed, he didn't want me to be happy.
It's just a big downward spiral from there.
>>29583105
Soon, famalam. I keep a loaded .40 in my nightstand. Hollow points don't fuck around.
>>29583213
livestream for daddy baby
>>29583283
Nah. Just a lonely bang. No need for undeserved attention.
just get a girl to pretend for you
>>29583443
That's no fun
cilantro
>>29582476
>They're really clunky, and you never know if they actually work.
How do you not know?
Also what's the best voice changer, and what's the best text to speech software that emulates a mic? It looks like I have to use one for multiplayer games since people are too retarded to type in 2016.
>>29583213
Damn dude.
I had a pretty lonely/depressed childhood too but not as bad. No psychologists for me though (I'm not sure if those fuckers ever help anyone desu).
Did you talk about your gender issues with them? Dunno if dreams and trying out clothes are that meaningful. Although it must be if it still affects you like that...
I never believed in God but if I did I'd feel pretty let down sometimes too honestly. :/
Dunno how close you are to your Internet buddies, or if you there's one of them in particular you trust more for something like that, but if you told them you got something important to talk about and started explaining it like that.. I think most people would understand and accept that even though it's pretty crazy. But as groups people often act as jerks too... Really only you have a clue on how they would react.
>>29583443
Since you want to be a girl so bad , you're gonna have to be an attention whore too
>pretend to be a girl
>Get caught out
>Pretend to be a trap instead
Works everytime
>>29581980
The timeframe and situation line up perfectly with someone I know. Who are you?
>>29581980
Tell the truth.
Ignore them.
Continue to lie.
Pretend they misunderstood you and that you never claimed to be a girl.
These are your options immediate-kin. Pick one.
>>29583495
I had the best luck with Screaming Bee
I've had mixed reviews when testing on my own hardware. The sound of the voice is only half of it. Girls have their own accents, too.
>>29583503
I haven't been to a psychologist or psychiatrist in quite some time, but no, I never told anyone about it. I thought about it, but mostly I didn't say anything. I doubt I'd be able to. Talk to my online friends about it partially on my end, but I'm also unsure on their end. They'd probably be ok with it, but I don't want to potentially ruin what we have.
It's more than just the clothes and the dreams. There's a feeling that comes with it that is hard to describe. Like finding something you lost a long time ago that you didn't even know was missing. That and hating everything about yourself.
>>29583690
All I'll say is that I moved in 11th grade.
>>29583463
What part about any of this makes you think I'd know someone well enough to let them talk to my Internet friends?
>>29583769
Continuing to lie is the only option that seems feasible.
>>29583947
>All I'll say is that I moved in 11th grade.
This all sounds seriously familiar. Bubble?
>>29583947
>>I had the best luck with Screaming Bee
>
>I've had mixed reviews when testing on my own hardware. The sound of the voice is only half of it. Girls have their own accents, too.
Thanks for the recommendation! I don't want to change gender though, I just want to either sound like a robot or text2speak and sound like a robot. Ideally the latter, since I can't really use a mic.
>>29583989
There are a bunch, though MorphVox Pro might be more up your ally. I used that one a lot too. More options.
>>29583983
Fraid not.
>>29581980
See, this is exactly why having friends is way too much work. All the time you have to consider what they are thinking and how you are acting around them, having friends is just too stressful.
Just cut them off OP, I guarantee you will feel a lot better after a month
just tell them and have a laff and a gaff with them about it
>>29581980
Thats why I started tranny voice training and now I can talk like a normal guy or a qt tomboy girl
>>29584126
I'm working on it, actually. One of the more autistic things I do is stupid voice shit, and I've legit thought about becoming a voice actor. The irony is that I have this phobia of recording it because I hate the sound of my voice.
>>29584077
It'll happen on its own. It always does.
>>29584191
recording and listening to get critique is the only way to improve
If you're anonymous on this website the worst someone can do is call you a faggot and use that to try to improve
>>29584270
I know. I've never powdered anything here, though, but being anonymous is the only reason I've even made this thread.
>>29581980
Just confess already, i was on the other end of that shit before. They were still the same person they were before outside of that whole lie anyways.
>>29584404
But the same person is a piece of shit and the lie is only thing that can be used as a filter.
>>29584092
this
just pretend its not a big deal to you and say something like "what you guys seriously believed me the whole time LOL ofc I am a guy"
You could just give all the information needed to a girl and have them practice pvetbskype calls with you.
Then when the time comes set up a rabbit/discord/skype and have the girl talk to your friends. Specifically set up a new account so you don't have to give them you're information.
I'd do it, but not for free so you could try browsing soc. Or the attention whores here I'm sure will do it or beg to.
Just know you might need to keep lying for a bit more to get the girl to know everything before she voice calls and fails, you could do a quick voice call to shut them up for a while tho? Make the girl come up with an excuse to turn off the mic early?
>>29585357
Skype* your* sorry on mobile
>>29581980
THAT'S WHAT YOU GET, FOR BEING A FAGGOT.
JUST BE A MALE DUDE, WHY PRETEND TO BE A FEMALE ONLINE? LOL. RETARD.
>>29585357
I wouldn't trust a stranger that much. Like, at all.
>>29585594
Well unless you have female friends you will let in on your lie to do this for you, you're fucked and this is the only way.
Eventually they will connect the dots, even if it's for a day get a girl to atleast talk to them for a little bit.
>>29581980
If you had lied about being a guy instead, then revealing that you were actually a girl would be a positive surprise.
>>29585357
This could actually work desu senpai
>>29585663
>>29585790
I think the best option is to work on the female voice. It's good practice anyway.
Or you know, just end it all like I was planning anyway
>>29585861
Set up a vacaroo and practice and play it back to yourself OP.
Good luck I hope you keep your friends
>>29585919
Yea I guess I can do that.
>>29583947
I'll pretend to be a girl for you, I can provide pic with time stamp, vocaroos, whatever. I'm a well known camwhore here anyway so you could just use my pics. Good luck op. Let me know if you want to contact
Probably just need to spend less time online and go get a gf, it'll solve most of your insanity there.
