==/depression&suicide/ central==
Post pictures and songs related, no positive garbage allowed here.
I'm not original fuck you
>>29412548
Just be yourself and be happy and you will not be depressive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRaC2Rx3BVY
I probably have depression but I don't want to admit it. It's a mental illness for the average and dumb people.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1eMI0d-1Hs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THDTH-3WD-c
who else /randomperiodsofdepression/ here?
some days are fine but some days I just feel emotionally fucked
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QymCgh5x-H0
this song always gets me, what do you anons think?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOII8DdDsi4
>>29412548
https://youtu.be/1D4sNFcULeA
https://youtu.be/WfXJ40Y4jY8
I'm sick of this suffering ride https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESoBLgrFVJU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XpMAhwNJdmk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPz21cDK7dg
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way
Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just the freight train coming your way......
It's coming your way
It's coming your way......
Here comes
Yeah, Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel
Is just a freight train coming your way.... Yeah...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKuebjArb3g
Wallowing in the abyss.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_UkIFIQ5hD8 what's the point of life if your pet can't stay with you?
>>29415778
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVdYPJxsbUo the only point is suffering and death
https://youtu.be/DnMHDF7ztUI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNUEoQ9aCTc
>what happens when you become so depressed that you lose your sanity
Don't become like me, brobots.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsLZMSGMBoE
Why isn't assisted suicide legal yet?
"Depression?"
Lol I don't know if what I have can be classified depression anymore. If you have a cold for 7 or 8 years is it still a "cold?" Or is it just pnumonia that hasn't killed you yet?
Dream of suicide all the time. I can't think of a span greater than a few days over the last 5-6 years where I haven't thought about it. It is my constant burden, riding on me forever.
And no one wants to be around this. Get near this. Its natural for them to be repulsed after all.
Just going to pull the trigger one of these days. This tiny little ember of hope will be nothing but ashes sooner or later.
I swing between extremely depressed, pretty fucking good, and too fucked up to know whether I'm either. I take pretty much everything in the medicine cabinet every night, and smoke weed heavily, so I numb out pretty hard.
I just want to get high and alleviate everything.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tnJ2pE5LrQ fuck the sun and summer
>>29416281
As someone who lives in the Bible Belt (and hates 95% of it), it's not legal because religious fundamentalists say that since God created your life, he is the only one who can take it, and having yourself or a doctor/meds help you take your life is sinful or some bs like that
>>29412548
Here you go Anons
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1_R3_YCtfA
>>29416500
nah anon that was bullshit spoken by the church when actual christians were killing themselves and they were losing slaves
>>29416500
Why do they get to dictate things like that though?
>>29416544
It's the hardcore conservatives still having power in the country. I don't agree with practically anything they say but unfortunately the south and some parts of the Midwest hold a sizable portion of people, and so they hold enough power to make it to where it's illegal in the country minus the couple of states that legalized it
>>29413662
Original is better
Fuck that, let's talk about depression and HOMICIDE
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/School_shooting
>>29416538
I think it's bullshit too, but I grew up in a baptist community, there are a good amount of people who still think that
>>29416609
I grew out of that phase like five years ago
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HuS_6Ca5vZQ
If i cut my wrists one day i will do it in a hot bath while listening to this
>>29416792
xasthur
more like fucking assthur
>>29416792
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXjsZsbOi7A
DBSM is fantastic
>>29416926
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RzP-Nt4lIU
>>29412548
>depressed
>enough energy to post on 4chan
Lmao. Before I was treated for MDD, I would just lay in bed all day staring at the ceiling. You're not depressed faggot.
>>29416792
>>29416926
>>29417069
Thy Light
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aM1EHVNMAHY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5rDyQ_iZWI
>>29417146
>implying depression always presents the same way
I got an MDD diagnosis without anywhere near that level of lethargy, and I know a lot of other people do too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kS9SUmAyKWM
Not depressing per-say, but not exactly invigorating.
>>29417069
>>29417279
>>29416792
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8u0Kp4h9H48
dsbm circle jerk
depressed metalheads in here.
Why dont we turn our sadness into anger and rage?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xvewpux2sg0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5YjkLR32xo
>>29417524
Not a sadness for me, but I like it
>>29417524
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MGGTHtuXjg
This is such a great depression song, gets too little credit. Could be the theme of this board. Levene is brilliant
https://youtu.be/o5cFIqu2MgM
>>29417146
>efore I was treated for MDD, I would just lay in bed all day staring at the ceiling.
that's because you were anemic and had poor circulation, a bad diet, and vitamin d deficiency. all of which was ameliorated by activities that began as the depression subsided
I hate the world, I hate the humans, I hate them
I pray everyday to darkness, I pray for a destruction
I dream of extinction
I can't take it anymore, I'm sick of their faces
I wish I could drown them in their own blood
Break their little necks, stomp their fucking faces
I'm sick of them, burn them, boil them
I must do whatever it takes to disappear their pitiful existence
Take the fucking happiness from them, they don't deserve it
Kill every fucking human who is laughing, I'm sick of you
Pathetic scums
MAKE THEM STOP, PUT THEM IN THE GROUND
BRING MISERY TO THEM
HANG 'EM, IMPALE 'EM, DESTROY 'EM
DEATH TO ALL AND ALL TO DEATH
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKqj5ZR4laU
>>29416262
>tfw you can see yourself like this in a few years
>tfw family already thinks you're bathshit insane
Is this pure bliss?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb_nr_hIb4c
>>29417146
>implying I ever move from my bed
>>29416595
This is the original, Cash just made a more popular version. The original band was cool with it though. Don't know if you were trolling.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDqD5p7R5FY
Is this positive? It makes me feel good but only because I temporarily forget about life.
>>29418568
Yes, picture looks ok though, would be nice to get drunk and drown there.
Who /crywank/ here?
Some of his lyrics hit way too close to home
>Obsessive muso with no friends
"one more night alone in my room
Listening to music I think makes me cool
It's not cool being lonely, it's not cool being cold
Not cool being someone you wouldn't want to know
My room stinks like shit, i've been here too long
Dwelling on lines from other peoples songs
Saying "yes, this is me, your lyrics break through"
But I don't deserve the lines I relate to"
Leech Boy is good too
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kAFk0cu6gJs
>>29418473
Saw this and didn't even have to look.
Yeah, I thought it was common knowlege that Cash covered Hurt and NiN pretty much let him have it after.
A lot of people forget that Cash didn't die that long ago and associate NiN with a later generation for some reason, source of confusion there.
>>29412548
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=h3kXikPgsK4
Did somebody order the feels?
>>29412548
Need a to let out some tears? Listen to this and read the lyrics.. you'll be bawling like a baby.
http://genius.com/Sturgill-simpson-breakers-roar-lyrics
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sg209CadVQM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYX-fSRa2P4
Dystopia- My Meds Aren't Working
My body still clings to life
Only my spirit is gone inside
I pray for death every night
But I keep waking up alive
I cut myself for infliction
And I still spit at my reflection
I hate everything I am
I have my friends to thank for that
So I keep taking my meds
And I do what my doctor says
I hate myself more everyday
I guess I'll always be this way
I've learned that love is dead
And that people just get fucked instead
And all the while making friends
Just to fuck them in the end
Everyone I touch infects me
Cancer in flesh, there is death all around
Everyone I touch, I infect them
Black and dead is my heart
Alone,
I pace and I tear at my skin and my hair
Burn myself for some relief
From a sick fucking joke of a life
The punchline is when I die
And come back as me for eternity
Just to fuck up everyday?
And fail the ones that I love by being alive
I don't know who I am anymore
A parasite in human disguise?
Searching for a piece of shit with all of you fucking maggots and flies
Everyday I feel that I just can't do anything right
I'm sorry if you know my name
I'll probably fuck up your life
>>29419415
Relatable great lyrics and nice to see Cho in that picture
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHyb7SMJq_8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxZpEFJhO6k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZgKXzbzm2Y
>>29412641
You're probably not here but good song, anon.
And yeah, most of the time I'm fine but sometimes I just want to fucking end it all. Shit sucks.
>>29412585
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDRY0CmcYNU
Here's the song itself. The /pol/ side of me wants to say it's fine but when listening to this I can't help feel a little left-wing.
>>29416262
Well, at least he seems to have fun. I think.
>>29412548
i want to slit my throat and dream forever and am getting to a point that I don't care enough to do it
i kinda want to do something funny in conjunction with this but then some normies would get me medical help
>>29419957
interesting piece of audio
>>29412641
Pleasant but fairly primitive musically. I feel better expressed by intricate melodies and rich orchestration. You may call me pompous and melodramatic, but I would rather suffer a romantic storm of weltschmerz than an average dull depressive state. Chopin does the trick:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPa7jjeKVR4
bump so the thread doesn't die. fucking original
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAgRDScygic
>tfw will never fight to death in patriotic war
>>29421849
>tfw i will never fight to death for my good lords and die like a good goy
why do you want that?
>>29423161
Not him but I think it's the illusion of dying for an ideal.
>tfw will never free earth of suffering by killing everyone and everything
>>29420230
>you can't care about the environment and be right-wing
>>29423161
Because my religion is romantic paganic nationalism. Also I'm mechanized infantry so I would die quick.
i want out senpais
>27
>can't keep make or keep friends
>never had an intimate relationship
>been depressed my whole life
>diagnosed when I was 6
>no rhyme or reason
>just broken
>just an empty shell mimicking life
I hate when people ask me why or what happened. They can't grasp the fact that some people are just born fucked, yet these people have the gall to say that suicide is selfish.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPPEdfgWo5E
i wish i could kill myself but you can't buy a gun here and i don't want to go vegetable/die slowly if i fail jumping under a train
>>29424238
being revived by the normals is haunting, I just want to rest let me die you bastards
>tfw no one will ever feel this way about you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sYbQ5JKgnq8&index=14&list=FLqhutPn7e9SZSYSO92lw81w
