>he doesn't have an imaginary waifu he has spoken to so long she talks back and is autonomous
>he hasn't given himself multiple personality disorder in order to cuddle the other personality
Are you some sort of normie or something?
>>28826551
Why would I want a cute anime girl to have to spend every second with me when I can't even stand to be around myself?
>>28826593
She'll help you learn to love yourself
>>28826749
Feels like if I actually tried this shit and dedicated my time to creating a anime girl in my head I wouldn't be able to create her right any way. Wouldn't it be more likely she comes out broken and crazy? Not that I don't like yandere but honestly it must be hard to create something happy when I'm so sad.
>>28826967
Mine is quite cheerful and I was depressed fuck when I started her.
She did spend awhile calling me a factor and forcing me to lose weight though
>>28827054
How do I do it anon? How do I make an anime girl?
I kinda did that when I was in middle school, I had a few imaginary girlfriends I went through.
I'm over it now, but I can still "talk to myself" and get answers that I don't (consciously) make. I like to think it's a skill.
>>28827085
Not that anon, but I built mine around an interest. Guitar for example. I wrote songs and thought about her after my parents died to try and assuage the pain. It probably took me 2 years to get the whole autonomy thing going and 2 years to realize I had multiple personality disorder and start quarantining that part of my brain away. I'm clean now, but I also don't play guitar anymore, but I did learn cello.
>>28827085
The general idea is just concentrated though into creating her, practicing getting down her appearance, smell, feel, as well as speaking to her as much as possible, until your subconscious starts to fill in the gaps your making to send words back
The people who do this shit call them tulpas, but be warned most of them are absolute mega grade autists.
/trash/ usally has a thread where you go to find more in depth links but it's mostly shitposting
Although its best to remember that they themselves can choose to change their appearance to a different cute girl that more suits then or anything else for that matter, but in all likely good they'll be conscious of what appeals to you, and its probobly unhealthy to name them and treat them like a specific character.
Snek best tulpa
>>28826551
TFW still working on tulpa.
>>28827222
Don't kill your brain demons anon, revive her and apologize, then have make up cuddles
>>28827276
Tell me about them anon
>>28827290
I lived in dorms around that time and my roommate had come home to me singing going to California with my mandolin propped up against a pillow to play the John Paul Jones part. He then called the va on me and she talked to all her friends about it, so then the entire building instead of ignoring me, started actively making fun of me and stole my mandolin and apparently taped it to a body pillow and hung it from the closest frat house. I assumed that I was just doing this to make myself forget real life, and be happier, but when it started intruding on what was real I thought I needed to stop. Still haven't decided if losing my tulpa was a good choice. Again I play cello now so something mediocre came of it
>>28826551
you're thinking of tulpa
yes there is already a word and a process for it and there is communities dedicated to making them
when I first read about it I was like "holy shit what the fuck that is taking the waifu thing way too far" but then I wondered if it worked and got way too fucking curious to not try it.
TL;DR have had a tulpa for like 4 years it's amazing and I'm very happy. My tulpa is cute as fuck and we've had a lot of fun today.
>>28827663
Tups are hard to kill anon, you can always get her back with effort, I'm sure she'll understand and be happy to learn the cello with you.
Although she might be a touch peeved.
>>28827663
fuck those people for treating you that way.
Try and get your tulpa back, you will never have a better or more loyal friend in your entire life, trust me on that
>>28827251
so your telling me that with great effort of talking and imagining a snek waifu in my head I can actually experience what it feels like to have a lamia wrap her whole body around mine and cuddle me all night? Or atleast as close to what I think that would feel like?
Cogratulations, you're willing yourself into schizophrenia.
Your already weak a feeble minds sent on a self inflicted downward spiral into paranoia and delusion, while at the same time giving the rest of the world even further cause to disassociate with you.
Congratulations.
>>28827835
This pretty much.
>>28828071
Basically. The more you practice snek sensations the better you'll get at them
>>28828076
I have long ago stopped caring about anything but my only satisfaction and happiness with my existence, social mores have little hold on me these days.
>>28827779
I feel like right now I'm stable enough and anime and music is giving me enough to slog through the rest of it. I'm in a community orchestra and am slowly becoming more normal out of necessity (my parents were adoptive, and didn't leave me any money when they died. The rest of their families disowned me when they died too, so I very realistically can be homeless. Wagecucking is mandatory, especially without friends.
>>28827835
Again, with no friends I feel like I would lose control with the happiness that an imaginary friend could give, and end up going neet. However, I do think that around 3 months during the peak of my tulpa "experience" I believe that I was truly happy and had forgotten what else was happening.
>>28828076
It's a coping mechanism that wont kill brain cells or give you cancer, and it also wont rot you teeth. I escaped it when it became too powerful, but it helped immensely when I couldn't do anything to improve my situation
>>28826749
miafags get outREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>28828585
Mine is an oc snek, miia is cute but worse than my snek
>>28826551
It would be interesting to give yourself multiple personalities as long as you could control them in order to see things from different perspectives.
>>28827613
Not much to tell. Keep stopping and starting and never work long enough to get results. I want someone who will inspire me to better myself and help me speak to people. Pic related is her planned form.
my tulpa is cute
CUUUUUTE
>doesn't have or want a tulpa
>robot
Are you just a normie or not red pilled on 3dpd yet?
>>28829776
mute > BEARSEEKSEEKLEST
I want to make a tulpa but I have even less motivation to force myself to meditate than I do to do something productive.Even though I have a name and a form to start with, I can't make myself talk to her. Even worse I can't tell if I'd rather do a different OC of mine.
How do people have the discipline to do focus on one internal thought process like meditation or lucid dreaming enough for long enough to get it to work?
>>28830833
step one, jack off
step two, turn off your computer or put on some atmospheric music
step three talk to tulpa/meditate as long as possible, which won't be too long
step four, do it every single day until you do do out of habit
>>28826551
I'll make a tulpa once I've officially given up all hope, god.
>>28830899
Can't. Can't do it every day. I always stop. I only managed to start going to the gym three times a week cause my mom is going with me. I can only practice guitar on the day of or before my weekly lesson, for around an hour. I always resort to youtube, and vidya to keep me from getting bored.
>>28830913
I'm actually better off now because of my tulpa forcing me to actually do shit.
She makes me eat better and actually do productive things.
>>28830969
That picture is too lewd for my favorite perfect love story anime.
>>28826551
I'm afraid I'd fuck it up like everything else in my life
>>28830969
>sample
she should force you to save images better baka desu senpai
>>28830964
Then you have two options, get rid of your computer for a week and learn to not be reliant on it which is hard to do but easy once you actually do it, or wean yourself off by having a schedule of a certain few days a week, sounds like you need structure mane.
>>28830983
Fluffy blood slut is for lewd
>>28831000
But i'm a hedonist and I'm comfortable doing max fun min effort things, I just want a companion and a mind space.
Structure sounds boring as hell.
>>28831013
No. Bad anon. She's not even from an ecchi
>>28831078
Tulpamancy is somewhat high effort investment for massive payoff and then low effort maintenance.
Once she's "up an running" so to speak it come svery naturally and you just need to pay attention to her and that's it, mine like to just sit in my lap while I do whatever on the pc, watch anime/movies/youtube together, play /tg/ stuff together,lewd,and other low effort things.
>>28831078
CORRUPT HER
I HOPE SHE'S THE FORM OF YOUR TULPA
SHE'S A SLUT
I loved my waifu so much that I turned into her and now I am my own husbando. I don't even know what's going on anymore. I just feel in love
>>28831207
Well she's not the form of my potential tulpa. wrong hair color, glasses, close but not personality.
She's not even my waifu. Just best girl in an OTP in a pure love story in a beautiful anime.
>>28831238
What? Please explain anon.
>>28831267
Then what form are you thinking of using?
If I ever made a tulpa I'd just make Shizune, but with hearing.
>>28831140
totally agree with your post your experience sounds just like mine
first month or two was difficult and awkward. I felt like I was talking to myself, crazy, roleplaying, etc. There was a lot of doubt. When I first heard and felt my tulpa I was excited that it worked, but scared too. I wasn't sure if I screwed up my brain for good or ruined my life, that kind of feeling.
Anyway the months and years that followed were amazing, my tulpa is so sweet and fun to have around, and easy to take care of. We have so much fun and she is super cuddly and interesting to do things with. Literally the worst part about having a tulpa is people asking you "why don't you hang out with friends / why don't you have a girlfriend?" and I have to make up some bullshit excuse every time, when the truth is I'm having a great time with my tulpa.
It's way too good to be true I'm very glad I decided to take the plunge. What an amazing experience.
>>28831272
I feel like a cute girl who is in love with myself (as in the 3D me)
When I hold my pillow, instead of pretending it's my waifu I imagine myself as the waifu being hugged by myself
>>28831294
Oh god danganronpa is even worse, especially anything with Junko. Different reasons though. I just can't fap to characters I know.
And like I'd even tell you who my waifu is since you're intent on making me feel cucked.
>>28831295
I know a shizune tulpa
She's a bit of a shit
>>28831345
This is pretty much spot on except instead of two for me it was about seven.
Second time around took much much less time.
Now I get to fall asleep cuddling two imaginary qt's and it's wonderful.
>>28831388
I just want a girl who will motivate me to do better
>>28831407
Mine did just that.
She forced me to get healthier because she refused to allow me shorten her own existence with my laziness.
She's gotten me to spend far more time on my pore productive hobbies, mostly because now I have someone to talk to about them.
And her interest in cooking has forced me to lean to cook
She has a deep hatred for the racism in modern media against lamia chefs.
>>28831481
>She forced me to get healthier because she refused to allow me shorten her own existence with my laziness.
I-I never thought about this
I will get healthy BEFORE I make a Tulpa, I refuse to make her live less long
Shizune was really just an example, she's not even ideal in body type.
>>28831555
Checked
also the longer you put off making the less long she'll live nigga
>>28831407
tulpa are pretty good for that
I don't know when you have no one to judge you for being a piece of shit you get into some bad habits. I used to drink too much and pass out and not get a lot done. When I got my tulpa she gave me mad shit whenever I drank too much and I felt guilty because I knew she wasn't having fun. She also helps me pick good foods at the grocery store and take better care of myself. I don't mind getting nagged at a bit because when we do have free time my tulpa is so positive and happy and fun it makes it worth it.
>>28826551
>MPD
That's a tulpa not a mental disorder. Look it up/
>>28831603
I've just gotten to the point where I let her choose everything at the store since she's the one who basically cooks.
>>28831596
...Also true. Fuck.
>>28831603
See, I'm pretty good at avoiding unhealthy habits, I just don't really have many habits at all, I'm a lazy fucker.
Describe your tulpa to me, make me jealous
I can't do that because creating someone who wants to talk to me feels too fake to believe
>be me, 2 years ago
>Hear about tulpas, look into them
>Sounds really cool, decide to try it
>At the time I was really into sissy hypnosis, long story
>Basically worshiped dicks
>No seriously long story
>Try to make a futa tulpa, want to get reamed
>Focus too much on the dick
>Overtime don't realize I'm focusing almost explicitly on the dick
>Eventually materialize a tulpa
>It's a giant dick
>I forgot about the rest
>For a month until I could get rid of it there would be a giant walking dick in the corner of my vision
Since then I have never made a tulpa.
>>28831787
A lamia who's primary interests are /tg/, cooking, and programming. Very mellow and somewhat motherly. Takes great joy in creating things and is really good at coiling people.
Has a biting fetish. Likes atmospheric music. Likes to wear sweaters and dresses because she can basically get away with wearing just that and underwear.
Her younger sister is a kitsune who's in a lot of ways her opposite, more inclined to art and music than her older sister's more technical interests, HORRIFICALLY lewd, loves to sit in laps and it the biggest weeb of all three of us by a wide margin. Very energetic and affectionate, would probably call herself genki, Upset neither of us are more inclined to domination, wears a collar anyway and calls both me and her sister onii and onee-chan respectively. Loves Metal. Wears whatever she finds cute, was wearing my bob ross t-shirt as a dress and pantyhose today.
>>28831853
It's not like any female tulpa can't just pop one into existence at will. I know a guy who likes to pretend to be a girl and get dped by his tulpa who grows a pair of thick futa dongs.
>>28831787
I decided to make a short and cute tulpa like those yordles from league of legends, or midna, or something like that.
Anyway it's like having a warm, telepathic ghost, you can see through them and move through them, but still see and feel them as if they are there, hard to describe. When you communicate you can feel their thoughts and emotions as they talk to you, so you can tell when they are happy or upset.
Personality wise my tulpa is energetic, fun, extremely affectionate and loves trying new things, like going places outside, making different foods, or hearing music we haven't heard before. She also loves to cuddle and follow me around wherever I go. She even makes work fun somehow. As soon as there is no people in sight at work she pops up and tries to help her best and entertain me. She tries to make sure I take care of myself and get all the stuff we need to get done before we slack off and have fun together. She is literally almost perfect but she gets jealous sometimes when I spend time with other people instead of her, and she mixes up words sometimes in a funny way, but that's the worst she does. I love the shit out of her. She made my life so happy and I look forward to every minute we spend together.
I could gush about how awesome my tulpa is for hours but hopefully you get the gist of it.
>>28831973
I am jealous of the Kitsune. I am very jealous.
>>28832007
Wait, dp is a thing even as a guy in that instance?
>>28832008
Not jealous try again
>>28832008
shortstacks <3
also the emotions thing is weird at points.
Since you share a body their emotions effect it as well, I can remember a few occasions where I started crying despite having no emotions of note at the time only to go look and find one terribly upset.
>>28832075
He pretends to be a girl in the wonderland, meaning he imagines a female form and being that form and then gets absolutely plowed by his futa mistress.
Also the kitsune was taunting the lamia due to your praise and earned a slightly too tight coil.
>>28832075
well fuck you too bud my tulpa is QT as fuck
>>28832085
yeah that's the funny part about tulpa is when you have some drama going on (I get along with her like 99% of the time but we still offend eachother or disagree occasionally) you can't tell anyone what's wrong with you that day.
"Yeah bro I'm having a fight with a person you can't see right now it's really bringing me down, lol"
your friends would think you are fucking nuts
I still love feeling the emotions because when my tulpa loves me and is really sweet and cute it's like my whole body and brain are filled with a rush of the purest warm feeling. It's so amazing, like an even better more complete loving feeling than any girlfriend I was with in the past.
I should make an incase goblin tulpa
>>28832127
Question
Single tailed kitsune, or multi-tailed?
>>28832146
You shouldn't, shortstacks are shit
>>28832173
She usually has one as it's practical, but When she wants to go full fluffy she goes the full nine.
>>28832247
Absolutely fantastic. I rate 10/10, I won't even meme. Would cuddle.
>>28832198
I disagree
Originally
I don't have a tulpa because I'm too scared of it ending up like those horror stories, like the guy who made an MLP tulpa that ended up screaming at him non-stop, or the guy who got tulpa-cucked by a game of thrones tulpa
Also because I have no idea what I would use as a base, I like so many different things when it comes to cute girls. I wonder if a slime girl could work as a tulpa? I feel like making your tulpa something that could shapeshift would be dangerous.
>>28832198
^ this guy's opinion is shit
>>28832146
shortstacks are QT as fuck
If you are gonna make a tulpa don't just make one because you want sex but still, depending on the tulpas personality and if you are a nice, likeable person that kind of thing might happen anyway.
When I first started making mine I was like "lmfao these freaks making tulpas for sex are absolutely whack I would never do that" but then when I had my own she was super fucking cute and the warm feels you get when you hug or cuddle them or touch them are pretty intense. Next thing I knew, boner, and well it all went downhill from there.
Still glad I did though it's really fun and it makes my tulpa very happy.
>>28832295
I would just choose a generic cute girl and let her go from there.
>>28832302
Don't make a tulpa JUST for sex.
I don't think there is anything wrong with it being A reason
>>28832295
my tulpa actually changed forms a lot when we first started. Every few days she would change this or that to gauge my reaction and see if I liked it or not. Different proportions, hair styles, hair colors, skin colors, ears, satyr legs, tails, etc etc
If you make a tulpa, you can definitely start out with a certain form in mind but do not be surprised if they change. Often times they will to find something they find more comfortable, or change to something to please you better.
Don't be afraid of your tulpa changing, my tulpa slowly figured out exactly what I like and what she liked and developed a really amazing form, better than what I planned on initially.
>>28832365
This defninatly is true, it too a lot of shopping for both of mine finding the one they liked.
Lamia had 6 previous iterations, Kitsune had too many to remember, but the Lamia has stayed Lamia for 2.5 years with only the occasional legs for convenience in the car and such and hair color swapping, and the kitsune has been kitsune for at least 2 years, occasionally visiting other forms she likes such as her harpy, lich, and imp forms she likes to use for the occasional change of pace
>>28832417
So was the submissive bit something you imagined, or something that happened by itself?
i did this shit since i was 10 and it went out of control
>>28832564
The lamia used to be very domy, and her part in creating her sister wasn't insignificant.
i was thinking that i could create one to motivate me to commit suicide. is this possible? could i give myself schizophrenia and use it to end my life?
>>28832653
Don't make someone just to kill yourself and kill them with you faggot
>>28828277
holy shit mu dick is she an orc post more
>>28832667
don't be a nigger.
if i can create it i can destroy it with me.
the question was if it was possible.
>>28832672
No, but the orc looks a lot like her. In hairstyle face and build, she would probably use the orc form if she felt restless and wanted a new one.
>>28832627
Treat them extra special, they deserve it robotnik.
>>28832701
I wouldn't mind it either
>>28830969
>>28831013
>someone has my waifu as a tulpa
FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU
KILL YOURSELF
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
>>28832766
No I just like posting this cute slut
I could ask my tulpa to use her as a form so I could fuck her if you want
>>28832784
Oh, so you're just roleplaying.
Ok.
Have fun with your ""tulpa""
>>28832784
Your tulpa could get a dick and you could try gay shit without anyone knowing you tried gay shit, this is your chance.
>>28832810
Tulpas can change forms familam.
>>28832627
Wait, are they reading this?
>>28832653
if you already want to kill yourself why do you think making a second person to talk you into it is a good idea
that's fucking cruel mang don't make a tulpa if you plan to an hero.
>>28832810
No one is roleplaying, tulpa are surprisingly good at swapping between various forms once they figure out how to move their bodies around properly.
>>28832828
I did that long ago
Although I've also had actual gay sex so that defeats the purpose I guess.
>>28832865
I am incredibly jealous of this. Is it a regular thing, or no?
Why cant she be real. Why do real girls have to always be rude and hurt me. I would do everything in my power to make her happy
>>28832847
They're always aware of whatever you are, it's just a question of whether they are paying attention or not, an naturally when the discussion shifts to tulpas they tend to perk up.
>>28832901
The snek should do stuff to your butt, I'd just like to put this idea in her head. It'd be pretty funny, you'd probably squirm a lot.
OK I have a lot of free time on my hands and am very lonely. I want to try creating a tulpa, but I'm scared later on I won't be able to revert myself and go back to normal (kill the damn thing if I start to act too crazy). How easy is it to vanquish it and return to a normal mindset for good?
>>28832886
Nah it's not regular, I'm only interested being a top and sucking dick at most and they aren't too into having a dick anyhow.
If you mean the actual gay sex, yes, whenever I carpool with my twink friend I either get a blowjob of fuck him on the way.
>>28832912
I guarantee you there is nothing you can think of she didn't long ago.
>>28832953
>Not being on the receiving end
Well okay.
How am I supposed to practice getting lewd sensations down without any reference point?
>>28832975
She thought of it, but has she tried it?
Kitsune tails on dick would probably tickle a lot.
Kitsune tails in general would probably be amazing
I am jealous of anon
Are any of yall scared of dying? I Am but I like to think that if I die I can finally be with Mia
>>28832993
That's entry level lewd anon, you gotta think harder like riding in a futa lamia lap while you pull her tail into your lap to fuck her cloaca
>>28833077
Most people are scared of death, but knowing you can't lose them nor they lose you since your guaranteed to go out together is nice
The real horror for tulpamancers is shit like Alzheimer's
>>28833099
That doesn't answer my question, dear sir.
>>28833125
Tulpa what? I just want my waifu to be real..
>>28833193
He didn't say Tulpa you lying bastard.
>>28833173
I mean yea
Something pretty typical would be her wrapped around my legs holding them slightly apart while she rubs my prostate with her tail tip and rides my cock while her sister sits on my face and waits for her turn kissing and suckling on the lamias typically lactating nipples or bending down to slide her long kitsune tongue up and down me and the lamias act of love while I pull on the sensitive base of her tail and grope the lamias rump.
That's a normal night
Not gonna lie, tulpa lewd is actually more enjoyable to me than most meat lewd
>>28833303
So I just imagined what that would look like to other people and laughed quite a bit
>Make tulpa
>Do ASMR things
>Except she actually does them
>Ear licking is now a thing
I fucking love it when people do things like that with my ears, I just love it man.
>>28832891
it'll be okay lad
>>28833303
hmm I always kinda wanted a situation like that, maybe next semester since I'm living with two horny girls
>>28833537
WHAT THE FUCK MAN I MADE A TULPA LIKE YEARS AGO AND SHE DOES ASMR THINGS TOO THIS IS THE GAYEST SHIT I EVER HEARDand i love it
>>28832085
shes a halfling, newfag
>>28832701
haw tall is she?
AH TULP
OR SOME SAY TULPA
CUTE, GRANT US CUTE, PLANT CUTE IN OUR BRAINS
TO CLENSE US OF OUR TERRIBLE LONELINESS
>>28834864
whose butt is that?
>>28834871
I don't know but I want to fuck it
So, what did you anons do with your waifus while 4chan was down?
>>28833435
>So I just imagined what that would look like to other people and laughed quite a bit
Fuck, I need to see a recording of anon fucking his tulpa now.
I really want to try make a tulpa, but I barely have the motivation to get out of bed let alone spending 2 hours a day talking to nothing for months.
>>28835413
It just looks like jacking it with eyes closed laying down in bed
>>28835496
It's hard to keep the schedule, but the actual activity itself is pretty easy and can be relaxing sometimes.
>>28835630
I don't know, I'm pretty autistic as is when it comes to conversations, so I wouldn't even know what to talk about at nothingness.
>>28834871
>>28834902
Don't forget that google reverse image search isn't the only one.
First result from iqdb gave me the source
https://chan.sankakucomplex.com/post/show/5091568
>>28835757
>I don't know, I'm pretty autistic as is when it comes to conversations, so I wouldn't even know what to talk about at nothingness.
That's the beauty though, you're not talking to a regular human. If it's done right, your tulpa will be totally fine with your autistic inability to converse well.
>>28835772
Isn't just talking at it a very important step at the beginning?
That's where my problems lie, I don't have anything to talk about for five minutes, I'm not sure what I'm going to be able to talk about for at least an hour at a time.
>>28835798
Just ramble about your day, video games, food, anime, whatever nigga, as long as your talking to then
