>get on the train
>4 free seats
>sit down
>happy to be alone
>3 girls get in before the doors close
>they are looking for a seat
>one of them stops in front of me and says here
>the other two girls give me a disgusting look
>they look at her friend with a "are you crazy" face
>first girl sits in front of me
>second girl thinks for a second and quickly sits next to her friend
>there's only the seat next to mine now
>third girl looks at me with disgust again and slowly sits down
>checking nothing in my phone to ignore them
>I feel like crying
I didn't want to sit with you neither...
>Sitting outside class this morning
>Waiting for door to open
>Students form their usual groups
>I used to hang out with these three or four guys, we all sit in the front lecture row
>All quite good at the school thing
>Eventually one of them in particular said something I didn't take kindly to
>Realize pretty much everything this dude says is a sarcastic jab at someone else
>Stop following that group around
>Sitting alone now, this morning
>Browsing /r9k/ waiting for the door to open
>At one point close my laptop and lean forward
>Ponder self worth, take out lemon cookie from pocket
>Eat cookie, drink my 5% Nutrition protein shake
>Can feel the mutant in me leaving humanity behind
>It's just another CAN DO DAY IN THE LIFE OF RICH PIANA
LEAVE HUMANITY BEHIND
>>28473153
>checking nothing in my phone to ignore them
>I feel like crying
This is where their disgust is coming from. They can sense you're a loser.
I don't know how ugly you are or how far gone you are socially, but women seriously disgust beta men.
>Wake up today
>Go to school
>No one around me really hates me just don't talk to many people cause paranoia
>Taking bus home
>QT 3.14 has nowhere to sit so she sits next to me
>Gives me a nice little smile
>Terrified so just look at window
>Realize I'll never be able to talk to girls and will die alone
Is it too much to ask for just one girl that isn't overly weird to just hug me and don't let me go
>>28473153
Holy shit are you me?
>7am back home
>sit on square 4 seats
> 3 young girls like 18 come at the last moment
>sit down on my private square
>fuckingmadinside.jpg
>girls take quick look at me during 40 min
>i try to not watch them so I kill the time with my phone
>sometimes I watch outside and I see their reflect
>their a totaly making signe on me
>leave to toilet and never come back
Fucking normies, i'm not even ugly or anything, what the fuck
>>28473313
Readed two times and still dont get it
You de relleno.
Anyone else ever just get the feeling people don't like them even if you haven't done anything
>Meet friends parents
>Shake their dad's hand
>He looks at me with complete disgust
>Meet co-worker
>Try making small talk
>Just looks at me and shakes his head
>Never talked to him again
>>28473153
>I didn't want to sit with you neither...
should have said this out loud
>>28473381
>isn't overly weird
>and beautiful
>and outgoing
>and a virgin
>and between 5'4" and 5'5"
>oh yeah and she has to be rich too
You guys are all the same
>>28473566
No I just don't want a girl like the one that almost got me arrested by running to the cops when I drank alcohol or did drugs.
She was also a power tripping, stuck up bitch that always treated me like I wasn't worth anything
>invited to sit at the lunch table of my oneitis
>filled with her 3-4 other friends, none of them too bad
>try and muster up courage to speak, but never do
>sit at the table silently listening to their conversations while looking around or staring at the table
>2 months pass and oneitis brings me aside amd says I am free to join in
>say OK, but eventually end up hardly saying anything and keep sitting their for 2 more months like that
>one day everyone isn't there except for me and one other person
>oneitis' friend come over to tell the other person they moved (before you ask, it didn't sound like she was referring to both of us)
>other person moves to new table, and I slowly move over there as well
>new table is full of people, some new, with no open seats and essentially I'm the only one left out and can't sit anywhere
>nearby tables are full, and besides, I'd be orbiting even more
>leave cafeteria and try not to cry in the bathroom
>walking on the street
>encounter two childhood friends walking together
>say hi
>they look away and keep walking
I'm worth more than this...
>>28474379
Oh fuck, I can feel the pain second-hand, anon.
>>28474379
I don't get why people purposely act mean, like surely they can fake being nice for 3 seconds
>>28473566
who the fuck wants that? that's like turbostacy9000
i'd much rather have a weird average looking introvert of any height, and i don't care about money. and there is nothing wrong with preferring a virgin
>>28473153
What do you look like? Do you have poor hygiene?
>>28474624
Pretty sure I look like a normal guy..
No, I take a shower and wear clean clothes everyday.
>>28473153
Im ugly and was always ugly so I got used to people staring and such. Its not that hard to live like that if you dont have hope of getting better or less ugly. I mostly read books while I cummute so I dont even notice people staring anymore.
>>28474379
this happened to me last year. it hurts man
>>28473153
Had that 2 months ago
>play guitar
>just finished playing a metal show
>no alcohol for me because it's degenerate
>go home
>get on train
>find a spot that's quiet though also 4 seats
>put in earphones
>3 drunk stacies come and take the other seats
>they all start asking lewd questions
>answer as short and serious as possible
>one is practically ready to give me head because degenerates + alcohol = sodom and gomorrah
>tfw loyal qt3.14 gf and I'm loyal too so no way
>put earbud in
>stacy that obviously wants public sex pulls my earbuds out
>"hey I'm talking to you isn't it rude to have earbuds in when you're supposed to pay attention to someone talking?"
>have no choice but to converse all of the 1.5 hours of the train ride
>still don't know how I escaped withiut having my pants ripped off of me against my will
WHY DONT STACIES EVER LEAVE ME ALONE RRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW
