Too many tears
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A woman who I very much hoped would go on a date with me just rejected me and unmatched me.
I just came home from work and I've decided this is it. I am so sad and miserable I just laid on my bed and cried loudly for 15 minutes. Nobody could here me as I was ALONE. I can't take this anymore its too painful. I don't want to hear or be told that it'll get better. It won't.
She could have been my girlfriend. I could have been happy. I could have been something. But all I am is an anti social miserable piece of shit with no future no partner no money and no hope.
Listening to right now:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNfCha0lDtc
"Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling
And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts
And we'll fly home
We'll fly home
You and I
We'll fly home"
>>28226378
Are you me when I was 15?
>tfw you're now 6 ft, long hair, and 4 earrings and she suddenly starts talking to you again
>tfw this could be itvengence
If I'm punished in the afterlife and sent to hell for killing myself, at least it won't be as painful as the hell that I'm in now.
>>28226378
Well my first thought was that it was really stupid to get upset over a girl, but then I remember I've felt the same. It sucks being lonely but it's not worth killing yourself over it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wfXhb0eKj-8
holy shit, man, holy shit
everything, everything was so different
I was like this a few weeks ago.
It's like a pet dying, it doesn't get better you just learn to live with the pain.
