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aka attention-whore general
Come and let your inner-emo-faggot out and talk about everything self harm or how fucking you retarded were in the past to do it. Post pics if you have them!
>What do you do to hurt yourself?
>How long have you been doing it?
>How often do you do it?
>Why do you do it?
>Have you ever been in the psych ward?
>Any diagnosed mental illnesses?
That's pretty brutal desu. Emofaggots can't compete
I cut my arms up pretty bad when I was a young robot.
I did it for a few years off and on before getting on medications.
I'm probably autistic.
Never been to psych ward
Borderline personality disorder, clinically depressed, gender dysphoria.
those legs are metal as fuck
![JDbNjwQ[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/5nMb5j1.jpg "JDbNjwQ[1].jpg")
>>28079827
Some people go hard.
>tfw you're so pathetic you can't even hurt yourself well
>>28079917
people that do this kind of shit take painkillers anon
>>28079886
>borderline
grats, you are literally worse than psychopaths, you manipulative self centred piece of shit. consider suicide
I punch myself in the head when I'm angry, not sure if that counts
>>28079791
Zedd-sama?
Anyone have that webm of a guy's wrist shooting blood like spiderman?
>>28079791
I've been pretty depressed, but I never managed to break the self-harming barrier, which made me think that I was just faking it and made me feel even worse. I do hit myself really frequently. Just start hitting the calves as quickly and as hard as possible until i'm tired out. Not sure if that counts :/
>>28079917
aaahhhh dont do this
![coldnessinmyheart_002-jpg[1].779_.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/3Vglm7v.jpg "coldnessinmyheart_002-jpg[1].779_.jpg")
>>28079928
It kind of takes the mystique out of it when you know
I met a guy in the psych ward who used to put his cigarettes out in his arms when he was on heroin
>What do you do to hurt yourself?
I usually just carve my hips with a pocket knife or a razor.
>How long have you been doing it?
Like 6 years now I want to say.
>How often do you do it?
I've gotten better at controlling myself. It seems like now I can go at least a month without doing it.
>Why do you do it?
It makes me feel numb, it seems like all my problems are distant. When I cut, its just me and the stinging sensation.
>Have you ever been in the psych ward?
no
>Any diagnosed mental illnesses?
no
>>28079827
That's coldnessinherheart. my ideal woman
I have always been wondering why do people cut themself instead of committing suicide? I too hate my current life but making it worse insted of opting out made me wonder
>>28080121
What a dumb fucking question.
People don't kill themselves and cut for the same reasons, there's just some overlap between them.
>>28080121
Can't get attention if you're dead
>>28079928
I dont think they do, whats the point of cutting if not to feel the pain or some shit. Doesnt your body release some type of hormone or something that makes you feel numb when you cut yourself like that?
>pros
stopped me from ever getting drafted into WW3
>cons
prevented me from ever serving in the military reserves when i was lined up for cryptologic linguist
it evens out i guess. boot camp and AIT would have probably sucked.
>>28080176
Could you elaborate please? What makes the 2 so different
>>28080121
>>28080183
The only correct answer. Theres no real purpose to it.
>>28080198
You can't do such thing without pain killer and the endorphins explanation is bullshit
>>28080114
>coldnessinherheart
> my ideal woman
You have shit taste anon my god
Never really got into cutting, would get paranoid and think I'd get tetanus or something after the fact. But I still burn/scratch up my hands.
That and becoming an alcoholic.
>>28080224
>stopped me from ever getting drafted into WW3
What are you on about, no wonder you are never getting drafted. You need to be crazy to think there will be WW3, and crazies dont get drafted.
>>28080264
WW3 or any war.
>Want to burn myself because I deserve pain
>Don't want scars because i don't want it for attentionwhory reasons
Yes I've tried hovering my hand over a flame, it's not the same
>>28080283
or world war 5
>>28080250
I dont know man I cant tell you as Im not a doctor, I dont self harm and I dont give enough of a shit to look it up. It just doesnt make sense to me that they'd do it with painkillers, like what's the point of cutting yourself if you cant feel shit. At that point its 100% for attention.
>>28080309
yeah any war.
but ww3 is the most likely to happen soon.
>>28080303
Dude I know how to do it, it's not over the top like these fags, but it hurts enough to give you a rush. Doesn't leave marks either. Get some incense and burn it, while it's burning, push it against your skin. Hurts but feels really good.
>>28080283
>>28080335
WW3 is not happening any time soon, not at least while you are young enough to serve. You are deluded to think so.
>>28079791
>>28079917
>>28080061
>>28080114
>>28080198
>>28080229
All I can see is daddy issues.
>>28080335
I don't know anon, world war 5 is starting to like pretty plausible
>>28080381
the best kind of issues ;)))))))
>>28080227
Because people have a whole different variety of reasons for doing either thing.
Personally, one of the reasons I do it is because I obsess about things and for some reason self harm just tends to take my focus off obsession and onto that. I also feel like each time I need to do something worse and cut a little spot I missed or something like that. How is that suicidal?
>>28080303
I used to think like that but there comes a point where it just doesn't matter any more.
>>28080380
delusional.
ww3 is a certainty within the next 30 years.
>>28080426
yeah but world war 5 is a certainty within 15
>>28080368
>but feels really good
That's not what I want
>>28080422
You're just an attention whore.
>>28080422
>Personally, one of the reasons I do it is because I obsess about things and for some reason self harm just tends to take my focus off obsession and onto that.
Why not just play video games or watch anime then, there are other destructive ways to engage in escapism.
>I used to think like that but there comes a point where it just doesn't matter any more.
After all, the whole point of it IS attention.
>>28080426
>ww3 is a certainty within the next 30 years.
That is just beyond retarded. Theres not been a major conflict for decades now and there will not be as long as nukes are around.
>>28080453
I've tried the list of things to distract myself with and they only work temporarily. The thoughts get worse every single day to the point where I can't walk down the street without constantly envisioning and reacting to dogs mauling me or cars crashing into me
>>28080426
>>28080482
I wish we could place bets somehow so 30 years down the line youd have to pay me money.
>>28080500
>The thoughts get worse every single day to the point where I can't walk down the street without constantly envisioning and reacting to dogs mauling me or cars crashing into me
My problem is the opposite. I feel like trashing everything to let my frustration out.
>>28080554
oh kek is that you?
Nice hair, faggot
>>28080575
No, id never self harm. That's such a shitty and overall attention seeking activity.
>>28079791
Back when I was about 15 I was really depressed for no reason so I decided to cut myself because my friend told me it helped him to cut. Now I was no attention seeking faggot or an hero, so I didn't cut on my wrist. I knew that I'd want them a little more hidden so that nobody would see them, so I tried to cut myself on my upper arm.
I got about half a cut in before realizing that anyone who cut themselves was a fucking queer who wanted attention. 0/10 would not do again.
>What do you do to hurt yourself?
I tried cutting once, found it boring. But i burnt my hand often.
>How long have you been doing it?
Did it a few years ago. Tried cutting yesterday again, still boring (pic related).
>How often do you do it?
I got out of it (apart from trying once a while).
But i drink alot now.
>Why do you do it?
Cutting for interest, burning fo pain.
>Have you ever been in the psych ward?
Nope
>Any diagnosed mental illnesses?
Nope
>>28080575
So do you self harm?
>>28080114
>my ideal woman
enjoy taking care of her mental issues dude lmao
>>28080650
No
Only attention whores self harm and I'm not an attention whore:^)
>>28080554
that you simongamer987?
>>28080642
>I got about half a cut in before realizing that anyone who cut themselves was a fucking queer who wanted attention. 0/10 would not do again.
Ahaha that made me laugh, but legit though. If you are cutting and especially if you are cutting with painkillers, you are seeking attention. THere is no benefit to slicing your skin.
>>28080650
>>28080061
wonder how it looks once it's healed.
>>28080554
Dude has a pussy in his face.
Nevar go 2 prison.
>>28080667
>enjoy taking care of her mental issues dude lmao
That's the reason she's my ideal woman. It's a fetish thing
>>28080728
Yeah right, he shouldve done something lewd with it and filmed itl.
>>28080690
>>28080323
>>28080198
how retarded do you have to be to think being on painkillers literally makes you not feel ANY pain?
it's literally impossible to make the kinds of cuts that girl does without being on pain killers to dull the pain. she still feels it, but it's not so agonizing that she literally can't continue.
why do you think the japs had to have someone cut the head of the samurai committing suicide by disembowelment nearly instantly after the first cut to the abdomen was made? it's not fucking possible to that kind of damage to yourself unless you're psychotic or taking painkillers.
>>28080698
They stay pretty visible which is why cutting is the ultimate attention whoring tool. They are there to stay forever. Even if you stop it, once youve done it and people see it they will always be omg. What's 3 minutes of pain (or no pain if you take painkillers) for a life worth supply of attention.
>>28080752
>tfw no girl wants to take care of some ugly, mentally retarded, manlet
i just punch myself so i don't get attention
it gives me headaches afterwards though, which is kind of shitty
>>28080817
>o pain if you take painkillers
drink bleach you fucking retard.
>>28080869
You really shouldn't punch yourself. you have no ideas of how much troubles this can cause
>>28080787
>how retarded do you have to be to think being on painkillers literally makes you not feel ANY pain?
Maybe its because im not a med student and I dont take painkillers recreationally. I have never taken any sort of medication in my entire life (except antibiotics when im really sick and my doc prescribes them). All I have is other people's stories, and its usually those who cut who say this stuff.
>>28080879
refrence >>28080918
>>28080918
>Maybe its because im not a med student and I dont take painkillers recreationally.
Then why do you think you are qualified to talk about the reason why these people who make massive cuts to their bodies are taking painkillers?
Don't draw conclusions about things you don't really understand. How hard is that?
>>28080897
like what pham? im kind of scared now because i do it quite a bit. will it matter if i die in a few years anyway?
>>28080974
brain damage. ever heard Mike Tyson talk?
>>28080897
Ugh dont tell him/her what to do. His/her body his/her choice! I bet you are voting for Ted Cruz this election.
>>28080989
that must explain why i've become dumber recently. i thought mike tyson just had a fucked up mouth though
>>28080121
Self destructive behaviour often sources from the same places no matter the intensity (excluding shit like self-enucleation that's 99.99999% because of severe psychosis). It comes from an anger with the self, or an anger with other things blamed or taken out on the self.
However, suicidal behaviours tend to come from a sense of hopelessness more than anything else (though they can come from extreme emotion, in impulsive attempts, though there's some debate about separating these from self harm in terms of treatment, as convincing someone who no longer wants to kill themselves that life is worth living is pointless). Suicidal behaivours are an attempt to escape from a situation that an individual sees as insurmountable, no matter what that may be. Self harm is just extreme emotion taken out on your own body.
There's an argument that a lot of sadists have a similar mentality to those that self harm, or masochists, except directed externally instead of internally. But there's not much hope for treating sadists, they don't usually want it, so it's not given much attention. It's why sadistic personality disorder isn't a thing anymore.
>>28079791
>i dont brush my teeth knowing i should
>at some point when i was little it annoyed me that my parents tried to get me to do it so much so i stopped brushing my teeth
>dont know why and it drives me crazy
>never been psych ward, had a psychoanalyst once didnt work i lied all the time to them not lie but just small talk bullshit
>i think im a sociopath
>>28080954
>Then why do you think you are qualified to talk about the reason why these people who make massive cuts to their bodies are taking painkillers?
Oh boo fucking hoo, I dont think anyone is going to be quoting this thread in their research paper therefore what I post here has 0 consequences. Anyways were having a discussion here and unless someone who knows about this chimes in, we can only speculate.
>>28081057
Seek psychiatric help. Not brushing your teeth is really crossing the line anon.
>>28080918
>tfw daddy will never give me attention
>tfw daddy will never love me
Who else here /attentionwhore/?
>>28081093
>Not brushing your teeth is really crossing the line anon.
Id have to agree. There is nothing worse than having dental work done and getting slapped with the bill. Its worse than any other sort of physical self harm.
>>28081057
Please tell me this is bait. You don't seriously think you're a sociopath because you refused to brush your teeth do you?
>>28081075
It should be common sense that painkillers do not allow you to feel NO PAIN AT ALL. I mean seriously even someone who knows nothing about drugs should be able to figure this out.
You should have also been able to realize that people CANNOT hurt themselves in the way that the coldnessinmyheart girl does. That girl makes prolonged cuts all the down to her bone. It would be one of the most agonizing pains you can imagine. She would not be able to hold the knife long enough to make cuts as large and deep as she does without pain mitigation.
>>28081125
Is that you? I can see what looks like a thread open on the screen.
>Self cutting is making a come back
Lord yes. I hope emos are back too.
>>28081150
>It should be common sense that painkillers do not allow you to feel NO PAIN AT ALL
I had some dental work done once and they first used some purple shit before injecting some other shit to make a part of my mouth numb. I felt no pain at any point so honestly idk. It was a long time ago too, so maybe it was kind of painful but I dont remember.
>>28081193
>I hope emos are back too.
On that note I kind of miss the late 2000s (especially 2007 and the whole emo/scene myspace trend that peaked then)
>>28081232
anesthetic aren't painkiller
>>28080866
Is this the best way you could insult someone?
You could've challenged the anon's idea or make OTHER types of assumptions other than
>lel ur ugly n stooped
Seriously now, people on this need to go out more and stop being so close minded.
The people who make these "insults" are prolly in their 20's which makes it even more sad.
>>28081193
I want cute emo girls with their cute emo eye shadow to come back
>>28081232
Local anesthetic? Retard
>>28081271
Are you a retort?
>>28081264
Shit youre right. Well I already admitted to not knowing shit so the joke's on you.
>>28081232
procaine is an anesthetic, not an analgesic. anesthetics cause you to feel no pain at all in whatever that region is but also render it useless (like when your arm falls asleep completely and all you can do is flop it around).
if they gave you morphine for your dental work and they put a drill in your mouth you would be screaming.
>What do you do to hurt yourself?
Cut on the upper part of my leg with a box cutter. Work in construction so sometimes I use a nail to make small stabs on my chest and say it's a work accident.
>How long have you been doing it?
In exactly one month, 4 years.
>How often do you do it?
Used to do it 3-4 times a week, gaining control and went down to once a month if it was good
>Why do you do it?
Had identity problems thanks to my family. To gain control over myself. Tried keeping my emotions in check when I was 11, can't cry anymore and it's the best way relieve stress and unwind for me.
>Have you ever been in the psych ward?
No. And i'd like to keep it that way. Trying to improve myself at the moment.
>Any diagnosed mental illnesses?
No. My brother tried making go to one (Doesn't know about the self harm, he thought I was depressed) I hated it and hated doctors, still do, they ask too much question and when I'm there I just want to fuck off.
>>28081271
I think he was being self pitying and trying to be epic cool 4channer by being making self deprecating jokes.
>>28080866
>some ugly, mentally retarded, manlet
And you would take a girl like that home with you?
>>28081156
>is that you?
Why else would I post baby cutting attention whoring?
>>28081369
What? Of course not. That's the point, you fucking retort
>>28081150
she could just bealpha as fuck
>>28081271
Mate, I'm used to that kinda stuff when I talk about my fetish online (it's going with me to the grave so no one irl knows).
And overall, this is /r9k/ it's filled with adults that have the mentality of a 12 yo child.
>>28081271
>>28081294
>>28081311
If one more person tells me im wrong and give me shit for it I will get triggered and start self harming
>>28081397
that one she could probably do without any painkillers. the ones where she cuts down to her bones are not possible unless she had painkillers or someone else did it for her.
>>28081423
You're a fucking retard. Everyone hates you. Nobody will ever find you attractive.
Just do it
>>28081395
Your arm looks oldand its hairy AF too.
>>28081439
>Nobody will ever find you attractive.
Tbh thats true. Ive never had a gf and I could use some cosmetic work done on my skull.
>>28081466
The kids at school used to call me hobbit because I was hairy and short
Fuck I hate it so much
memes
>>28081439
Fucking hell you're cancerous, did you literally just come from /b/? Drop the edgy bullshit, you're a trip on /r9k/, you're literally the worst part of one of the worst boards, at least try to make up for that by having something worth saying.
>>28081495
Why are you wearing blackface?
>>28081406
Well, you're not wrong there.
>>28081138
isnt me posting in this thread proof enough that im a sociopath seeking help?
but no one is not related to the other
>>28081135
have you ever chewed your own tooth before? its quite fun
>>28081572
>have you ever chewed your own tooth before?
Wait you mean a tooth that's not attached? No. Why would I do that.
>>28081533
I'm not joking
>>28081547
I'm transafrican. Respect my pronouns.
>>28081572
Oh yeah man I went to this 4chan /b once and that means I'm most likely a psychopath
>>28081547
That's a schits robot, he posted that pic here couple of weeks ago.
>>28081495
What happened to that guy? Didn't make it through the whole thread.
>ruining your thighs like that
well holy shit
>>28081596
Seriously, why are your face and hair black? What is that? Facepaint?
>>28081617
>That's a schits robot, he posted that pic here couple of weeks ago.
Hm, I have no clue who that is. What was he all about?
I feel like such a piece of shit with my baby cuts compared to everyone else
>>28081675
>I feel like such a piece of shit with my baby cuts compared to everyone else
Post them. Ill be the judge. They don't always have to be grand, its all about looking raw and nasty.
>>28081572
>isnt me posting in this thread proof enough that im a sociopath seeking help?
No, not at all actually. Also, sociopath isn't an actual diagnosis my dude.
>>28081596
>I'm not joking
Neither am I, you're talking like a retard from /b/ trying to be cool and edgy to fit in. No-one thinks you're cool for doing it, it's not entertaining to anyone, it's just obnoxious and the same level of shit as what metric or JLH do. People like you are why everyone hates trips.
But you'll just see this as another (you), and keep on tripping, because the only way you get any attention is by saying low level controversial shit to strangers online, not because you have any actual worth. Remember, not all attention is good attention.
>>28080380
Holy shit, that's from the ultra qt I stalk. It's such a shame she stopped posting pics, or anything really...
>>28081592
well your condescending patronizing bullshit ass tone that you type with implies that not brushing my teeth is not self harm so yeah
>>28081572
psychopath and sociopath are two totally different things and you should deffinitley read about them before using words you dont understand
>>28081495
you look like you took a dirt bath chinchilla style
>>28080817
isn't similar to tattooing or other bodymod?
>>28081706
They're just shitty scratches at best, not worth posting
>>28081639
I bought eye liner to draw on myself because apparently that was supposed to relieve the feeling of cutting but it only made it worse
While I was cutting I broke the eye liner pencil in half, took out the stick inside and painted my face and most of my torso.
>>28081617
My dad found my blood in the sink the next day and called the ward so I had to go for a check-up. Nothing has really happened since then.
>>28081675
I know the feeling.
You have to remember though that it's not a competition... unless you just want to outdo these people then it IS a competition and you need to hack off a limb
>>28081779
It's an anonymous forum. Who cares?
>>28081727
>well your condescending patronizing bullshit ass tone that you type with implies that not brushing my teeth is not self harm so yeah
Ok you got me there
I long for a return to the days when 4chan made fun of cutters because they were all on livejournal and deviantart, not here.
>>28081972
And feelfags used to be called feelfags
If you're dating a girl and you find cutting scars DUMP HER IMMEDIATELY.
You may hear the phrase "don't stick your dick in crazy," but there's a difference between girls who are dyed-hair, mustache tattoo brand "crazy" and girls who cut themselves. Girls who cut themselves are literally violent psychopaths. Let me emphasize this: violent psychopaths. Both types of crazy should be avoided but if you don't avoid the violent psychopath who cuts herself not only are you retarded but you probably have a death wish, too.
You're supposed to be able to trust your girlfriend. How can you trust someone whose thighs look like the back of someone interrogated by the Spanish Inquisition? If she's cutting herself, what's stopping her from cutting you? When I go to bed at night, I don't want to be wondering if tonight my girlfriend will wake me up at three am with a knife to my throat, and that's the kind of risk you run when you share your bed with a
>VIOLENT PSYCHOPATH
Here's some music for this thread:
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>>28082115
i like scars on girls i think its sexy idk bout u
>tfw no self harming BPD bf
>>28082277
Mental illness tends to vary quite a lot in males with different characteristics depending upon each person.
Mental illness in females basically turns every single one of them into whores who seek validation
>>28079791
Holy shit those cuts are deep. Is that you, OP?
>>28082313
Why so much hate for women anon?
>>28082306
I don't cut myself but I do drink.
>>28082379
It's just the truth
Women just don't shut themselves off like men. It doesn't happen. They always have some help. FUck them
>>28079791
Punch things until hands bruise or cut/burn myself
Since I was about 6 (childhood trauma is cool)
Not so often anymore, the punching is still frequent
Punching things is out of anger, everything else is because I have huge masochistic tendencies and its a big turn on
Yep, several times
I'm psychotic and have ptsd, possible szpd (still talking to my doctor about it)
>>28080061
>could life life on easy mode with your looks
>decide to instead disfigure yourself and throw it all away.
>>28082493
While I was in the ward I lost my temper so badly they took me into a room where I beat up a mattress until my fists were bloody
>>28082647
Yeah, in my local ward they have a 'time out room' for psychotic/high/otherwise dangerous people
Basically a 7x7 room with no light switches, no inside doorknobs, no furniture, nothing but smooth walls and the bright lights
I get put there basically as soon as I'm admitted at this point
Broken a few bones there to say the least, but most people who are thrown in there do
these are attempts to triforce?
am I right?
>>28082313
You have absolutely no idea what you're talking about, and are basing this entirely off the idea that all women with mental disorders have BPD.
Stop talking like you have any clinical experience, or even knowledge of mental illnesses, because you don't.
>>28082431
Both men and women with mental illness have issues with interpersonal relationships, and especially in terms of more severe disorders, both end up shut off from society quite frequently.
You're saying you've been in a ward, those facilities are full of women who have next to no-one but their family there for them, the same as the males.
>>28083146
There are some genuinely disgusting females who I feel bad for but the vast majority of women just have it so much easier
They even get their own special little ward just for "vulnerable females". You think any of them would ever settle for someone like me? No. It's another level completely
>>28083247
The wards for vulnerable females are necessary for the well being of both genders. People who're at risk of sexual abuse by other patients, manic people and the like. It's no different to sectioning off the men who suffer from that stuff really, it's done to keep both safe.
And yeah, plenty of those women would settle for someone like you, but you don't find them attractive, and aren't looking for relationships with them as a result. Those women that are vulnerable end up in relationships with abusive partners nearly always, they're not capable of healthy supportive relationships.
And as I said, go in any ward, plenty of the men there have partners as well, and they're just as unhealthy as the womens are.
Most wards I've been in just have separate sections for vulnerable patients anyway, or they put them in high security because there's a much better staff to patient ratio.
>>28083370
>plenty of those women would settle for someone like you
Yet not one exists on this planet
Jesus christ. At least if you get to the point in the OP pic you can easily lie your way out of it by just telling people got mauled by lions or something.
>>28083551
She looks like a corpse, she's beautitful
>>28080426
Whoa there Chicken Little.
How much do I have to cut before I'm a pretty girl?
>>28083481
Or maybe you've just never considered them an option.
>>28083753
I will literally date any female, fuck I'll even settle for a trap if they're feminine enough
>>28083792
Have you ever had a gf? If so how were you different then from now.
>>28083792
That's not what I said. You're seeing these people, going "they're disgusting and ugly" and not making any moves.
That being said, if you were doing the opposite and taking advantage of mentally ill individuals, you'd be a fucking terrible person.
Fix your issues, which are obviously attention seeking at this point before you start trying to add a relationship, because it'll be miserable no matter what if you've still got issues.
>>28083920
I've never had a gf
I've never kissed a girl
I've never had a close relationship with a female
>>28084003
I've literally asked out and be rejected by a mentally and physically retarded girl. I've tried the absolute bottom of the barrel and still failed.
I just want someone to love me. I'm such an attention whore.
>>28084065
>I've never had a gf
>I've never kissed a girl
>I've never had a close relationship with a female
We're in the same boat then. Mind me asking how old are you, if you dont want to share your real age just give vaguely point if you are early/late/mid 20s/teens
>>28084103
I'm 21
origonaru commentu
>>28084065
>I've literally asked out and be rejected by a mentally and physically retarded girl. I've tried the absolute bottom of the barrel and still failed.
You asked out one person, they could have not wanted you for any number of reasons.
>I just want someone to love me. I'm such an attention whore.
Fix your own issues first, no-one's going to love you if you don't even slightly like you, and even if they did, it's not going to be healthy, you'll end up unhappier.
>>28084160
FUCK i thought you were in your mid to late 20s judging by your arms.
>>28084219
I'm hoping if I was older I wouldn't be this much of a faggot
This emo faggotry goes away in your mid 20's right?
>>28084065
>I just want someone to love me. I'm such an attention whore.
Legitimately distance yourself for a second and look at yourself. If you were a normal average girl, would you date someone like yourself?
>>28084281
I'm a fucking freak. Nothing I could do would ever result in me having a happy relationship. People like me kill themselves before 20.
>>28084246
>This emo faggotry goes away in your mid 20's right?
Wouldnt know but I hope it does because its for your best. Scars on a male just scream "stay away".
>>28084365
Does it fucking matter?
No girl would ever love me no matter what I did. Nothing will ever change that, cuts or no cuts
>>28084337
Do you have anything else going for you? Are you working towards a degree? Do you have a job? IS there anything else you want other than a girl?
>>28084393
You mentioned being short, how bad is it? And it matters because there is nothing worse than a mentally unstable male attention whore. Its a recipe for disaster.
>>28084402
>>28084472
I have absolutely nothing going for me and making things worse may finally push me to kill myself
YAY
>>28084516
>I have absolutely nothing going for me
Tbh Im calling bullshit. Its all in your head. You look relatively attractive and are probably American. Therefore you have the whole world at your hand, you can become and do whatever you want, but instead you decide to do this... Honestly i dont know what the fuck you are doing.
>>28084568
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I LOOK LIKE
LYING FUCKING SCUM
>>28084656
CUT YOUR ARMS INTO PIECES
THIS IS YOUR LAST RESORT
>>28084656
Thought this was you >>28081495?
>>28084690
YOU CAN'T SEE MY FACE. I'M FUCKING DISGUSTING., YOU LYING PIECE OF SHIT SCUM
SUFFOCATION
NO BREATHING
>>28084722
I dont need to see your face to see that your skull has the shape of a skull of your average Chad you moron. Get that blackface off and get a hang of your life you piece of shit before you delude yourself into doing something terrible. The only reason why you are single is because you act like a fucking toddler throwing a tantrum. I hope you are not acting like this in front of your parents because they would be disappointed.
>>28084808
You're fucking retarded if you think I'm going to fall for that shit, asshole
>>28084876
Im telling you that the only reason you are like this is because of how you act. Hell, you probably want to be this miserable. Enjoy the ride I guess.
>>28084968
We are plastic to our environment
>>28080114
i used to be quite obsessed with coldnessinherheart but lost track a while ago. tell me is it true that she removed an eyeball?
I saw a picture of her last year with the # on her cheek healed.
any info would be appreciated.
>>28081397
i think shes an opiate user. ive seen pics of her with her boyfriend and they both seem pretty doped up.
>>28085136
You have to be high to do that shit to yourself
Vomiting can be self harm too
Stick your fingers down your throat and tickle your tonsils
>>28085059
>removed an eyeball
Hot damn, imma need some sauce on that anon. That's too funny.
>>28085780
yeah ive just spent the last half hour trying to confirm this but im sorry to say i cant.
>>28085059
Does she still have a tumblr or something?
>>28085931
not under that name. theres tones of tumblrs dedicated to her though. guess i could ask but dont really want to engage with that type.
>>28086042
I am really confused by tublr layout.
But i did som searching and it seems like is German.
Maybe i have seen her actually (if she is German)
>tfw dad came into my room and saw the blood on my shirt and started crying
I feel nothing
>>28087115
holy shit are you 12?
Just a reminder kiddo that guys who cut themselves are worse than attention whoring chicks. Also you are literally preventing yourself from becoming an adult, people will forever assimilate your cuts with daddy issues (unless you can effectively convince them you were attacked by a lion or a bear, which let's face it, on your arm isn't as likely a common spot).
>>28087224Look at all thehecksI give.
i used to cut for a long time because it made me feel good i gave it up and have been without it over a year but threads like this make me crave it so bad i hate it. i just want there to be a point in my life where its not on my mind at all
>>28087388
The desire never just goes away. You'll relapse some day no matter how hard you try and it will keep happening until you inevitably kill yourself. Hell, maybe you'll be the one attention whoring some day.
Just give in. There's nothing to lose.
>>28087475
Aye yo this you?
![Emo+faggots+how+i+feel+when+i+see+shit+like_7650df_4154978[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/ZJnfK0N.jpg "Emo+faggots+how+i+feel+when+i+see+shit+like_7650df_4154978[1].jpg")
>>28087818
It's just some worthless fucking emo faggot
>cut out of anger at what a shit person I was
>sorta suicidal but mostly angry at myself
>eventually get a cut infected
>panic and never cut again
>>28088241
Use a little pencil sharpener razor. They're sharp enough to slice easily but it's difficult to do any serious damage.
You can easily sterilize them by boiling it then washing with soap. 2 e z
>>28088265
I dunno man, I learned to respect my body and got over being suicidal (for the most part. I'm bipolar. Still get depressed but have more control over it now)
>>28088317
>not wanting to be a pathetic fucking retarded emo faggot
>>28082504
>le attractive ppl can't be depressed
love this meme
>>28088494
>be female
>literally only have to look passable to live life on easy mode
>"wow I'm so depressed better fuck myself up lol"
People who have a chance and throw it away are retarded
>tfw going to the store with blood on my shirt
>It's the same cashier working that was there when I went in with cuts on my face last month
>She probably thinks I'm a serial killer who's stalking her so she talks to me nicely
Fear is the best way to make relationships work
I wish I could go back 7 years ago and stop myself from cutting up my arms and leaving scars including a clock on my right hand and the words "do it" on my left. At least I have hairy arms so its only extremely noticeable on the bottom of my arms. I've been out with people in the summer and had them stop and be like "holy shit anon what the fuck is all that all over your arms" and I usually just respond with "oh I was an edgy 14 year old".
I'd say most people who do it do it for attention. The root cause for me was a bad breakup with a girl in a shitty relationship. That's what I feel based on myself, others I knew in the hospital and a fucking crazy ex who was cut up as bad as some of the pictures in this.
>>28088516
Happiness is all relative, Anon.
>This is how humans work
t. 2/10 failed tranny
I hate my life but it's what I deserve.
>>28080817
eugh.. look at that skin. It looks like the skin of a potato
disgusting
white people are fucking weird
>>28079791
Let's see
>What do you do to hurt yourself?
Used to cut and burn(Once held a lighter to my wrist long enough to get a 3rd degree burn, cutting out the dead skin after was pretty brutal for 14 year old me)
Recently just small, slow cuts in my fingers to prevent scars.
>How long have you been doing it?
Was 12 when I started, 21 now
>How often do you do it?
Hadn't done it for about 2 years, been diong it every other weer for the past few months
>Why do you do it?
First gf dumped me, drinking and doing drugs was getting too troublesome(Being a medical student kinda means you can't daydrink a lot)
>Have you ever been in the psych ward?
Nope
>Any diagnosed mental illnesses?
Nope, haven't told a doctor
>>28087475
Drugs and alcohol are much cooler ways to deal with your problems though. All robots use drugs and/or alcohol to forget about their pointless, miserable existence. Cutting is just something you do as a teen when you don't have access to the good shit
![tumblr_n71y0ehJbD1teokk2o1_500[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/SCGOW9q.jpg "tumblr_n71y0ehJbD1teokk2o1_500[1].jpg")
Do you think she'd let you pretend she was a corpse and fuck her lifeless body?
Could someone post pics of that girl who cuts her arms all the way down to the bone?
I remember seeing them about 3-4 years ago, but never found them again.
>>28079791
coldnessinmyheart was one fucked up bitch.
>>28088516
You live in a country where you have reliable access to mental health treatmet including wars, showing it's first world. You don't live in poverty, as you have the money to waste on paying for your trip, and you have the free tine to spend here bitching about others.
Yet you think that you haven't thrown away an obvious chance? You're not that bad off my dude, and are in no situation to judge others who struggle from serious illness while you pretend to on online forums (you admitted you were mostly just an attention whore in other threads). Quit being such a hypocrite and talking about shit you don't understand at all.
>>28089607
>medical student
consider hanging yourself
>>28081057
What country are you from? US?
>>28091532
Well, I didn't find the images I was looking for but I did find this.
