I've decided to become a sociopath. I'm tired of being unloved. I'm an engineer...2/3rds of my co-workers have no children, and of the 1/3 with children half are obvious cucks. I did everything right for society, and was repaid with used-up women who lied to me and destroyed what little success I had left.
I've been redpilling myself real hard and now I understand why the finance guys and salesmen I know get laid and get love, despite fucking over everyone else. They are selfish and high value, and people respect that.
At my worst I reached a 4 gallon piss bottle level. It felt like my soul was being ripped out and shredded while still attached as I read story after story of the hot liar getting the girl and the good beta getting robbed and left for dead.
One of my uncles is about to kill himself because his only child wasted her youth being a failed actress and is now raising another man's kids.
Another one of my uncles lost 2/3 of his shit in a divorce and has to see his wife's hotter lover at family events.
Another one of my uncles is married to a fat woman who cheats on him. He has 1 daughter who's slutty and depressed.
My dad is OK because he's aloof and disrespectful to my mom. He got 3 semi-Chad sons.
Three bankers I've met enjoy cheating on their girlfriends with dozens of young soft women. They especially enjoy spreading herpes.
I'm so goddamn tired of being shit on. Until I can engineer an engine of moral oppression, I will out-sociopath the sociopaths.
What would Jesus do? Get tortured to death.
What would Patrick Bateman do? Fuck hundreds of beautiful women, then retire young.
Starting today I do what a high-value sociopath does: I train hard, I lie as much as possible, I outsmart and crush my enemies totally, I am 100% selfish and enjoy hurting other people, and I believe it is my God-given right to enjoy everything I want while mercilessly and swiftly punishing everyone who annoys me.
Fuck everyone else. You losers should suffer.
Cool story fag. Engineering sucks dicks anyway should have become a programmer.
Noone will miss you
Bateman fucked prostitutes. Your mother is cucking you with your dad.
You can't choose to be a sociopath. You can try and act like one but if you weren't screwed over enough as a kid, you probably won't be able to make it.
Also why the fuck do you care about all of your pathetic uncles and all of those people around you? Just do what feels the most natural to you instead of being some edgy Patrick Bateman copycat.
>>27901182
Yup. That's why I'll fuck them up and get what fills my tank and makes me feel good.
>>27901192
Everyone pays for kisses. At least whores are honest bout it.
>>27901150
Redpill is bullshit.
Try dialectical materialism. Read the analyses and critiques of capitalism, the private ownership of means of production.
My entire point, this world is really fucked up as it is, no sense into contributing to this sickness. It might be much more satisfying to work against those who cause this sickness of the society.
>>27901207
What feels natural is torturing smart animals, like dogs. It feels wonderful being empowered to pursue my own happiness journey.
>>27901297
Socialism doesn't work because people are selfish and untrustworthy.
It's illegal for me to hurt evil rich people. So, I've decided to be an evil rich person. It's more fun than suicide.
>>27901150
How will you change your beta genes into sociopath chad genes? It doesn't happen.
>>27901255
So you're just an hedonist, not a sociopath.
>>27901381
I'm a sociopath Chad, yo. I've got the looks if I lose 100lbs, and I got the mental toughness if I keep studying evil like I studied to get A's.
>>27901401
Nah bro, I get off on other people suffering. I like to know they are in pain and I have all the power.
>>27901353
People are selfish because they act in rational self interest. What if it was in their self interest to cooperate instead of competing?
Untrustworthiness exists even now and the system works. So it would be possible to implement communism with the same people, except the people would know more, yet stay the same in their ways. Sometimes more knowledge makes all the difference.
So many people do stupid things because they do not know any better. If only they knew.
And besides, outright hurting evil rich people is stupid. They create this antagonism in the first place, but we need to be smarter.
You can become ruthless unapologetic revolutionary. But at least in the america, the ruling class has accomplished one big thing. The ethnicities hate each other more than the poor hate the rich.
So regarding your choice, you will reap what you sow. And taking it out on people who never wronged you, and the only wrongs they ever did was due to the circumstances they came into, that does not sound very satisfying.
And this is all based on your incorrect assumption that society would ever reward you for anything.
I expect no reward, nothing. Only any person can repay kindness with kindness. So think about your actions more deeply.
Wow OP, you sure are one edgy cunt. The biggest problem here is that what you're describing can't be done. ASPD(antisocial personality disorder)isn't something that can be taught or learned;either you have it or you don't.
And even if you dont have it why would you want it? It's not like you're going to end up some handsome charming "sophisticated sociopath" Patrick Bateman type. Much more likely you'll end up just coming off as an edgy bitch and alienating the few people you still have in your life.
The fact that you're posting this already shows that you don't have what it takes to be the douchey PUA Dark Triad alpha male you've been reading about on reddit.
tl;dr you're a gigantic pussy and will almost certainly remain a gigantic pussy.
>>27901413
>>im a sociopath Chad
>>I've got the looks if I lose 100lbs
>>I've got the mental toughness IF I study
nice try tubby lumpkins. But I'm afraid you're not going to make it. You don't just "study" mental toughness you fucking retard. I'd be willing to bet you're an unwashed basement dweller that's never actually fucked even one girl. But keep on pretending if it makes you feel better about your miserable life , "Chad"
>>27901450
Karma only works in small communities.
Society rewards power, not contribution. By being a hot, skilled, dominant, and exciting man, I will get everything I want.
Communism relies on someone powerful to decide what's "fair" for others. In America, people already have the vote and they consistently elect sociopaths.
>>27901413
>I've got the looks if I lose 100lbs
Can you learn sociopathic behavior?
>>27901150
Enjoy your guilt induced mental disorders.
>>27901548
Not to any useful degree, no.
>>27901483
I know what "sophisticated sociopath" looks like and I can do it better than any of them.
Dark Triads have more fun. Friends are something weak people have. I'm like The Rock: family or nothing. And I don't have much family now.
>you will never be attractive, intelligent or high value
>if you were a sociopath it would just be spitting in people's food at McDonald's
feels bateman
>>27901535
Capitalism relies on someone powerful to defend the notion of the private ownership of means of production. Things like coal, oil, metal ore deposits, forests, land, where does one take a right to claim ownership of it? Doesn't this all belong to all people on earth equally?
By being a sociopath, you kick others down so they cannot rise above you.
By being sociopaths, you would rather see others weak and stupid so you can take advantage of them.
Some people dislike to see the ugliness of weakness in others, and rather seek to elevate them. But fuck sociopaths for being active fools. Pic related.
Of course if you have no interest in improving the circumstances we live in, it makes sense to do what you want to do in the confines of the current circumstances.
Society is shaped by the material reality, by outside circumstances. See the picture. This is what influences our society, and the filthy commies only claim that the base is dominant in this influence.
So if you have neither any interest nor desire to stop the sociopaths by exploiting all others, feel free to proceed according to your original plan. Because that would be a rational thing to do.
But honestly how much of it you are doing to be loved, or to somehow take a revenge for years of being unloved.
Question your own motives, but no need to write it here. Keep in mind that your parents love you, maybe you just drifted apart.
Well I wish you do what you really want to do. Because what am I supposed to encourage you to do?
>>27901450
Thank you for saying this comrade
the most intelligent ones are on wall st.
think of i like this if someone walked up to you and said flip these drugs and you can keep 25% of the profit. there's a lot of risk but money to be made. except it's wall st. so instead of drugs they're fucking with other peoples money and investing then pulling their profit. they cheat capitalism if they get the job with 40k in their account and make an investment deal of a couple million from a few clients their bank account is now 500k from their share. they made 460k just from one investment deal.
there's a reason why 90% of socialists are clueless kids in college
This thread is embarassing, I hope we can develop a treatment for autism one day.
>>27901649
you're being exploited by poor people who want to use you as cannon fodder to cuck the rich.
if your socialist overlords won, you'd still be exploited, but you'd be even worse off because the success ladder would be social/political, not economic.
>>27901546
Face is 8/10 now. body was 8/10 when I was 100lbs lighter. I can still pull landwhales, I just choose not to these days...
>>27901583
Jesus lord in heaven I hope this is bait
You understand that comment about the "sophisticated sociopath" was a joke. Fucking Patrick Bateman types don't fucking exist. Hardcore antisocial/dark triad traits aren't just something you can learn dumbass. But whatever, go for it anyway, see how much worse your life is when you make a complete asshole out of yourself
>>27901413
>only have to lose 100lbs
You're fucking laughable fatty
>>27901581
I felt guilty for years. Then I read some feminist theory and realized I'm not responsible for other people's happiness, and it's OK to choose to feel good, and it's wrong of me to think I need to help punish evil antisocial people.
>>27901649
>>Things like coal, oil, metal ore deposits, forests, land, where does one take a right to claim ownership of it? Doesn't this all belong to all people on earth equally?
No, they belong to whoever gets there first and claims them. Right Libertarianism FTW
>>27901531
I showered twice today bitch.
First I study. Then I win. I've already studied.
>>27901688
"be your own nigga meaning buy your own dope.
that front shit is punk shit, something I never fuck with".
Or, in the vernacular, don't give up equity to get startup funding, because the people funding you will cuck you.
>>27901728
>pulling land whales
Look tubby, at least humping some ham planet for 30 seconds will make you lose calories
>>27901741
>Fucking Patrick Bateman types don't fucking exist.
That's what they want you to believe. The thing about Patrick Bateman types is that they seem more trustworthy than actual trustworthy people, until they move on and you realize you've gotten fucked over.
This is 100% not bait. It's salty, but not bait.
>>27901741
i've actually met a psychopath and he was legit weird. he'd like hone in on people no matter who he was interacting with it was just this intense glare. usually he'd say things to make them uncomfortable it was around wit if they said something he'd use his wit to turn against them and make them look dumb by the way they reacted to it.his laugh was so forced and fake.
he was quite hilarious i blew up at him a few times because the little shit literally ridiculed me in front of people so i said 'dude i'm about to beat the shit out of you' which made me look like a fool for losing my temper. he actually laughed and was like 'woah man i like you i didn't mean to make you mad' or something to that extent. tht'as the nature of the beast.
he was a foster kid who apparently was nearly murdered by his mom when he was like 3. wouldn't want to be around him and would never be alone with him desu he invited me to his (section 8 housing) to play vidya and i of course didn't go - we were both homeless at one point. honestly a lot of anti social people you meet behing homeless - drug addicts, thieves, low iq impulsive people who can't plan for shit. honestly i'm one but it's w/e.
>>27901743
like any of you robots are any better. on this board, 100lbs overweight is, like, top 10% appearance.
>>27901765
But you couldn't wash away the autism, could you anon?
>>27901793
Obviously psychopaths exist, I can be 100% certain of that. But this italian suit clad ripped handsome alpha dude that callously fucks shitloadsof of girls is for the most part a ridiculous fantasy unattainable to people like OP
>>27901801
yeah...the upper-class ones are the ones you gotta watch out for.
at high levels, everyone's won at every step to get there. there are very few non-sociopaths in upper management for the same reason there are no Amish people in the Olympics...people don't succeed if they're held back by a bunch of irrelevant moral concerns.
>>27901413
>I've got the looks if I lose 100lbs
I cant keep up with the keks
>>27901804
I doubt any of us are better but we also aren't under the same delusion of being a chad as OP is
>>27901833
Nah bro, I know the recipe, and I know enough ripped Alpha ladykillers (and enough lesser Chads) to know that the recipe is real.
Be 3x as powerful as the women you want to burn through. Be 3x better through a combination of more hotness, more income, and more social status. Then, be sexually aggressive but also an aloof asshole who only gives them validation during sex. NEVER compromise self-improvement...not for women, not for other men, and not for short-term pleasure. Also, never get married.
>>27901838
ya my uncle, he married my aunt, was diagnosed sociopath (after the fact). anyways dude was super chill his name was Tom and he would always play video games with me and my cousin. we'd mainly betray people in halo to hear them rage on the microphone that was really the only way Tom enjoyed the game (hint hint). anwyays he made so much money i don't even know how but multi millionaire they built a 3million dollar home in CO then he beat the SHIT out of my aunt left her bloody and concussed - nearly killed her. waited across teh street in his car for the cops to arrive then simply drove off. he basically got off the felony charges but was made t ogo anger managmenet and my aunt inheritedthe home and a bunch of other assets/investments. Tom fled the country and doesn't even really keep contact with his two children.
i have many more sociopath stories as i've been around the block but most the ones i've met were living on the streets (like me) and weren't the brightest or best looking ones.
>>27901801
Yeah ASPD is a real fucking disorder. Not just some Le edgy sociopath meme. It can go a bunch of ways you could just as easily end up in prison as in the boardroom on wallstreet.
I'm just lucky I didn't end up some super impulsive drug addicted career petty criminal myself.
>>27901804
No, if you let yourself get 100lbs overweight (Id bes anything op is even fatter than that though) you are in no way a functional or even attractive person. Kys
>>27901150
>implying a sucesfull bitch like you will ever interact with houseridden neets like us =, becides through internet posts like this one
>implying anyone other than people who live us even know we exist
>>27901842
I'm cultivating mass, bro.
I carry around trash bags filled with Mexican food.
>>27901150
You're a meme
Jddjdjdjfb
>>27901878
Please share more.
I once met a gf's uncle who was a high-powered executive. I laughed at him in a board game, so he set me up to embarrass myself in front of the gf's family and then mocked them to help blow up the relationship. I didn't make the connection until later. He's rich and happy and cheats on his wife.
>>27901881
Yep, he is probably some edgy 400lbs basement dweller, who thinks that because the 4/10 cashier smiled at him in the store, he could have a chance at anyone. Living the dreams, right?
>>27901150
Your family sounds like a bunch of losers OP and I think you need to face up to the fact that you're not a loser because you're not a sociopath but because you lost the genetic lottery.
The fact that you're posting your shitty plan on the most autistic loser inhabited board on 4chan instead of doing it kind of underlines the fact.
>>27901877
Yeah and Id be willing to bet most of the guys you mentioned are there naturally while you on the other hand are and edgy fat delusional slob. You can't trainnyourself into being a psychopath and you sure as fuck have no hope of becoming "Chad"
How do you even plan on acquiring the extra "hotness, income, and social status" for your recipe if you can't even put down the fucking hotpockets? You're talking a bunch of shit about not compromising for short term pleasure when
1) risk taking for short term pleasure is a hallmark psychopathic trait
2) the fact that you are literally a hundred fucking pounds overweight shows you have no self control.
It's so funny watching delusional reddit kids think they can learn to do the shit that basically comes naturally to people like me.
>>27901150
If you're a skinny and/or fat faggot with less than stellar looks and no real concept of how the world works except your engineers degree (shit choice btw) you'll most likely just end up as that faggot that everyone knows is lying and a douchebag so they talk shit about you behind your back and will not respect you at all.
There are several factors that determine who you are, you can't just change into an "Alpha sociopath playboy" by trying (and most likely failing) to adopt another mindset.
>>27901720
The poor are being currently fucked over. The goal is that in the future there would be no distinction like rich and poor.
The ladder of success that you speak of would be minimized and only based on merit.
Besides, current exploitation of labor is based on the fact that the employer does not fully compensate the worker for the labor, only partially and that is where he gets the profit. Because the capitalist needs to get the profit from somewhere. And the ending price of a product is sum of the material price and labor price. The capitalist cannot get the material in the market for the price less than the material price. But he can pay the worker less for the labor.
Of course in the real world, the capitalist can put a higher price when selling, so technically he would not be paying the worker less.
But in the confines of the Labor Theory of Value
>the value of a good = value of materials + value of labor
And all the logical inconsistencies come from the difference between value and price. Price can be modified, value is fixed.
>>27901762
See pic related. Liberals in a nutshell.
>>27901780
So much this! Just bootstrap your investment ventures, otherwise don't have them.
Too bad people are stupid and believe bank lies like 'good debt'.
>>27901150
nah, you're a beta, you won't do shit.
in one year, you'll be exactly where you're at now, cause you're a lazy, beta, inferior male, and where you are now is where you deserve to be.
If you were meant to be an alpha male, you would be an alpha male. You're already an adult, the roles have been assigned.
>>27901958
envy is a powerful thing
>>27901953
>like me
You were right but you ruined it with the last sentence. So you are the exact same delusional kid as OP. Good job.
>>27901923
Tom was very friendly and interesting that was part of his persona - good looking - had a brand new porshe and mercedes land rover. i really only visited them like three times. the only time i was alone with Tom was when we went to pick up my cousin at his private school Tom would make fun of everyone he seen in a playful way it was quite hilarious. we watched this girl slip and fall on ice nad me him laughed for like 10 minutes straight. basically what i'm saying is usually anti social people are some of the funnest to be around until they blow up or con you of course.
my friend Damon i met on the streets of city. the first day we hung out we stole a bottle of wine from trader joes he drank half i drank half. by the time we got to the young adult homeless feed we were so drunk we couldn't walk. the volunteers and meal time accompanied us with our trays to the table Damon preceded to pull the table cloth off and spill a bunch of food on himself. we somehow made it the shelter in the pouring rain.
Damon was very good thief. i'd buy things with my food stamps while he stole bottles of jack daniels we'd trade it for weed on teh street. he ended up getting caught by black person when he stole a bottle this guy ratted him out to the store manager. he called a bunch of black people 'nigger' and they told him they see him again they'd group beat him. he came and found me in a gaming cafe and told me he was leaving teh city back to his dads.
he was definitely a sociopath he got banned from a few places for stalking girls. like i said a great thief too stole clothes, whiskey, etc and never was caught besdies the time someoen ratted him.
>>27901881
Yeah....
I gained 100lbs because I realized all of my ex-girlfriends (as well as every woman I had ever had a realistic chance with) had been raped and lied to me about it.
Here's the list:
HS crush (no sex) -- borderline personality disorder, told me she was stalked as a teenager and was in an abusive relationship
HS prom date (no sex) -- massive sexual hangups (phobic reaction to the word 'sex') because of family abuse
College gf (sex after 2yrs) -- went for a beta male like me because her first HS boyfriend pumped and dumped her (not sure if rape or just bad decision making, she was really against sex with music playing so I'm guessing there may be bad memories there) and her 2nd HS boyfriend was abusive and aloof. She lied and said she was a virgin until 4yrs into the relationship she let slip she'd had sex earlier. She justified lying by that I'd never have dated her if she'd been honest. bitch.
post-college hookup: Had been raped by her father. Was reading a book about recovering from sexual abuse that her therapist recommended.
post-college GF: Was gang-raped in high school by Mafia members. Described a scenario where she was alone and "grabbed" by some steroid-ridden criminals, and separately described having a trauma in high school that caused her hair to start falling out but didn't tell me what it was, and separately told me "nothing's ever happened to me that would give me panic attacks" when I've seen her have panic attacks. Also told me she was roofied once in college but "nothing happened"
another post-college hookup: father died in a car crash when she was a teenager. she got super promiscuous and was raped a few times.
None of these women did anything to seek justice or get revenge on the men who hurt them, not even a little bit.
I didn't know of anyone I could talk to about this -- I didn't want to out these women as having been raped, and also didn't want to burden anyone with this terrible knowledge. So I got fat.
>>27901928
275lbs here, but broad frame. landwhale status is "manatee", not "orca" and definitely not "great blue whale".
>>27901877
You're completely misunderstanding what a sociopath is you fuck.
A sociopath appears on the outside twice as friendly, twice as charming, twice as desirable ramd generally an ace at social interaction. His only problem is that all of his forged relationships aren't real. He's a leech. You think he's your friend, your lover, so you do things to help him even when it gets excessive and then when you can't do shit for him he stabs you in the back and moves on. He isn't some literal social phobia suffering shut in.
Look at Ted Bundy if you want a real life, non-scripted version of a sociopath.
Literally everyone was swept off their feet by his charm.
>>27901930
Nah, I won the genetic lottery.
> white
> 6ft
> long dick
> broad shoulders
> abusive tiger mother
> no acne
> no glasses
I post here because you guys don't judge me for being mentally and emotionally shattered and having been that way for years.
I mean, you do judge me, but that's just what people do here. I sense it's coming from a place of love so it's all good. I care about you too man.
>>27901953
>
1) risk taking for short term pleasure is a hallmark psychopathic trait
> 2) the fact that you are literally a hundred fucking pounds overweight shows you have no self control.
True.
Yeah.
I've done fucked up.
Goddammit.
>>27902018
post weight gain timeline please
>>27901994
That's where you're wrong anon. I'm not claiming to be some ultra successfull PB type, but I am certainly doing pretty good in my life
>pretty good looking
>Decent job
>Pump/Dump a bunch of hot chicks
>the vast majority of people I come into contact with have no clue I have any sort of disorder at all
It's all about being able to hide it instead of being like the guy in >>27901801 and Ted Bundy staring people all day. Most antisocial people are pretty "normal", you probably know a few and don't even realize. It's not at all like the edgy shit OP is talking about
>>27901878
Yup, that sounds pretty much like textbook ASPD behaviour
>>27901928
Almost certainly
>>27901954
It's funny, because this is pretty much the fate of every single reddit tier MGTOW RedPill and PUA "alpha" who's ever lived
>>27901923
I've got some but most probably aren't all that interesting. Just the usual shit
>>27901954
> no real concept of how the world works except your engineers degree (shit choice btw)
What's a better degree?
And for the real world...reliable people who give their friends what they want, and who make fair deals to get value in return, are the people who win. Autists give value away for free. Unreliable people fuck over everyone. It takes likability, actual value, and picking the right people to work with...
>>27902050
You're slightly better than average, assuming you're not lying. That's hardly GL.
>>27902018
>Oh boohoo my gf wasnt a virgin
> im so emotionally shattered I better eat this whole bowl of CinnaStix
Real "alpha"
>>27901958
> The ladder of success that you speak of would be minimized and only based on merit.
"merit" is a funny word. what is "merit"? I think "merit" is a word you made up that you twist to justify making you rich and your enemies poor. Because in today's world we already have a judge of merit. The Dollar. The Dollar is pretty good at figuring out who has merit and who does not.
>>27902050
You think you've won the genetic lottery but the men in your family are all cucks and you're complaining that all the other men you know do better with women and life than you do.
That doesn't sound like a winner to me - at the very least you've lost the intelligence prize.
>>27901979
>you're a beta, you won't do shit.
>in one year, you'll be exactly where you're at now, cause you're a lazy, beta, inferior male, and where you are now is where you deserve to be.
Successful people say "massive action" gets it done. MASSIVE ACTION.
Yeah, given my track record I'm a self-cucking landwhale faggot who can only hold his shit in when he's being butt-fucked by a Tiger Mother.
I'll re-post in 3 months.
At best you can be deliberately emotionally callous and dickish, you'll catch yourself being accidentally empathetic and try to control it, but you'll never be like them
>>27902008
Tom sounds like he could be AS but the other guy you described just seems like your garden variety petty criminal.
You are right though anon, often times they'll be a great time to hang out with until they turn on you,although they often won't(at least I usually don't anyway).
>>27902048
I'm one because I've moved so many times and ended enough long relationships that I don't want to actually invest in another relationship. It's just gonna crash and fail, so what's the point? Better to get by on superficial charm.
>>27902149
>reposts in 3 months
>now 200lbs overweight
Guys c-can I still into ultra Chad McSociopath?
>>27902198
No you're not. Being a sad fuck over some meaningless relationship won't turn you into a battle hardened sociopath
Edgy teen pls go?
Why do autists always mistake personality disorders with attractiveness/desirability?
Legit this shit is a problem.
>>27902072
> Weight gain timeline:
> 2003: physical peak. cut 160lbs.
> 2004: strong but soft 190lbs.
> 2008: greater beta / "success roll" status. 222lbs. 1st gf loses attraction as I gain weight.
> 2010: slight weight loss. 210lbs.
> 2012: big professional setback, figure out what's wrong with 2nd gf. 230lbs
> 2014: end of 3rd relationship. put the puzzle pieces together about exes' rape history. "emotionally shattered" status achieved. 235lbs
> 2016: still /emotionallyshattered/. steady gain for 2yrs, now at 275lbs.
I hate myself and everyone else.
>>27902168
naw both of them were but tom was just more successful. damon was still very young.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpUzDb9b8Wk
here's a youtube channel of a low iq psychopath if you want to watch.
one thing to know about sociopaths is they're really basic in nature they don't plan ahead it's all in the moment type stuff. you can actually spot them by their speech patterns and what they talk about - aspd people are more likely to talk about their basic needs in conversation a lot - food, clothes, and money that's all their one track mind is focused on is getting them things. also most of them don't have a 'talent' because they lose interest in things so fast soon as something isn't exciting it's on to the next thing so they never really a hone a craft. the craft they usually have only honed is social interaction being the life of th epart y they get by in life by being socially domineering.
>>27902253
Seriously. A man can be confident charismatic and charming without having a disorder that essentially eliminates his conscience
>>27902263
You hate yourself as you should. You're a sad shit.
>>27902115
>>Oh boohoo my gf wasnt a virgin
>> im so emotionally shattered I better eat this whole bowl of CinnaStix
More like, "so...it's legal to lie? and legal to spread herpes? and legal to pump and dump women? and if I don't do these things I'll end up with a used-up rape victim but if I do fuck over other people I can enjoy ruining good girls? and, all my exes who I loved and trusted lied to me?? and everyone I ever trusted lied to me about how attraction works????? Fuck this, I'm out. CinnaStix I can trust to make me feel good, no matter what. Cereal hasn't lied to me yet."
>>27902018
The fact that they did not do anything about what has been done to them only shows their apparent or real helplessness.
What can one do against these wrongs? What can a victim of these wrongs do? Seeking justice or revenge will never do anything about the cause of these wrongs.
If one assumes that some rapists would actually prefer a functioning normal relationship, this puts things into perspective.
Some rapists have desire to rape, a desire that has been instilled externally. And even if the desire has been put in there, then no one actually bothers about the causes of rape beyond the repression or revenge.
In all these cases, you must not see individual perpetrators, you must see what pushed them into the position of a rapist.
All while keeping in mind that having a family is a greatest joy a man could have. So why would they choose to follow actions that go against everything a family man is supposed to do?
>>27902048
Ted Bundy had a potential in him to become what he became. Ultimately given the right circumstances, he became a serial killer. But I doubt he really wanted to do it. One thing is to desire, other thing is to know what is and what is not right.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DP-xaOjCIm0
All I am basing my claim on his desire to do that on my own experience with fapping and nofap. I don't really want to fap, I just feel incredibly compelled to do it. If I find something better, I will do it, but the compulsion is there.
>>27902139
>lost the intelligence prize.
shoulda mentioned this...
> 99% SAT score
> went to elite-tier college and 2nd-tier grad school
> fucked it up because my Tiger Mother wasn't there to make me overachieve anymore
Again, wish I was joking. fuck this shit.
>>27902249
I'm 30 years old. Rogaine doesn't work for me. That, fellow robot, is why I'm posting here.
>>27902117
t. Zionist banker
Financial speculation used to be a crime punishable by death in traditional Christianity and Islam, anon.
>>27902281
I think I read something about the speech pattern thing somewhere but I can't vouch for how true it is. After all I talk pretty much the same way as a regular person would as far as I know.
While constant boredom is a problem ive never found it impossible to focus on something if it will get me something that I want; it's just really fucking annoying. I feel as though you've only described the low iq "unsuccessful" ones that usually wind up inside a prison cell.
>>27902317
> Seeking justice or revenge will never do anything about the cause of these wrongs.
ehhh.... bullies prosper when weak people don't hit back.
Mammals have been raping each other since the first animal life evolved 100 million years ago. Good luck social engineering around that.
> having a family is a greatest joy a man could have.
nah bro, being sperm donor to 200 is way more fun than being father to 2.
>>27902311
Yup all those things are perfectly legal as they should be. However you clearly have some serious issues that won't be fixed by pretending to be an edgy psychopath. You are a weak person who is essentially doomed to being fucked over and maybe getting to fuck a few used up whores if you're lucky. I'd say I'm sorry but I'm not because that's just how life is supposed to be for people like you
>>27902366
Should I become Jewish?
Jews are pretty redpilled. Plus, I'm already circumcised and (not ginger but) some red hair genes.
Would fix my /socialisolation/ problems and help me make more tasty shekels.
>>27902334
If you need your mommy to help you achieve shit then you're not fucking smart
>>27902405
I can attest to the sperm donor post. Shit pays pretty well too if you're broke as fuck
>>27901150
You will fail
You have to be born a sociopath to be able to live that life successfully.
By the sounds of it, you have tried and failed to incorporate "successful" peoples' mannerisms into your own behaviour and just revert back to your ordinary self.
You are simply going to adapt behaviours that you believe to be sociopathic but only end up behaving like a total autist - people, especially women will see through the facade.
Just go Mgtow or learn game
>>27902409
cool man. yup, I've acted like a weak person for years.....
>>27902363
>he thinks being bald is the reason for all his failures at life
K E K
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>>27901548
Yes, but I won't reveal my secrets.
Nah fuck it just fantasize cosntantly about violence and murder 24/7 all the time, it's what serial killers do and it's why they become killers. Look it up true shit
no matter who you are, you can still be killed
if you want to stop bad people doing bad things, then kill them
its pretty simple, assuming you are ballsy enough to go all in
go live the fugitive life
>>27902540
No you can't Youre fucking retarded
>>27902448
Ok so at least you recognize how beta you are. So why can't you see that the circumstances of your life combined with your pussy mindset have forced you into a rut that is pretty much impossible for you to climb out of. Especially considering you way 300lbs and probably have dogshit upper body strength
I fucked three women this week one loves me and has been with me for two years and the other two are best friends I met at a bar. This is a pattern for me for my entire life and it's not something you just put on. I set myself up to do this all the time whenever I encounter people and before I even realizing I'm doing it. It is an instinct not a habit you can train into yourself. If you're past your mid twenties and haven't fucked a girl and her best friend then back to the first girl the next day then you're never going to do it. Your path is set and this isn't it.
>>27901150
But like aren't you as bad as the women who take advantage of men once you like decide to only live for yourself you kind of severe your ability to have a connection with anyone?
I mean I get your logic because I've thought about it hundreds of millions of times.
In the end what I said is true though and you just turn into the same asshole you hate. Therefore you arent really fighting against anything just giving into the assholeish way people treat each other.
>>27901150
tip tip
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>>27901150
I mean that's fine, but boy, your family members seem extremely naive. News flash, don't trust people before vetting them shrewdly over a long time.
>>27902334
The fact that you're here now posting about this speaks bounds about your intelligence and how dim you are.
>>27902626
Nobody is impressed that you fucked 3 chicks. That's like a regular weekend for me, nice try though faggot
Just start off like other sociopaths by killing small animals at first and moving your way up to people
I think nazi germany is pretty good proof that we're all sociopaths on the inside, you just have to find a way to let it out
Godspeed OP
There are many problems with your plan. It is possible to feel good and have an optimistic outlook on life, which you won't have by stirring up chaos and drama everywhere you turn.
Also every tiny slight you get, from the overheard laughter to someone yelling out their car window at you will make you boil with rage as a sociopath and you'll have to avenge yourself which won't be fun and get you in trouble. You'll also be swirling with shit inside your head with the ambient injustice of your existence.
There's some DFW saying -that which you worry about will be the thing that kills you; ie if you're worried about being poor you will always feel poor, etc.
