How guys 2015 is almost over. In a few more days the new year will begin. How did 2015 treat you? Was there anything good?
2015 was a brutal for me
>aunt died
>became closer to my co workers
>got in to a good college
>had feels for a girl who didn't love me back
>fuck my car up
>mom lost her job
>didn't make any new friends in school
>lost all my babby muscles i worked hard for
>had a chance with a new girl, but blew it because of X amount of reasons
>failed 2 of my classes
>startgin to hate my major
>best friend moved away
>constantly thinking of killing myself
>might have to quit my job and do school full time
>already low on cash
>mom is trying to be happy for me, but I know shes dead on the inside.
fucking hell i really hope 2016 gets better
>>25187168
Where did you get that lewd 3D pic of Ana from?
>stopped having literally any empathy at all for my fucktarded family member who treat me like shit (huge load of my shoulder)
>been giving emotionally abusive single mom shit (feels good)
>got a job
>met some really nice people
>met QT gril, mutual attraction
>hell of a gril, interest in literature, cooks, virgin
>feel good about myself and my future (sometimes)
>not constantly depressive and anxious
>no longer think about suicide every day
>struggled a lot in the early year but doing great now
>saved up some money, gonna move out soon
>gonna get my driver's license soon, boss will help me buy a car (he's thrifty as fuck and has good knowledge of autos)
FEELS. FUCKING. GREAT. MANGS.
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I'M GONNA MAKE IT BOIS
5 YEARS OF NEETDOM IDGAF, WE MADE THE RECOVERY BOYS.
NORMIEDOM HERE I COME.
2015 was just a shittier 2012.
>>25187335
We're all gonna make it guys. Honestly just thinking of how far I've come in 8 months makes me so happy. God bless you all. Thanks for being here for me in the rough times, as pathetic as this place may seem it was a great source of companionship when I was at my worst.
I love you all m8s.
>>25187168
>Was homeless for months
>Had not graduated high school
>Will spend christmas alone
>Poor and broke
>One family member left
>No friend
>NEET
>Shitty neighbor keep talking shit cause he is depressed
>Strive to put food on the table
>Drowning in apathy as I see everyone happy
>Undergraduated and unemployable
>no gf and no hope of getting one
Life on survival mode mostly.
>turned 32
>lost wizard/virgin status
>went back to college
>figured out how to mostly beat back my lifelong crippling depression/anxiety (5+ hour gym sessions and traveled a little)
>moved into a really nice average cost apartment but will probably lose it in 2016 as I can't afford it anymore
I'm pretty fucked compared to others my age, but I have accepted it. This was a good year for me.
>>25187453
Good luck friend. I hope things turn to the better for you.
>>25187168
The bad:
>Absolutely unhappy for the past few months
>Feeling like more of a worthless loser than ever before
>Unexplained anxiety every other day, feels like a rock in my throat
>Started going on r9k again after a year of abstaining
The good:
>Met my 100 anime/year goal again
>Graduated Uni against all odds
>Got into medical school full-ride
>Barely avoided becoming homeless
>>25187603
someday. the very day
>>25187270
she's way fatter than you want, it was disappointing when I found the sauce. you can google it yourself but it's not great. cropping + good angle
>>25187501
>32
Why did it take you so long to get laid? I'm 22 and I'm still a virgin. I feel like if I lower my standard more I'll be able to get some pussy. I might even try fucking a fatty.
No job
23 no family only brother rest died .
Live with gf who works for me while i do drugs and neet for the last 2 yeas. The ONLY thing i got going for me is my 10\10 gf and my big cock. I miss my family desu i just want to die
>Turned 30
>Wizard
>Had abdominal problems
>Got colonoscopy
>Spent 2 days in the hospital due to botched colonoscopy, shat blood for 12 hours straight.
>Found second job at restaurant as a busser
>doctor told me I might have Chron's
>Moved out of mom's house to shitty house
>Tried to commit suicide in July
>Car accident at the end of August, my fault. Totaled both cars
>Found another car
>Moved back in with mom
>Got promoted at one job to management
>Took test, found that I don't have Chron's
>Started working 60-70 hour weeks
>Got promoted at other job to management
>Tried to kill myself a second time
>Got hit on by a few girls
Going to figure out my life next year, either get a better job or become NEET then an hero a few years later.
>>25187168
>had my only contact ever with a girl and blew it
>lost all my friends
>failed all my classes
>played fewer video games than last year & the year before
fuck 2015, I hate it
The bad things:
>i lost my job
>i need to get out of my house
>i lost a year of highschool for playing
>my grandmother have cancer
>dont have money
The good things:
>i buy the assassins creed special edition
>i complete the collection of ghost riders comics and spawn comics
>make new friends
2016 is when I actually go full tranny
>>25187754
not him, but I'm 25, and once you're not in college anymore the years stack up pretty quickly. chances are you aren't seeing people near your age every day, and you're probably working too much to have time to meet people (and you actually have to try to go meet people, who in turn aren't forced to put up with you and possibly find that you subvert their expectations like they might have in a school setting).
it's different if you made a lot of friends in your late teens/early 20s and stay in touch with them, but I think a lot of people here don't/didn't
>>25187168
it's ok
>first half i was a NEET piece of shit waiting to win a lawsuit against former employer to have some money to spend
>now im back to wagekekin at a really comfy job
>have bought more audio equipment
>met some qts
>still no gf
>>25188131
Don't do it friend. You can still find God. You can still be happy. You can still lead a great life. Put your faith in the Lord and your salvation, both in this life and the next, will reveal itself to you. You don't need anything more than a Bible. I'll pray for you friend.
>>25187168
2015 was pretty cool ive been layin low waitin for some shit to pass. not much goin on. damn i remember new years for 2015 best tit ive ever gotten. and some of the only tit ive ever gotten
>>25187168
>got kicked out
>slowly becoming an alcoholic
>started chain smoking
>low on cash
>NEET
>became anorexic/bulimic
>always reading how women have it on easymode so decide to try my luck with robot-looking guy
>rejected
>spending another christmas alone and sad
>>25188291
I have sympathy for everything there except the chain smoking, that's just needlessly self-destructive and no doubt makes everything else worse
Still, shitty.
>>25187168
learned guitar for the most part (got all the chords down including A and E barres and their variations, after that i'm going to look into more of the lead guitar stuff going from jazz to rock to metal), i lost about 25lbs on my cut so far after hittin 225lb bench 415lb deadlift 295lb squat (i know) and 45lb weighted chinup and am currently doing a minibulk before resuming the cut to hit 175lbs, and i also learned C++ in my data structures class which i got a B+ in. its my first B but my university weighs A-'s lower than A's so i didnt have an even 4.0 anyways so idc
pretty good i'd say. 21 months in and the cocoon grows comfier by the day
>started out 2015 still living with my obese cousin and his obese mother
>daily fantasises about winning the lottery and getting out of that hellhole
>house was a fucking nightmare; rotting food in the fridge, cockroach and mouse infestation, dirty clothes and fast food wrappers everywhere
>got so bad one particular week, actually applied for jobs for the first time in months
>got a call back for the one job I had no fucking chance of getting
>clean up, get a little buzz going, and completely bullshit my way through a 25 minute interview
>hired later that day,end of Spring at this point
>get my own apartment, buy my own furniture, build a PC and fix my motorcycle
>live comfortably for several months
>December 1st, get a call from boss telling me the position I work is getting liquidated
>stress all month, still buy family gifts
>last day of work is December 30th
>only enough money saved up to pay for 3 months of rent, groceries, and utilities
>absolutely no drive to find another job
I think I might end up back at my cousins place. The cycle never ends
>uncle died. Loved him dearly. That was rough.
>Father in law died. Situation between wife and FiL was complicated but she is still torn up about it. Shit is rough.
>Leave my /comfy/ job for an initially less comfy job that may turn into the /comfiest/ job ever. Shit is weird.
>Lost all my friends because of depression. Don't think they'll be coming back. Shit sucks.
My 2015 was sub par
>Visited Japan
>Was sober from Sept-Oct before getting back on the booze
9/10 would do again
The good: quit my job, orbited a qt 18 year old 4'11 ginger, started a dxm habit
The bad: still poor, went from auschwitz to skinnyfat, grandfather died, dogs still didn't die
Can't win 'em all I guess
>>25188438
im really glad for you
i'm thinking of repairing my guitar and resuming when my next payment comes in
in the meantime i'm picking up a bass and learning how to play it since my band needs one
My 2015
The good
>went back to school after leaving
>took my farthest trip away from home (Massachusetts to Philadelphia)
>made some great art
>got a new tattoo
>fucked four different girls and kissed 4 more
>fucked a girl in the ass for the first time
>made out with a stranger in a big city night club for the first time
>met and fucked a girl in the same day for the first time
>got my drivers license (finally)
>saw my favorite band live for the first time
>went out on a canoe for the first time
>rode my bike 16 miles and hiked up a mountain alone
>getting one of my paintings published in a literary magazine
>was promoted to a better department at my old job
>placed in a 3k race
>got in better shape than ever before
>did more traveling this year than ever before
>learned some new songs on guitar
The bad
>was lead on for a year by a girl who had stopped loving me
>had my heart truely broken for the first time by my first love
>had a "no contact order" placed against me by said girl
>went nuts for a time from stress and pain of said heartbreak
>most of my friends moved away
>lost $400 replacing something I broke
>almost got hit by a bus
A lot of it was clouded by heartbreak, never cried so much in my life than over that bitch, but all in all was a good year, wasn't it
>enjoyed a family vacation in cuba
>come back but become depressed again pretty quickly with the thought of returning to school
>realize how fucked i am mentally, start seeing therapists in january
>things going good for a bit
>valentines day with gf is miserable, barely do anything
>relationship is falling apart due to self hate
>do pretty mediocre in school second semester, didnt fail anything though unlike first semester
>dont see gf for all of april trying my best to do well on final assignments/ essay
>almost break up with her but decide to stay together
>memories of summer a blur, worked construction all the time and was exhausted and depressed
>couldnt remember the last time i was happy
>the only pleasant memories i have of the summer are playing Witcher 3 and spending lazy days with gf, but things always felt off
>do summer school as an excuse to get away from work and make up for lost credits
>summer school goes well
>start taking anti depressants, they dont make me happy but they help me function
>realize im just hurting my self and my gf by staying with her, thoughts of a breakup get more prominent
>after an incident at a party i split with her in early october
>spent the last 3 months working my ass off to get good grades
>meet a terrible girl who makes things worse
>get tinder, fuck a qt black weeb but feel empty about sex without feelings
>school finishes, do the best i've ever done since high school with a 78 average
>feel super proud of myself
>realize that school has been distracting me from my feelings, and am still miserable without ex gf
>still feels weird calling her my ex, 3 years is such a long time
>crying as i type this out
I feel so empty anons. I don't know what to fucking do anymore. A gf didnt make me happy, good grades dont fulfill me, sex is empty, and money doesn't solve anything.
Nothing matters. Its all a fucking joke.
I have to be up in 5 hours for work. I'm going to be a zombie.
I managed to watch 2000 episodes of anime
>>25187335
Gratz man. Cases like yours give me hope for my own life. Enjoy your success for us
>transferred from community college to real college
>did well first semester
>got 1st gf
>broke up with gf
not too eventful but better than previous years i guess
>>25187168
>half of year was spent depressed
>anxiety out of control
>barely able to leave dorm room
>finally, in the past three weeks get meds
I don't know if I'm going to make it through NBA 2k16 if this prozac doesn't help.
>>25188563
At least youve made good progress mang
>>25188761
Gaming. Just start gaming a lot and find friends online. Do a lot of shit. It doesnt sound beneficial, but in the long run it made me happy.
>>25187168
>started uni
>decent grades
>fin
>broke up with gf of three years
>lost my job
>quit smoking
>Finished my degree
>rejected the first time I actually ask someone out
>got a scholarship to do my masters in japan
At least next year my childhood dream of living in japan is starting, great year overall.
>>25187168
where can I find more of that whore, OP?
>>25189853
forget it, found her on my own.
>>25187168
pretty shit tbfh
pros:
>I passed a community college math course I had failed twice because of muh depression and muh anxiety
>I became a wagecuck for six months
>I managed to not become an alcoholic piece of shit like all of my extended family
cons:
>I probably failed all my courses this semester
>I dont have a car or a licence
>I am a 21 year old KV with no chance of changing in the future
>doctor prescribed antidepressants but all they did was increase my anxiety causing me to have a nervous breakdown, they also fucked up my memory
>I lost all the confidence I had built up during the last year following a series of panic attacks
>im $2500 worth of medical debt
>no job again so cant pay debt but cant afford bankruptcy either because I come from a poor family
>got to see someone I care about become a histrionic druggie slut
>prolly gonnna kill myself by next year
