>tfw i realize i haven't seen sunlight since 2015
who else? is that bad?
>>27513561
How do you live?
orgyonal
>>27513575
i live the neet life. i stay in my room all day and use the computer. parents work and buy groceries, so i never have to leave.
>tfw your upper leg has never seen sunlight ever
Sometimes when i feel sad i am trying to tell myself that there are people out there who have it worse than me. And if that doesn't help i come to R9K and immediately get cheered up
>>27513647
How old are you?
If you're over 21 they feel ashamed
>>27513728
lol oh boy, memes
>>27513728
im 20
>>27513715
my life is pretty great tbqhwy senpai
>>27513702
mine hasn't either.
>>27513561
Yeah that's bad. Ffs I see sunlight when I walk from my car to my house a few feet in between. I was at the beach almost every day over the summer, I wore sun tanning block so I got a tan with no skin cancer, felt good man.
Perks of living on and island
You're going to have health problems anon. Go for a walk by yourself, don't worry, you don't need to interact with anyone.
yes
kill yourself
(((origami comment)))
>>27513742
You'd be happy if your son hasn't seen sunlight in 3 months?
>tfw haven't left the house except to see my psychiatrist since mid 2015
>NEET khv whose parents pay for everything
>high school dropout, GED flunkie, and community college online class dropout
>psychiatrist keeps upping my meds because I tell him about the feelings of being watched and that I'm afraid black people will break into my house and kill me
>literally grab my home defense knife every time I see a car drive into our part of the housing area
>grab my home defense knife every time I see a black man go jogging past
>try to convince myself that everything is okay, that we live in a safe suburban neighborhood, and that nothing will go wrong
>fail miserable and end up grabbing my home defense knife the next time a car drives slowly past our house
>can't even enjoy vidya and anime anymore because my attention span is fucked to all hell and I can't stop looking out the window for potential threats
>alcoholic, parents pick up vodka for me
All I want to do is go to Japan before I die, but that would require massive life improvements on my part. I can't even function around other human beings without worrying they're conspiring to kill me. Its pathetic but I can't stop.
>>27513803
i do exercise some inside. i'm 6"2' and 160 pounds so i'm in decent shape. just very pale.
>>27513820
thats a sin
>>27513820
you don't have to feel anything
Why would this be bad OP?
>>27513866
>i do exercise
Then there's no excuse to not go out and run or walk. You need that Vitamin D or you're going to have the bones of a 70 year old when you're 25.
>>27513855
i know that feel. also a paranoid freak here.
are you only paranoid about black people or are there other things? i live in a /comfy/ 90%+ white rural area so i don't have to worry about them. definitely recomend
>>27513903
i drink a lot of milk though. that should balance it out, right?
>>27513917
Its everything, it just manifests in that particular way because I always imagine the faceless murderers stalking me to be black. It could be literally anyone. I even suspect my parents are trying to poison me sometimes. I've stopped eating food besides ramen and other packaged shit I can make myself because I'm not comfortable eating food prepared by others.
>>27513951
have you always been that way, thinking everybody was out to get you, or just recently? i can't imagine feeling like that. hope you get better soon.
>>27513939
It's not the same senpai
>>27514002
Its always been this way. I got in a lot of altercations with other kids in school because I suspected they were trying to hurt me. Its gotten worse ever since school ended and I started isolating myself in my room.
>>27514008
all my life i heard people say milk creates strong bones tho. i dont think thats the kind of thing someones going to lie about. how are you so sure that milk and sunlight aren't the same?
u must have beautiful skin
>>27514034
dang. i dont really know what to say. just know that i'm rooting for you. may i ask what kinds of meds your taking?
>>27514071
its eggshell white, but i don't care.
>>27514123
Thanks for the thoughts. I'm on
>hydroxyzine
>klonopin
>buspirone
>lexapro
>zyprexa
>lamotrigine
>>27514058
You know anon, I'm no big city Doctor, just a simple country boy. While you can drink all the milk you want, something like 20 minutes in the sunlight will give you your daily dose of vitamin D, sunlight can also improve mood and relieve stress. Why not start a garden or do something outside?
>not going in a park with a bedsheet and lie down on the grass to absorb those heavenly sunrays
and then you wonder why you are so fucking sad all the time
>>27513855
Just saw you comment this exact same thing in another post, feels bro
>>27514201
maybe your right. i will ask my doctor if he thinks i should get sun or if milk is enough
>>27514217
i'm not sad! as i said earlier i love my life because i get to do nothing(which is all i want) 24/7. i'm very pleased with how things are going.
>>27513728
I'M 24, my man
this is original my familiarity desu
>>27514332
well, good for you i guess.
keep in mind that if you are afraid of going out then you are not doing what you want. you are just hiding in a comfort zone.
>>27514217
man FUCK the sun i fucking hate that thing
so fuckin HOT and BRIGHT like holy shit
get me some damn curtains and air conditioning
>>27514440
yeah. i do believe i will get some sunlight today. this thread has made me feel pretty bad about myself. i'm (hopefully) going to turn my life around thanks to you guys.
>>27514492
>get me some damn curtains and air conditioning
>yfw
I hate the sun cause I have to wear a t-shirt and my body looks like shit in a t-shirt
A big hoodie makes my upper body look big to balance out my big hips
>>27514556
do it bro. sunlight, fresh air, walking are a blessing
>>27514579
i'm a nocturnal animal dude we live in an age of artificial light there's no excuse for going out in the daytime
sleeping in a nice plush coffin seems like it would me absolute comfy and maximum cozy as well kinda wish i had one desu
>>27514674
do what you please. sunlight is important for our health but whatever. it's not like it's giving us life or anything
>>27514743
life is over rated anon
embrace undeath
>>27514602
>the small city of you
>TFW no one responds to your post
At least my comment is original familia
>>27514784
Nah, i'm good. i like to eat good stuff. i'm not into brains
>>27513855
>tfw going for a jog, minding my own business
>tfw a paranoid delusional freak is watching me from a window with a knife in his hand.
>>27514579
can't stop laughing at this
you made my day, bless you nosferatu
