>Have cut 19 times in the last 22 days
>Tonight will be the 20th cut
To celebrate, I will be having a countdown of he first 19 cuts, enjoy!
Didn't like the pain at first, struggled with technique too
>>27286719
The blade used was from a disposable razor
CUT 4
Was still afraid of cutting at this point but felt I needed to do it
5th cut, barely a scratch
Cut 6
I was getting the hang of it by now
>>27286691
>>27286719
>>27286743
>>27286779
Kek you need help man. Also they look like paper cuts go deeper breh
Small step back here
>>27286841
>paper cuts
yeah, because I was just starting out here, learning the technique, getting used to the pain, it was two weeks before I started liking it
>>27286691
Don't cut yourself the scars will stay for the rest of your life
By the 8th cut I started becoming more consistent with the amount of blood I drew
This was a good cut iirc
10th cut, first milestone
Felt comfortable here
Started cutting in my bedroom instead of the living room heater at midnight
CUT XII
Cut 13
And so begins the era of multiple cuts
This was certainly the time when I became comfortable with all aspects of cutting
15th cut is a bit of a milestone too
Sweet 6-teen
These last ones are all quite good, probably my top three
Post arm with timestamp
>>27287149
My arm as it is with the wounds slightly healed or do you want a fresh cut?
You're like garbage OP. you're doing self harm for attention on the internet. Hope your parents are proud
>>27286691
Anyway's, I decided I'm going to have mac and cheese with sliced hotdogs for dinner. Prolly grab a bag of bbq chips and orange crush at 7/11. What about you guys?
If cutting wasn't just done for attention, then there wouldn't be so many cutting threads.
You are embarrassing and shitting up the board.
Nobody cares OP. Why would we give a shit about your personal habits? Should I post myself clipping toenails or something, if you want to scratch little lines on your arm do it in private please
>>27287183
No no no No I don't want that I just want you to post a picture of how your arm is now with a timestamp
>>27287189
I have a criminal record, on bail for another crime, with a court date still not set after 6 months, dropped out of university once and the second time was booted out because of the criminal shit
I'm 24 and NEET
Doubt this changes their opinion much
>>27287262
Who's going to buy pokemon sun/moon?
>be insomniac
>up like 40+hours and have plans the next day
>go to walgreens and grab first otc sleep aid I see, generic DPH i.e. benadryl
>completely forget the scary stories I heard in middle/high school about people who abused this shit for a legal "high"
>take 5 25mg pills
>rolling in bed for half hour just feel kinda sick
>fuck it, take 6 more
>feel really delirious, confused, sick and now FBI radio signals are being broadcaster to my brain from my fan, really thirsty too so I fill a bottle with water
>fuck it I feel bad but thankfully I have the perfect solution to sleep through this, take what I latter figured to be 14 more pills
>still cant sleep and now im fucking going crazy
>thinking about cutting my arms despite never being a cutter
>oh shit! I wasnt just thinking it but actually doing it
>forget that im not just thinking and repeat this process for some time
>at some point I carve a ":^)" above my knee
>I also evidently finished the 2ls of water pissed in the bottle and then knocked it over onto my laptop
waking up sick, covered in blood and piss its needles to say I flaked on my prior engagement
>>27287262
Then fucking off yourself and get it done with.
>so damaged look at muh scars
This is some fucking teen girl shit.
>>27287336
This. You're a gaylord, OP.
>>27287251
Little sister almost walked in on me, got me a McFlurry
Probably thought it was weird how my laptop was set to one side
>>27287336
Fuck off, you don't understand
I'm trying to get the police and everyone else to understand that I'm a victim too
>b but muh feels!
>i better not seek help and slash my wirsts
>jk ill just slash the parts where i can't die
U sick bastard. Back to tumblr u attention seeking faggot. Get help
>>27287394
The only thing you're a victim of is your own stupidity and cockyness you cheeky cunt.
Again >get help
Or >get le tumblr fame
>>27287331
s-s-sorry for posting outside of /britfeel/
you realize cutting i an addiction, right? it releae endomorphins which are an opioid.
wont be long before you're cutting to the bone for a fix.
>>27286877
>two weeks before i started liking it
Why the fuck did you start in the first place if you don't like it?
Jesus dude. At least be a real American and abuse prescription drugs.
>>27287640
Started doing it for the attention and to prove a point, that I'm a victim too
>>27287662
I'm British and not even white
>>27287596
Yeah, it's a good thing though, at least right now, it's the highlight of my day
>>27287688
>mutiliating yourself just to get attention on an anonymous imageboard
Kys
>>27287197
that sounds so good family
I'm probably just gonna make some pasta
>>27287394
Sent pics of the mcflurry
>>27287727
It's not so laughable when you know how dire my situation is, being lonely isn't even the cause of most of it
>>27287786
It's Oreo
>>27287857
Did it taste good? I might try it sometime
>>27287884
Not really, don't particularly care for Oreos though
Would have preferred one of the simple chocolate ones
>>27286691
Is the first cut the deepest?
Nigga wtf is wrong with you. Jesus Christ man.
>>27287394
Ah, a classic case. I'm amazed you're not black, Dindu.
Just do society a favor and kill yourself
>Little sistares taking care of a public enemy
I can't believe people so twisted actually exsist
>>27286691
OP is a paki paedo.
Those are some shitty cuts.
I end up way more hurt just playing with my cats.
>>27287334
shit, you took bad dose
under 500mg is managable
over 750mg is trip to eiriel
but you took the middle dose, where you are delirous but not tripping :(
also DPH is the most robot drug there is, suggest it to all you robots out there
1. dirt cheap
2. legal
3. dark and edgy
4. too dysphoric for the normies to enjoy
the best robot drug there is, pop a gram and enjoy spiders crawling all over you while you talk to shadow people
Fuck off poleaboo. No one likes you.
>>27288943
Where's wally?
Glasses
>>27286691
Tried to cut the day before yesterday... I handle pain like a bitch and probably won't do it again.
>not getting drunk and grabbing the kitchen knife and going to town with your arm
those kind of small cuts don't even yield blood
>>27289224
He's a mudslime, its not likely.
>>27287857
ok ill bite, whats the situation entirely?
>>27287394
>I'm trying to get the police and everyone else to understand that I'm a victim too
Typical borderline loser.
Cutting's for pussies anyway, burn yourself like a man
>>27286691
Go for your neck
>>27289562
you don't draw any blood burning yourself either
>>27286691
OP I just cut myself today having after a family argument. Please don't do this to yourself even though you may feel you want to. If you're doing this out of spite or you hate your life, just beat the shit out of a pillow instead of masturbate furiously to your favorite porn. Anything other than self-harm and although I cannot tell you want to do, this may not be the best choice. Just my shitty two cents though.
>>27287857
nope, still laughable
I think you'll do okay in prison
it sucks but you'll be okay
Hello there OP. Just did this now when I saw the thread.
GOOD EVENING /r9k/ HOW ABOUT A STORY
OP is one hell of a creepy mother fucker, shall we recount why he has decided to cut?
>OP went to university
>OP was placed into a house with 2 qt female house mates
>His complete lack of social skills (smelly paki) mean't they wanted little to do with him
>Rather than improving himself so that he may one day become someone that you would like to spend time with he took this as a personal attack
>Didn't even give them a chance to get to know him
>Thinks he should be accepted in a day
This is when his campaign of terror began
>They didn't accept his Facebook friend request
>He began stalking them online
>trying to hack their accounts so he can wank to their pictures
>He filmed one of them doing a poo with a hidden camera in the bathroom
>Gets arrested, charged and pleads guilty
>thrown out of university
>Disgraces his family
>Disgraces his sand people heritage
>His father is ashamed
>His mum is ashamed
>He begins setting up phishing scams in an attempt to gain access to his victim's accounts
>Posts an angry rant on /r9k/ threatening his victim
>The rozzers are informed
>He begins threatening to put his fellow robots on 'the list'
>Begins cutting as none of this is his fault
>The pain he feels from the false accusations must be shown externally
>He begins cutting
>Blames his father, his university, the police, his victims, the anons that laugh at him, anyone but himself for the scars on his smelly brown skin
Kek desu lads
>>27289669
How can you give that advice to others when you yourself self-harm?
>>27289831
now you have protection
>>27289931
so much effort for such a minute post
>>27289202
Keep at it, it'll grow on you, promise
>>27287394
are you cutting because youre a disgusting fat shitskin? no one will ever love you :)
>>27290005
https://poleaboo.wordpress.com/
Nothings original I stole this flow from the creator
>>27289931
meh, fuck those Stacy's
>>27289985
I cut myself because IMO I am a depressed emotional idiot who lashes out in dumb ass ways. Just because you yourself do something doesn't mean you cannot give suggestions to someone in a similar position. Personally I don't care what happens to myself but I don't want to see someone go down my "path" I guess. Basically, cutting yourself is dumb and I'm a dumbass for doing it.
>>27289831
Your cut is cool
You seem like a way cooler guy than OP
>>27289996
Ahhh yes thank you my lord Satan
>>27290071
But you can at least see why someone similar to yourself would completely ignore your advice, right?
>>27289931
>He filmed one of them doing a poo with a hidden camera in the bathroom
go on
>faggot OP attentionwhoring on /r9k/
wew lad
>>27290139
He claims he doesn't have the video anymore after the rozzers took all his stuff
Was meant to say /r9k/ but then blood got everywhere lol. Also not OP.
And not a depressed emo fag, I just get a "high" off the endorphins.
>>27290205
How do you know it even exists?
2006 wants their meme back you edgy attention whore piece of shit
>>27289931
>campaign of terror
>He began stalking them online
>He begins setting up phishing scams
>>27290212
noice man
>>27290224
>>27290290
I'm not digging through all the /r9k/ archives for shit but here's an archived version of his blog
http://archive.is/poleaboo.wordpress.com
http://archive.is/PIrM3
http://archive.is/P1aRp
http://archive.is/z4wCE
>>27286877
>did something I didn't like for two weeks
I will never understand how someone could want attention that badly
>that pathetic chicken scratch
>cutting
You can't even get that right OP.
>>27290569
Proper bitch cuts arn't they?
>>27290212
You forgot that you're an attention seeker. Why would you take pics every single time you do it and post them on /brit feel/. You're fucking pathetic.
If you wanna get 'High' then go for a run you fucking waste of space paki
these are just cat scratches your a pussy OP
>>27290654
>>27290569
>>27290725
Even these ones? >>27287262
>>27290719
Lol dude I've never even been on Brit feel, nor am I OP. I'm also not paki, I'm white.
>>27290100
It would be even dumber to say nothing at all IMO. OP is still a human that is (hopefully) subject to some reason.
>>27290844
You're still an attention seeking little BITCH.
Do it right and cleanse the gene pool or fuck off.
>>27290757
Yes, only prepubescent girls and bitches cut
>>27286691
Fuck off poleaboo
tfw this wasn't an original comment
>>27290139
Fucking brown people and their poo obsession
got angry cos she wasn't using the D E S I G N A T E D?
>>27286691
Go to some emo group on Facebook or something and post this, see if you can get some good laughs
>>27289931
>OP was placed into a house with 2 qt female house mates
How?
>>27286877
>It was two weeks before I started liking it
If you didn't like it why the fuck did you carry on you retard, this is a pathetic cry for attention
>>27291371
At first it wasn't about pleasure or stress relief, it served another purpose, expressing my inner pain (I am aware of how that sounds)
>>27291101
British student unions help loners find roomies
>>27291594
To be honest I kinda understand self harm but what I don't understand is taking a picture of every cut after doing it and uploading it here, what's the reason behind that?
>>27291595
So the girls let him room with them out of charity?
>>27291645
No the land lord gave him a room out of greed
>>27291628
People ignore your inner pain because they can't see it
Uploading/sharing the images extends the same purpose as cutting, letting everyone know you're hurting by putting out there instead of keeping it inside
can someone post that image of some faggot cutting a spurdo image into his skin
Holy shit you guys are pussies.
I remember when I cut like you, my first time. Now I have deep permanent thick scars all over.
Just go big or go home. I would recommend going home. By that, I mean STOP. Never believe anyone who says you shouldn't be ashamed of your scars. They are permanent expressions of your weakness. Stop. It is a retarded thing to do, and I will forever regret it.
>>27290212
Looks like strawberry jam
>>27291684
Go speak to somebody man, don't do this shit because all that's happening is people are getting kicks from looking and laughing, if you want people to know you're hurting then go tell somebody who can do something about it, this is the wrong way to go about it
>first world spoiled subhumans
can wait until niggers and arabs take over your lands and daughters
it will be beautiful
You will get better at cutting yourself with time OP.
Razor blades work best.
Here are todays cuts
I know they're pretty weak but I wasn't really feeling it and I didn't want to go over yesterdays wounds
>>27292663
Use shaving razor blades and make the cut fast.
Also if you keep going you are going to get addicted so if you aren't feeling it then stop.
The fuck are you cutting yourselves for, you emo faggets?
>>27292707
On the days that I do feel it, it really helps relax me
I do use a shaving blade but it's a bit flimsy
Instead of taking pictures, set up a camera and tape yourself doing it. Later on, specifically when you don't even feel like cutting, go back and watch it so you can see as a third person how much of a faggot you look like.
Another reason I cut
My dad just entered my room and asked if I had applied for jobs and angrily asked what I spend all day doing
Swore at me and said "what have you become" or some shit
I turned up the volume on the track I was listening to but eventually had to pay attention to him to get him to fuck off
He said the same stupid shit about everyone having jobs and that supermarkets are always hiring and warehouses, the idiot doesn't even know how to apply to jobs
doesn't know there are no vacanies and that I have applied to a hundred warehouse jobs
Now I'm mad, upset and feeling powerless, now I'm going to cut and enjoy it
Last cuts before bed
Remember kids. Cut sideways for attention. Longways for results.
